I am ready to do some anyone request to whomever wanted request for this month.

My rule for art request:

You got to be 18 or older.

I don't do any copyright infringement.

I don't do any art request, action, or practice that has to do with prejudice, hateful, threats, harassment, bullying, and/or any heavy illegal and criminal attempts. (FA rules)

No pedo art and no scat art.

Payment first. Request refund before art transfer and post with permission. Payment would be transfer by using Paypal.

Please Be Patient when it comes to proceeding drawing your request.

By this month:

Pencil sketch: $10.00
Charcoal: $15.00
Color Pencil: $20.00

Please note me your request. Leave your FA account info, name, and email to show progress before transfer.

Ello.

I am sorta back. Mostly because I just wanted to use this site as a cloud instead of just posting it. Just in case that my computer is messed up again and I needed to backup my artwork.

I am not here to make friends but just post and whom ever likes it, likes it and I would always be thankful for the favs.

I am also posting pictures on many other sites, just in case this one fails me. Either it closes down or kicked me out for some reasons.

I don't have anything much to say. If I am going to say what is happened to me irl. It goes like this.

I got vaccinated 3 times as in two for original shots from April and a boaster shot from last week.
Three dogs that I know and one I mostly loved died this year. One that I loved the most is a 4 lbs. Deerface, chihuahua named Rhonda died with cancer around February 28, 2021. I am still fucked up upset about it but not much as weeks after she died. And then around September my sister dog named Princess died outside and then a week after my sister dog, son named Honeybear died of euthenisia over because his back legs don't work anymore and we can't do much work to keep him pooping by lifting his legs and squeezing his butt for every hours on end. At that time I was watching a Creepy Pasta of "Dead Bart." during Honeybear deep and deadly sleep. So that is wonderful and stupid thing to do, I would never watch that video the same way, again.

By now, I just draw shit like I used to and I am completely bored that I just rather fish instead. I actually just drew one gay dove named "Daniel" and he is gay to be gay and it's not gay to be gay.

I am drawing Daniel mostly because I just want to change it up. I've been drawing big ass titties with big ass bellies, and big asses, with big fat pussies that most of them are straight and bisexuals. But now, I just wanted to draw a gay character that pretty much is always happy. Not because he is gay but because he is alive and always happy to be around with others and himself, even though his accomplishments and interest is small and personal to him, he is happy to have it. But don't worry, he's not a happy robot, he does have hatred in going to California and gets upset over being physically beaten by homophobes.

Sometimes, I think I am drawing Daniel because I think it's just a sign of me coming out of the closet. The closet that I rather keep all my skeletons in but only time could tell.
Being me is fucked up. I get angry all the time and what calms me down is a drink of energy drinks and sodas. Sodas and Energy Drinks are my recreational drug that I just wanted to quit but I get furious without it. It's in my blood stream now.

Well that's pretty much all I can say. Hopefully, everyone is good right now.

I don't come here most often; that is true.

Back then, I normally come back here but now I just don't come more often. In fact, I love it when I don't come by. Coming here is like looking back in the past and regret it.

But that is not what I wanted to post.

What I wanted to post in this journal is that even though I don't come by here. That doesn't mean that you can't stop viewing what I do. However, I am thinking about taking my oldest art and past, digital art here and delete them or put it into scraps or folders.

I just wanted other viewers to view what I had right now. I realized that my style has change and I rather have others to view my style that I had right now than what I had in the past. I am also letting others know that I don't have any digital art media and I don't have any plans to install another digital art media. Even if I do, the idea is mostly business wise instead of individual creations.

I will also let you guys know that I mostly posting my art on Facebook instead. There are some other sites as well that I would like to post them but that isn't coming up. I am not posting anything on Deviant Art. I am looking forward to move away from such sites as Deviant Art.

As you might know, I am doing excellent on ink drawings and charcoal drawing and that is my interest and my practice on doing. If I get a chance to come back and post it here; you would see more of it and I hope it would excite you.

New stuff is coming. Some can be controversial, most of them can be erotic, and less of them can be peaceful. Even though this is mostly furries I am drawing humans and sticking to that practice as much as I can. I hope you would like them. There are few.

I am also thinking about changing my profile name. Scramblez_Skunk wouldn't be my main fursona nor the main name for this profile and I got an idea of what to call it.

I am back to drawing finally. I just picked up a pen, draw one sexy, smutty shit, and just realized. "Hey! I am back to drawing throughout several of weeks of not drawing."

