Been doing a lot of Hyrule Warriors lately but I do other games as well ^_^
https://www.twitch.tv/talesofsenny
Should be live in about 30 minutes ^_^

I'm horrible with keeping FA updated >_>;,
Past month and a bit I've been pushing myself to get to Twitch Affiliate status, almost there for followers tho I need to still improve with the average viewers per stream.
I do want to be more social with people on here, FA just makes it a bit hard to.

So I sorta forgot to mention a bit over a month ago I moved to Toronto ^_^;,
Yea..... So that's a thing that happened yay!
Need to still get my room in order >_<;, (Buy furniture, ect.)
Also have been playing games on my 3DS more (OMFG SMT:Devil Survivor 2: Record Breaker is awesome!) Barely been booting up my laptop and only just getting around to setting up my ps4 tonight maybe >_<;,
Been enjoying exploring around Toronto this month and have been trying to push myself to be more social >_<;,
Will be at Furnal Equinox next month and hoping to see some furfriends there ^_^ I'll be rooming with some friends in the main hotel. I'll be popping in and out throughout the days so I can try my best to control my anxiety from being surrounded by peoples (With how I did last year though this year should go just as well if not better though!)

Looking for some recommendations on where to wander around and explore in Toronto (Or nom at! :3)

Been watching: Erased (2016 anime involves time travel highly recommend!)
G.A.T.E. Season 2

Been playing: SMT: Devil Survivor 2: Record Breaker (3DS)
Super Smash Bros (3DS/Wii U)
League of Legends (PC)

Looking forward to: Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess HD (Wii U)
Hyrule Warriors Legends DLC for Wii U
Digimon Adventure Tri Movie 2
Pokken Tournament (Wii U)

https://furstre.am/stream/Senny
Streaming Demon Souls tonight in a few minutes ^_^

Going to be streaming Barbie Returns: Final Fantasy XIII at
https://furstre.am/stream/Senny
Stream will begin at about 10:45pm EST and continue to -???- (And no not the fucking coliseum from XIII-2 ;D)

Where are you staying?
The overflow hotel

What day are you getting there?
Friday

Who will you be rooming with?
With a friend and his friend.

Will you be fursuiting?
Nah, I don't have a fursuit.

Do you do free art?
My art sucks so.... Feel free to ask at your own risk I guess?

What is your gender?
Male

How old are you?
22

Can I talk to you?
Yesh! I may be a bit quiet/nervous but feel free to ^_^

Can I touch you?
Please ask first if I don't know you X3

Can I hug you?
um..... Maybe? o_O

Photographs?
Ehhhh.... There's people who'd want to take pics of me?

How can I find you?
Some really fat nerd with obviously bleached hair either wandering around. Will mainly be in the game rooms though X3

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
My birthday suit? :o

Do you draw?
Badly D:

How tall are you?
About 5'10" to 5'11"

Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Very single.

Can I visit your room?
Uh........ What? o_O

Can I buy you drinks?
Drinks? Sure... But I don't really have much booze..

Can I give you stuff?
Stuff is a good thing :3

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Uhhhhhh...... What?

Are you nice?
Maybe... At times... No clue...

How long are you going?
Friday-Monday

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Sen or Senny works.

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
The game rooms mostly.

What/where will you be eating?
Possibly the buffet nearby. No clue really

What’s your goal for the con this year?
To not have many panic attacks or get sick ^_^

This is the first time that I'm doing any sort of new years post so please bear with me...

The past year in a nutshell has been bittersweet, and I've met a couple of new friends and lost some as well. While I'll miss the friends that I've lost they've told me that they don't want to pursue a friendship with me anymore so I will have to just deal with it.
I do appreciate the new friends that I've made within the past year and I thank them and my current friends for sticking by me when I know I haven't been that attentive. There's really no excuse for what I've been doing for the past year. I buried myself in games and anime trying to ignore all the pain I was in. And sure it does still hurt a bit, but thanks to a few friends (Who know who they are) they were able to keep me from getting worse than I am now.

