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Posted 6 years agoI heard it is considered spam, but for this situation, I surely need something like that to help me.
So anyone knows or heard of a functional app/software that can allow me to access all my social media in one go?
it's in the order I can post my work, all in one go without having to have too much trouble in rewriting and posting everything in different places over and over.
Adding more, I am open for commissions but right now the open slots are full since one is still on the works and recently had another made to me via discord.
( as a rule, i will be having two openings for commissions at a time )
in other new do to how shitty my country can be, I (was forced) started a new degree from fear of losing my subscription to the Institute for Employment. so my planes are stable, yes but now I need to balance my time a little harder as I need to study for my driver's license as well.
thank you all for your time if any pone finds anything relative to app/software comment on this journal.
So anyone knows or heard of a functional app/software that can allow me to access all my social media in one go?
it's in the order I can post my work, all in one go without having to have too much trouble in rewriting and posting everything in different places over and over.
Adding more, I am open for commissions but right now the open slots are full since one is still on the works and recently had another made to me via discord.
( as a rule, i will be having two openings for commissions at a time )
in other new do to how shitty my country can be, I (was forced) started a new degree from fear of losing my subscription to the Institute for Employment. so my planes are stable, yes but now I need to balance my time a little harder as I need to study for my driver's license as well.
thank you all for your time if any pone finds anything relative to app/software comment on this journal.
What's been going on with me?
Posted 6 years agoHi!
Everyone!
How you all been?
Me?
hehe….
In a world of crazy.
After a while of thinking, I decided to write this journal. I don't aim to write in it a justification for why I been online, but not posting art? Why I been online, but not chatting with people and friends? But because I feel I need to explain to my closer contacts and to the people that watch me and my art still to this day and tell them what’s been up with me and why.
This is simply a way for me to express and open my self-most deeply and honestly possible to the world, as I'm sick of shutting my heart and this is the best way I know how to let it out and possibly fade away this feeling of loneliness a bit more.
To explain, although I kept contact with friends on discord, I haven't been truly alright and for a good while.
starting right when I dropped out of my colleague did this feeling accentuate itself more prominently in me, it has always been with me from the start or possible from a very early stage of my life. I never truly found my self-fitting anywhere, not with my classmates, my friends while playing DND or mtg, or with my own family. Only when I dropped out of my colleague did this feeling make itself full present in me. Becoming tic clouds that blinded me from seeing the possibilities, the choices I had, and my thoughts.
I was taking the degree at a public-colleague, was sadly one of the few limited possibilities I had, do to my low grades I didn't have many options. And I felt the degree was awful, far from just being not what I expected. From a certain point in me going through it, I noticed for a while I felt that I wasn't in the right place. Back in high school, I was influenced by my mom to take the path to science, when I was after arts. She was like all moms afraid that I’d made the wrong choice and ruined my life somehow. Mom’s right..? So, in the end, 9th grade I chose to fallow science. Do I blame her somehow for this? No, it was my choice, and I have been taking full responsibility for it.
And so, one of the reasons I dropped out of a colleague, was because I felt stagnated, not that I have reached my breaking point. But, yes, because, I have reached my limit. I wasn't able to hold on. I struggled with the workload that I had, and I was feeling tired and shattered. I just wanted to run away and get out. Yes, I could have simply switch degrees. But I was scared, I didn't know what to expect if I did. So, I lied to my self-saying I could do it, I can do this degree. I was illuding my self.
Eventually, my brother was about to start his own colleague's life, and to me, he had way better chances to move up in the world than I ever did. And since our parents couldn't sustain us both. I decided to drop out of college and get a job to help them I thought. Wich proved to be an even bigger challenge than before. With no work experience or a degree to hold me, I simply drifted looking for a job.
And, in those, I managed to get it, didn't last long, becoming frustrated as the few places were I got in, I only last lasted a few weeks, before being dropped back into searching.
To attempt to counter this, I decided to take a degree, trying to encapsulate, in an official paper document the knowledge and skills that I already had. It didn't work, eventually finding myself on operator duty on a cardboard box factory. I couldn't stand it. It felt degrading, and mindless, and do to the rotating schedule, I couldn't sleep right, nor plan or do anything. I felt deteriorating even furder. And at this point because of potting my family's needs in front of mine, it all began to make me feel that to my family, I was no more an ATM. I avoiding to tell anyone about it.
