I feel so drained, feeling unfulfilled, used... I feel like just stopping any trades here on FA, I'm just tired of it all, and I don't want to do them on here anymore until I consider otherwise. Until then, I WILL NOT be doing any trades, requests, or anything of that nature

Lately, I've been feeling like I'm worthless, rejected by almost everyone seemingly. It hurts worse than a knife to a knee, and I feel like my last remaining joy has bled out of me. My friends have been talking to each other but not to me and, I feel like they don't care. I don't know anymore, and it makes me wonder what's the point of life anymore if no one truly cares about you.

I'm sorry for making people so upset, including  Turkinwif because I see what he means now, by why he didn't want Trump to win. I feel remorseful and sorry for anyone who is scared, and I want everyone to know that I don't support either at all anymore. I am scared myself because of what people are doing to me, and I am scared to see what people have done to others, both on social media and irl. I feel embarrassed of what I said, and how I made a lot of people uncomfortable, and I hope that those people can forgive me.

I've experienced quite some disturbing things, and It hurts when people whom you look up to wish for someone's death, and it didn't happen until today when Trump won. I am bashed on social media and irl, it hurts, some of these people are people who I adore, and, it feels like betrayal, being stabbed in the back in a way. I don't know much about politics, but Clinton scares me with some of the things I've seen live, and some things like Trump's words that are sometimes vulgar and aggressive worry me too, just not as much. I guess expressing your opinions truly is a crime, if everyone hates you for it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:50607754

And give her some help too! She deserves it!