Sorry for my emo-ness and writing of the previous journal. People and life just kick ya in the balls (or ovaries I should say) outta the blue and after the curling into the fetal position on the floor and after you start to collect yourself, rage sets in and then you want everything to die. I think I'm over it, I dunno, was pretty ok today then pretty happy for about 30mins and after that kept a kinda buzz from it till sleepy stepped in.

Meow. I think I should sleep~

I don't feel much like drawing anything lately.. I'm angry hurting and apparently invisible to everyone. I can't draw in such a mood and I don't think such a mood will be lifted very soon.. Who frickin' know, we'll just have to see.

I hate not meaning shit to anyone but my cats and my little dog, that makes me so angry!

I don't know what to put here in this journal.. umm.. Lemme see..

Let me introduce myself I guess. Just call me SJ, or Bean, whichever you like. I'm 24 and live between 2 homes in NY and Florida (But by all means, I'm not wealthy, it's a parent thing. I'm 24 but there's still a fight over me because I'm just the most awesome daughter!) I usually only draw when something or someone inspires me, with my art I'm very driven by my emotions. I'm currently in love with a wonderful man.. that's out of reach and nothing will probably ever come from it, but a girl can dream right? =)

If you watch me, just a heads up, I'm not one to draw nudity that shows anything or "sexual situations" and if I ever did it would probably one time and then I'd be too embarrassed to do it again lol