I've always suffered from depression but lately I've noticed a sad side effect :(

So recently I have noticed if I don't eat it makes my mood a lot worse, which I guess is normal. However the upshot of this is I've recently put on a lot of weight.

I put on my favorite outfit yesterday (my BITCHIN' Dungerees) and I looked in the mirror and i just felt so deflated.

My tummy is so big atm and in general there is fat everywhere.

I used to be so skinny, and I used to at least be able to keep it managable.

It feels like I fix (or shore up) one thing and another thing breaks.

But we abide. Just venting, I'll be ok.

Hello everyone

Testing the waters here, not committing to anything, however I want to know if there is interest.

I am tempted to open sketch and flat colour comms.

Probably looking for £20 for a sketch, and £30 for a flat colour (maybe shading, not sure what to charge though)

I would be looking to do exclusively Mpreg and Fpreg content, including birth, but I'd probably charge extra for birth related art as that is difficult lol.

Drop me a DM or Discord message if this is something you'd be interested in and we can talk it over :) (remember this is open to friends and lurkers, I don't bite unless you ask nicely haha)

(Boring stuff:)
I am doing this as I am really enjoying commissioning art at the moment, however life is expensive!!! So if I can fund my degeneracy by making degenerate art for other people, then that'll make it a lot easier for me :)

Hello all.

No one will ever read this so I'm venting lol

So I had a big "trans wobble" last month, I've always been interested and uncomfortable in my skin, but never took the plunge.

I briefly started on HRT to start feminising, but I had a panic as one morning I was like "Shit, I don't feel like a girl, nor do I want to be" so I came off.

Also IRL me and my partner want kids, and got knows what estrogen and progesterone can do to sperm count or even what can happen with my dick.

So I guess I'm like genderfluid atm - sometimes I wish I was a girl and sometimes I am happy with my biological sex, its frustrating as even when I'm happy in my skin I know I wont be in a little while (Just like my mental health in general, looool).

So yeah that rules.

On top of that I am so fucking injured like all the time, my work is physically demanding and I am built out of balsa wood and tissue paper and I'm hurt again.

Its really stressful as I'm pretty sure I'm going to get sacked soon (so basically fired, but in a nice way XD) and I don't know what I can do about it, my right arm (I'm right dominant) is damaged where my spine meets the shoulder and into the joint and every time It gets better, work undoes any progress.

Work tries to be accommodating, they previously let me have a few weeks off heavy duty so I could heal with the physio, but the problem came back quite fast and I can only assume I am on thin ice with it.

So yeah, I'm ok, but lifes pretty hard at the moment, being hurt is really fucking my confidence and that sucks and I hate it.

New art soon!

It's been a long time but I'm back

I'm really into furry ATM, and super into RP, especially pregnancy related and Mpreg, hit me up if you want to join in!

Yo, hit me up if any of you lot are playing Pokemon sun or moon, not got anything to fancy but might have some cool stuff for trade.

Sometimes i wonder what me in the past would say if he saw me drawing lewds and whatnot at 21...

Probably just ask me what a vagina looked like.

Feel like my amount of uploads has been a little bollocks lately, sorry for that, been having some IRL issues with health which makes motivation a real pain in the ass.

Namely having a lot of problems with my legs playing up, as yet UN-diagnosed hopefully going to see a doctor this week, a lot of joint and muscle pain, particularly in ankles and hips, which is a worry as i'm not overweight and only 21 and through work and hobbies mean i'm quite active walking and running wise, which makes it hard to sit still for the amount of time to draw.

Hopefully can get to a doc and get the legs in some way fixed up this week, dunno how much they can do, as i know from experience first port of call for muscle pain is anti-inflamitories, which in the past i've shown to be potentially allergic to, as last time i took them i was ill as hell.

Don't normally like worry posting but its weighing on my mind at the moment and i like getting this sort of crap vocalised somewhere and the anonymous nature of a site like this makes it a lot less stressful than broadcasting it somewhere like facebook or god forbid saying it IRL.

>most recent WIP as a more positive note
https://gyazo.com/6e17956526caf8707dee48d147a47642

someone was asking over in the /mlp/ preg thread how fat and chubbiness would affect ponies during pregnancy, here was my thoughts

>Aj would stay fit exercising daily even into the last few days persevering to do some form of exercise/work around the farm, maintaining a godly appetite throughout meaning while staying strong she'd end up with a bit more padding over all, but post birth she'd burn it off fast.
>Dash would be much the same except she wouldn't be working around the farm she'd be doing her flying, she'd generally resist cravings as much as possible and stay as slim and toned as possible so she can still train efficiently.
>Rarity would not be exercising to keep her weight down but i could see her moving onto health foods allowing her to relive cravings by eating loads of low calorie foods near constantly when not working, while maintaining her prim figure as if she puts on any ammount of weight she has a freakout, yet she'd relish the challenge of designing a maternity range.
>twilight would get hefty after the 11 months are up, indulging in more relaxing reading time while pregnant and with spike on hand to bring her food i could totally see her getting quite plump, only form of exersize is pacing while stressing that she'd done everything to be a good mother
>pinkie would eat an unholy amount of food particularly favoring anything sweet as normal, yet much to the envy of all the other mothers of ponyville hardly ever puts on a pound. Not skinny but not fat either just average amount of chub for a healthy pony.
>flutters would retain her willowy build though out most of her pregnancy, gaining a tiny bit of chub towards the last few months for reasons out of her hands as most of the animals in her care make a point to return the favour and take care of her 24/7 during the last trimester and with the large amounts of food they collect for her, she feels to polite to refuse it.

Any thoughts, agreements or disagreements?

>i regret to inform all the viewers of my preg work that i will no longer be drawing pregnant art.
>in light of recent events i feel compelled to draw nothing but startrix shipping art forever
>all other ships BTFO

Been drawing pony arts and dabbled in furries a few times for a bit over a year now and lurked various furry sites for years, i was corrupted young XD

most of my stuff has been uploaded directly to 4chan and derpi up until now (https://derpibooru.org/profiles/Seenty). I wanted to move up a bit as my arts getting better and i basically want to use this account to showcase all my best works so will only be uploading finished stuff and not the legions of pencil sketches and half baked ideas that litter my derpi account (to start with at least) and basically meet the wider community on a more visible platform. I've tried tumblr in the past to get my work seen, but hated the layout and ended up just sticking with 4chan and DB, but now since its the home of all things fur, i thought it'd make sense to come here.

I'm usually open to drawing pretty much anything belly, occasionally move onto fat pones to and will often give way to shipping binges as i love that stuff especially if its a cute ship like rarijack or starburst. As mentioned want to do more general fur work and i have been practicing on it, but nothing i've done so far is particularly amazing hence why none of its uploaded yet.

I am happy to take requests so if there's anything you want to see just drop me a message. I'll consider pretty much anything pony but if its to complex or doesn't interest me i might not do it, but i am always open to suggestions especially if they are descriptive or allow for ideas to develop off them. If its something i am only sort of interested in i might only pencil sketch it, or black and white it but hey beggars can't be choosers right? ;)
*i generally don't draw OC's for strangers*

But yeah, hello everyone i look forward to understanding this site and seeing all the stuff people have to offer.