Well I decided I should restart and make a new account soon probably... >. .> or just delete few of my old art and keep ones up from people who did good drawings for me.

But I am nearly 18 so I should start as a man. As people do think I am childish and I should grow up. Well I'll try that I suppose o. .o;

And as I know I don't get anything much now I'll probably just put this journal up early because I rarely chat on FA I just mostly look around on it

Just hope I have a nice happy 18th birthday (April 14th) yeh I know early... but meh who cares...

Thanks for reading

I am very shocked of the amount of people who have blocked me now...

I really see why now >. .> a lot of you hate me

And my friends probably...

I am so keeping my friendship more stricker now...

>. .> I really gonna start stop caring too if you all use me for sex dam you all to hell.

people been saying to me like "Bah the others where Right about you."

So now I am thinking why and who are those ass holes who blame me...

You are all a bunch or wankers *growls*

http://s46.photobucket.com/albums/f142/wales19/?action=view&current=Games.jpg

Does anyone play games I'd love more furrys to add on it ^. .^ and play fun games...

Or XBox 360 games usernames O. .o I'd love to add ya hehehe please reply

Meh me got tagged dam you evil blue gay dwaggie! =  Aurax

Grawr >. .> *glomps*


Rules:
1 - Post these rules
2 - Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3 - Tags should write a journal of these facts
4 - At the end of the post 8 more peeps tagged and named
5 - Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they’ve been ‘tagged’

Hmm...8 random facts about myself:
1. ^. .^ I got a Long Distant mate but... dunno if we will ever meet one on one
2. I am Bi dragon >. .> close to likeing men... x. .x;
3. I am one of the 1/4 furry out there who don't use people for sex... or do drama...
4. I think I ignore people very alot... and feel sorry for it....
5. I got Xbox 360 my gametag ish Welshdrag
6. O. .o I am proud to be a Welsh dwaggie
7. Wish I can draw well...
8. And wish I can go back in time and change things...

I'll tag  shadowpelt and  selth
Sorry guys, mew >. .>

I just have a feeling a awkward feeling.... alot of my friends I won't mention names but I have realy like lost them they've completly changed or liked tip toed away from me...

I know I have some friends who are nice to me now but... where did my old friends go... Its like everyones gone emo and died their hair black...

Everyone has lost their sexualism... or if their gay or bi or straight or what ever...

and I've seen my friends hurt because of furry... well just get over with it... like... it happens if ya get hurt....

I just dunno why I put it on here I... no one like lissens to me on MSN YIM or AIM when I try and maybe ask help or why they just well being quiet theses days...

And... as well I just been feeling of that I have some betraying friendships in my area...

Meh Sorry if I am going abit Green Peace But I want to make love!...

All I feel is well I am happy with my new friends...

But my old friends meh feels like their stuck up a attic or something...

I miss https://www.avataur.com too... that was a awsome site everyone was happy...

no betrayings or lies... just otter peice but theses days its like like care for themselfs...

Aswell like my old friends have like grown... higher or powerful in populations...

meh I miss them... but that happens I guess people get left behind...

OMG WHICH ONE IS THE REAL ONE T. .T NUUU! Hope this is the right one >. .>.....

Its either

http://www.furaffinity.ws
http://www.furaffinity.info

oh god which one x. .x >. .>

hope I am in the real one x. .x; *ish scared* lol XD

okay am going drama now XDDD

Just kidding...

just hope am on the right FA no lol XD

Reason why I do get them >. .> because there one problem with furrys some of them o. .o

As you know people who have mates will yiff for love and that >. .>

But I am starting to know like now x. .x

That every dragon I have had was only yiffing me for fun.

Like just useing me on a shelf and make them wait to move on to the next toy or just... find a better mate or actualy do some real love to someone else.

T. .T atleast now I understand what 3 out of 4 furrys are like.

But I still love furrys don't mind... just I don't wanna be used anymore... -. .-

thanks for reading...

^. .^ Yay finnished college and bad news Dx

My router is broken so internet is gone for me but I got a modem but only for my old computer downstairs Dx I'll be on rare.

In two weeks am going on a two week holiday x. .x I hate holidays...

when I come home then start buying a new router and wait and see x. .x with this new router I can tell I won't have it untill the summer holidays are over lawl...

and uh I'll try coming on and I got MSN I'll try get yahoo x. .x

and about college yeh finnished it now so am gonna do the two year course in september now

see ya all later

And I realy have to say first time of my scaley life... I realy hate my own kind >. .>....