I am not excited though. I actually has this thought process of doing something new other than drawing out characters. I don't know what to say. I do know for a fact that I am not going to worry about alternative identity. because at the end I am just a man that likes to draw much and explore different things about the art world. That is it. Nothing more and nothing less. I love doing things that I love to do. I can't worry about what to call myself or what character I should be. Because all the characters I drew are nothing more than an allegory of my different personality and different interest. I am all those characters that I drew. And that is mostly enough.

I pretty much love to draw my characters and posted them, because I know people out there would love to look at my characters. Even though they don't think about their personality or care little to less about their personality. At the end, it is just art.


So what am I going to for art? Well. I am going to finish up most of what I can that I just left it half done on paper and computer. Then I am going to find out what to do next of my artwork? And then if I got time and money, just explore more and learn new techniques to create and show it off to you watchers. And just chill.

I am not going to worry about my identity because I am just going to let things happen for now on. It would come sooner or later and I would not hold it nor force my way into it. I am just going to let it happen, let it come to me.

And that would be the same as creating new characters and rather or not I would keep the old ones or continue to draw my old characters.

I always seem to torture myself with all this making new characters and figuring out what new persona and fursona is going to be. It is like a tornado in a library. It makes messes and I just need to take a break from all that just to rethink and reorganize my thoughts to make things more clearer, so that I can go back to what I am doing and think clearer than before.

I just wanted to give some news on what is going on here.

First: Nothing bad happens with me. I am just slow on drawing on paper or computer. Mostly because I just needed a break, I just wanted to explore more on something else than just drawing. Drawing all day, every day is getting kinda old for me and I just thinking to myself.

"Just stop, relax, chill, and just do what I feel like doing."

Drawing has become more of a chore than fun. But just because I am going away from it, doesn't mean that I am giving up, I am just taking a break from it. How long? I don't even know, maybe when I pick up a pen, pencil, and put it on paper. Or better yet, I had installed a new digital art software and I am dire to try it out, once I get a stylist.

Secondly, I had been playing one of my most favorite, yet addictive games I had ever played since 2010. And that is Guitar Hero. I Fucking Love Guitar Hero, it is like a drug to me. It also help me to find out a new persona as I continued to play it.

Every since I pick up that plastic guitar, with 5 colorful buttons, turned on the Nintendo Wii, and just play that game it is like taking a trip to the Heavy Metal fantasy, where I play an electric guitar with the power of lightning and battle along all the different music against or for different bands. And I was having too much fun with it, that I seem to forget about checking out with my friend.

I also found my passion from the past to play my electric guitar that I had back in 2006. I just play few chords, "Mostly Power Chords" just out of boredom or just practicing some guitar tabs that I found online with songs that I enjoy listening to.

And once again, I was installing more, this time it was a digital electric guitar on my mobile device and I was having fun stumming, picking, and trying to shred it, but failed as I was practicing more and more on it.

Today, i just found another addiction, and that is Sim City. Just fucking love Sim City nor any other games like that. It just makes me feel more powerful and understand politics little more often. Best Simulation/Strategy game EVER.

So constantly, I just play Guitar Hero, Playing Real and Fake guitar, and Playing Sim City; throughout the weeks within this month, after the Anime Convention at Fort Worth, Texas.

I got to be honest, I am not much of a gamer. Yeah, I played around 2 to 3 games, but I am not heavy into gaming. I don't think gaming is important, and I know some people out there who thinks it is. But to be real, it is just what it is made to be. An entertainment. It's not skillful, it is not important, it is just for fun because it is made for fun.

Through that rant about not taking gaming too seriously, all it means that I am surprised throughout all weeks within this month; I had did nothing more than playing video games. Mostly because as I said before. I don't usually play that much video. But that is what this whole thing just drive me down for. Is taking a break from drawing and playing video games, forgetting almost every website I sign up for, including here.

So that is what is going on. Reason why I said all this, it is because I don't want you to worry "If you are worry." about what is happening. Nothing bad is happening, just a huge break from the art world, and constant addiction of a drug called "Video Games."

I will be back, once I pick up a pen, pencil, or stylist (If I had one)

I will take time to contact, when I get a chance.

I've been wondering; thinking, and poundering. Would furries accept personas outside of furry fandom or is it just fursonas only?

I don't express much of persona but only one fursona and that is Scrambles the Skunk. I will always be a skunk in the furry world no matter what. But I also have another side that I would not share to others in here except for someone that I like and I can trust.

I am pretty much a nervous guy here when it comes to furry fandom. I had much more interest than furry fandom and I express them through art.