For me, it was never easy to speak freely my family, my mom somewhat could, but felt uncomfortable speaking with my father, when chatting about heavier subjects. And it only got worse when he and my brother fell into depression. I completely began avoiding them in does topics, not bringing much up. Preferring to making my self look uninterested or just not listening if anything like that brought up. As for my mom because methods of coping with this only, it only made it harder for me to approach her. I don't know if it was just me, or the whole family had problems expressing our self to each other.
Maybe it was me.
At a point in time, they all attempted to bring me closer to their hobbies and push me to do it. My mom to her art groups, my trying brother cheering me up, or my dad showing interest in what I was doing. And I hated it, deep inside I felt they were only pitying me as if I was a hurt caged animal. Feeling it especially because I had to share the room with my brother. And so I pushed them away from me, and even when I was getting noticed online, praised for my art, starting to be paid to do it. It seems to me it was all for not.
More then shattered, I was broken and for one last-ditch, I was going to create a path to no return. I wanted to break my self for good as a final act. Because I was believing my hobbies were what held me back in life. So, I decided to get another degree one close to visual arts just prove to my self “my skill and ability” was just trash. To drop them and grow up…
How I was wrong… and I’m glad I was.
Because now I feel more connected to my true self. This year, even so, in the end, I even so I didn't complete the degree.
Because of my classmates, my teachers and the experiences, I had with them. Especially because of a trinity of amazing knuckleheads that pushed forward and never give up on me. Instead of finding that I suck at what I like I find out that truly I'm no master but I’m good at it and can do much more if I put my head and heart into it. And a bit more does cloud in my head fade, to be sure and to help me keep in place, I well got psychiatric help.
So, I say (Forgive me for the language.) FUCK THE VOICES IN MY HEAD!! I love to draw, and I'm good at it!! I want to write a book, and I'm going too!!
So I end, saying I'm happy and feel I have grown and learned a lot and can't be any happier.
[To does that read this to the end thank you for the time you pot on it.]
As of now working to finish the commission, I have to do and to set things up to start streaming on twitch and post more art and other things. I changed my name from serlink12th to my oldest name MikeSonOfDragon. Sadly I need a prime account on deviant art to alter that well in time.
I don't know what the future holds for me but at least I'm sure that, I can now see the world a little less clouded.
thank you for reading
have a nice day
Everyone!
How you all been?
Me?
hehe….
In a world of crazy.
After a while of thinking, I decided to write this journal. I don't aim to write in it a justification for why I been online, but not posting art? Why I been online, but not chatting with people and friends? But because I feel I need to explain to my closer contacts and to the people that watch me and my art still to this day and tell them what’s been up with me and why.
This is simply a way for me to express and open my self-most deeply and honestly possible to the world, as I'm sick of shutting my heart and this is the best way I know how to let it out and possibly fade away this feeling of loneliness a bit more.
To explain, although I kept contact with friends on discord, I haven't been truly alright and for a good while.
starting right when I dropped out of my colleague did this feeling accentuate itself more prominently in me, it has always been with me from the start or possible from a very early stage of my life. I never truly found my self-fitting anywhere, not with my classmates, my friends while playing DND or mtg, or with my own family. Only when I dropped out of my colleague did this feeling make itself full present in me. Becoming tic clouds that blinded me from seeing the possibilities, the choices I had, and my thoughts.
I was taking the degree at a public-colleague, was sadly one of the few limited possibilities I had, do to my low grades I didn't have many options. And I felt the degree was awful, far from just being not what I expected. From a certain point in me going through it, I noticed for a while I felt that I wasn't in the right place. Back in high school, I was influenced by my mom to take the path to science, when I was after arts. She was like all moms afraid that I’d made the wrong choice and ruined my life somehow. Mom’s right..? So, in the end, 9th grade I chose to fallow science. Do I blame her somehow for this? No, it was my choice, and I have been taking full responsibility for it.
