So hello people of the FA. Yea I uh, I dropped off the internet a bit. I had some bs with being hospitalized and working, BUT I am back. Sorry for dissapearin', glad ta be back. Bai~

I feel used. Whenever you needed help i was there for you, when i need help you cant be bothered. And suddenly its my fault i have anxiety and that i cant afford medical help for it. I do everything to help you, even feed you. But as soon as i tell you i have an issue you say im over reacting and that you cant handle me. Sorry my gma is dying and my boyfriend is in the hospital. I didnt know i wasnt allowed to be sad

Sorry for the string of delays but another one has tumbled in- currently im typing this on my phone. My laptop charging cable has busted (the wiring is all exposed and sparking) so im going to order a new one (dunno when itll come in). But thanks to my damn laptop being unable to recharge, commissions are on hold until the cable comes in. Terribly sorry. Dumb life getting in an artists way. Oh well. Everyfur have a great day :)

So my boyfriend is moving to Florida, and today is the last day im going to see him for a while. May be kinda off here for a few days, kinda crying a lot and such. Sorry for the inconvenience, I will still try to upload

I wanted to apologize for not uploading, its been finals for school and I been studying hard, and kinda caught up in the tests
sorry fur nawt arting~

Okay just fyi, I absolutely adore chiddrens, wana have them myself, and I babysit them and LOVE it. Nothing against kids. Yesterday however I went to the pediatrician (im still a minor) to get a rash checked out, just a minor bacterial infection. The waiting room though, was PACKED with sick children sneezing, coughing, and runny noses galore! (snot-nosed forreal), and today I woke up with my throat scraped and scratched to shreds and my nose running and sneezing. But alas, atleast I got a break from school for a day ^^ Hope erryones doin' good!

well...Today I was sitting outside with Mom and she was like "I need to have a serious talk with you. You're 17, and in a year you'll be 18. Due to your hospital stays and health problems there's 10grand of debt that'll transfer to you when you become a legal adult. Dad and I don't want and aren't going to help you...It'll become your debt, and you'll have to get a job and pay it off". This just left me stunned. I understand they don't wish to pay it, but getting told your 10grand in the hole before you've even graduated high school is a big ass slap in the face. I don't even know the first thing about paying off debt, and my credit score will be shit, right? I don't know what to do. Im aware I will have student loans for college, but right now im just so unsure of anything. No one has taught me about financial matters and im unsure who will. Maybe this is just a rant journal cause im stressed and/or looking for advice.

this AMAZING icon is by the wonderous  8AM gah I love it so much *u*

Ive had a few instances where peeps commission me and then dont pay me because they say they havent got their check yet, are poor, on disablility etc etc etc.... Now i understand money issues but that doesnt make it okay to scam people. Just dont commission. You can live without art, i understand wants, but scamming and stealing from artists is no better than stealing from a store. Just dont do it. Now ive also seen a HUGE amount of "i dont have money :'(" rants, journals, and comments, and while i dont have a problem with them i just veiw them kind of silly. I was raised in a relativley poor family, and im always in the hospital (putting us in debt), but i just dont see a point in cryin about it. Maybe just because i was raised that when you nee money you work, if one job isnt enough you get two. Pretty much raised you do what you gotta do to eat, whether its unpleasent or not. So when i see all these journals of how "boohoo i no has money" im kinda like "meh. Get a nother job". Whats you guys opinion on those? The "i dont got money" journals and stuff. Im curious to everyones money views

So i find a lot lately that ive been increasingly getting sicker than the day before. (I have Chrons Disease for those of you who dont know.) Now a lot of people tend to think all this disease is, is just an upset stomach. No, i wish it was just that but for me its not. I go to the hospital monthly to get an iv of strong potent medicine thats a lot like chemo. Yet still everyday i have terribly bad tummy pains, and i vomit atleast once a day. Anyways the docs said this is the best its gonna get since ive already had a few surgeries on my intestine, and that stuff doesnt just grow back.
NOW TO THE POINT, so being sick like this make it very difficult to do commissions, hell it makes it difficult to just stay at home vs going to the hospital. So when im not uploading commissions or requests, its not cause im too lazy or forgot them. Im just sick. What does this have to do with anything? A lot of people have veen rushing me lately on my art, only like a day after ive started theyre rushing me to finish! 1. Why do you want a rushed piece of art? Itll be sloppy and gross. 2. If its free art i really dont think you should rush it. Its like asking starbucks to give you free coffee then freaking out and yellin "NOW NOW NOW! I want it NOW!!!!" And tantruming like a little baby. 3. Why do you supply me a ref, and then say no specifics, then AFTER the work is done say the ref has been changed (new colors added etc).