I am also curious if anyone else in the furry fandom kept their fursonas or switches characters? My best, sweet, and coolest online friend (Who I am not giving out her name for respect) told me that she has switches her furry characters.

Which got me at ease and thinking about switching my fursona into another character. I used to think it would be Ashley Werecow.

But I am a man that likes huge tits and bellies. I don't know what to say about dressing up as a female hybrid of a part cow, part goat, and part rat with a vicious appetite for vulgarity and a explicit hunger for sex.

I was planning to create a new fursona with a snake tail and everything, but I don't have a heart for it. I was thinking I created too much furry characters and it is best to stick with what I got.

What I am trying to get from this message in this journal are two questions.

ONE! Does anyone in this furry fandom community ever switch their fursonas to another character? And, if so, What character did you switch to and why?


TWO! Would you accept someone in the furry fandom community to have a persona outside of the furry fandom or is it just fursona only? And explain why?

Hey. I just want to say. Happy Memorial Day. Hope everyone is doing awesome today.

Me. I just grilled Hamburgers and Hot Dogs and almost myself because the flames from the grill just increased and blew out from the charcoal grill after I opened the lid from the grill. But I am cool and alright.

I am not going anywhere. Regardless on what you heard. I had drew out many of things but I had drew out my new fursona. A snake actually. So pretty much I had two fursonas to play with.

I don't know what to name my new fursona. Kinda need help on that or let Metalopcalypse help me out with a name. That is how I got the name "Scrambles" to begin with.

If I have to describe the new fursona personality it would be more like Nicole The Naga personality (With all the Heavy Metal, Rock music, nature loving, and the love of underground media and retro stuff, and a Texan like myself) But more DIY and kinda had the personality of Hank Hill from King Of The Hill except for being a loner. He is self trained skills on wood working, metal working, stone carving, and guitar playing. He's less on playing video games because he goes out more often.


By now I drew out the fursona, but didn't post it out yet. In fact, I got alot of art that I didn't finished and didn't posted it. At least there is more hope in posting it here and Deviant Art. So things are going out great with a happy delay. And the reason why I say "Happy Delay" is because I have something to do in digital art form.

I haven't figure out my new fursona. I was thinking about snakes very often. Not because they are "Symbols of Evil" or deadly. But they are very fucking cool. I actually like snakes when I was a kid.

This year I was a metallic skull cause I had nothing planned for a new fursona. My fursona in fiction (As always) still alive, doing Scrambles stuff. Even though I don't draw Shelby and Scrambles very often. Even though I had plans to draw them in digital art but never get to do that, only on paper as always.

And yeah. You will get to see some as I still enjoy posting art for you guys. Both here and Deviant Art.

As for my new fursona. I don't really know what to do. Making a snake tail and dress like a naga or something. If that is the case, then I need to find out how to make a snake tail that doesn't rip, torn, or worn out; when I put my feet in there and walk around in it.

I am planning to make a story about it and I decided if I draw out my designs for the new fursona costume, I will post it here and share it with all of you. Again, both here and Deviant Art.

Probably both skunk and snake at the same time. Who knows, the convention and others would be surprise. The name of the new fursona would be a problem too.

Tomorrow would be my birthday and I don't know how I would feel about it. I feel like it suppose to be more exciting to be turning into 31 years old, but like last year, I don't get a bright idea. It kind of tells me that I am going old and I don't know how I can take it.

I am getting kinda depressed knowing for the fact that I am getting old and try to live with it like I was in the 20's. Because back in the 20's I was very energetic, walking 6 miles or more to another place from my home in Garland, drawing epic stories, speaking out of my mind about things without worrying about hurting others feelings that I got few people mad at me, and my metabolism was excellent back when I was in the 20's. Now it is just me in the 30's getting fatter, even when I was exercising my arms, having less energy, going through worse depression that even I can't draw anything on the computer out of interest.

My eyes were begin to blur that sometimes I can't read on the monitor.

This is also an anniversary when I moved out from my favorite apartment to my ex-friend rental house. I stuff that I do when I was at my ex-friend place and I also regret staying at my ex-friend place as well. Heck I can moved into my sister place or my other friend place, but instead I decided to take my ex-friend place, because I thought that we were so cool together, but I just learn that we are totally different, for myself I am more living in solitude than my ex-friend that loves attention and my ex-friend has some very ego problems that loves to say that he is right and tells the truth, as he could shut down everyone else because of how "unintelligent" they are with video games, "even to people like myself that doesn't know how to play a certain games from X-Box or Playstation series." He would call people "unintelligent" for don't know how to play video games to begin with. It annoys me to see someone slashing people just because they don't know how to play a certain games.

