Nevermind, youtube is back on.

I felt a great disturbance in the Force, as if the entire YouTube stream services suffered a malfunction and were suddenly silenced. I fear something terrible has happened.

Guess it's skunktember 2025.

Happy National dog day! 🐕🐶

To the Toonfurs Forever Community

Last year, when Hurricane Helene forced the cancellation of Carolina Furfare 2024, I let my emotions take control. I had a public meltdown and said things online that were hurtful and out of line. My behavior was unacceptable, and it led to my ban from Toonfurs Forever.

Looking back, I realize that while I was focused on my own disappointment, many others were dealing with far worse—loss of homes, safety, even loved ones. I failed to show the empathy and support our community is built on, and for that, I am truly sorry.

I take full responsibility for my actions. No frustration ever justifies disrespect, especially in a space meant to be safe and uplifting for everyone.

Going forward, I’m committed to:
- Processing strong emotions before posting
- Listening more and reacting less
- Supporting relief and recovery efforts for those impacted by Helene

I don’t expect instant forgiveness, but I hope, over time, my actions will speak louder than my mistakes. Thank you for reading, and for the kindness and creativity you bring to our fandom.

— Adam

Journal Entry – Farewell to Sandy Sheperd 🐾

Today, I set Sandy Sheperd’s paws to rest.
She’s been my steadfast shadow through countless worlds—her fur catching the light of imagined suns, her voice carrying warmth in every scene. Sandy was more than a fursona; she was a bridge between who I was and who I’ve become.

Retiring her isn’t losing her—it’s tucking her into the archives of my heart, where she’ll always wag her tail in memory.

Here’s to Sandy, and to the new stories waiting ahead.

Awwwwwoooooooooo!

Happy world wolf day. 🌙 🐺

Happy world elephant day!

It's international mud day.

I'm running out of ideas for summer weekend activities. Should I do either cosplay or start making plans to get the stuff like prosthetic makeup and become the swamp creatures like skunk, raccoon, possum, otter, fox or even a beaver?

What's your strategy for this year's summer?

Oh. Is it pride month already? Thank goodness. 🌈

Happy world otter day. Squeak!

🐟🐚💦

I'm making Baloo's relaxing mudbath in the jungle mud pit.

marillon954 is gonna love this.

guess who's back? That's right, I went to FWA 2025.

Welcome back to fresh air.

And we just got word from staff of FWA. They're sending their boys in.

Welcome back to fresh air.

We're going to be losing touch in 24 hours. The staff is about to do some maintenance work.

I'm going to change to a different username. Yes, I have to admit that Scruffythedog1998 is a really dumb name that I came up with when I was 22. However, this name has really stuck with me. I am glad that Fur Affinity finally allows users to change their usernames don’t understand why it took so long for this to be allowed. Better late than never, I guess.

P.S. Change can be a good thing.

Oh great. I've been reported and been blacklisted on telegram. Now I'm on a brink of being banned from attending all the furry conventions across America in-person forever and be placed in the no-show list.

What do I do?

Cancel objectives on my checklist?

Or apologize for stalker and harassment over faking the virtual furry meetup on video chat during covid pandemic by telling the truth????






Any brighter ideas that might contain good decisions that the WAMFurs, Toonfurs and Tilt Longtail and his friends might be able to clear my name?

Guys, I figured out the causes of me wounding up getting banned from Toonfurs forever. I've been spreading all rumors and spams about carolina fur fare cancelled due to hurricane Helene. And now, I've became Tilt Longtail's Replacement gone rogue.

And I've been stalking everyone on social media pages and I'm sorry.

Happy easter 2025

Dear Gale Frostbane, Scurrow Squirrel, Duino Duck, Tilt Longtail, and all other cherished friends,

It is with the heaviest of hearts and the deepest regret that I write to each of you today. My actions surrounding "Virtual Pieasco: The Furry Shaving Cream Pie Fight," an event I claimed to organize during the COVID pandemic, have hurt this community in ways I must fully take responsibility for. What was intended to bring joy ultimately caused disappointment and betrayal—and for that, I am profoundly sorry.

When I announced the event, my hope was to provide our community with a moment of shared laughter and lighthearted fun, even as the world seemed overwhelmingly dark. However, the unfortunate reality was that "Virtual Pieasco" was nothing more than a fabrication, a lie I created out of misguided intentions. As if the false nature of the event wasn’t harmful enough, I failed to ensure that anyone received the necessary information—leaving no one able to show up at all. This lapse in communication compounded the disappointment and confusion, creating a situation that fell far short of the values we hold dear as a community.