Honestly as I type this I'm hoping that I don't offend anyone with what I'm saying... But instead of getting scared off from what I say here just ask me, it's not really much of a hard thing to do... is it?

I started on a different kind of medication last October since the Prozac became more or less ineffective for my anxiety/depression. I'm now on one medication for depression only and one to deal with my panic attacks. So far it seems to be working more or less, although not as fast as I'd like it to. My panic attacks are typically triggered by my social anxiety. I'd get into what the triggers are specifically but I think I'll make a journal about it if I get asked enough about it to explain it.

I do have at least a short term plan in place.. I'm looking at some basic cooking classes so that I'd be getting out at least. A close friend invited me to attend FE 2015 with him in March. Also within the next year I'm looking to move out of here to the west end of Toronto/GTA so I'd be able to spend more time with people...
I know this is a sucky journal... I'm just afraid of scaring people off... Anyways thanks for reading if you did ^_^

Got some more codes and such that I'd like to trade for arts or other things (Will trade for other games as well just ask me for my steam wishlist or make me an offer)


Pikmin 3 Wii U
Game & Wario Wii U


Also a quick list of games I have in my steam inventory that are up for trade. (Games with the note of 2x copies don't actually need both copies taken more of just a note)

Critical Mass (2x Copies) http://store.steampowered.com/app/105300/
Delve Deeper + Treasures and Tunnels (Base game plus DLC) http://store.steampowered.com/sub/11013/
Delve Deeper: Treasures and Tunnels (DLC only) http://store.steampowered.com/app/63802/
Edge (2x copies) http://store.steampowered.com/app/38740/
RUSH (2x copies) http://store.steampowered.com/app/38720/
Toki Tori (2x copies) http://store.steampowered.com/app/38700/
Trapped Dead (2x copies) http://store.steampowered.com/app/46540/

Demo has unlimited uses unlike the one that'll be released soon. (Has to be redeemed by tonight!)
If you know anyone who'd be interested let me know!
PermaDemo, better than Permadeath... Right? #probablyonlyoneofmywatcherswillgetthat

So I gave in earlier this week and ended up buying a Wii U. Part of it was the fact I got the system for cheap and the other part is Mario Kart 8 along with the games coming out this year.
The game is just awesome but there were a few disappointments in there.. For battle mode I expected it to have it's own stages instead of using slightly modified tracks (There's a plus and a minus for this, being more 'variety' for multiplayer but since it's timed and the area is only connected in a more or less linear fashion it can be a bit odd).
While I haven't used a Wii Remote for the game yet the gamepad handles just great for both tilt and normal controls <3

There are a few improvements I could think of but the majority of them are minor ones. Being able to have a transparent map in the corner of the big screen would be a plus. Being able to mix and match music from different tracks would be cool but this only comes to mind from Super Smash Bros Brawl.

I'm actually looking forward to seeing if DLC is released for this game since this is one of the few games I'd pay for it :D
Oh also I have SSB4 pre ordered for both 3DS and Wii U plus Hyrule Warriors.

Note me for my Nintendo ID

Figured I might as well do this...

Where are you staying?
In the hotel.

What day are you getting there?
Friday, will probably stay until Sunday or Monday.

Who will you be rooming with?
A pretty good friend.

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Hoping to be able to hang out with my roomie a bit, as for other people...
Hoping to see Pazzix for a little since I haven't seen him in forever. Also BMK since he's pretty awesome :D

Are there any panels you might be attending?
No clue, will try to remember to update when I see the schedule.

Are you attending any stage or public performances?
May attend the fursuit parade, but not going to be in anything.

Will you be suiting?
Nah

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Just normal clothes, no fursuit here.

How can I find you?
Probably will post a nice face pic of myself soonish so people know what I'd look like >_>

Do you draw?
A bit but not too well.

What are your limits to drawing?
Mostly the fact that I can't draw without a pose reference.

How old are you?
21

How tall are you?
5'11" give or take

Can I talk to you?
Yep! Usually I'm too shy to approach someone.

Can I touch you?
Please ask first, I'd really rather not have random people touching me.