Nowdays, I am away from that person, although I am not alone with the mental abuse from my ex-friend. As I grow old, things that I live with back in the 20's are still with me. I love to heavy-lifting not just for exercising my arms and body, but because I love move stuff around and being useful and helpful. I make friends by helping others and that is mostly the good trait that I love to have in my age. I still love to draw and create, I still walking to places, especially at night. I still love watching cartoons, including few anime and some American cartoons like King Of The Hill and The Simpsons. I can still do and enjoy those things when I was in my 20's and my 10's I am just growing mature this time around. I don't like it, but it is life.

Anyway, My birthday is mostly tomorrow, I would be 31 years old, and hopefully this year would be more awesome than how last year treating me.

So. I am back to drawing, once again. YAY. But around this time, it would be in the form of paper, pencil, and/or pen. Mostly because that is what I am mostly good at, that is how I started to do my artwork. I am more of a sketch artist than a digital artist, mostly because I am lazy and my comfort zone that I am doing my best to avoid is drawing by pencil and pen. By "Pen" I mean colorful ball-point ink pen.

The reason why I am telling you as a person that watching my account it is because I don't have a scanner and obviously I would use my smartphone to take pictures of my artwork. Like most of my drawings that I do that I took pictures of, it is going to be poorly. However, I am also going to crop it into a frame and post it in here.

As for my digital art. I am not going to lie, I don't know if I had passion to do more of that. I usually just draw circles for heads and use pen tools for eyes and stuff. And before anyone comes by here telling to use SAI. Please refrain yourself from saying that to me, because I already tried it and I just hated it. I tried it on my computer and just 3 hours later of trying SAI, I uninstalled it and just asked myself with insults to others that suggested SAI to me.

So just to inform you all. I used Adobe Illustrator; I don't use SAI. So if you do attend to suggest me to use SAI. Prepare to be disappointed. To me, using SAI is like using MS Paint only with a touch of Adobe Software tools like the pen tool for example.

However, if there is someone out there that can give me good advice and helpful tips on using SAI. Please go right ahead and maybe I will reconsider it. But I think putting SAI on the tablet would be my first idea, because I already learned that I can't do it on my laptop. No matter how much I tried. And Smartphones are too small for me to draw digital art on, So hopefully on my birthday I will have a new tablet; such as an IPad for example to use.

Anyhow, maybe later when I get my passion and ideas back on what to draw for digital art, I would post it here. However, I did only two of them and posted it on Deviant Art and I will posted them here later, when I feel like it. But for now it is just sketches and ink drawings.

I don't think I had lost my passion over dong digital art, just don't have any ideas on what to draw for digital art. So I would constantly use pencil and pen to do my work till I have something in store for doing digital art.

This past 2 days ago. I've been going to this festival called "The Deep Ellum Arts Festival" I was hoping that looking at other people art would perk me up to continue doing what I love to do. Certainly enough, it does inspired me to get back to create more stuff on paper, computer, boards, anything I can get my hands on for my artistic skills to show off for all.

I had seen many of amusing and outstanding, creative artworks that put me in the natural awes and wonder. I had seen sculptures that are made out of metal that isn't just a piece of trash. Instead they were made as sculptures of creatures, pets, and skeletons. Mostly images and steampunk. Including the metallic skeletons that has the skulls, look like real human skulls on a skeletal body made out of wrenches that are bent to turn it into a rib cage, and they are literally standing and posing to be a guitar player. as well as the other metallic skeleton playing the saxophone.

I seen lots of amazing art that got me back to doing my own art. I even talked to one of the artist about the paintings that represented how technology has changes the world. And one of those paintings make me think that I was hallucinating because the artwork is a picture of a man automatically winking at me. But as it turns out, the artist made it look like it's winking at me, because the artist put an Ipad into the painting, and made an animation of a man winking repeatedly, behind the painting itself, inside of the canvas, that has holes on one side of the face for you to see that the man is winking at you.

I told that artist.

"That is the most creative thing I had ever seen in my whole entire life."

And I really mean that.

When I came home from the Arts Festival, even though it is mostly freezing outside with a 39 degrees below. I was like thinking. Of all the artwork that I had ever seen in the Art Festival. How comes they don't get much of the media attention? Cause they make the Art Museum look like just couple of paints with sculptures. In fact, you know those quote on quote art that use basic items without doing anything to them and claim it as art but they look like trash or just a simple item, or worse "Body Fluids?"