Rants over. I love you guys. Be niceys to alls your favorite artists whoever they may be :) and be nice to yourselves ^^ <3

Okaaaaay so to organize:

Requests I owe:


5.  Viperholic Here's Spikes ref: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12639562/

If he could have a 'rawr I'm scary' face that'd be great <3 CHEEB



COMMISHIES

my birfday is Friday :3 derp that is all

I notice a lot of people love free art, I mean who doesn't? But a lot of times said people abuse the artist as if they OWE them art, then complain. I mean free art is fine but at least watch the person you asked to make you art. Just be respectful and recognize boundaries. Getting free art is a GIFT, if someone gave you a random present you wouldn't be like "Give me more, and its not expensive enough". You say thanks. I think this is just a good thing to remember. Baibai~ Love y'all

I AM!!! yes im back from spring break in florida :3 had such a great time !!! AND AND AND  calciferthefruitbat SENT ME A PACKAGE! CAUSE HE IS JUT AMAZING!! SO MANY GOODIES :3 video will be uploaded soon of the lovely stuffs <3 THANKYOU CAKE YOU'RE AMAZING~ and has amazing dancey skills ^^.
But anyways drawing will recommence

Laptop crashed during stream and wont turn back on :/ sorry guys

❤❤❤ Love Ya' ❤❤❤

So~ Saturday im leaving off to Florida with my bf for a week of spring break :3 so NO ART during that week. But I will try to upload now a lots ^^ . Spring break yey time ta get drunky drinky drunk ^3^ ! ❤❤❤
Now the question~ Anyone know someone who'd make me a suit if I was art slave fur life er something? o3o seein' if I can works out a dealio- Okkie BAAAAAAAAAI ❤❤❤

Well I hasn't done onve these in a while ^^ ifs yoo wana ask about me's or my character or art ask away! Lots of love~ <3 :3

Hai guys, I jus wanted to kinda explain why my recent uploads have been so few an far between. Recently I started going back to school and so there 7 hours of the day gone, where I cant make or upload any digital junk. I DO make traditional arts buh dun take pics to upload. also a little trip to the er kinda gots in ma way...so sowwy for nah uploading muchies.. buh I will try to uploads moar on weekends

you know the drill :3 icon by  Aimi

Stole this from  lie2u5x


[x] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[x] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz
[x] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[ ] I did Gymnastics. (yea I did gymnastics *rolls eyes* would snap my neck in a millisecond)
[x] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[ ] I love chocolate. (meh no likes)

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week. (x3 too poor for that
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[ ] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry. (again too poor dammit x3
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl.
[ ] I change my profile picture weekly. (fuck that)
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] I love to have other people do my hair. (It feels nice)
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[x] I hate bugs.(spiders ;~;
[x] Carnivals are fun (yes but I dun see how this makes me girly o3o
[ ] Summer is THE best season. (too fucking hot)
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces. (lol they rarely make 1 pieces that fit me flatteringly
[ ] Musicians are hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12


[x] I'm self-conscious.
[x] My room smells like vanilla
[x] I don't do sports.
[ ] I HATE to run (love it)
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry. rawr!!
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[x] I love romance novels.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] I dance randomly around the house. (ye >.>
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products. (again. money...I dun see how income makes you girly o3o
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I have had a photo shoot of myself. (nope I dun like to take photos
[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 20


[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] Horses are beautiful.
[x] Kittens are adorable. (okay that's admitted by any human)

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[ ] I write my own music.
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii. (I have)
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. (black goes with everything... and is my staple)
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. (FACK RICH DOESNT = GIRLY AND POOR DUN = TOMBOY DAMMIT
[x] I hate beards (ew...)
[ ] I love to read magazines. (meh. dull

TOTAL SO FAR: 22


[x] I love to gossip. (boys do too! even if they dun admit it *pout*
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My showers are 2 hours long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom/bride because it's already planned.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 23

[ ] I LOVE life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewelry. (eh again...poor. like a ring and a bracelet )
[ ] Much of my jewelry comes from Claire's. (eh o3o theyre kinda for younger chiddrens
[ ] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed. (fack only need 1

TOTAL SO FAR: 23


[x] I like the color pink.
[ ] I want to BE Paris Hilton
[x] I scope the room for hot guys. (#noshame
[ ] I love the mall.
[x] I love the beach.
[ ] You modeled as a little kid. (thank god no
[x] You love receiving compliments. (who doesn't? really?
[ x] You've been to a wedding and loved it. (been to a shitton. but my bros was the best C:

FINAL SCORE: 28

Results: 28... mmmmkay

Below 10 = Total Tomboy
Below 20 = Boyish
Below 30 = Not girly
Above 30 = Girly
Above 55 = Paris Hilton

Pricing for Scribble-Scrabble




Semi-Colored Bust - $3
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18957368/
This is where I only color major features eyes/hair/important marking/important clothing item of the character. Not the general fur/skin/hair color or overall creature. Simple frame (such as: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18957368/ ) is free. Complex frame is an extra $2 dollars (the more complex the more expensive). Simple background inside/outside the frame is an extra $1. Complex background inside/outside the frame is an extra $5 (the more complex the more expensive).