Can I visit your room?
As long as you don't stalk me there and I invite you sure ^_^

Can I buy you drinks?
Not really sure why someone would o_O

Can I give you stuff?
Depends I guess, I usually can't give anything back so I feel awkward accepting gifts.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are fine if you ask, snuggle I can usually only do with a friend.

Are you nice?
Depends on who you ask :P

How long are you going?
Should be Friday-Sunday, might stick around a bit on Monday.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just call Sen or Senny

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Not sure at this point.

What/where will you be eating?
Probably should look around on the net to see what's around o_o

Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
Maybe, really depends on my mood at the time and if I already have plans with friends.

Can I look in your sketchbook?
I don't actually draw much in a sketchbook anymore since of how I draw now.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I may though bring one for the purpose of getting sketches in it.

Can I take your picture?
Ask first please, but if I say yes sure then ^_^

What's your goal for the con this year?
Have fun, see some friends I haven't seen in forever, and be a bit more social-ish

Yep decided I'm gonna attend so I may see some other fluffs or not :P
I'm pretty excited for this, the past month or so has been pretty depressing but I know I need to be getting out and doing stuff.

Anyways this'll be the first con that I go to where I'll be staying the whole time in the hotel <3
May go for some clothes shopping soon so I have some awesome stuff to wear ;P

What's your real name?
IRL I'm called Aaron, but Sen came about because it was easier for people to call me by and Senny came from a furfriend calling me that :P

How tall are you?
5'11" or something like that.

What's your natural hair color?
Brown.

What's your eye color?
Grey. (Can look blue or green depending on lighting, usually blue though)

What's your orientation?
Gay.

Are you single, taken or undecided?
Single.

What do you do in your spare time?
I game... a lot o_o, draw a bit, getting back into anime.

What do you like about yourself?
Well I'm squishy :P

What do you dislike about yourself?
I procrastinate a lot, let myself get too caught up in a single detail.

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
I'm fairly awkward :P

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
Agnostic, at this point I don't really care for religion.

Do you drink?
A bit but I'd say most of it would be done socially or when I just want to taste it. Usually I drink for the flavor though.

Do you smoke?
Nope.

What are your major fears?
Eh... I'd put that here why?

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Still do but it won't work out.

Who's your best buddy?
A few people on here and not on here. One of them being Foxen though.

What's your favorite dish?
Pasta :P
Pizza... and stuff

What's your favorite drink?
Vanilla Coke.

What's your favorite color?
Blue.

What's your favorite movie?
Most of the stuff from Ghibli... :P

What's your least favorite food?
Right now probably sushi but that'll change once I get past the whole mental thing from being sick from it.

What's the last meal you want before you die?
It matters?

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I don't have a car, plus even though I have my G1 I still haven't driven with it yet. As for what I'd like to drive... As long as it's a decent car I don't care.

What is your most disliked bug?
Bugs don't really bother me too much. So I'd have to say game breaking bugs >_<

For those looking for it it is here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13D1I5s236o
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Now this journal will include a bit of a quote on quote spoilers of what's revealed in this. One of the things being the new typing for Pokemon.

After finding out the new type of Pokemon I had to make a new journal, why? because I find it utterly stupid :D
It being Fairy type. Close enough to being light but the thing I find stupid (But I expected this to happen) is that a few Pokemon are being retyped.
Here are the list of Pokemon being retyped (Remember as I'm not too used to the names I may fuck it up a bit.... the retyped Pokemon are shown at 2:00) Jigglypuff, Gardevoir, and Marill. Most likely Igglybuff will be retyped too.
There will also be a new feature added called Pokemon-Ami. While not stupid, or too dumbly named (But dumb enough since I no likey the french language) it seems pointless since all you do in it is feed and pet your Pokemon... And no they do not become chubby and cuter or get hard-ons.
Release date is reconfirmed for October 12th.

