As many of you already know from the announcement through my Subscribestar platform, this month (October 2025) I am taking a short break to work on and prepare several things, including my upcoming trip to Confuror later this month. For this reason, although I believe I have enough to cover my expenses for the month, I would like to have a bit of extra income to take things more calmly and allow myself to enjoy the experience without unnecessary pressure.

With this in mind, I have decided to open space for a single commission.

Given the purpose behind it, this will be held as an auction, starting at $200.00 for a fully colored, highly detailed piece, or a sketch page (the number of characters and other details will depend on the winner’s request and the final bid amount).

The auction will be conducted privately (what I believe is called a blind auction), and you will need to send me a direct message with a single bid based on what you feel is the right value for you. Bidding will remain open until October 9th, and on the 10th I will notify the winner. If you do not hear back from me by then, you may assume your bid was not the highest. However, there is no need to worry, as there will be future opportunities once I eventually reopen regular commissions at my standard rates.

Before placing a bid, please take into consideration that you must agree to my Terms of Service, which include what I will and won't draw.

Payment will be made via PayPal, and you must be able to cover the full amount at the time I announce the winner.

If you have any questions or doubts, feel free to leave them here in the comments or send me a direct message. If you do not have an FA account, you can also contact me via Telegram, Twitter, or Bluesky (links available in my profile).

Thank you for your attention.

As title says, I'm right now opening for commissions, but contrary to the usual way, I'll take only two and probably a third one if I have the time for it, and because I'm in need of the money, I'll give priority to full shaded and detailed ones so if you think yours fit into this category, feel free to DM me or ask here and I'll pick the ones I'll make in 48 hours from now.
I'll open a few more in october and I'll open for any type of commission, probably by december.

If you have any doubts you can check my price sheet and TOS here

As now it's tradition, I'm puting my wishlist just in case anyone would have a gesture, and at least I've been happily surprised the previous years, so I lose nothing by doing it.
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share
Of course all your good wishes are also wlcome. (my hatchday is on May 26th)

Looking at the success I had last time, I'm once again opening for commissions.

The way it's going to work from now on is as following:

-To apply, you need to fill this form and if you're selected, I'll let you know during the month once I'm able to start working on it and for the payment to be done.

-Now it won't be on a first-come first-serve basis, so you have some time to think and fill the form, but I stop receiving them on March 10th

-I plan to go through all or most of all requests at some point, so don't worry if yours isn't chosen during this month. And if yours isn't elegible for some reason (like not following my TOS or me not wanting to do any theme in particular) I'll let you know so you can fill a new form if you choose to.

-If yours wasn't chosen during the previous time, it would be greatly apprecciated if you still send a form again to help me keep a better track of pending requests. You don't need to fill the commission details this time again unless you wan't to change your request to another idea.

-If you were on my previous unfinished 2023 queue) and you're still interested in getting your commission, feel free to fill the form so I can give you priority in the most recent commission queue.

I've already updated my price sheet but keep in mind prices do not include tax, that's and additional 16% over the total. Anyways, I'll let you know the final price to agree on before sending the Payal's invoice.

If you have any questions, suggestions or concerns, feel free to express them here or through my DMs.

Hello everyone, I hope you've been doing well this season and if not, I hope you soon get through it and be well. The holiday season and this year is almost over and with that, new things are on the horizon, including some news and changes I'll be implementing starting next year.

The first and most important thing is I'monce again opening for commissions. Even thought I'm doing very well with my subscription based content, I feel bad for all that people who reaches to me, with the illusion I someday have the time to let them have a piece of my art, and that's why I decided I'm going to skip a month and put my subscribestar on vacation mode, so I can get to do commissions again. At first I thought I'd be able to manage both things at the same time (subscribestar and commissions), but I soon realized all my time and efforts needed to be on all the content I make for my subscriptors.

But even thought that's what I have planned, for it to become sustainable for me, I need to know in advance I'd be able to earn enough for me to be doable more frequently. That means I need to give priority to certain commissions so now it won't be on a first-come first-serve basis.

To apply, you need to fill this form and if you're selected, I'll let you know once (up to January 15th max) and again during the month when starting your commission and for the payment.

If you were on my previous unfinished queue (you can check here) and you're still interested in getting your commission, feel free to fill the form so I can give you priority in the new queue.

Also, because of the current state of things. I need to increase to my current prices you can see right here

Increases will apply this way:
-sketches and line arts : +5.00usd base character +2.50usd extra character +5usd background + 16% on the total (cuz now I'm a good citizen properly paying my taxes -w-U)
-full shadeds: +10.00usd base character + 5.00 usd extra character + 10.00 usd background + 16% on the total.