Yeah? They all need to be replaced by those art from the Art Festival and those ones that has been replaced, goes into the trash where it belongs. That is what I can say about the Arts Festival that I went to. It is something that people must observe with their own eyes to get the grasp of real inspiration and real emotions, with real thoughts about the art and from the artist that makes them.

They are original and they are doing their best to get in media attention to get it on sale. This is something that people really need to invest in. And I mostly supported it as well by sharing it with others.

I am sorry that I went on a happier and overflowing positive about this. But damn, I love to see someone artwork like what I seen. And over the time that I was depress and draw little to none. Well I am back drawing all over again. So there is some positive message there.

I realized when I was looking at my FA page; I realized that I haven't draw and posted much pictures as I used to. I haven't done much except for Christmas. I was thinking that I am losing my passion over art. It is mostly because of some egotistic asshole told me that my art wouldn't sell if it isn't in popular mainstream.

An example: If I don't draw anything that is related to something like Undertale than it wouldn't even sell."

It is something like I have to stop being original and just go with popularity because popularity sells. Which it is true, but in my thought. How did something like Undertale started to begin with? It didn't copy off anything to make it popular, unless there is something that I don't know about.

And then he said that artist who draws pictures from the soul are not going to make it in the art business because it didn't come with the mainstream popularity.

I am not going to lie to you. I don't even care about the "Painting from the soul." Bullshit. I paint and I draw from my interest. The things I had in mind and my imagination that I keep having through years and years and years ends up as an image in the piece of paper. And yeah most of these characters that you see is just pictures of some characters with different interest that came to be a symbol of my personal interest. But that is how I make characters, that is also how I make stories out of the characters. I gave them personality and interest from something that I still experience with, and I know that people out there would like them, hate them, compliment or criticize my artwork and my furry characters.

One thing that I just don't want to do is to draw something that is already been drawn down and gain popularity. I don't want to draw anything from Undertale I don't even care about the game, nor do I care about D.C. or Marvel because I don't read those comics nor watched their movies. It is not in my interest.

So why I am not drawing and posting it online as much as I used to? Mostly because I am all out of ideas and my interest has gone down hill because all in my mind is just this egotistic ex friend of mine saying "Draw something out of popularity to get money because painting out your soul isn't going to make business." And other verbal tactics about art that makes me not want to draw and post again but I am doing my best not to let that down. Because that is what I usually do best at, is mostly drawing and painting. That and I don't have a scanner and I should use my smartphone to post it, which I really hate to do the most because it just looks blur and cheesy.

Don't worry I am still drawing. Just not as much as I used to. I will still post them though.

I just wanted to say that most of my artwork would be posted on my Deviant Art page that I had up through 8 years. I mostly posted both my furry art and other artwork that I made for years of my artwork developed from a caveman looking art to what you see now.

Reason why I am pointed that out, it is because most of my other non furry artwork would be posted in there and I was hoping that someday you as a viewer would check them out. Besides I wanted to put most of my artwork there since I haven't used Deviant Art. So please go ahead and checked them out.

Hello everyone.

Happy New Years. I know it is late and I just got some news for you.

I might not coming back here as much. Reason why it is because I get heavily bored with Furry Fandom. I've been doing this furry fandom since 2009 and been introduced to this website in 2012. And now i just get the feeling that I must move on, otherwise I would be completely bored, pretending to be interested and happy like it is a religious church, and just be miserable.

I am not going to lie to you, I actually thought I would be interested in Furry Fandom for years to come, but I am just completely bored with it now. I usually thinking it would be my age. But really I don't mind furries in stories and conventions. Heck I am still thinking about going to the furry convention but not to heavy about it than anime. In fact I still like the erotica of Furry comics and cartoons. Just the interest is dying down.

I would say it would be because of my ex-friend that said that he would spread rumors against me towards the furry community,for me to stay away from the furry community and the rest of the furries. In which case; I can do the same. But if it is true that the furry community believes in rumors and not the other persons words or perspectives, then yeah, would take a chunk out of my interest if the furry community really do believe in one person than listening to both sides of the story. Then again. Do the furry community care for what happen in a private home?

I've been thinking about that for a past few months, making myself dare to go the furry convention to find out for myself. I would have a camera ready if there is any sorts of problems and give evidence than letting a person talk.

But yeah, Furry Fandom is getting old, I am tired of worrying if Furry Community despise me or not. I am just going to do what I can do, Draw what I wanted to draw, "In which case more furries." look to find more furry hentai and more hentai, and just do what I like to do.

If anything, you can find me on Facebook or Deviant Art.

I am thinking about going for another Christmas Art Season. So I decided to at least make one here.