Next up seems to be a new Wii U Mario. (Yes I'm writing and watching at the same time)
Looks like it uses an updated engine from Super Mario Galaxy 2... AND... OMFG NEW POWERUP!
And it is a Kitteh suit.. Well with that out of the way It seems like you can make Mario slide under things now Woot.
Ok... You want to know about the effing Kitty suit... Well looks like you can scratch Goombas now, happy?
Oh and he makes an angry Meow! Meow! He runs on his four paws, can do a dive jump diagonally, and walk up walls. (Not sure if it's limited in any way)
Oh and I forgot to mention, TUBES! you can slide around in tubes, that's better than a cat suit to me :P
And... you can also play as Luigi and Peach... Wait Peach?! WTF so we're playing a game with no goal? o_o
Oh hi blue toad... *whispers* no one likes you...
Well looks to be Multiplayer, but why not put Daisy in... she's better than blue toad.
And you can ride Dinos in this game... no not yoshis I don't know what these are...
And this is Called Super Mario 3D World.. With the O as a Paw :D and there's a tail on World :3
When the new powerup is announced the announcer does not sound impressed XD
Eh I'm getting tired of this so if you want me to continue just leave a comment :D

Questionare from JD-W which I has no clue where it came from.
Assumingly about the relationship you're currently in

1. Who eats more?
Zijjh does, I sorta just graze and nibble a bit at times but can eat a good amount at times.

2. Who said “I love you” first?
I'm pretty sure it was him. He made me pretty blushy at the time >////<

3. Who is the morning person?
Usually... When it comes down to it he is but we both like our sleep :P

4. Who sings better?
Him >_<. He has the practice and I have a shitty voice.

5. Who’s older?
Him again by 3 years 2 days give or take a few hours

6. Who’s smarter?
He's the bunny, of course he is.

7. Whose temper is worse?
His temper is worse but I'm more emotional

8. Who does the laundry?
He does it at his place and I do it at mine

9. Who does the dishes?.
Usually he cooks dinner at his place so he cleans up.

10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
He prefers the side facing out so he's not squished in between the wall.

11. Whose feet are bigger?
Pretty sure his fat feet are bigger than mine :3

12. Whose hair is longer?
His is, even after his ''haircut''

13. Who’s better with the computer?
I like to think I am but not by much.
He knows how to use Word and Excel much better than me though.

14. Do you have pets?
I have a dog at my house (though it's my sister's)
Zijjh has a turtle at his place, after almost three years it's still not clear whose turtle it is in his family.

15. Who pays the bills?
At this point we just have to worry about cell bills and restaurant bills so we pay seperately for phones whileat restaurants we take turns.

16. Who cooks dinner?
He usually cooks, closest I've done is fail at BBQing (Not my fault the burger patties were a bit fail in gluey-ness)

17. Who drives when you are together?
He does but I hope to get mine in the future.

18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
We take turns.

19. Who’s the most stubborn?
The bunny can be pretty stubborn at times I guess


20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
Admittedly sometimes it takes me a while.

21. Whose family do you see more?
More of his but at the same time his is more fun.

22. Who named your pet?
We don't own a pet together... and probably won't have a high maintenance one if we do.

23. Who kissed who first?
I think it was me but I'm not sure.

24. Who asked who out?
I made him ask me out a second time around Christmas a few years back because I was finally ready to have a relationship with him.

25. What did you do on your first date?
Well I think we saw a movie...?

26. Who’s more sensitive?
Me, always have been.

27. Who’s taller?
Still me... Wish I was shorter still.

28. Who has more friends?
He does I guess.

29. Who has more siblings?
I do.

30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
I guess he's the more masculine one.

Ok so just finished watching the movie Mulligans and I'm going "WHAT THE HELL"
The writer of the movie tries to play off that things have been resolved when in actuality the characters are still in turmoil and pretty much anyones game of what could happen.
The son is written to do a poor job of 'forgiving' his friend and it only feels forced and cold as he leaves his supposed friend to wait for the bus to get back to the college (instead of offering to drive him when he was going back... they attend the same college).
The father never really tries to fix things between his son's friend (the guy who he had an affair with) and his son but instead looks like a royal douch focusing on only his relationship with his son.
And then there's the part of the movie where a whole week goes by with pretty much no reason for it happening other than that was the easiest way for the writer to get the plot going again.