If you have any questions, suggestions or concerns, feel free to express them here or through my DMs.

I wish you a very happy new year!.

Hello everyone, I hope the day finds you well.

Seems like I fucked up a bit and forgot to announce this one here, so there it is.

Answering to something a lot of people have been asking, I'm happy to announce I'm opening access to my "art vault", which includes pics I've made as paid content since I opened my patreon (2 years ago) to december of 2023, as they fall out of the 12 month availability period I installed since I opened subscribestar. This way. all those who haven't been there since, have an opportunity to get and see those pics, including all versions and alts made.

For the general public, it will have a cost of $25.00 USD and Payment will be through Paypal or ko-fi donation. But if you're a current supporter I will apply a discount equal to your "all time" support, including those who join during this month. (That way you can get to see this and all previous year's art I had there as exclusive).

If you're interested, please fill the form below:
https://forms.gle/D6BLdM49TD4K77mj6

If you have any questions, you can leave a comment here or send me a direct message.

In a week from today (may 26th) it's going to be my hatchday once again. That means, as many time I've done before, I'm again sharing my personal wishlist for anyone who might want to surprise me with a present.
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share
Of course, it could always be anything, not just the things I put on the wishlist, but also gift arts or even donations through my ko-fi (this time I'll be using all money going through there on just diapers to fill my stash I'm running low on.)
I'm always happy with any little detail I receive, not just material, but your kind words and best wishes are also always good enough for me.
I'm always gratefull for all the support I receive from all of you and I'm happy to celebrate one more year on this world with you.

As one of "those" times of the year approaches, I'm once again sharing my personal wishlist for anyone who might want to surprise me with a present.
I'm always happy with any little detail I receive, as it makes me feel that people cares.

Happy holidays for everyone!

https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share

Hello everyone and specially my dear supporters who have been still with me. As I mentioned in my last update on patreon, a week or so ago, Patreon decided they no longer want ABDL artists despite aknowledging content being complying to their policies in many cases.

Now, enforcing new standards they decided to disable a ton of creator accounts with no sign to change it in any possible future.

The truth of all is, even if they decided to take back their decission, probably most of the banned artists wouldn't come back after their trust has been broken and even me, who wasn't even affected by it so far, can't feel safe there anymore and that's why I've decided to move out to other platforms that (for the moment at least) seem safe-er-ish for the type of content I do.

If you decide to go and continue with your support there, I'll be very thankful as I promise I'll keep the work I've been doing and improving to bring you the best content I can to the best of my abilities.

As pledges for the month on Patreon have already gone trough I'll keep updating content there as scheduled so supporters can keep getting acces to it in the meantime but as soon as next month comes, there will be no more updates. By then, I expect most of the people there have already gone to support on any of this new sites so I can freely close my patreon for good.

The proccess of moving all content I had available will be slow but surely will get to normal in a few weeks or a couple of months at least.

If you don't know which platform is better for you for supporting, here's a few points that might help with your decission.

ON SUBSCRIBESTAR

-That's where I'll be the most active, as it's easier for me to set-up some things, like voting polls, scheduled posting, etc.
-Tiers have been updated for a better price deal in some cases and simplified to be fewer and more manageable. Of course that means some tiers are gone and you'll just need to ignore if you didn't want to see some of the content in some cases, like messy diaper alts.
-For people with USD as their local currency, the prices will remain fixed and set at the same amount always. (people who use other currencies like me, already know the pain of change rates)
-Subscribing requires direct credit/debit card payment, payment proccessors (like paypal) aren't available.
- Upload file size is realatively very small for art showing purposes, so I have to use cloud storing or other means for giving you access to the full sized pics.
-Tiers with individual rewards will only be available here (on subscribestar) and starting next month.

ON PIXIV FANBOX

-It only allows payments in japanese Yens but-
-It allows payment proccessors like paypal.
-Prices are set a bit higher compared to subscribestar to compensate the currency change rates I have to go trough, but prices for some tiers are still lower than the similar ones I have here.
-Any pics showing exposed genitalia need to be censored (because JAPAN), so I have to resort to cloud storing to give you access to the uncensored versions.
-Size limit for files and pics is good enough for direct upload there.
-There won't be tiers with individual rewards there.
-Content can only be setup to show for certain tiers at a progressive price scale so it'ts hard to setup some tiers where certain content isn't allowed so there'll be one less tier but-
-Content setup allows for thumbnail use (there named "covers) so you don't have to see certain content if you don't want to as I'll specify it clearly trough this thumbnails.
-There's no easy way to setup polls for voting but we can manage through the post comments

Many have already cancelled their suscription and decided to leave even before I had this sites setup and ready, setting me back for what I was expecting for this month, being the holidays one of the harder seasons to go through with less income. That's why I also added my Ko-fi link for those who might want to give a little extra support by donating.

