I'm moving to my other account  kexxie. I will finish the requests and commissions I promised and upload them onto this account. I will also upload some of my older art onto my new account so that in case my HD goes FPFPFOFOPF I won't be sad. (This has helped me before...) Hurr durr.

Anywho, I guess I'm just sick of going under a name that "hides" me. I chose Seiiki cause it means sanctuary and I felt like FA was my sanctuary after I quit DA for awhile. (I was yelled at for being a furfag.) Anyway...Now I guess I just want to assume my durpsona's name and what not. >_> My forum name will also be changing to Kexxie or Kexxicans. Whatever's available.


Requests to finish:
Reian
DragonLover
Browder

Commissions:
Xizana

Sorry it's taking so long. Been super busy and have had an art block...Trying to turn it around. I really want these to turn out nice so please be patient... ; ^ ;

Busts, badges, icons - $2
Sketches - $1
Full photos - $5

Also selling:
Drawing books/manga

Hey guys. D: I'm in a decent amount of trouble at the moment. I was wondering if you guys would be kind enough to help out a small time artist in need.

So I just moved into the city into an apartment with my roommate. We moved in early because he needed a place to stay during the summer since he's a dependent. I'm going to be going to school Sept 22nd so that means 2 upcoming months of rent that need to be paid. He was supposed to save up while he had his summer job because he knew I was only moving in because of him. As most things in my life do...something always goes horribly wrong...Roomie was going to quit his job once he found a new one down here, too bad cause they fired him. It seems as though he never saved any of the money he said he was going to...I ended up having to borrow $220 from my mom for the first's month rent even though a few days before he said that he had enough to pay for it. So now I literally have about $20 to my name and it's almost half was through the month and we still haven't gotten any calls. I'm going to my school to have them help me, but I'm really afraid of not being able to pay for my rent. We were told it was $755 a month with utilities included, when what they meant was that they tack on an extra $140 for utilities, oh and rent is 765...So now we have to pay 905 a month which isn't horrible when split because we're in the nicer part of town because I'm from the middle of nowhere so a decent neighborhood is like essential to me. Also, this is basically what I was paying at the dorms at the other campus and the place is a lot nicer than them. The apartment is also cheaper by about $200 a month (when split) when compared to living on campus. That's not including a meal plan which is an extra $1k a quarter or whatever. @__@

I can't borrow anymore money from my mom...I'm already $1,840 in debt to her...She knows I'm in trouble atm...but still...borrowing another $905 would be horrid...She's a single mom with three other kids to take care of... D: I can't really ask for much more...

Because I thought my roomiw would save money I put away my extra loan money and now I don't think that I can get it back out since I returned it and I'm not in school atm. I don't know...I sent an e-mail to my adviser and hopefully she can help me...but I want to post this either way. Since I don't know if he's gonna get money for rent I'm just going to say the goal is $905... ._.

My desktop (where I do most of my art) has also broken down. For now I'll be using traditional media and my laptop for art. I'm not even concerned about fixing that. I've had it in super good condition since Jr. high (Now starting 2nd year of college...) and parts go bad eventually. The fan on the graphics card came loose and I pushed it back in, but the noise bothers me and I don't want to ruin it anymore than it is. I've been needing a new one anyway.

Either way...Neither of us have jobs and I really need your guys help. I'll be doing cheap commissions until I reach my goal. Donations would be nice as well. I will work really hard for you guys and try and keep up with them all. (After I finish the requests I promised to a few people.) Please be understanding I'm going through a tough time

Please please please help out. D: If you can't buy one then please tell others who you think would.

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$54.19/$452.5 or $905(if roomie doesn't get money...)

Job hunting sucks...Was walking around for like 3 hours in 90 degree weather going from place to place and filling out apps...I really hope someone contacts me and gets me a job. Hurrr. If I don't get one here soon I won't be able to afford rent...I should finish those requests and maybe start doing icon commissions or something... ._.

1. Molly - Alex
2. Reian
3. Browder
4. Dragonlover
5. IsabellaPrince - Perci

Saving refs on my computer so even when I won't have internet at the apartment I can draw them and then maybe go to the library later and post them! <3

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[X] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops. Flipflops are simple and easy to put on. lol
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz
[ ] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[X] I did Gymnastics. When I was in like kindergarden...
[X] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[ ] I love chocolate.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3 D:

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[X] I love to hang out with friends.
[ ] I have a piece of real diamond jewelery.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl
[ ] I change my profile picture weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL SO FAR:4

[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are awesome.
[ ] I have gotten my nails done.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] I love to have other people do my hair.
[X] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. Who doesn't love hugs? D:
[ ] I hate bugs.
[ ] Carnivals are fun.
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[ ] Musicians are hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[X] I'm self-conscious.
[ ] My room smells like vanilla.
[ ] I don't do sports.
[ ] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I dance randomly around the house.
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50 million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] Horses are beautiful.
[X] Kittens are adorable.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I write my own music.
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] I hate beards.
[ ] I love to read magazines.


TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My baths are 2 hours long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I LOVE life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewelery.
[ ] I buy some jewelery from Claire's.
[ ] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] You like the colour pink.
[ ] You want to BE Paris Hilton
[ ] You scope the room for hot guys.
[ ] You love the mall.
[ ] You love the beach.
[ ] You modeled as a little kid.
[ ] You love receiving compliments.
[ ] You've been to a wedding and loved it.

This is stupid. >_>

Yay! I'm back from Ohayocon! I've been doing more colour practice shit and haven't done anything too serious lately. Except this one piece. Still trying a bunch of different methods of arting and such. o_o I should probably get more serious work done, but I'm a busy girlie. School~ Drama back home~ etc etc. Also been thinking about a web comic. Been stock piling ideas for certain weeks and what not so why not? lol Blah blah blah. Had lotsa fun at the con and missed about 400 updates on here cause of it. Damn Hyatt didn't have any free wireless. Suck mah phantom nuts Hyatt. D:<

Soooo even though I asked for money for X-mas people got me trinkets and gift cards and things. ._. I mean I'm thankful for the things they got me but I emphasized that I don't need things...I need money to afford college. None of my loan info would goes through so I'm literally paying out of pocket. I'm having troubles finding a job where I live so I have no income. I also have troubles finding people to commission to with one of the one things I can do. lol @__@ Hopefully the lady who owns the dorm will give me an extra week or so for the scholarship I need to get from my old HS... ._. Hrrrmmm...

So in short if anyone wants a commission I do digital art and I'll be doing a pay what you think it's worth. (Please really pay what you think I deserve) Paypal only please. ; ^ ; I'm about $450 behind. Prease help. I'll love you for a forever. <3

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Me at a Barnes and Noble. Being awesome. :D

Oh my goodness I just saw this today~ :3 It was so cute. I <3 the 20s. In fact I found a flapper-styled hat at Target and shall be obtaining it once I get my hair cut. (It's gonna be super short~) Louis was my favorite character. I love him. X3 He was just such a nervous wreck and cute. <333 Oh and I had some relaly good vegan food today at my friend's house. It's burning a hole in my tummy though. Spiccccies

So I really wanna draw on my computer but I left the tablet back home...Oh and my cell phone charger. D: How come when I have time to draw something strays me from doing it. D:

I'm going through it...and then I'm too lazy to scan and post. Been doing some reading up on Animation, but I needs a light table/a hole punch for some printer paper. lol

Ahahaha. Colouring in this Spanish word book is fun. :D It's not really meant to be coloured in...but...It's just line art...I COULDN"T HELP MYSELF. Los cocodrilos are much prettier now... >_>

So I started playing TF2 again. :D (AKA I finally got around to putting it on my Linux box) I've been trying to play on the FA servers, but I need to tweak my settings in WINE a bit to get some actual framerate >_> lol

I dunno if you guys have seen this...but yeah. D:

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At first I was like

:D

Then I was like

D:!?!?!

So I guess I'm super sick nao. D: I have to do a bunch of testings for stomach ulcers. I've been having bad stomach aches for the last...7 months or so? SOOOO! My stomach might be all ripped up and I may need surgery if it's bad enough... ._. Le sigh. I can't pay for medical bills, college shit, and my dorm without a job. I live in Ohio near Detroit and we're another town that relies a lot on the auto industry so jobs are hard to come by here... ._. Good news is that my creative juices have been flowing. :D Yay arting.

Trying to art moar. That is all.

I don't know how people can live down there... D: Omg it's so humid. I like my nice Ohio weather. >_> Went down to Disneyworld! :D I saw many furr-I mean characters. Sometimes I wonder if the people in those suits know what a furry is...Hmmm...I had a nice time though. X3 I got a nice set of 5 pairs of chopsticks for like $10 at Epcot and a round, squishy Eeyore plushie from the Magic Kingdom. It's so soft. @__@ I think I'm gonna draw and draws more. D:< I have about 2 weeks to relax and draw before my College Algebra class starts. The bill is gonna be $1k just for one class! D: The University I'm going to be a guest student at bills you for all the extra facilities + the parking permit is for a full year so it's $100 just for that. It all automatically goes into your tuition. ._. Trying to find a job still. No luck. D: Hopefully I can pay for the class. >_<

BF knows I'm a furfag derp derp. Nao my only secret to keep is from my fammerz that I'm a furfag bisexual atheist. :D Ahaha.