On top of this the friend is played by the writer/producer (Who is hot but seems.... just hot... stick to acting... please..)
Like really is there any good Gay movies that aren't porn?! Like hell the only really good thing about the movie is the scenery, and the occasional glimpse of nakedness!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3245599/
Good luck to anyone that enters!

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 1

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 6

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 7

[x]you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (dunno where it is though :(((( )
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fur suit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 9

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 14


[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared (only when I lose control... )
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ]you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 16

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often (I'm a fat ass what do you expect? ;3)
Total: 19

[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 22

Multiply your score by 2: 22 X 2 = 44

So I figured out the reason I'm a furry lol.

When I was a kid I was just as big of a nerd with kiddy games as I am now with a lot of other stuff. My favorite series was "Spy Fox" well now years later I am a fox :3 anyways yeah this isnt really an update but I've been meaning to make a journal >_< sorry

Kay so to start off

My Grandfather died before my step aunt could visit July 5th and she didn't even bother getting a flight so she could get to his funeral. The viewing.... it went ok, it was really awkward for me since the only time my aunt talked to me was when I asked her something towards the end. I wish the pastor or whatever he was from the church I went to had of not questioned me about why I felt I was gay and ect.... Seriously it was just out of line asking me that there near my nan, aunt, uncle and cousins who doesn't know I'm gay because my mom would rather them not know.

Anyways on Saturday the day after the viewing I was so nervous, Zijjh coming to the funeral with me made it a lot easier to go through the service, although I was really worried about dropping the casket I found out afterwards I was really over worrying. The reception afterwards went well until my sister who had been serving at the front of the church broke out crying.... I really felt helpless since the relationship between us has only gotten further apart over the years. After staying until all of the guests had left Zijjh and I left as well after helping bring up the coolers, and cleaning up the water from one of the coolers spilling :P.

That night I had really bad asthma and I'm really glad that I was sleeping with Zijjh that night. He had taken me out for dinner earlier but I was so out of it and trying not to just break down that it was making me a bit sick. But I really don't know how I would've gotten through the next week if Zijjh wasn't such an awesome supportive boyfriend.

Monday felt so shitty, I woke up at 7am to get ready for summer school, and shower, oh yea also get dressed. I got to school at about ten to eight and I had to figure out what room my class was in, and where the hell that room was. If anything I'm the most grateful for in my math course I'm extremely grateful for having a really awesome and fun teacher who treated her students as adults. During the first week I finally got paid for the job I did and I bought a PS3 wooo!

By the way I'm looking for people to play online with for the following games:

GTA IV

Little Big Planet

Naughty Bear (Bought for me by  zijjh )

Resistance 2

Whatever Games I Get In The Future

PSN ID: Sennyize

The first two weeks were bad because we had the hottest classroom in the school but got progressively better. One day our teacher bought us all freezies and it felt so good to just be cooled down by that. Also as the class went on students started to bring in fans so we had more than just 1 fan in the class.

After two weeks we found out our teacher was able to get us an air conditioned classroom! Although around the same time that happened my net got cut off because my dad didn't pay the all godly net bill D:. The next two weeks that were left in the course were much better. My exam grades ended up being 90% for my first exam and 81.25% for my second exam. My total grade was 73% before the exams and 77% after :3

Now a little over 3 weeks has passed since then and last week the net finally got turned on :P. Also not last Saturday but the one before that I got to spend a extremely awesome day with  lightningtiger who was awesome enough to finally buy me the slice of cheesecake he promised me for my birthday last year :3 I also ended up convincing the tiger to play the most awesome game ParaParaParadise and we did a fail karaoke, plus I got him to do DDR :D.

After us being awesomely skilled in PMall we went and set out on the adventure to go to Zijjh's work. Zijjh ended up picking us up at Fairview while he was on break and at Zijjh's work while the tiger was in the little tiger's room I ordered him a triple baconator combo with a large fries, minus the drink replacing that with a M&M Frostie, I ordered myself a double pattie cheeseburger with a large fries and a M&M Frostie. Needless to say the tiger was surprised the rest of the day that there's such a thing as a triple baconator. Zijjh's break ended and we stuck around for a little bit longer then decided to go on the adventure of going to the Eaton's Center. Getting off the bus we end up going the total wrong way to Fairview but at least we walked a bit :D.

