I really can't wait to go to FWA! It is going to be my first furry convention and I will have my fursuit by then! I'm going to meet so many new people and make new friends!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH I CAN'T STAND IT!!!

The past couple of years have been very hard on my family and I. When I was a sophmore in highschool everything was great. I was 16, brand new car, good grades, friends and a family that would die for each other. Later that year it all changed. Not only my mom, but also my uncle was diagnosed with stage four cancer. They were both given 3 to 5 years, at best, to live. I was heart broken.....My uncle and my mom were so close to me that I couldn't bare the thought of losing them. As time past my uncle passed, but my mom was thankfully spared. More time passed and things seemed like it was going to take a turn for the better, but that was not the case. My grandpa and step grandmother, on my dads side, passed away a month apart from each other. The next year around November was one thing that I will never forget. My 3 year old cousin was accidentally killed by his father. He was cleaning the inside of his car when my cousin bumped the gear into neutral. The car started to roll backwards and my cousin fell out and got ran over.....it was very tragic and will leave a scare in my heart forever. After that my family started to fall apart. I never see anyone anymore because they are all fighting with each other over the stupidest things. Now, during christmas, I find out that my parents are getting a divorce.....This is the one thing I never saw coming. All my life I looked up to my mother and fathers marriage as something I would love to have with my loved one. I'm so crushed inside with sadness, but I try to hide it so I can look strong. To top it all off im losing my grandmother..... I just can't get a break..... Its been such a rough couple years for me......I'm sorry for venting, but I just had to type it out.......

(also sorry for typos....)

I am officially addicted to Death Note right now! I can't believe I haven't watched it before. I have heard about it but never really thought to much about it. If you haven't seen it I really recommend it!!!! Do it!!!! do it now!!!!