Would You...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?

Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About Fucking Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
[] A Freak-A-Leak

~What if?~

● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~What do you think about my~

● Personality:
● Eyes:
● Hair:
● Family:
● Smile:

~Would you~

● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~Have you ever ~

● Lied to make me feel better?
● Wanted to kiss me?
● Wanted to kill me?
● Broke my heart?
● Thought I was unbearably annoying?
● Hated me?
● Wanted to tell me something but didn't?
● Wondered about my sanity?
● Wanted to do something to me?

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

I feel old.. this year marks the year i've been in the fandom about 10 years now.

YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME...

While using only three words, what would you say if this were to happen?

Note: If you comment, please copy and paste this as your journal, so I may comment on yours as well.

Can it be thursday yet? please?

What day are you getting there?:
Friday

How long are you going?:
Monday

What is your gender?:
female last time i checked

How old are you?:
23 will be 24 soon after FCN

How tall are you?:
5' 4"

What suits will you have?:
none as of now

Do you do free art?
nope unless you like stick figures

Can I touch you?:
yes

Can I talk to you?:
yes!

Can I take pictures with you?
pictures are good

Are you nice?:
i'm nice to people who are nice to me and if i dont know you..

Can I stalk you?:
um.. maybe.. but i'll have my bodyguards standing by

Can I buy you lots of drinks?:
as long as it has vodka in it i will love you forever

Can I hug or snuggle you?:
snuggles and hugs are good.. i am a cuddle slut most of the time

May I ask you for a Dance?
i dont dance a lot 'cause i suck at it lol

Do you like parties?:
yes!

Can I talk about/do drugs in front of you?
yes.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
poke at me.. or call my name

Whoever is my 1000th pageview and sends me a print screen of it will get a tail made out of whatever colors they want out of the scrap fur box i have.

So this morning i reached over to grab my phone and it dropped into a glass of water i had on the floor.. So now i have no phone whatsoever as the keyboard lights up but the screen wont turn on. I dont have the money to get a new phone and i need one for job searching. I don't know what to do because now i'm basically screwed.. my brother might give me the one he has for the prepaid company i use but he's an ass and i don tknow if he will or not

Few people are man/woman enough to openly answer any and all questions thrown at them. Are you? Prove it. Copy/Paste this as a new journal entry and answer every question you get.

The rules are simple:

-You must answer every question you get no matter what it's about and you must do so honestly.

-There are no questions that can not be asked as long as they are within the rules of FA. They can be personal, about OCs, drama inducing, and every thing in between.

Few people are man/woman enough to openly answer any and all questions thrown at them. Are you? Prove it. Copy/Paste this as a new journal entry and answer every question you get.

The rules are simple:

-You must answer every question you get no matter what it's about and you must do so honestly.

-There are no questions that can not be asked as long as they are within the rules of FA. They can be personal, about OCs, drama inducing, and every thing in between.

Go sign this petition to keep a known animal killer behind bars.

http://www.change.org/petitions/urg.....ars#signatures

I am sick again.. and again its bronchitis.. ugh.. so i'm on an antibiotic and cough syrup with codeine.. and apparently the cough syrup makes me have really strange dreams.. i had a dream that my brother owned this giant pet worm and it only peed once a month or something like that.. i have no clue.. Oh and it liked cat litter.. i dont nkow

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

1. I wish things had gone differently between us and I wish I could find a way to get our past off my mind.

2. You are an amazing single father and I have a lot of respect for you.

3. I love you.

4. Why do you constantly complain about everything? you can't do something for your grandson that will help him out?

5. Why couldn't you have taken time out of your life to come to my grandmas funeral? That is why i no longer talk to you.

6. Why is it that everytime I talk to you it has to be something sexual? It's getting annoying and makes me not want to see you ever.

7. I know what is going on with your dad and I know your mom is taking it hard. Could you please take your meds to control your anger and be nicer to your mom?

8. I love you as well. I wish I could spend more time with you even though we live 8 hours from eachother.

9. I am so glad to have met you on WoW. You have no idea how cool it is to have friends i can talk to about furry on there.

10. I am who I am.. deal with it.

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Yes
Been arrested? --- Yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? ---Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- No
Been suspended from school? --- Yes
Experienced love at first sight? --- Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? --- Yes
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? ---Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? ---Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- Yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Yes
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked---Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? ---No
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? ---Yes
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? ---Yes
Ridden on a helicopter? --- Yes
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? ---Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? ---Yes
Been in a band? --- No
Knitted? --- Yes
Been on TV? -- Yes
Shot a gun? ---Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- No
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- No
Had surgery? -- Yes
Streaked? --- No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? ---Yes
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? --- No
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- Yes
Eaten alligator meat? -- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- Yes
Peed your pants in public? --- No
Written graffiti? --- No
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- Yes
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- Yes

I am trying to raise money to get a new phone and support my WoW habit as my phone is on the verge of dying and i am trying to get the smart phone that straight talk offers. I will make anyone tails that they'd like.. or i will offer $1 sketches for people.. anything to get up to $260.

If you'd like to donate my paypal email is kellyhanson140[at]hotmail.com

OK so for the MFF variety show this year I am doing There is life outside your apartment from Avenue Q. I think i'm crazy.. but i need help!! If you are reading this, know the musical and will be at MFF then you can help me!! Let me know if your interested

What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

So.. Croco and i made the decision to go up to minnesota last night out of the blue.. we stayed with a wonderful friend and today i got to see someone i dont see very often! To say the least.. i'm a happy kittyfox for a while.. oh and i'm moving to MN in november after MFF.

After a long cry tonight and a lot of pain with my heart and head.. i logged into FA to see a very good friend of mine had responded to a note i sent him.. and it made me smile.. at this point in my life i wish things were a little bit different.. i wish i could find someone to settle down with and someone who doesn't care that i have a kid and that i am just a little bit crazy. i still care about kiraeden but at some point i have to move on.

Lately my life has been a living hell.. between the breakup between Kiraeden and i.. to my depression overcoming more than once on a painful saturday night. My laptop cd drive broke.. 'causing me to have to replace the third thing in this computer in the last 6 months.. WoW is overcoming my life just so i can keep sane.. Kira knows how bad things are for me but I haven't even told him how bad it really is for me mentally.. *sighs* not to mention me feeling like i bother him with things if i need someone to talk to.. i mean.. i'm not his mate anymore.. *cries* i feel like i have no where to turn anymore.. i'm mateless.. i'm hurting so badly from lonliness and i just want someone to love me.. Why does life have to be utter hell for me nowdays.. seriously is there a sign on my back that says kick me? someone please my life better.. i need it right about now.. and if you cant well then pray to whatever dieties you believe in that i come out of this on top instead of my depression.

lyrics that describe my life.. mostly linkin park..


What i've done:
I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

Somewhere I belong:
I had nothing to say
and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

Respond to this journal and I'll talk about you.

1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what animal you remind me of. (No, not pokemon, animal.)
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname.
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

I has a room for MFF if anyones interested.. It would be around $95 per person for the weekend.. friday and saturday night checkout sunday. less if we have 5 but i'd prefer to stick to 4 if at all possible. Drinking, sex everything is welcome as long as you're clean about it and you dont get me in trouble for anything as the rooms in my name.


Edited to change price. I needed to throw the cost of $50 per night for incidentals into that charge.