Anyone wants to have one of your characters for Christmas Art and only one. Best way to win is to guess the number between 1 to 100 and commented here saying "Christmas" after you guess the number.

I would message a winner at the end of this weekend. So you better hurry.

It has been 17 days, since I posted my recent artwork and 2 months since my last journal. I am still having rough moments of loosing friends and friends became enemies. Mostly from my recent incident, and because they were furries or former furries; I decided to just draw this venting picture of Ashley Werecow screaming out "Dod og Krig" which is translated from Norwegian to English "Death and War" mostly because with that incident, I was thinking about is mostly executions, fear, pain, sorrows, degrading, and downfall against my recent enemies. Pretty much that is what that particular drawing is mostly about. And I know it is a messed up thinking and people are so going to preach to me of "Never think like that about other people." And there is where I am going to lift my middle finger up to others that thinks I should think about peace to others that likes to put other furries or any communities and fandoms down, because they think that they are better than others.

Anyways, I just went out to take a break from furry fandom, mostly because of that incident of having 5 new enemies, but another part of why I was taking a break from furry fandom is because I got bored of it. Yeah, I still draw furries but mostly I stay away from contacting furry groups till I come back to calm down and just regain my passion into communicating with furries again.

Another part is that I want to communicate with someone else other than furry community and pretty much I had been contacting most of my friends, gaining new skills to practice, and planning to go out much more often. It isn't only furry community that I left for a break, it is the internet as well, but that break was too short to live. All I wanted to do, is to explore other communities, and pretty much, it is not working well. Except by some art community and anime community.

I am pretty much losing interest in furry community, but not fully much of it. I still draw but I also thinking that I am starting to lack in drawing skills as well.

After few days, I realized, that I am not that interested in furries as I used to. I hang out with furries that used to be my friends, now they are my enemies, and I am not going to mention names, but it is not only the enemies that rubs me off the furry community, it is just I am getting old, furries is getting boring to me.

It doesn't mean that I hated it, or staying away from it, it just means I am bored with it, I grew out of it.

To me, it is kinda hard to hate it. Even though I got some new furry enemies that are dumb enough to post slanderous stories about myself, that I can easily put to court and win, and stupid enough to put firecrackers at the door or through it there and claim innocent; they are not the main problem with furries. (Technically) I like furries still, just sometimes when you get old with it, you got to pass the torch.

So what I am into now? Basically I am going back to those days that I am used to. In fact, it is just the same that I already had, just doesn't mess around too much about it.

Shoot back then: the best of my years are usually just drawing naked chicks, listen to some goth music, playing Diablo series, listening to Insane Clown Posse and other mix CD's that I had, watching anime, going online and watching hentai, drinking pepsi, printing out anime and hentai, walking out at night and going to 7 Eleven, contacting my real friends that are not furry but they are cool. listening to some heavy metal music, watching Japanese commercial online, collecting my swords and stuff that I am interest in, playing The Sims. The same, random, usual shit that I love to do before I become a furry, only now days it is added with furries and rave music.

Heck my drawings before my furry days were more of religious, occult drawings, and a sexy, ancient heroine, cutting monsters and enemies in pieces. Heck I wrote stories about it too.

It is what I am into now. I feel like, if I keep hanging on to the furry fandom community, it would be less interesting and more of forcing myself to be what is wearing off. Again, it doesn't mean I hate it, and yes I am planning to go to the conventions. Unless the slanders got to the convention staffs first and they would believe them without any proof or listening to another person side of the argument, in which case, I can't wait to find out what they are sending to the convention staff, so I can report it, copy, paste, print, and sue the slanders.

I am not giving any names to the slanders and I pretty much blocked that one slander, I am waiting for the other one to read this.

Anyway, I will be there, when I be there. I will get your message, but it is going to be a slow kinda year, so I wouldn't hold your breath.

I am not leaving this site, because this site is fun, I love posting my work here, but I common use of coming here, is slowly turning out to be uncommon, and maybe in the few years it would be rare for me to use this site, but I am still going to let it still be on, no matter what.

I just signed up to Telegram, today. I already had hard time with it too. It is like Skype, only no phone calls, which is cool to me, cause using UDP protocols sucks ass as always.

If anyone out there using Telegram, give me a chat, and advice on how to use Telegram.

Hi guys.

I am doing this project where I am creating digital artwork using binary codes. Because I know much on how binary codes work, I was thinking about using it as art. And I was thinking, "Maybe someone wants to have their name written in binary codes or have their furry with their names in binary codes?"

