My friend on skype wants his sister to get well known on Fur Affinity so I said I would promote her because I knew a lot of people who wanted to get great art of their characters.

Here is her fur affinity -- http://www.furaffinity.net/user/illianinagi/

Please watch her and if you can support her. She's new to fur affinity from deviant art because of those meanies so lets make her feel welcome and loved ^-^

Hi guys! Sorry I've been gone for like... I don't know weeks? 2 weeks maybe?
I've been super busy with tons of stuff going on at my new apartment. We moved into a nice little town called Ranchester and it's amazing <3

Been busy with apartment arranging plus - taking care of my new border collie puppy named Lily. She's a hand full and makes me so tired I never have any time to get on >.< Well I had time now so... To those who are still my friends I wanted to let you know <333

I probably won't become fully active again until maybe the middle of october. I've got a shit ton of stuff I need to get worked on and plenty of things I need to save up for. Plus owning lily keeps me busy.

I made a new skype though to keep those who cause me drama away from me. I probably won't hand out the username until sometime next month so don't get mad if you don't get it right away. D: It doesn't mean I hate you it just means I'm busy!

Thank you to all who are with me and are my friends but I might go on a less active streak on FA x3 The community is great and all but I'm just so busy. I won't sell my characters just won't buy art of them anymore.

I'll post more later when I'm not busy! Bye and I love you all <33

I'm typing this on my phone since my computer is already packed and shipped to my moms. I'm leaving for wyomong today. I decided since I was doing a good job on packing might as well do it earlier. So I'm leaving at 3:50 my time which is in about 4 hours. But that goes fast. I love you all and thank you so much to those who gave me advice for this. My mom is being forced to get a two bedroom by the manager lol. My job will be a caregiver for her. I get paid for taking care of my mom lol. And a guy she's talking to with for financial help is gonna even help me go to college. So that'll be nice. I'm really nervous but excited. Pray the trip goes well. Bye ^^

Well, me and my mother took the time to talk and really get into the conversation about what's going on. How things would be done.

She is legitely leaving Juan. She even told him so today which made me giggle a bit at his reaction. I talked about getting my stuff over there and everything. My computer would be well taken care of. And anything else of value I have would be sent with my mom.

Sadly I wouldn't get to keep my cats since Juan swears Yo-Yo is my brother's (even though I had raised her) and Oscar is forever in love with Juan so he'll go as well. Mom said I'll be able to get a dog and a cat. So I'm gonna look at the local shelter to see if I can't give any lonely dogs and cats a loving home.

Brandon would still be able to come we even talked that out and got his ticket fixed up and what not. He'll be able to stay as long as he wants and he is even allowed to move in if he wanted to. (She's really loosened up lol) I think my mom has become someone I can feel I can be around with out being judged now.

She called me as asked me if this thursday would be good but I thought that was jumping the gun a bit to soon lol.. I know she wants to get out but I'm still nervous a little. So... basically. I'll be leaving on September 11th and getting there September 13th (Taking a bus to lower costs) All my stuff will be safe. I'll probably be busy this next week packing and taking care of stuff.

And I... I want to thank Phaedrus the most for being there for me...This has been a big stressful thing to deal with and he's with me no matter what. I think I'm starting to understand why no matter how much that ring he gave me is abused it never breaks.... This promise ring is legit... <3

So... I went out shopping early afternoon with my grandparents and my mother called my grandma's cell phone to talk to me and told me to check my email. I had to use my phone and I checked it and got an email from my mom saying she was leaving my step-dad (For the 3rd time) and wanted to know if I wanted to come live with her again as an adult...

I don't know why, but just the thought in general made me want to cry. Mostly from confusion and the fact I'm emotionally unstable right now due to hormones. I asked her if it was legit this time and she said yes, but I'm still nervous... I haven't live happily with my mom in almost, I don't know 2 years maybe? So I decided to make a list of pros and cons of going with my mom... And was wondering if anyone could give me advice on what I should do...

