So this year was... eventful, hate living in the US right now, I want to say soooo much on this website that will get me banned as it involves talk of a certain Mr. Oompa Loompa and a certain Leon Skum but that's neither here nor there. on to my life update.

I've been doing door dash basically this entire year, shocker. I think it's my longest held "Job" at this point, recently raised pay for Hourly dashers by $0.25 so that was nice, I make more money now. even to the point where I can now work only 4 6hr days a week and still keep up with my bills. so I'm gonna take 3 days off a week unless I desperately need money.

Definitely trans, Not out to family yet, haven't talked to a Gender affirming therapist yet. but I am more violent and active then I was before discovering I am trans. This year I'm gonna be dropping hints around the house. I'm at least 40% sure my mom already knows. also gonna be wearing more trans pride clothing in pride month. maybe even try some more androgynous outfits instead of "T-shirt and Jeans" Any suggestions for a 6' tall woman with almost no figure to speak of would be nice~

Final Fantasy XIV Oh dear fuck this friggin' game. I have sunk over 1700hours in this game since late April this year. But for good reason, as I'm having a blast with it. Been playing with my friend since the beginning, and made a new friend in game Currently up in Shadow Bringers content nearing Post Shadow Bringers So no spoilers please :3

Regarding art stuff: Probably never uploading again, I don't even come on FA to favourite things anymore. I just look in the submissions tab and share art pieces I like So yeah, despite having a bunch of art I've yet to upload, I'll be keeping it private for the most part.

See y'all in next years update!

God I'm so cringe it's been a year for sure I've had several jobs, and every one of them sucked in comparison to just doing door dash, accept UPS the month leading up to christmas, that was fun. since I last updated I crashed my car, and got two new ones. and now have to pay commercial insurance on both because doordash. Like hell I'm gonna get banned from making money off their platform when I inevitably get crashed into either that or my new car of 3K miles just dies before the end of next year

Also might be trans. no real confirmation there haven't seen a gender affirming therapist yet.

art: I have loads of it, I've been commissioning like once every 3-6 months give or take have plenty of new pieces I want to share, given my track record probably not gonna happen you can see one of my pieces in my profile pic. tis my myu, which is me, gots me a fat ass in that picture. Love it~.

They're fucking cute. you get no say in this unless your words are "I agree, they're fucking cute!"

All y'all need to get off your asses and tell this person she's awesome https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9677779/ go commission her too she needs the help

I've been ok for like 2 weeks and me being me just forgot to remove the last journal! so yes, everything is fine!

How's everyone doin today~?

Oh lovely I'm so happy aboutt the fact that F-list is down, it's not like I like to RP or anything Not at all! Goddamn skinheads..

edit, Never mind F-list is fine just I can't connect to it for some dumb reason.

nothing really that special, I just figured I'd post this cover of Ballad of the Windfish from Lizz Robinett and get her more exposure :o

IT'S A GREAT FUCKING TUESDAY! YOU BETTER FUCKING BELIEVE IT IS LEMME HEAR AN OYAH!!
BITCHES N' BITCHES N' BITCHES FODAYYYYS!'

Yes capslock was totally nessisary to explain my excitement YOU BETTER FUCKIN' BELIEVE IT IS!

it's the 133rd day of the year so it's Eevee day! Go snuggle your local 'vee~

I dunno. I've gone full pikamode

After nearly a year.. I finally have a steady job, and what's better is it's one I like :D Gone are the days when I don't know if I'll be working that week, Gone are the days of always being scared I'm not good enough for the company and getting laid off at the first sign of a mistake, I now have a physically active job getting paid $13/hr with tons of opportunity for Over Time. and on top of that I'm the head of my department which consists of literally just me and a jack hammer.

By the way my job title is STRIPPER Please have some giggles at my job title and the fact I work with a jack hammer

Hello, Would you like to buy some health insurance?

No

ten seconds later "Hello, Would you like to buy some health insurance?"

No!

Ten seconds later "Hello, would you like to buy some health insurance"

Mother fucker what did I Just say! I've pressed 9 like thirty times now and you still can't take a no!

Ten seconds later "hello wo-" Hangs up

I hope everyone's having a good day starting the first dreadful day of the week :D. only 4 more days to go, unless your like me who starts in the afternoon!!

I am the worst kind of smash player, I'll fight you all day, and if I'm losing and I see you have 3 stocks still, I will try my hardest to knock you out once. then kill myself so you can't do shit about it!

P.S. I did this to a cloud earlier today, and OOOOOOOH the SALT!! he bailed immediately xD

in lieu of far to many people contacting me on various social media platforms, I've decided to remove all traces of contact information from my account space.

I just found out google can set reminders based on location. So I set one for every honda dealership in a 300mile radius. to not Trade my leased vehicle until my credit score is above 650 xD.

"You're never going to become a pilot."

what would it's characteristics be, it's taste when unripe or ripe, it's texture, does it squirt fluid. I mean obviously. and would it have "Balls" when grown?

you go to your bed and sleep for 20 hrs in a day spiraling into a deep depression that you can't get out of because you realized you don't have the tools to make lemonade

So some of you probably saw I tend to favor one artist. that being  neronova Neronova. Yeah, I do tend to favor Nero~ they've got a great art style that I really enjoy, one that is too good for the relatively low price point they ask for. I suggest going to commission 'em, it's $35 for a full color :3

Well ok I got the jerb on the 20th, but I don't start until the 10th of september.

Hurray, I have been canned, time to go looking or a jerb!

Apparently some people think their art is "the big shit" and would gladly charge a price equal to a smartphone for a single character, Good job on alienating your audience friend, you're a true idol!

They're an awful fruit. nuf said