And so, one of the reasons I dropped out of a colleague, was because I felt stagnated, not that I have reached my breaking point. But, yes, because, I have reached my limit. I wasn't able to hold on. I struggled with the workload that I had, and I was feeling tired and shattered. I just wanted to run away and get out. Yes, I could have simply switch degrees. But I was scared, I didn't know what to expect if I did. So, I lied to my self-saying I could do it, I can do this degree. I was illuding my self.
Eventually, my brother was about to start his own colleague's life, and to me, he had way better chances to move up in the world than I ever did. And since our parents couldn't sustain us both. I decided to drop out of college and get a job to help them I thought. Wich proved to be an even bigger challenge than before. With no work experience or a degree to hold me, I simply drifted looking for a job.
And, in those, I managed to get it, didn't last long, becoming frustrated as the few places were I got in, I only last lasted a few weeks, before being dropped back into searching.
To attempt to counter this, I decided to take a degree, trying to encapsulate, in an official paper document the knowledge and skills that I already had. It didn't work, eventually finding myself on operator duty on a cardboard box factory. I couldn't stand it. It felt degrading, and mindless, and do to the rotating schedule, I couldn't sleep right, nor plan or do anything. I felt deteriorating even furder. And at this point because of potting my family's needs in front of mine, it all began to make me feel that to my family, I was no more an ATM. I avoiding to tell anyone about it.
For me, it was never easy to speak freely my family, my mom somewhat could, but felt uncomfortable speaking with my father, when chatting about heavier subjects. And it only got worse when he and my brother fell into depression. I completely began avoiding them in does topics, not bringing much up. Preferring to making my self look uninterested or just not listening if anything like that brought up. As for my mom because methods of coping with this only, it only made it harder for me to approach her. I don't know if it was just me, or the whole family had problems expressing our self to each other.
Maybe it was me.
At a point in time, they all attempted to bring me closer to their hobbies and push me to do it. My mom to her art groups, my trying brother cheering me up, or my dad showing interest in what I was doing. And I hated it, deep inside I felt they were only pitying me as if I was a hurt caged animal. Feeling it especially because I had to share the room with my brother. And so I pushed them away from me, and even when I was getting noticed online, praised for my art, starting to be paid to do it. It seems to me it was all for not.
More then shattered, I was broken and for one last-ditch, I was going to create a path to no return. I wanted to break my self for good as a final act. Because I was believing my hobbies were what held me back in life. So, I decided to get another degree one close to visual arts just prove to my self “my skill and ability” was just trash. To drop them and grow up…
How I was wrong… and I’m glad I was.
Because now I feel more connected to my true self. This year, even so, in the end, I even so I didn't complete the degree.
Because of my classmates, my teachers and the experiences, I had with them. Especially because of a trinity of amazing knuckleheads that pushed forward and never give up on me. Instead of finding that I suck at what I like I find out that truly I'm no master but I’m good at it and can do much more if I put my head and heart into it. And a bit more does cloud in my head fade, to be sure and to help me keep in place, I well got psychiatric help.
So, I say (Forgive me for the language.) FUCK THE VOICES IN MY HEAD!! I love to draw, and I'm good at it!! I want to write a book, and I'm going too!!
So I end, saying I'm happy and feel I have grown and learned a lot and can't be any happier.
[To does that read this to the end thank you for the time you pot on it.]
As of now working to finish the commission, I have to do and to set things up to start streaming on twitch and post more art and other things. I changed my name from serlink12th to my oldest name MikeSonOfDragon. Sadly I need a prime account on deviant art to alter that well in time.
I don't know what the future holds for me but at least I'm sure that, I can now see the world a little less clouded.
thank you for reading
have a nice day
Mery fucking Christmas yah fiffly animals x3!!!
Posted 6 years agoTo my watcher
Posted 8 years agoExcuse me all, but I'm not open to requests/commissions/suggestions right now. now I'm trying to finish some works that I had stacked for some time.
I'll yes, be open it for requests/commissions/suggestions but only after I finish this art pieces I am sorry.
My Current Situation.
Posted 8 years agoEi, hello, everyone!!