Finally reaching the Eaton's Center from the Subway we end up realising that the mall closed in 30 minutes! We wandered around a bit and came across a health suppliment store so we go inside. While the tiger was looking for some weight gain stuff for me to price out I decided to be an evil kit >:3. I entered the tiger in for a contest for a free membership at GoodLife Fitness and just as he found out that's what I was doing it was all too late >:3. Seriously I had an amazing day that day and I can't thank the tiger enough for coming all the way to the east end to see this kit :).

So yea I've sorta been trying to not take this out on anyone for the past week and that's why I'm not on msn too much D: but I will slowly come back :D

Thanks to anyone who gets to the end of this journal :)

To be honest I'm blaming it on that I've been avoiding a lot recently.

Family wise everything is... well how it's been for the past year almost.

Socially wise, I'm avoiding a lot of "normal social contact" and I really don't know what to do about it.

School wise, I haven't set foot in a classroom in over 6 months but I have been working on my schoolwork. Also I'm taking Gr 12 Math during July for Summer School. (Hoping I don't go crazy in it)

I should be getting paid from a temp job that I got through family. Thus I'm getting a PS3 with a PS2 from a guy for $400 with 8 PS2 games and about 6 PS3 games.

There's been a lot on my mind, and even more that I've been avoiding.

I'm not looking forward to this summer, lots of drama is going to be on my end whether I want it or not.

July 5th my "step-aunt" from england is coming over. My poppa (who married my nan 1 or 2 years after his wife and my grandfather died when I was about 2 or 3.) has Alzheimer (sp?) which has made him forget... pretty much everything. My nan is 80 and only last year she had put in in a "nursing" home so he could be better taken care of, it was one of the hardest decisions she made. I don't know what to do. I want to get involved. But.. it's only because I care about people's feelings, not the people themselves in this case. Anyways the reason my step aunt is coming is to check on my poppa's will, which by now cannot be changed... he's too out of it now...

My nan has to move funds to her account that are her's from the joint account she has with him before he dies... otherwise my step aunt will challenge the will and cause my nan not to have any money to survive off of.

I've never been close to poppa... But.. I hate it how my step aunt is going to treat him in his memory and how she's going to bring all of this drama.

I hate to say this but I doubt he'll live that much longer than this summer... The doctors said last year he shouldn't last longer than a few months last year, the clock for the drama is ticking and part of me just wants to be there for my nan.

I don't like how my aunt treats my nan, she may be tough and she may of married her father quickly but I don't believe she's given my nan a fair chance nor understands how much my poppa meant to her. My nan and (great) aunt shirley are very alike in situations even though one's in the canary island's (my great aunt) and one's in the toronto/scarbrough area. Both of them cared very much for their husbands. My grat aunt is currently caring for my uncle don, if I had the money... I'd visit her so that she could see me again... The last time she saw me was when I was around 2 or 4 but she has always sent me a christmas card, birthday and she's always been positive towards me.

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o_o wow... Lol I just had a big rant... and thank you to anyone who reads all of this journal post... I guess this has just been bumming me out ever since I saw my nan last week... and I guess since I heard from my mom that my poppa had another stroke on monday.

I just want him to die peacefully... For how much him and my nan were involved in my younger days, and how happy he was to get the chance of having grandchildren by marrying my nan..

Anyways. bye

[] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[] You own a designer purse. (Me having a purse? Maybe in the future LOL)
[] You own perfume that cost over $60 (o_o why spend that much money on a smell?)
[] You had/have fake nails
[] You have more hair products and body products than you can use (I barely use ANY hair products)
[] Your pet is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier(mix)/Siamese/Shih Tzu/mini anything. (My sis owns a shih-poo... yes it's a badly named mix breed)
[] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet(My sister has booties for her dog and a housecoat and a rain coat and some sweaters for her dog)
[] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp (I wish I could buy that many clothes right now >///<)
[] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper (*confuzzled*)
[] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets(People may be suprised by me saying this but I don't :P)
Total So Far: 0