So, If you want to get your name in binary codes, your fursona name, or your fursona with your name in binary, follow these instruction.
1. Note me here, with:
Your name for you or your characters.
Your description for the design. such as: color, font, background, ect.
Send a link of the character you like for me to draw for this project.

It is $15.00 for the name to be in binary, $25.00 for your fursona character to be on there.
It would be posted and sent to you here of FA.

I am excited to do this work for you, and I hope you like the idea as well.

There are going to be some delays of sending graphic artwork, rping, or submitting new artwork, in display.

Technically what happened is computer malfunction; My computer LCD (Liquid Crystal Display) has cracked in my laptop screen, leaving it very light neon color blue, with several blitz of lime green, and dead pixels of black where the fracture cracks on the screen were. It was an accident because, when I was closing the lid on my laptop, it was jammed, and I thought it would be stuck like that and I tried to push it harder, till I realized that one of my USB plugs for my new electronic cigarette, has jammed between the keyboard and the screen, so as I removed and reopened the laptop, the whole screen is cracked, and that is really pissing me off.

As someone who is learning about A+ Certification, I am not that worried about missing data or anything like that, I can still hook up my HDMI from the computer to my television to look at the computer screen, and do my artwork and gaming there.

The other thing is that I don't have internet access, as I am now using the school computer, and some other time, I am using my parents networking access, from the routers.

Which means I had low contact to everyone online, till I have my own router, to get internet access. Until then, the communications would be off and on until I have a new screen, and I am in a place that allows me to have longer time to the internet for RPing.

In the meantime I had work to be doing, I can still RPing but I can't send Digital art nor even any kind of art to submit here, or Deviant Art.

In processes, I am making videos to edit and send them to YouTube and later in the future Patreon. I had cameras that I got and trying of from Christmas, So I am excited to do them. In the mean time, I hope you understand the delay, I hope you all have a nice and awesome day.

I am not going to say much because I don't even like to label myself or put in the box, I had many of interest and all that, I just find it funny and awesome that two people think that I am Steampunk because I wear goggles and gas mask.

First thing, it is cold outside, in Texas that time, I don't know what to wear for warm over my face, because I attend to sneeze out massive snots mixed with blood a lot and it pours all over my clothes, so I got to wear something over my face, this is why I got an idea of wearing a spiked gas mask with goggles on my face.

So there was this guy that I met, at the bus stop. He took a look at me, thinking that I might go to the event, he started to ask, if I like Anime, and totally I told him yes, and somehow he said to this woman right next to him. "Steampunk"

In my head, I don't know why steampunk, because even cybergoths wears gas mask and goggles too. I think both Steampunk and Cyberpunk are awesome, heck neo-gothic are very cool as well as some goths that I met in real life. And we've been talking about our interest in literature of science fiction and he told me that steampunk is mostly into science fiction fantasy, I can understand why he said that, but when I looked at steampunk, I see someone who is interested in industrial age in science fiction fantasy, because even I am into science fiction fantasy, I am not into gears and stuff, I am into stuff like dragons becoming robots and decided to help humans fighting off evil corporate and nazi's riding on dinosaurs. Even Heavy Metal magazines are my only source that I love to read, that is close to the mixture of science fiction fantasy. Even putting in adult themes in it makes me read more, because I love breast and sex themes. Fuck if there is a naked woman, fucking a male cyborg with tentacles, in a psychedelic mushroom village for posters or magazine comics, give it to me.

And we talked and talked about our interest, I still wonder why I've been called "Steampunk" but I like it, it is cool.

And then, that Christmas, my lovely partner gave me something. A necklace with a heart and gears on it, I actually love it so much I wear it for her. and she said because I am interested in steampunk. And nothing much happened, I didn't question it or anything. I just gave her a kiss on her lips, drink homemade soda from Soda Stream, listen to the last hours of Christmas music on KLUV Radio station as we cuddled and snuggled on bed, kisses, make love, and sleep for hours till she gets up for work.

Nothing much happened, no questions, or anything. just do all that and just say.

"Well I guess to them, I'm steampunk and it's cool."

I'm just questioning myself too much, and I needed to stop that.

I met my partner named Rebecca that is not a furry, but when I asked her what's her favorite animal, she likes bats. Cause even though their dark and mythology characterized them as dark and evil, they are harmless like the fruit bat. Plus they are cute to her, I am like... "Maybe the baby ones" So constantly I drew her fursona as a bat, even though she is not into furry fandom, it represented her anyway.