-- PROS OF GOING BACK TO LIVE WITH MY MOM --

-- She's my mom, and I love her a lot and I haven't gotten to see her in forever.
-- Juan won't be there so I know there won't be any fighting between me and her.
-- She said that Brandon can still come in December because it's not an issue.
-- I'd get to be with my cats again and possibly even get a big dog.
-- Playing World of Warcraft with my mom all the time like I use to.
-- We'd be able to do mother daughter things again like we always use to.
-- I'd get to be loud (I can't at night cause of my grandparents x3)
-- Since it's Wyoming and I love the surrounding view I'd probably get out more.
-- I could easily find a job since I'm well known back there for being a loyal and hard worker.
-- I think I'd be 507 miles closer to brandon...?
-- I could get the medical benefits I needed.
-- Wouldn't have to deal with my sister anymore.

Now... For the bad part... The cons of going back to live with my mom...

-- CONS OF GOING BACK TO LIVE WITH MY MOM --

-- She could change her mind at any moment and go back to Juan and I'd be stuck in Wyoming.
-- I could lose stuff of my stuff that's here in California cause it's to big to move.
-- Some of the stuff I have saved for when I have my own family is VERY breakable and rare.
-- I couldn't see my grandparents anymore or anyone else special to me in California.
-- If something happened to my grandparents I couldn't be there to take care of them.
-- I wouldn't get to see my brother brandon (Won't get to anyway)
-- Juan might still be around and try to cause crap between me and my mom
-- If she's goes back on her word I can't get back to California.
-- I don't know how she feels about me spending money on Art.
-- Drama might start up between us and I wouldn't be able to fix it.
-- She might get depressed and regret having me and then I'd feel like an awful person and want to die.
-- I don't know if I can handle the stress if something goes wrong since I won't have any body to turn to.

I just need some advice... I want to go back to my mom. It's my mom I love her. But I'm so scared that if she goes back on her word and goes back to Juan I will be left alone in wyoming with no way to get back to California... I know Phaedrus won't be able to bail me out because he'll still be in college... I get to be free again but... If something goes wrong I'll automatically be trapped... I need help on what to do... Just any advice...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5018512/

Make sure you read the rules first :3

Maybe wish her a late birthday if you missed it~!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5017169/

She's offering a raffle for a picture with any of her characters~!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5016400/

I think the prize is a badge so that'd be flipping awesome x3!!! Make sure you read the rules first!

She hit 300 watchers while still working on her 200 raffle so lets all go gratz her!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5008759/

So all my paycheck for awhile went to pay a couple things that were much needed xD So I wasn't able
to get what I needed paid. (Sorry needs before wants always)

So to get the things I NEED to pay, paid. I decided to take all the adoptables I have left and sell
them for $5 or less. So everything you see in this stash is all $5 or less. Some come with extra art.

I know there not fursonas but they are adorable. If you can't just maybe spread it around~ I'll do this until I have the money I need to pay people back. So around 2 or 3 adoptables.

Adoptables Right Here!

The only one not for sale is Adalaya the purple and black deer. She's for trade cause I found out I can't resell her so. If you want to adoptable trade let me know.

Remember all the adoptables are $5 or under. So pay not attention to the price just pick and tell me which one you like! Thank you <3!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4973321/

Remember it's to help someone else get their character drawn. Not yours. So don't be a selfish baby D:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11395699/

She's also selling a few anime collections!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4970223/

MadshyIsSoShy

(And awesome)

People I have commissioned and paid on Fur Affinity


- Full Body Color Chibi of Blanche - Paid - Being worked on in stream


- Full Body Flat Color of Blanche in everyday outfit - Paid - Waiting WIP


- Custom Adopt of Panther for Phaedrus - Not Paid - Awaiting WIP


People I have commissioned on Deviant Art and Paid


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People I commissioned on Fur Affinity and need to pay



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People I commissioned on Deviant Art and need to pay



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People on Fur affinity I want to commission and what


- Sketch Commission of Blanche - $30 - She has to like her ;w;


- Sketch Commission of Celes - $20


- Reference Sheet of Blanche - $50 - Only Available via journals



- Half Body of Blanche - $25 - Waiting for her to open commissions


- Cheebs of Blanche - $ Depending on complexity - Waiting for journal


- Full Body Flats of Blanche - $35 - During Stream Commissions


- YCH of Blanche - Have to wait for auction or journal


People on Deviant Art I want to commission and what


WanNyan - Derp Face Icon of Blanche and Phaedrus's character - $6 - Waiting for her to open



Hyanna-Natsu - Chibi Cell Shading of Blanche - $10 - Waiting for more money



Auctions I am in on Fur Affinity and end dates


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Auctions I'm in on Deviant Art and end dates


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So one of my friends said that I should put more of myself into Caelestia so... I figured I'd update her bio a little bit <3

- Info that's missing.