Do you:
[x] Spend more time at the mall than you do at homework (Hey, consider how much time I actually spend DOING homework :P)
[x] Have had a hair color that is not natural (Assuming it means dying hair.... yea)
[x] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[x] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear/use it (My sword and a console and some games I have are total proof of my girlyness >_>)
[] Constantly keep your phone at your side (Lol only when I have a new phone)
[x] Dance around in your/a room when nobody else is home…(uhhhh damn I don't wanna say yes but I didn't want to lie >////<)
[] Have a name for your cars (Parents had a name for the old van, Smokey the not very environmentally friendly bear)
[] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week( all i knew was Marilyn Manson dated a pin up girl, and she dumped him on christmas)
[] Refuse to go out in public without makeup (I don't have the money for makeup -_-)
[] Prefer to be called "princess" (Nah.... lil kit, or Senny or other cute lil names :3)
Total So Far: 5

Do you love:
[] Makeup (I haven't tried it much but the stuff I wore during dance recitals years ago was fun to wear)
[] Glitter(Unless it's the sparkley kind from bunny butts then no)
[] The color Pink… (uh... unless im being in one of my extreme femmy moods then no)
[x] Jewelry (Bracelet, earring [may soon be earrings!], occasional necklace)
[] Mirrors (Not really... but I don't hate them)
[] Chick flicks (Depends on the flick.... I'm all over the map almost on movies)
[] Shoes (I only wear New Balance shoes but that's because they're cheap and they work with my flat feet)
[] Rainbows (meh, unless it's the good rainbow)
[] Unicorns (Hell no, if I found one I'd sell it for millions)
[] Disney Movies(Damn I just saw a Disney movie last night.... BUT it was Prince of Persia: Sands of Time)
[] Flowers (they smell good but I don't love them in my allergy seasons)
[x] Stuffed Animals (I want lots more!!!!)
[] Purses (I love messenger bags)
Total So Far: 7

Do you shop at:
[] Coach
[] Forever 21
[] Victoria's Secret
[] Guess
[] Claire's
[] Express
[] Delia's
[] Hollister
[] American Eagle
[] Abercrombie Fitch
[] Aeropostale
(I have some clothes BUT they were hand me downs)
Total So Far: 7

Do you say:
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god…
[x] Hun (Only a few times)
[] Fugly
[x] That's hot (At least once every ten minutes when I'm in a mall)
[] Dunzo
[] Darling
[] Bff
[] Cutie
[] Hottie
[] Skank
[] Totally
[] For Sure
[] Fabulous
Total So Far: 11

Do you read:
[] Cosmopolitan
[] Glamour
[] Marie Claire
[] Elle Girl
[] Teen Vogue
[] People
[] Us Weekly
[] Star
[] Self
[] PerezHilton.com
[] Dlisted.com
[] Seventeen
[] people.com
[] usmagazine.com
[] popsugar.com
[] Pink Is The New Blog.com
(Why would I?)
Total so Far:11

Do you love these:
[] Legally Blonde
[] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls (Fuck you, it saved me from being bored for 2 hours going up to Ottawa for my gr 8 grad trip)
[] Now & Then
[] The Notebook
[] A Walk to Remember
[] Sweet Home Alabama
[] Where the Heart is
[] Just My luck
[] John Tucker Must Die
[] Center stage
[] Bring it On
[] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[] Mona Lisa Smile
[] My Girl
[] The Wedding Date
[] 10 Things I Hate About You
(What about Grease?)
Total So Far: 12

Do you really enjoy:
[] America's Next Top Model
[] Project Runway
[] Desperate Housewives
[] The Simple Life
[] 8th & Ocean
[] Sex & the City
[] Grey's Anatomy
[] The O.C.
[] The City
[] Nip/Tuck
[x] Gilmore Girls (When I was MUCH younger when it was on)
[] Degrassi
( I like Bones, Criminal Minds, CSI, Dr. Steve-o, or any other doctor show that shows some blood)
Total: 13

Take your total and multiply it by 2. Then repost this as "I am #% Girly." With the number you got as the percent of course.