I'M BACK!!!
sorry for a long time of silence but my situation just kinda messy.
so this happens
Well, I am enrolled in the employment center and as I am unemployed for over 6 months, and the employment center has made me an ultimatum. Or I enroll for free for a professional course "offering" of them, or my subscription to them would be canceled.
well out of their 4 dumb degrees, I subcribed to the professional degree in office computing. and I was enjoying it fairly well thanks to meeting really nice and cool people like my new friend Jo. check her youtube channel if you're interested in gothic
(https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCX.....d_rL2O9-sY1XKQ )
And well one day during classes my pc died. And since then I've been waiting for 3 to 4 years to get it fixed. For him not to be every time it's sent back to me.
To be more precise my pc was a Toshiba model that had a cooling problem that was manufacturing problem for all the pc of this model have. so after having gone 3 times the factory to be fixed. I was Lucky because that the store where I bought it has a method where the pc is under warranty and if it is more than once that went to the factory and it didn't come fix. They let me choose another pc that is at the same price as the previous PC.
Yes, I had the phone app but writing a journal via a mobile phone touch pad, is not for me. Meh.
So what have I done with the art? I have been practicing pencil and paper. and started to trying drawing with just a regular ink pen to see how thing come out and so far it's been good. why not digital .. well because I have not had time to practice on my tablet and I waste more time calibrating it than practicing, anything else.
I have planned some projects and I will be trying my best to at least post one art pic a week. no promises.
what will they be? you 'll have to see.
thank you all for the support.
so what about you guys? how have you all been?:)
I'M BACK!!!
sorry for a long time of silence but my situation just kinda messy.
so this happens
Well, I am enrolled in the employment center and as I am unemployed for over 6 months, and the employment center has made me an ultimatum. Or I enroll for free for a professional course "offering" of them, or my subscription to them would be canceled.
well out of their 4 dumb degrees, I subcribed to the professional degree in office computing. and I was enjoying it fairly well thanks to meeting really nice and cool people like my new friend Jo. check her youtube channel if you're interested in gothic
(https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCX.....d_rL2O9-sY1XKQ )
And well one day during classes my pc died. And since then I've been waiting for 3 to 4 years to get it fixed. For him not to be every time it's sent back to me.
To be more precise my pc was a Toshiba model that had a cooling problem that was manufacturing problem for all the pc of this model have. so after having gone 3 times the factory to be fixed. I was Lucky because that the store where I bought it has a method where the pc is under warranty and if it is more than once that went to the factory and it didn't come fix. They let me choose another pc that is at the same price as the previous PC.
Yes, I had the phone app but writing a journal via a mobile phone touch pad, is not for me. Meh.
So what have I done with the art? I have been practicing pencil and paper. and started to trying drawing with just a regular ink pen to see how thing come out and so far it's been good. why not digital .. well because I have not had time to practice on my tablet and I waste more time calibrating it than practicing, anything else.
I have planned some projects and I will be trying my best to at least post one art pic a week. no promises.
what will they be? you 'll have to see.
thank you all for the support.
so what about you guys? how have you all been?:)
Art is coming
Posted 8 years agoSo in o ter news i final got my grafic table. But its proving harder to adapt... More then i expected. So ahh i will post more intime nust need to learn quiker...
new art is coming
Posted 8 years agoto all my watchers im sorry for the long time without art but a lot is going on lately. but I will post new art new shortly.
reasons.
Posted 9 years agoI can't draw or post anything online on this past days because I need to take care of the house... for my mom. She recently came out of an operation where she remove the plate from her leg, so yeah... she can do nothing.
Back!!
Posted 9 years ago'As you may or may not know, I sometimes suffer from feelings of depression. They come without reason, and render me feeling completely unimportant during their extent, to the point of me feeling as though I'm not here, just floating along alone through life, with no one there for me. However, when I draw things, both for myself and for others, I feel appreciated, as though there are people in this world who truly care for me. I want to continue drawing, but am faced with so many unfinished drawings and ideas that I have no clue where to start with them. Therefore, I've set up a Strawpoll listing all of the ideas on my artistic to-do list. Pick whichever ideas you want to see done, and I'll draw them all in order of their popularity.'
Here's the link: strawpoll.de/ycab312
Here's the link: strawpoll.de/ycab312
have a twitter and tumblr.