Since Caelestia is basically me in real life, or the me I wish I could be one of the things Caelestia loves doing is changing up her hairstyle (I've lost track of how many times I've dyed and cut my hair)
So if you see Caelestia with a new hair cut and color every once in awhile. It's probably because I dyed my hair and want her to do the same xD

- Update on her duty to Celestials.
So I thought I was going to be the commander of the Celestial army but because of Jake, I've now been put as the General or leader of the celestial army. (Thanks Bro means so much >>) I believe Kiko called it the Serephimus. (Kiko please correct me if I'm wrong) So Caelestia is now the leader of the royal army.

I will also be writing a most descriptive version of how she and phaedrus met. (As payment for aplogizing to my boyfriend for some early incidents so)

Thank you!!

Please remember that my Celestial is my fursona of me. The me I wish I could be or wish I could do. If you see yourself somehow related in this story it's probably because I love you or I really hate you. What my fursona does is what I want to do. If you have a problem with what I do, then go read something else. Only positive comments or none at all. Thank you~!

Name - Caelestia Tenebrae (Latin translation for Celestial Darkness) Nickname - Cael (Ci-el)

Age - In human years she's 19, in Celestial years she's about 190 million years old

Species - Celestial Red Panda/Fox

Markings - Tribal Moon on her tail, chest, thighs, hands, shoulders, ears, feet, and ankles

Sex - Female

Special Features - Her coat has the ability to change from a pure white, which has been deemed her normal form, to a darker almost black coat with few hints of blue, which has been deemed her celestial form.

Body Details - Her tongue, Her nipples, and in between the legs are all neon purple.

Birthplace before Celestial - Caelestia was born in Ohio.

Birthplace after celestial - In the sky of the northern crown after receiving the star of Gemma from Sirias.

Birthday - August 24th, 1994

Core Insignia's Name - Peaceful Lulaby

Core Insignia's Function - The function of Caelestia's Peaceful Lullaby allows her to put any to sleep, or control them just by singing. Once Caelestia has her sights on someone, she can either give a high pitched song to paralyze them, a low pitched song to put them to sleep, or a normal pitch to control them. Most of the time she just gives a low pitched to put them to sleep and torment them with nightmares.

Star - Gemma

Star Origin - Gemma is the Alpha Star of the Northern Crown Region, Her sister Caelestem, carries the other half of the Alpha star known as Alphecca, when translated and put together their two stars mean "The Broken Gem"

Favorite Color - Sapphire Blue

Eye Color - Vampire Green

Hair Color - Is black with green and blue highlights, reaching down to her legs, transitioning from black to sapphire blue as it goes.

Hair Style - She keeps her hair very long. It is somewhat wavy, not hard for her to manage though. She always keeps it back unless she's playing, working or doing anything that involves a lot of moving in which case she will put it into a very long braid.

First Outfit - This consist of a black strapless shirt that reaches her thighs, complete with denim slit jeans, and
black boots that only go up to her ankles. She will often only wear this outfit when going out in public.

Second Outfit - This consist of what is more of her comfort zone. This is an outfit that is more of a +18 outfit.
She will often wear this around Phaedrus to be a tease to him. However she only wears this when she's at home and doesn't really use this outfit to tease him all that much.

Third Outfit - This consist also of what is her comfort zone. This is also a +18 outfit. She will wear this outfit
when she's trying to be a tease to Phaedrus hardcore. Which it often works. When ever she feels evil or taunting, she will wear this outfit. This is her celestial outfit that she wears when she goes out at night to cause chaos.

Wings - Her wings are small in their dominate form. But they consist of black mini angel wings. When she releases her celestial form, the wings then become full and split into two sets fading to a white. (The wings turning from black to white show that there is still some good in her she just refuses to let anyone see it due to the fact so many have hurt her)

Weapon - An orb attached to her wrist capable of changing into any weapon she thinks of at the time. The orb will change weapons however it will never change color.

