I'm thinking of changing my furname to Kittyfox since no one really calls me by my furname anyway.. the mostly call me by my real name lol..

My thoughts and prayers go to beastcub and her family.

I have a room at the main hotel for friday and saturday night and i'm still looking for at least 2 people to help fill the king room. I'm going to request a cot and we'll figure something out for sleeping arrangements. The cost per person is $87 before taxes.. thats $248 +50 a night for incidentals so $348 divided by 4 and then have to include the tax.. i'm not sure how much that is.. but i will have the final amount to you before the con.

 Mushimagicsuits is doing a raffle for free custom fursuit parts!

Go check it out!

So.. Sunday i flew out to CA for vex's funeral. After a long day of travel and layovers i sat in the san francisco airport for i dont know how long waiting for my ride to get there.. Once  Chancethedragon got there i drooled over his car and we headed down to manteca to drop me off.

first off let me say thank you to all the furs that were there.. Dizzy, ? (question mark), tiberious, luna and her mate, Chance and KandiKat and so many other people i cant remember the name of.. You all were wonderful in helping me get through things.

And a very special thank you to question mark for helping me to chance so i could get to the airport.. you are a great guy and it meant the world to me that you helped me out.

Everything I eat feels like concrete in my stomach.. Everything I do i do with more purpose.. I've stopped speeding and driving semi recklessly.. I'm packing my bags to fly out to CA at some point in the coming weeks for a funeral of a friend i thought i'd never lose. Someone i knew for i dont know how many years.. 9 maybe? 10.. i dont know.. damn it all to hell.. i can't do this.. i am barely holding up emotionally but no one really understands except for those going through it..

Right now there is a fundraiser going on on Second Life in the Club The Final Escape in honor of Vex and Loki who passed away yesterday. The money raised will be going to Serpy to help with the costs for the funeral and to get her home.

I knew vex since i got into the fandom back in 2002. i was introduced to him by MAGwolf and i can't believe he's gone. My favorite memory is when i was living down in Florida and he was there for a week and he came to visit us a lot and we got onto base a few times thanks to him.

I am in shock that he is gone.. He will be missed.

if you read this please leave me a one-word comment about your day. Only one word please. Then, copy this to your journal so I can leave a word for you. You don't have to do this if you don't want to x3 Just thought it'd be fun!

How do YOU really feel, Be honest!
Post the symbol, let me know what you think about me

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get (And for the record, I am NOT.)

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7278149/  pouncer did it for me!! NSFW

Trying to find someone who went by the name of Vocaloid on WoW.. she had an account on here and i was sure i was watching her but i can't find her now and she hasn't been on WoW in nearly a year. She is the guild leader of a guild named Muyo

MFF was fun but stressing.. Had a great time drinking with close friends on friday night.. saturday night i spent a lot of time alone but meh.. and sunday we left early.. I miss everyone already.

I am MFF bound sometime today!

not sure whats going on.. my ride isn't answering his phone.. if i can't get a hold of him i'm mgoing to take a bus out of cleveland.. but i wont get in till 11 pm and have no idea how to get from the bus station to the MFF hotel.. if someone could come get me that would be great.. text me at 9202856401 if you can help out

I have a way to get to MFF now but no room.. i dont have a whole lot of money.. i might only have 60 at the most..

So tomorrow i am off to NYC for the weekend. Woot! Seeing Avenue Q and doing touristy stuff

Its
Just
A
BANNER

it will be gone in a few days anyway.

so i was talking to my friend today and he told me he's going to buy me plane tickets to New York and tickets to see Avenue Q off broadway for christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a giant box of fursuit supplies in my closet that needs to go. It has fur, fursuit parts such as feet, tails and other things i've made as well as hot glue sticks and some other stuff. All of the fur and everything else has a combined value of about $400 with all the money i've spent over the years thats in there.. I am taking best offer and if you pay enough i'll cover shipping as well.

So i went to see owl city in concert last night and they were awesome!!!! One of the best concerts i've seen in a long time.. tonight i'm going to go see red jumpsuit apparatus and tomorrow is hinder

once again i'm jobless.. got fired from wal-mart yesterday