To add to my wrongdoings, my repeated spam messages—aimed at discouraging Tilt Longtail from attending in-person furry conventions—were utterly unacceptable. I should never have attempted to control or influence Tilt’s decisions, especially by such invasive and disrespectful means. Tilt, your kindness, leadership, and enthusiasm for in-person gatherings are invaluable to this community. My actions went against the spirit of support and mutual respect that form the core of our friendships, and I regret the harm I caused you deeply.

To Gale Frostbane, Scurrow Squirrel, Duino Duck, Tilt Longtail, and everyone else affected, I owe each of you the sincerest apology. Gale, I apologize for failing to respect your trust and wisdom. Scurrow, I am deeply sorry for dampening your boundless positivity and energy. Duino, I regret letting dishonesty overshadow the creativity and inspiration you bring to us all. Tilt, I cannot express how sorry I am for violating your trust and attempting to influence your choices unfairly. To all the friends of Tilt Longtail, I am equally sorry for the disappointment, confusion, and harm caused by my actions.

As I reflect on this, I see how my choices undermined the integrity and values of our community. While I cannot undo the hurt I caused, I am committed to doing better—to rebuilding the trust I lost and contributing to our community in positive and authentic ways.

If there are steps I can take to repair what was broken, I welcome your suggestions and guidance. You are all important to me, and I am willing to work tirelessly to make amends.

Thank you for your patience, understanding, and kindness in hearing this apology. I will strive to honor the love and respect this community deserves moving forward.

With deepest regret and heartfelt resolve,
Adam

Change of plans FWA attendees, my dad has booked the one night only stay at Westin Atlanta this year.

Oh, is it international beaver day already? thank goodness.

Guess I better start becoming a beaver.

*I applied beaver prosthetic makeup on my face, applied makeup paint and started doing beaver stuff on international beaver day.*

Days going:
Thursday-Sunday

How are you traveling?
By a traveling vehicle on land, oh my!

Who are you bringing your partner with?
My dad (my furrycon wingman) and/or WAMFURS I know

Where will you be?
All over the place!

How is the best way to find you?
Look for the fullsuit on Thursday and Sunday, probably with a blue t-shirt with double dare logo while partial suiting.

What do you look like out of suit?
A kid came all the way from the suburbans to the big city of ATL.

What is your gender?
Male

How old are you?
26

Are you mated/in a relationship?
Yeah. Actually, I'm single.

How tall are you?
5'-10"

Can I talk to you?
Yes.

Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hug? Absolutely! In fact, I'm hugging you RIGHT NOW!
Snuggles are reserved for close friends.

Are you nice?
Yes. (Probably)

Are you cliquey?
I try not to be.

Are you fursuiting?
YES.

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Sandy Shepherd, partial and full!

Can I try on your suit?
Sure under direct supervision & you can always give the suit back to me when you're done borrowing it.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
It won't be easy but, it's worth a try.

Should I say hi?
Yes. I'll say hello while I try to pull myself together while recovering from the YouTube video I've watched.

Stage Performance?
Not likely, but possible.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Not sure if I'm bringing it.

Can we hang out?
Now that you'd mentioned it, yes.

Where will you be eating?
The food court, it's always local in the ATL. [Chick-Fil-A (Thursday, Friday and Saturday) & Dairy Queen (Sunday)]

Can I come to dinner with you?
If you know of some other good places. And by the way, if it's ok with my parents permission.

Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
You would? Okay, go for it.

Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
Probably.

Can I buy you drinks?
Water or Powerade for me plz.

Do you attend parties?
If I am invited, sure why not.

Can I take your picture?
Sure. I'll be in ALL the photo albums, convids & even the home movies!

Attending any events?
All of the above

What's your goal(s) for the con next year?
Have an amazingly awesome fun time! Make a new convid to share the experience with everyone! And start going to the furrycons and spending the weekend there.

Will I Finally have a chance to live my dream as furrycon attendant with a hotel room?

With several (but not too much nor too many) of the fursuiters in fursuits, yes.

What equipment should I bring to Furry Weekend Atlanta?

Spatula, cans of shaving cream foam, pie tins, travel-sized stuff, Wile E. Coyote plush toy, camcorder and door-hanger room sign.

Am i going to be there? Yes. Yes I am.

Do I plan on having a good time? Yes. Yes I do.

Will I see you there? Answer me!

HEY!

Are you planning on going to FWA?
Do you need a HOTEL GUEST for FWA?

Then check this out! By a total sneeze of fate, my wingman and I have a FIRST HOTEL ROOM at FWA! Yes, a FIRST HOTEL ROOM! A really big, and really awesome, HOTEL! And guess what? YOU can have a spot in the HOTEL! Yes, YOU!

All you need to do is send me a note with the subject line HOTEL and I'll send you details!

I'll see you when you get there!