Once again, I feel grateful for having your support after all this time, and hope I can manage to keep up on improving my skills to bring you the best content I can to help bring a little happiness to you through my art.

Happy holidays to you all.

As far as I've tried it, seems like a good option for art. Better than twitter in that aspect that's for sure.
The fact it allows to have an organized gallery and have tools to manage commissions are a big plus and probably will make it my main site if all goes to hell with twitter at some point.
You can follow me there at:
https://itaku.ee/profile/secret_desires

As the title says, today I get one year older and one year wiser (I'd like to think)

Thanks agai to all those who have taken the time to write their congratulations and make me feel very much apprecciated. ^^

In just a few days (may 26th) it'll be my hatchday and as I've done on previous years, I'm sharing my wishlist, not really expecting anything but one can dream.
Luckily I've always been gladly surprised when a little gift arrived and made my day on previous ocassions, but if that doesn't happen it's not big deal. I'll happily be celebrating in company of friends and family

As some may already know and for those who don't, it seems like FA is changing their content policy again to restrain any use of characters with "minor-like" characteristics or that seem "minor-looking" in any sexual themed depiction or form.
Even if I agree with the intention of such said policies, I can't help but think how it would arbitarily affect many people whose intention has never been the use of minors in their works, but the characters they use by themselves have (in the words used by this new policy) childlike proportions. This include many fantasy made characters in media, like pokemon, digimon, kobolds and other small characters, but also, affects people who could simply not have the knowledge or ability to make a character in the right proportions, or make use of a different stylistic choice, like chibis.

Because of this, many people seem to have had enough and are leaving this platform and I really can't blame them. I myself feel like it won't be safe to post here in the near future so I need to take some measures beforehand, but can't exactly just "leave" form one day to another.

The first thing I'll do is remove submissions I feel could be problematic or against the new policies even if I know I haven't have made use of minor characters in them, but just to be sure.

Second thing will be posting those pics on my telegram art chanel (link can be found in my profile info).

Finally, I'll be slowly start posting things to another site in conjunction with this one (my better option seems to be inkbunny, but I'm very aware of its reputation and would need to make a ton of adjustments first, or see if people have a better option that doesn't fall in the same problems as FA related to content policies).

Thanks for your comprehension and I'll gladly hear any recomendations and suggestions, specially those who already have some experience with inkbunny, what I need the most first is a good and effective keyword blacklist so I won't have to see undesired things there.

Thanks to the support of many wonderful people, I finally reached my first patreon goal, and thanks to it I'll be doing a free request stream for all public in general, today (02/14/2023) at piczel.tv/watch/SecretDesires and will go for a couple of hourse, starting at 6pm (GMT-6).

Hopefully it'll bring a little joy to those spending this day alone or just not having someone to spend the time with as myself.

Happy valentines day

As title says, I'm opening new commission slots, but this time, I'm trying a new way to fill the slots by using a form you need to fill in order to give you the slot and make me easier to have a better control and order with the queue. Also, as I still need to finish the ones I still owe, commission will still be paid in advance but not at the time of confirmation, but as soon as I let you know, right before I'm able to start working on it. The other reason for this is I've been slower with commissions because of my patreon and this way I can make a queue I can work on without loosing track of the order I need to do things.

Commission form

As always, be sure to check out my current price sheet and current TOS

This is a first time for me using this method so there can be errors but I'll do my best to improve on them and not let them interfere with my work flow.

If you feel this is much of a hassle, also let me know here so I can see how much is worth to keep it this way or get back to the previous way

Any doubts or questions, feel free to ask.