How did you die - Caelestia had a very stressful life and felt she could only depend on two people. Her sister Rhee, and her best friend who she loved dearly, Zelos. She wanted the two to meet so they could all have fun together, but eventually Caelestia noticed that Zelos often brushed her off, but never brushed off her sister. Caelestia tried to ignore the fact the pain was there, but things just became to unbearable. Eventually Caelestia confronted her sister to talk about what had been going on, only to find out the two were now together. This event had caused Caelestia to completely lose her mind and she grabbed the nearest thing she could find being a knife, caught her sister off guard and began to repeatedly stab her. Caelestia had completely lost her mind, her eyes showed nothing but hatred. She began to laugh insanely as she repeatedly stabbed her sister more saying, I'm doing this because I don't want you to be hurt anymore. She laughed more and more as she stabbed her sister until eventually her sister was no longer moving.
After five minutes it was all over and Caelestia had calmed down noticing what she had done. She dropped the knife noticing her sister's blood all over her body. She looked back at her sister then to her, but she would not cry. She felt happy like the darkness had completely taken over her, she eventually began to laugh again and soon later stabbed herself knowing what would happen to her if her family had found out.

Past before Celestial - She had a very happy life when she had people she could trust, but things seemed to always go from bad to worse when it happened. The love of her life died in a car accident, her best friend she had trusted went with her sister, and her sister had betrayed her which led to Caelestia killing her. She never really knew her father much and her mother was very sick so Caelestia often had to take care of her. Caelestia only had 3 siblings. Rhee, her sister who had betrayed her, Elena, the sister she had lost contact with many years ago, and Alexander, she had raised him herself but he was older now and the family had pushed her aside to take care of him now that he was more independent.

Past after Celestial - Caelestia was adopted by Sirias as protector. She felt a strong duty to protect Eriana and Atria, her adopted sisters. She was considered a princess but did not like having the title so much. She preferred to be a warrior, fighting alongside with many others to protect the Celestial homeland. She is the second hand leader of the celestial army right under the celestial commander, Jake. They enjoy being best friends and will often fight with each other for fun.

Present after celestial - Caelestia is now a more calm and lively person since when first arriving to Celestial. She will often write stories about the celestials who gave their lives to keep this place safe as well as spend time with the sister she was given when she became the star of Gemma, her sister Caelestem. Caelestia now has a fiance known as Phaedrus. They will spend a lot of time together when he isn't busy making experiments for the celestials. She will often smack him around to get him to come back down to earth considering all his time is spent in his room building.

How you became a celestial - After Caelestia murder her sister, then killed herself. Her soul began to slip away. She figured she was going to hell for both sins she had committed, but she was suddenly stopped and was surrounded by a dark space of bright stars, of which she noticed two of them were slowly going out. She was greeted by Sirias, the queen of the celestials, and Gemma and Alphecca, the two dieing stars of the northern crown. They offered her a deal. "Caelestia, we know your heart has been tainted but we also see good in there as well. We need strong people like you to aid us, we will give you new life... If you agree to be
the new Gemma and Alphecca stars..." Caelestia looked at all three of the beautiful women. "But I am only one, how can I be two?" Sirias smiled and showed her what looked like a child wrapped in a sweet clear bubble. "This is the life of which you wished to have, it has all your positive emotions and love inside her. This will be our Alphecca star if you agree..." Caelestia looked at the little bubble... The side of her that wished to exist? Caelestia looked at them and nodded. Sirias handed her the bubble and with Caelestia's
touch, a girl looking exactly like her before all this stressful life appeared and smiled. She smiled back and the two held hands. Caelestia and Caelestem... You are now Gemma and Alphecca, The Broken Gem of the northern crown...

What you do after being a celestial - Caelestia works at a cafe when she is not at home. She never likes staying cooped up for long so will often get out by going to her job at the cafe. Phaedrus also works there with her, but is only on a few hours shift so she hardly sees him there. She will make the tea as well as serve the quests there. Everyone loves her and children will often come by to listen to her stories of adventure.

Glow color - Her glow color that surrounds her body is a midnight blue to represent the darkness still within her heart.

What your celestial is - My celestial is the celestial being of darkness. She is the negative emotions that fill and sometimes rise within our hearts. She is rage, jealousy, revenge, and aggressive sadness. She is not good at explaining her emotions at all, and will often be seen flying around giving people nightmares. Her heart is so tainted from the years of hate, revenge, and jealousy, it is wondered if she will ever be truly happy or have any love within her heart. Phaedrus has attempted to keep her happy, but with one wrong move his attempts become a failure.