I didn't show her the drawing or anything, cause I am scared, that she would rejected me. She is very nice to begin with, we met online 2 years ago, and all we ever talked about is our lives and interest, starting off with art. She always like to write poetry down and even I am totally uncomfortable about poetry "Mostly because they get romantic and crap" but her poetry is mostly about her life experience, in the way she put it like she painted it in words. I think it is artistic with symbolisms, that she won't tell me what it means. Symbols that makes my symbols look like basic shit. Fuck my symbolism of grapes that represent love and lust, she constantly emails me poetry because I love how people put symbolism and allegories in art.

I even introduced her to furry fandom, and she just likes furry fandom but doesn't want to become furry fandom because it is not her style, but is happy that I found something that I like.

We've met in real person last year, at my apartment, in December, when we finally want to see each other, and we've been going out to Starbucks, and talk about stuff. Even though she keeps kicking on my ankles, even in the tender spot where I had a metal plate in my leg.

Even though we both talked more about our interest, what we like to do, and random stuff, I don't think we have nothing much in common. Except for taste of art, anime, and some music. We've been hanging out together, for months. Surprisingly she has a dark taste of fetishism, like myself. But even that we don't have much in common, I get this messed up comfort feeling about her, like she is very positive and deep down person. Something that I like about her is that she has a deep mind set, that she writes it in poems, look out the window, and then asked me something like.

"How come the world is so grey?"

Even though it is cold and wet outside, and it is cloudy outside, at that time.

I never do attend to answer her questions, but I do love her mind, and how she thinks. I am doing as careful to express mines, because the difference between my partner and me, is that I like dark comedy and she likes Law and Order with Ice Tea in it.

Reason why I am talking about my partner in this journal is that, it's our anniversary, on us meeting each other in the first time, and already I feel like I just needed to give her something for Christmas, because she is totally chill and relaxed person I met, and for some reason I just feel like I am in love with her, but I am afraid of going into relationship. But we got to the point that we just understand each other.

So I decided to give her 2 gifts that are jewelry, I hope she likes it though. One is a glass heart with a key inside of it, and the other one is roped kind of jewelry that has a marijuana plant icon on it, because she is the one that fed me those brownies. Regardless, on how my teeth can handle them.

I am also going to take her out to ice skating, at the mall that I got her and and everyone else, that I love to talk and hang out one day, some gifts. Hopefully my leg don't break again, cause it is getting to the point where the metal in my leg, feels like it is going to pop out. And I am going to take her home with me, relax with Christmas music, and do stuff. Probably playing chess and drink coffee, or lay down on the dusty floor and talked about stuff, like we usually do.

I can't smoke hookah with her as I usually do, because my cats broke the hookah bottle and I got pissed off about that. And we get so relaxed and breathing out smoke over the grape taste of hookah.

I never do take out anyone out, like this before. It feels scary and weird. but I am in the mood for it, and I just want to treat my lovely partner, something special for her.

So I need to send some gifts in mail, and just send my partner out to date, for the week.

Good Evening everyone.

Reminder, before Christmas I will be doing artwork for Christmas Seasons.

This would be a limited to 3 people only. So hurry up and say "X-Mas is awesome" if you want free Christmas Art.

Rules:
Note me instructions on what you want me to draw for your Christmas Season.
If It has to be with a partner, please ask permission from your partner.
You must be 18 years or older if you want nudity or sexual activity of any kind.

Yeah, I am a sarcastic asshole.
And I am not alone with it. From what I heard.

This is new to me.

I don't know how to draw furry in Steampunk culture. I don't know what Steampunk culture is to begin with, however; I heard about it when I was at the Anime Convention, and just like that I saw some costume accessories that has gas mask with gears, I was like. Okay that is very cool, someone that likes industrial age in fantasy, more better than myself. And then when I walked to the main entrance room, there is this rectangular prism cage, for someone to pay to get in the cage, closed the door, and sit in there, for some reason. It is called a Steampunk jail. And that is how I got to know the word, and that is how I got interested in knowing what Steampunk is.

However; I just don't know much about it. It's new to me, so forgive me that I don't know Steampunk, but for the looks of it and what I read about, it looks like someone that is interested in the years of industrial age, only in fiction, like Full Metal Alchemist, or that Disney anime Steamboy.

I just got into it, and already I am already try to draw my furry drawing in Steampunk fashion, but I don't know what to start off with.

I did try my best to draw something different than my norm, I believe my new difficult drawings that I ever did recently are cyborgs, with mechanical arms, and now I am just in the mood to draw some Steampunk furries, and who knows, maybe it's a new thing that I might be going by later on, in the near future.

I broke my cellphone, so texting me, or taking pictures of my artwork, is going to be a problem.