Just for notice, yesterday my phone was stolen while going in the public transport and now I need to replace it.
Sadly it happened at the worst time possible as I've been struggling financially and right now I can't afford to buy a new one.
Normally I'd just open for new commission slots to help me cover the expense, but I still owe a lot of work I've been delaying to help me stablish my patreon among other things, sadly, without much results.
That's why, (even if I'd rather prefer not to) I need to ask for donations to help me get a new phone, as it pretty much forms part of my day-today life, because many apps and accounts I have depend on it, some of which are fairly crucial to the activities I realize.
I can't guarantee to give much in exchange but I'll do my best to compensate accordingly
For this, I have a Ko-fi you can go to, for donations.
Or if anyone feels incredibly generous, I have a phone on my wishlist I'm pointing towards in the equivalent range of what my previous one was when I got it a few years back:
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share

I know I'm probably asking for a lot, and is probably not that important thing at the moment but I'm just trying to do my best with what I have, just to keep doing what I love, which is making you happy with my art.

As title says, I'm opening new commission slots so if you want to grab any, let me know by commenting on this journal or sending a note with your idea so I can let you know and confirm your slot

Be sure to check out my current price sheet first here and also note I made some few updates to my TOS here


Any doubts or questions, feel free to ask.

Slots

1. Sorakcarlos (done)

2. KinkyDiaper (done)

3. (done)

4. (done)

5.

6.

7.

8.

So in exactly just a week from now, I'll get another half decade older, and also recently got a bit above 1.5 followers on twitter so I don't exactly know how or if I should be preparing something special to celebrate.

Anyways, if for some reason anyone feels generous or by any chance I have a rich but shy admirer out there (let me dream about it XD) who would want to make me a bit happier , here's a little wishlist I made for the ocation.
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share

Of course, gifts are not expected at all but all good wishes are very welcome. ^^

As title says, I'm opening new commission slots so if you want to grab any, let me know by commenting on this journal or sending a note with your idea so I can let you know and confirm your slot

Be sure to check out my current price sheet first here and also note I made some few updates to my TOS here


Any doubts or questions, feel free to ask.

Slots

1. (done)

2. (done)

3. (done)

4. (done)

5. (done)

6.

As title says, I'm opening new commission slots so if you want to grab a slot, let me know by commenting on this journal or sending a note with your idea so I can let you know and confirm your slot

Be sure to check my updated prices list here and my TOS here

NOTE: I haven't updated it on my price sheet but I'm upping the price for shaded sketches by $5.00 per option (results in $25.00 single character, $15.00 additional character, $20.00 w/background)

I'm now open to drawing messy diapers (still no hyper nor scat) but this add a 20% over total price as I keep myself the option to make a clean version for display on my gallery/social media

Any doubts or questions, feel free to ask.

Slots :
1. (done)

2. (done)

3. (done)

4. (done)

5.

As title says, I'm opening new commission slots so if you want to grab a slot, let me know by commenting on this journal or sending a note with your idea so I can let you know and confirm your slot

Be sure to check my updated prices list here and my TOS here

NOTE: I haven't updated it on my price sheet but I'm upping the price for shaded sketches by $5.00 per option (results in $25.00 single character, $15.00 additional character, $20.00 w/background)

I'm now open to drawing messy diapers (still no hyper nor scat) but this add a 20% over total price as I keep myself the option to make a clean version for display on my gallery/social media

Any doubts or questions, feel free to ask

Slots :
0. (ongoing)
1. (done)
2. (done)
3.
4.
5. Gibsonscratch

Need to have this to remember how the current batch is going
Old batch
1. (ongoing)
2.

New batch
1. Done
2. (done)
3. (done)
4. (done)
5. (done)

6. (done)
7 (done)
8. (done)
9. (done)
10.

As title says, today I celebrate the planet doing another round around the sun with me on it XP

Can't wait to eat some cake in a couple of hours :3


And I know I'm still not that well known to expect receiving much if any things, but just in case, here's a couple wishlists. Who knows? maybe this year could be different =P
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share
https://store.steampowered.com/wish.....59/#sort=order

As title says, today I celebrate the planet doing another round around the sun with me on it XP

Can't wait to eat some cake in a couple of hours :3


And I know I'm still not that well known to expect receiving much if any things, but just in case, here's a couple wishlists. Who knows? maybe this year could be different =P
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share
https://store.steampowered.com/wish.....59/#sort=order

So once again, my hatchday is coming soon in a couple of days (may 26th) and I still don't know if there's something special I would like to do, probably a conmemorative pic about it if I find the time and mood to do it. I can't wait to have some sweet cake soon <3
Oh, and if just by any chance anyone wants to know , I have a couple of wishlists for things I'll give as present to myself but there's nothing to loose by sharing and maybe someday , someone would give me a big surprise. Who knows xp

https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share

https://store.steampowered.com/wish.....59/#sort=order