Posted 9 years agohi! Guys a lot is happening to me. I prefer not get into detail right now but I'm will still be on hiatus, for the time being, I might not reply frequently to everyone but I will. I would just like to leave the info that I made a twitter and tumbler blogs.
https://twitter.com/serlink12 - here I might post the progress on some of my works before I post them on da or fa.
note: I'm current plotting to make a second da gallery for my less fetish art. but twitter will have both together. so sorry for not fetish watchers.
Tumblr's:
https://serlink12th.tumblr.com/ - my main personal blog I post here everything and anything I like.
https://horycobra.tumblr.com/ - Hory is my RP character and this is her Rp ask room.
https://www.tumblr.com/blog/gamesmit I'm into game making so please ask me questions about it I would love to help you get into it.
https://www.tumblr.com/blog/mikesonofdragon - ask me and my character anything you'd like. I will reply to in time as I can.
I thank you all for the attention and help so far I hope trough this link I can be more connected to you all.
see you all soon.
https://twitter.com/serlink12 - here I might post the progress on some of my works before I post them on da or fa.
note: I'm current plotting to make a second da gallery for my less fetish art. but twitter will have both together. so sorry for not fetish watchers.
Tumblr's:
https://serlink12th.tumblr.com/ - my main personal blog I post here everything and anything I like.
https://horycobra.tumblr.com/ - Hory is my RP character and this is her Rp ask room.
https://www.tumblr.com/blog/gamesmit I'm into game making so please ask me questions about it I would love to help you get into it.
https://www.tumblr.com/blog/mikesonofdragon - ask me and my character anything you'd like. I will reply to in time as I can.
I thank you all for the attention and help so far I hope trough this link I can be more connected to you all.
see you all soon.
Haitus
Posted 9 years agoIm taking a break from everything simply said.
CHAMPIONS!!!!!
Posted 9 years agoYUSH!!!! Champions!!!!!!!!!!!!! Portugal is the europian soccer cup cjampion YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS!!!!! Finally im so filled with hype.
Feel down...again
Posted 9 years agoSó i didn't sleep anything last night im grumper then a Miner dwarf. Worse was i tired to search for.... Apealing images that could help me sleep and i ended up feeling envy fro another artist ( for http://kecomaster.deviantart.com/) ...YUSH again i let my self feel inferiorised by other peoples art..... So Im at gym but i belive i won't acomplish nothing until i go to the my job introduction, today. Before i actually start working tomorrow.... Work.... It sounds terrible to say this now a day in portugal.... In feeling terribly nervous. I wish time would stop so i could finish everything i have to draw...
My head feel like dio from jojo.... Always says "useless".
This is becoming a stupied tendencie of me.
But i leave a a warning for everyone i promissed art here on DA. I will take time.... A lot of time... Sorry.
My head feel like dio from jojo.... Always says "useless".
This is becoming a stupied tendencie of me.
But i leave a a warning for everyone i promissed art here on DA. I will take time.... A lot of time... Sorry.
a friend is going to leave fa
Posted 9 years agoMy friend shoclu witch is the person in working with on making a the harem room project is planing. On deactivating his fur account
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7661331/
ART STATUS 3- trying to regain artistc mojo
Posted 9 years agoSo everyone mith be someting how i am? How are the promissed art projects going? Is the job going well? Are the coworker cool?
Well...
First ... I was despached from my job. Why? Well it because i disnt diz their working standerds.
I wasnt fast enough. I wasnt organized enough. And since ther need me to be up and running. Before the next mouth. I wasnt cut for it.
Second....
In question of art I'm using this 4 days of celebrating to go around my home city lisbon. Why? Well i lately have been drawing....but i dont feel like me.
I feel like my art wasnt changed as much as i wanted lately.
So as such I'm going to take this four days to write and draw for me before i get working on the promissed works. I will work on trying to my artistic mojo back.
Im sorry if i lately have been seeming like I'm avoiding everyone. But i haven't been feeling like my self.
I hope everyone stays tooned.
Well...
First ... I was despached from my job. Why? Well it because i disnt diz their working standerds.
I wasnt fast enough. I wasnt organized enough. And since ther need me to be up and running. Before the next mouth. I wasnt cut for it.