Sooo my BF knew that I posted durties on an art website, but he didn't know which. X3 He found FA in my favs (a forumn of my requests) and went HA he didn't see enough to find my account name, but now he keeps teasing me. He's afraid of fursuiters, but I don't think he relates my anthroish art to that. Which works I guess. He won't assume I'm one. (Although there's nothing wrong with it. :D I'm just not into it.) So yeah. Lawlz

I guess this is a ranting journal, but whatever. I don't know what else my mom wants from me. I'm an all A student with high goals. I went to college early under PSO and I signed up for an internship at NASA for God's sakes. I have the motivation to get places. But it never seems I'm good enough. Everything she wants from me is a contradiction. Why don't you get involved? I do then 2 months later she complains about my involvement costing too much money or she doesn't like taking me to things. She did this to me for band, horseback riding, Tae Kwon Duo and violin. I've never fought with my mom nor am I ever in her way. In fact I'm always in my room because I'm afraid I'll bother someone. She doesn't like that either, but when I'm out of my room trying to be social I guess they tease me and ask me wtf I'm doing outside of my room...All of my brothers have emotional issues and are getting in trouble all the time while I sit here with a clean record. Yet she yells at me and lets them do whatever the fuck they want. It's a bit irritating. I dunno. Maybe if I went around and smoked pot, skipped school, and got bad grades I'd be accepted. Not that I'd ever do that...But seriously...I feel as though I deserve her to be off my back...A part of me can't wait to move out when I graduate. She always tells me how hard my college is gonna be like I'm fucking retarded. I go to a community college for my PSO sure cause it's close. She went to a University which actually...some of my professors work at the university she went to/mine so I'm getting the same GED education while in high school...I'm transferring to a state college under computer/electrical engineering...I really want to help people and advance in my field... ._. Her BF is in electrical engineering and she acts like I'm not able to handle it and I'm too lazy to work under an engineering field...My lab at my high school has been harder than any college class I've taken because of my teacher. (In fact he's been fired from other local high schools for "teaching too much") I'm sorry, but how many of you have lecture for 3 hours straight every day then take a 6-7 page test every Monday and have an A? I don't think I'm better than everyone else, but I feel as though I work hard and earn what I get...I just wanted to be treated with respect, like I'm an adult. I don't know where I'm going with this. Bah. /rant

My desktop blewed up...Going in to get some of my current projects atm and then I'm gonna reinstall XP. Having troubles finding the XP disc though. ._. I wouldn't normally reinstall, but it's basically the only way. ~computer geekiness derp derp~ I think I'm going to start doing commissions where 75% of the money goes to different charities that are dedicated to giving children the opportunity to love reading, science, math and other educational subjects. I don't want to go into this huge thing about my hard on for education but, I think that the only way we'll get our country to change is to teach our kids to like learning and that they want to push forward and achieve high goals. Along with many other changes, but that's not what this is about. >_> Anyway...hope I can get my desktop fixed soon. I hate my laptop...Grrr.

OK So I drew a pretty nifty pic of myself doodling on my tablet for my Ustream banner...And then I go to save...And Save and close are right next to each other on Open Canvas then I said Yeah I wanna close cause I was just like enter lawlz without reading....I hate myself atm...

Ahahaha. I got a Ustream thingy up. lawlziez Just playing with settings and the such atm. >_> I got it to work on my laptop when I use OC. :D YAY!


http://ustream.tv/channel/kexx


lololololol

So I'm totally gonna fail my Lit class because my professor is really unclear in his instructions...My first paper I got a 0 because he said don't cite so I didn't and got a 0 for plagiarism and then on this paper...I sent in the unedited version so I got a 72...So I'm at a 60....At this rate I'll get a 62... ._. Ok so it's a D...But I'm an ALL A student...I don't think you understand how much this upsets me. This is the worst English class I've ever taken. I've learned nothing about literature and I technically don't have to take the class because my HS lied to me about credits and shit....I'm so sick of people promising me things then weaseling themselves out of it...I don't remember if I get a D for PSO that it means I have to pay for it...If so I'm gonna have to ask for donations/ commission work...I'm so stressed atm... ._.

is seriously the best RPG evar. Ok so I only played it for like 5 hours...but it's been awhile since a game has actually compelled me so much. Bioshock and Pokemon Pearl were the latest ones. (Then again I'm poor so I never get games that are good~) Totally going to go back to my friends and keep playing it. :D BTW Animarathon is this weekend. Oh dang. Fun fun. If anyone else knows that that is then awesome. :D I was thinking about making a sign to draw stuff, but I don't do fan art animu stuff so I'd get yelled at. D: "DERP I WANNA NARUTO PICTURE!" ; ; Le sigh.