Personality - Even though Caelestia has a cold heart, she still does show love to those who she deems trustworthy. She's a wonderful friend to Jake, RaptorSlut, and Aimi, as well as LilKittenAlice, the ones she knows. She's a devoted sister and princess to Eriana, and Atria. A faithful celestial warrior and child to Sirias, and a loving, caring wife to Phaedrus. She loves her twin Caelestem, and will do her best to protect her. She refuses to let Caelestem do something without her knowing, but Caelestem is alright with this. Caelestia is a combination between a Yandere and a Tsundere. She's very over protective of Phaedrus and Caelestem, mean to others but loves them dearly. She will often be quiet except for in places she's comfortable such as the cafe, or around friends, or even at Phaedrus scientist lab where he works with others. She's very aggressive, hurting those who mess with Phaedrus and Caelestem as well as her celestial family. She gets teased by Jake a lot, both teasingly and playing.

Lover - Phaedrus, Alpha of the Giauzar star.

Lover's History - When Phaedrus first came to be a celestial, he saw Caelestia talking with Caelestem and instantly fell in love with her, however was to shy to talk to her and just admired her from afar. After a few months of working along side her in the lab and meeting her when he was to greet the queen he mustered up the courage to talk to her. Still she brushed him off, not wanting to be in a relationship due to Zelos. A few months turned into a year and she had warmed up to him enough to talk to him, however she still did not trust him at all. This was good enough for Phaedrus because it was still a step forward. Eventually after two years, Phaedrus had gathered up enough courage to show his affection towards Caelestia by forming their names together in the stars. Caelestia noticed this, but pretended she hadn't seen anything and Phaedrus's attempts went unnoticed for two more years. After four years had passed, the two had been called in to defend the Celestial homeland once again. While Caelestia was busy fighting the commander, Jake had run off to find the leader and kill him. Phaedrus had stayed behind to give medical treatment to all who were wounded. Phaedrus had come close to where Caelestia was when she was caught off guard by a second commander knocking her back and giving her cuts and bruises all over her body. Phaedrus acting quick managed to snatch her in time before the commander's weapon hit where she was, after which Jake appeared and killed them both. After Caelestia awoke she thanked Jake and Phaedrus for what they had done and began to warm up even more to Phaedrus. After her wounds had healed they embraced in her bed chambers and were mated. Phaedrus is now Caelestia's husband and suffers thru her abuse everyday but says he wouldn't have it any other way.

Hobbies - Reading, Writing, Drawing, Playing Video games, Singing, Being troublesome, Annoying Phaedrus, listening to him play the piano, going shopping with Caelestem, being around Caelestem (She finds her aura calms her down)

Passion - Writing and telling the stories to children at her cafe

Job - Waitress at the Cafe also known as "La Parfelle"

Family before Celestial - A mother who she took care of all the time. A father who she hardly knew. A younger sister named Rhee, who she killed before becoming a celestial. A young sister named Elena, not much is known about her where-about. A younger brother named Alexander, she cares deeply for him and would give anything to see him safe.

Family after Celestial - Sirias, her new adopted mother. Eriana and Atria, her two new adopted sisters who she looks up to. Phaedrus, her husband who she loves very much but will often be cruel to. Caelestem, her twin sister who she will protect day and night with. She sees Caelestem as a way to right the wrong she did with Rhee in her previous life. Jake, he's her best friend but she still loves him like family.

Friends - Phaedrus, Jake, Eriana, Atria, Sirias, RaptorSlut, Aimi, Blair, LilKittenAlice, Blackthorn Tiger

Tattoos - She has a tribal rose on her lower back (She hates when people call it a tramp stamp)

Piercings - Her left ear is pierced with three stars, Her right ear is pierced with two stars, her nipples are pierced, her tongue is pierced, and her slit is pierced.

Favorite Food - She loves steak with a passion

Pet - An Alaskan malamute named Sasha

Married? - Yes to Phaedrus.

Celestial Room Design - Her room seems ordinary on the outside, but when you step inside your automatically teleported to the northern crown where her star Gemma resides. Her room is filled with midnight blue furniture and star filled water. Phaedrus will often spend his time here with her. If you look out the windows you can see the stars within the sky.