Second....
In question of art I'm using this 4 days of celebrating to go around my home city lisbon. Why? Well i lately have been drawing....but i dont feel like me.
I feel like my art wasnt changed as much as i wanted lately.
So as such I'm going to take this four days to write and draw for me before i get working on the promissed works. I will work on trying to my artistic mojo back.
Im sorry if i lately have been seeming like I'm avoiding everyone. But i haven't been feeling like my self.
I hope everyone stays tooned.
Art status 2 - finally got a job 3 first days.
Posted 9 years agoSo during this passing days, I finally got a job.
8 hours of work from 9:00Am to 7:30pm.
so yeah not a lot of time to draw. or finish my projects
or finish my projects
I will be off-line, for a good while.
In sorry and the promised art, I will have it done.
sorry
8 hours of work from 9:00Am to 7:30pm.
so yeah not a lot of time to draw. or finish my projects
or finish my projects
I will be off-line, for a good while.
In sorry and the promised art, I will have it done.
sorry
ART STATUS - super slow progression
Posted 9 years agoYeah do to things rolling around in my life a lot. Its causing of my project are taking longer to finish.
In sorry for the inconvinient.
In sorry for the inconvinient.
Ideas, Project and Opinions 2.
Posted 9 years agohttp://serlink12.deviantart.com/jou.....ns-2-611760960
do to some of the information wasn't easy for me to expose on Furaffinity journal system. I decided to post the link of my recent DeviantArt journal to my fur affinity journal.
do to some of the information wasn't easy for me to expose on Furaffinity journal system. I decided to post the link of my recent DeviantArt journal to my fur affinity journal.
Doing my first colab.
Posted 9 years agoSo it's like this for a long time I have wanted to do a collab wish done one I liked. But it was hard to find someone that was up to it and that was obstructed by work.
But just in doing it with my bud shoclu.
Which mean I will slow down a bit on the development of the requests I toke but it doesn't mean I forgot them. It only means I putting the collab in the first place.
So ....I'm sorry. Hope it isn't a bother.
But you all it is asking what " what is it about?". Well first of is a NSFW work. A very activê fatty harem. If it makes sense to any of you guys. So yeah it was something I really wanted to do in a long time.
But yeah it's like this should and I have already decided some characters but not enough.
So it's the fallowing if anyone is interested please leave a comment. Wish the character. Or characters. They can be human or furry doesn't matter.
But there are some rules:
____________________________
1. no more than 3 characters per person. And they can't be all yours. Two of them have to be from a friend.
2.I will need the art for all 3 of them.
3. Since its a harem about wg. I will need to know what the characters you requested are doing. And how big they will be.
4.no canon characters only ocs
5. If your wish to insert more than 3 characters. You can if the other characters See requested by a different person. It means you can have a group of 6 together. But that have to be from different people style.
____________________________
I thank you for your help
And hope this is not a bother.
Anymore question. Do ask them.
So thank you all for your time and have a nice day
But just in doing it with my bud shoclu.
Which mean I will slow down a bit on the development of the requests I toke but it doesn't mean I forgot them. It only means I putting the collab in the first place.
So ....I'm sorry. Hope it isn't a bother.
But you all it is asking what " what is it about?". Well first of is a NSFW work. A very activê fatty harem. If it makes sense to any of you guys. So yeah it was something I really wanted to do in a long time.
But yeah it's like this should and I have already decided some characters but not enough.
So it's the fallowing if anyone is interested please leave a comment. Wish the character. Or characters. They can be human or furry doesn't matter.
But there are some rules:
____________________________
1. no more than 3 characters per person. And they can't be all yours. Two of them have to be from a friend.
2.I will need the art for all 3 of them.
3. Since its a harem about wg. I will need to know what the characters you requested are doing. And how big they will be.
4.no canon characters only ocs
5. If your wish to insert more than 3 characters. You can if the other characters See requested by a different person. It means you can have a group of 6 together. But that have to be from different people style.
____________________________
I thank you for your help
And hope this is not a bother.
Anymore question. Do ask them.
So thank you all for your time and have a nice day
Introducing my self
Posted 9 years agowell what else I can say then well ask me anything that comes to your minds