Full-Color Bust (#3)- $7
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18957340/
This is where I fully color the character and a simple background inside/outside the frame is included. Complex background inside/outside the frame is an extra $5 (the more complex the more expensive). Simple frame (such as http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18957368/) is free. Complex frame is an extra $2 dollars (the more complex the more expensive).

Full Body Line-Art - $13
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18950957/
This is where I do a full body line of the character. No coloring whatsoever. Complex background is an extra $5 (the more complex the more expensive). +$7 per extra character

Full Body Colored -$20
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18973846/
Full line and color for a character. Free simple background, $5 extra for a complex background. +$10 per extra character

Badge-$5
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13347835/
Comes with free simple background and has this pre-pose

*simple background ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12780531/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12851594/

Payment
I only accept payment through Paypal and only in $US Dollars! Once you've decided to commission me, note me here on FA and I will give you my paypal info. BTW PLEASE once ive given you my email for my paypal DO NOT send anything to it except payment, not even commission info, I don't use/and or check my email often. fankew :3
ALWAYS INCLUDE UR USERNAME PLZ ON PAYPALSSSS
Payment must be sent before I start on your commission. However if you'd like I will take a half-and-half payment. Pay me half before I start, then half when I'm done(I will alert you when I'm done) . After I have received the second-half payment I will upload the piece.

Stuff I wont draw

***I have every right to turn down your commission, no get mad k! i have my reasons about things..respect that. :) ***
I also have the right to refuse the commission at ANY time ***

So fings i wun draw:
-Copyrighted characters (Pokémon, disney characters, sonic etc. , I will not draw it.)
-Incest. So NO siblings, cousins, father-daughter etc.
-Vore
-Giant out of proportion breasts and genitals (Hyper)
-Muscle (overly muscular characters, sorry just no good at it)
-Rape
-water sports
-Transformation
-Firearms and armor
-robots, bovine/hooved species. im just not good at them. if youd like we can discuss me drawing them through notes and i will see if im up to drawing them, but please be understanding im NOT good at drawing them.

Disclaimers
I have a job, and school besides this, commissions can take from an hour to 8 weeks, just depends on my mood and lifes epic variables! However i will try to finish them in a timely fashion :)

Any mistakes in character design will not be fixed unless it is my fault. Make sure that ref is up to date or you're very descriptive.
Major changes ONLY occur if you tell me during the sketching period (thats if u request a sketch).
You can contact me at any time to change details about your commission before I have started, PLUS MY PROFILE WILL KEEPAN UPDATED STATUS ON YOUR COMMISSION! yey!
I dont usually do commission in order, but try to( the mood is different for every commission, so good mood good result :) )
Please be patient :3
My price for your piece will be given to you when you give me your details and i have accepted, IT WILL NOT CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT! if you say you want a flyin' lemur, and i say 2 bucks, itll be 2 bucks when its done :3

Commission Steps 1. SEE IF IM OPEN FER COMMISSIONS X3
2.Note me whatchu like with ALL the details
3.I will accept or decline.
4.(If I accepted) I will then give you my paypal informtation and you will send your payment accordingly and in a TIMELY fashion
5.you will be added to my list of commissions. Now jump for jelly beans x3
6. I work my magic artiness and send you a wip sketch.
7.its uploaded
8. CHurr a happy commissioner :3

Rights
While the commissioner retains the rights they have to their own personal characters, I retain all rights in regards to the piece of artwork. The commissioner may crop an image for use as icons, wallpapers, or resize it for display purposes, but they may not make any edits or changes to the art itself. The commissioner may post a display-sized image online for display in their personal galleries, so long as credit is given to me as the artist. The commissioner may not reproduce, or make any money off the artwork. yeas

By commissioning me you accept all these terms above
I think that does it C: this TOS is subject to change

so sorry for all of you in the stream, but my computer crashed mid stream and didn't turn back on :I

Ive had some times in my life where people have treated me like a toy, I was new to them and they acted as they loved and/or liked me, and I returned the favor showing I cared...But then new people come along in their lives and I suddenly am a no one, its very annoying. Don't treat people like toys and throw them away when you get a new toy. Its cruel. Just something I had to get out. Sorry for the rant, whew. okay well see y'all later! Love ya

I find it odd, for I have always had a deep love for my home state. But recently I have been traveling out of state and now that I have come back, it feels so dull. I don't have a sense of 'this is my home'. I always said I'd go outta state for school, and I still plan to, but I think im going to completely leave the state for good. Im ready for a change C: Maybe Ohio or Colorado will become my new 'home state'. WELL that's it ^^ bai~