26% Girly.

Sketches for Ret Rescue
Mainely Rat Rescue released the details of the horrible situation they encountered and why they desperately needed the quarantine homes. There are a number of pregnant females and unhealthy rats that were surrendered to the rescue, and money is needed to help fund their medication and care.

You can see the details of the latest surrender here in my livejournal:
http://stormslegacy.livejournal.com/30291.html



I would like to do a fundraiser to help raise money for the cause.

Just $10 can supply antibiotics to as much as 5 rats in need. $5 will feed all of their pregnant females for a day...every little bit helps!

How this will work:

Go to the paypal donate button at the bottom of this link. Donate money, whatever you can, be it a dollar or twenty.
http://mainelyratrescue.org/rattieb.....g2/?page_id=28

Send me a screenshot or something as proof that you donated, and a link to a character, an emotion (happy, sad, mischeivious...) and whether you want them nude or clothed. I will make sketches of a quality determined by the donation--larger donations = more time spent, 1 dollar donations = quickie sketches. For donations of $15 or more, you can suggest 2 characters. $20 gets some detail to a background and $25 gets you three characters (may be a group shot, or might be 3 seperate pics).

Unless the donation is $20 or more, I get to choose pose etc. For complicated characters if you only give a dollar it will most likely be a headshot or the like.

These will be scanned in, not shipped, though if you buy something else down the road I can ship it then. If you pay more that $10 I'll gladly reconsider, I just don't want to be shipping out a bunch of $1 sketches, it's just not worth the hassle.

EDIT TO ADD: I'll be doing these all this week and into Sunday, so if you can't until friday or whatever that's fine.

If people could put a link in their journals and pass the word on I'm doing this I would be grateful, it would be a good way to help if you can't donate. I'm running a contest for those that spread the word, drawing is on Sunday:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1262385/


DRAWINGS DONE SO FAR:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3543342

(Link to the original)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1261789/

1. Why do you like fat/inflation?

More to Cuddle I guess X3


2. Which is better? Fat or Inflation? And why?

I prefer fat usually but I don't really like air inflation


3. Would you consider your liking sexual or not?

Hehehe


4. Fat/Inflated guys or girls?

Gay = Guy


5. Do you like inflation furs who are latex or rubber instead of fur?

I think Latex and Rubber is good for other things but I dunno XD


6.Would your character prefer fat or inflation?

My character as well as me prefers fat <3


7.Opinion on slob furs.

I can be in the mood a good amount of time to get a bit messy ;3

8. Opinion on vore.

As long as it makes the belly better :3


9. Best type of fur to fatten or inflate?

I think it can be cubby furs (meant as for teenaged) ;3


10. Do you like it when the inflated fur pops or the fat fur explodes?

Uhhhh not really... then there's all that blood to clean up.


11. Blueberry inflation?

Isn't it just popularized from Willy Wonka?


12. What is one thing you don't like about fat/inflation?

The rp's sometimes can get really repetitive... then again that's with any rp I guess.


13. Who is the best inflation/fat artist?

I seriously don't really say who's a better artist for a few reasons:

1) Usually I haven't met the person.

2) I judge the art but I cannot juge the artist if I haven't met them.


14. If their fursona was real, who would you most likely force feed/inflate and huggle? (not your character)

Hehehe I know some furs I would do that to X3


15. Do you like fat/inflation of characters from tv shows or video games?

I dunno, none in particular comes up in my mind.


16. Do your non fat fur or non inflation friends mind that you're into that stuff? Or even that you're a furry?

None mind that know.


17. Does your family know that you're into fat/inflation or that you're a furry?

My parents and brother think I'm into beastaility >.>


18. Do they approve of it?

Beastality? Not really XD


19. Do you think it's fair to call it a "fat fetish" or "inflation fetish"?

Uhhhhhh nuuuuuu *sees a huge sweaty fat bunny and then.... umpfh umpfh umpfh umpfh umpfh*


20. Would you like a cookie?

Nuuuuuuuuuuu *takes them all* I want all of them!