I allways smiled and laughed with other dragon friends... and now ish just disapeared...

No one replys to me anymore... they don't make me happy they just hurt my feelings...

x. .x... I am just... hating alot of... dragons... And I feel wrong... or not I dunno...

no one just does'nt talk to me anymore... T. .T...

Meh yeh Its my birthday today *cheers*

well Happy birthday to me -. .-; meh...

hope I get cards and presants.. but looks like I am not...

thanks to one of two friends who have drawn for me for gifts I realy love you for that.. thanks all...

Now the 2 week holiday off college has made me to relax by tomorrow am going on holidays to Lanzerote ^. .^ a week with my parents so yay...

Just to relax and forget of my past lover I darn hope so heh x. .x;

anyway... I am worried of somthing going to happen when I come home from holidays every time I go the internet just changes people just change heh its creepy when I come home from my last holiday...

anyway I don't mind if I get bullshit from people just need to relax.

I'll probly come on the internet when am there anyways see ya all

love ya Shadowpelt Hero and kalas X3

Pageviews: 1008 yay X3 wow

DAMMIT! Gone realy upset again x. .x... my sis said my ex mate sadly just misses me etc...

pfft... he lies to her he is'nt sad at all T. .T... I know he is happy... the lieing cow...

I hate him T. .T... and he has made me more mad today.... -. .- why can't I still get over him gah! x. .x


Life:

I got a job now >. .> Start off small yeh... Mc Donalds XDD hehehe

College going abit down hill x. .x noooo.... dam ex lovers!

^. .^; feel abit lonely... feel still distracted by my dam ex mates grrrr!

God I still can't get over my last ex-mate... bah when I go to galleries I see him enjoying himself with his mate... and new drawings.. of.. them with each other T. .T...

driving me insaine being used... being cheated... T. .T....

god I am so sad and upset... I hate him loads....

-. .- and Happy... Chineses New year...

yeh... just a normal day for me I guess.. bah hope my ex mates will enjoy their lovers T. .T..

well.. I'll just love my friends insted ^. .^; *hugs all* god hope it does'nt make me a sado...

well enjoy it who ever will... ^. .^

Fetish list

(+) I like it (Up to 5)
(-) I dislike it (Up to 5)
(o) No real preference
(?) Undecided

Anal (++++)
Babyfur (--)
Biting (o)
Bondage (++++)
Breast (-)
Breast Expansion (----)
Clothing (o)

---

Cub (O)
Cybernetics/biomech (O)
Domming (O)
Electricity/estim (o)
Expansion/Inflation (----)
Fat (----)
Foot (+++++) !!!
Fur (++++)
Glasses (O)

---

Incest (++++)
Leather (o)
Macro (o)
Masochism (---)
Mind Control (+++)
Multiple body parts (o)
Mummification(o)
Muscle *Female (----)
Muscle *Male (+++)
Oral (++)
Orgy (+)

---

Partial Nudity (+++)
Paw (+++++)
Rape (++)

---

Realistic animal genitals (+)
Shoe/Boots (+)

---

Snuff (o)
Solo Masturbation (++++)
Standing sex (++)
Stockings (o)
Subbing (+++)
Tentacles (+)
Transformation (o)

---

Uniform (+)
Vore (o)
Watersports (+)
Yaoi (M/M) (++++)
Yuri (F/F) (o)

I dunno anything else

Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Kalas  hero

I am still around... not have been going good... alot of people just talk to me now to just hurt me... *sighs* today was the worst I guess..

I don't care much if people hurt me I am just trying to get my life straight... and then try and finnish college for 3 years

I am trying to forget some people... who left me to die... I've seen them happy now.. so thats good... I am glad they forgot me... well anyway they never cared... atleast... I am better than them.... I guess...

When I get enuff money I am off to live in America some day I realy Am gonna go to the land of people who hurt me there...

but... I want to go to get good money realy... better where I live...

As they say.. America is a new world for a new life heh ^. .^;

Just good lucky for me this year for 2007...

I realy just don't want to see my ex mates.... or anything...

I know it would make me hurt... escpecialy the 3 of them... who left me to rott.. well anyway...

See you all

Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Kalas  hero

I... today... went disasterly badly... worst... drama... problems I ever had...

travis/lloyd... was the worst problem..

but now this... after Travis and lloyd hurt me... someone hurted me and took me in and allways wanted to protect me and love me for ever...

looks like people follow others as the helper...

just acted like travis/lloyd...

mutlie loving...

T. .T It was worse because I ALMOST DIED

I've almost did.. die... I survived... those pains... when I was about to die...

>. .< I never felt before... maybe... death is worser than suffering IRL.....

I see how death is like and it is'nt great when someone leave you to die... its is suffering way worser all alone to die...

I just almost killed my self getting choaked.. string snapped.. I survived..

yeh... I am gonna be on my own I guess for a while... I now know that if my 7th... ex will understand that he would had never saved me in tue future if we was mean't to had loved... protecting me.. nope he will never...

I understand now realy.. just take my time.. this time A WELSH DRAGON who lives near me... not AMERICAN'S they all just darn hurt me...

sorry to those nice americans >. .< I do love america I do want to go there....

anyway... Welsh Dragon... alive.. well some of my feels gone from almost dieing...

I dunno... talk to me... if you people... alright with it

I am gonna trust my instincts.. forever... and... my dragon soul... allways...

see you later.. all

Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Heratio1000  Kalas  hero

>. .<... Cheated... thats how I feel now... I feel like my past is repeating itself again.. like.. a old fashion triangle...

but I know this one is very unbalanced... because I've ran away from the person who I thought he be cheating on me with my instincts...

And I should realy pay more attention to my dragon soul >. .>

It actually came true and The cheated who is loving is the right person who I knew it would be o. .o; its creepy how Instincts are right...

now.. it has happened... I have to run away... I know I be making drama if i stayed Iming the two who are/were my friends >. .<...

I would like them to stay friends but I know I am a terrible person who I feel cheated...

Just like my past... just like the marks who have been added more to me heart now...

Now I should focus on my College I MUST pass >. .<...

And should I run away from the.. cheater and the new mate... who used to be... well good (close)friends too...

Realy I should leave no other way I have discussed it with... the mate about this... but I haven't talked to the person who did hurt me badly... because I see him on every morning when I... go to college...

I did get the bad news in the morning I did cry on the bus while going to college...

why allways me... who is hurt like this... with scares of emoness all over me which I HATE BEING EMO >. .<

I know he made promises in the past... but I knew it would'nt keep his words...

I know I ran away from him because my instincts reacted... but I did see proof with my eyes within the running away....

I know its a way my fault and I dunno...

Now I should Just continue with my College...

Please give me some help maybe... who ever is out there...

Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Kalas  hero

*sighs* I am stoping drawing for now guys... Fear is taking over me as I can't sleep well because of what has happened to me lately... I need to get myself back I missed the college today and when am scared.. I can't sleep Its... bothering me I do need help...

So no more drawings for now... -. .-... Sorry I tryed to smile...

It just my heart is in much greater pain -. .-.. It needs... I need to be on my own for a while..

Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Heratio1000  Kalas
okay i choosed collage and its VERY HARD!!! got so much stress and still people putting me down god dammit... but am kinda happy am in am glad am not doing the foundation IT am doing the 1st Diploma of IT ^. .^ YAY!!! but god am shocked at the other students who know more stuff on IT etc and i have to make a website god X. .X this dragon is gonna be so hard with this year of collage

And i am happy to find someone new *smiles* and i am happy he is making my life become happy again so thank you dante *hugs you tightly*

And i just pray my past lovers are not gonna keep on stressing my out -. .- god its hard but am trying my best well i dunno anything much to say... OH YEH and my laptop is at a repair shop so it be back in 2 WEEKS!!!! and it has my photo shop pro X on it so i cant color on it X. .X am so sorry people OH and thank you for watching me you new people ^. .^ *hugs you all*

EDIT:

and now am back to square 1.... -. .- lost a lover because god... he was like my other lover and the before that and that am shocked at the amount of dragons are just darn sad then love me then leave me for someone else thats just wrong -. .- *crys* 4th time this has happened to my life because of "multie love" i just had it with life....

People who ever love me next time please darn understand what i been through i have had a hard life and i dont want more break ups am so hurt more from this break up -. .-

well i have to say uh i got my own username on second life Wales Hall heh and if anyone wants to met me on it ask me hehehe i be happy to ^_^
http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f.....19/lastone.gif
oh and i might change my mind on my old dragon character.. might change into a wolf hehehe ^_^