I'll turn 30 tomorrow.

I was planning to do the usual funny "your 30s are coming! you're getting old hahaha" pic, but being honest, it's affecting me more than I was expecting. Not really because of the age, but kind of because of the lost time. I don't feel like a 30yr old man. I feel like a stupid kid who wasted his 20s and still doesn't know what to do with his life and what to do going forward. I'm tired, my body hurts all over, I can't say I'm good with money and I feel really sad and lonely. I'm grateful for every good thing that has happened to me until now, but I don't know, I expected more from my life at this point. I know it's a little selfish and arrogant, it sucks feeling that way, but it's the how I feel.

Even so, I wanted to take a moment to thank all of you for staying with and supporting me all this time. You guys really changed my life and will never be thankful enough or that. I'm sorry if I'm not as fast as other artists, or if my work is not as interesting or sexy as theirs. I can only promise that I'm trying and hoping to improve more from now on; just that, I'll try my best. I also want to tell you all: don't worry, I'll be fine, I recover quickly. But being honest, I might take a few days to reflect and calm down a little after this, I feel like I need to disconnect and be at peace with myself before I continue, I don't want to feel so stagnant anymore. Just a couple days, and then I'll go back to work, I hope you understand.

Hello my beautiful pack. As some of you might know, Gumroad decided that it woud not longer allow NSFW content on their platform. Nothing I can do about it sadly, so gonna have to close the store. I'm already searching for alternatives so i can post the packs again. In the mean time, if you're interested in any ofmy previous packs now it's the time to get them, at least until I find an alternative. I put everything on 5$ so if you're interested, give them a look.

Gumroad Store: badshade.gumroad.com

Halloween themed commissions are now open!
Only 4 Slots available. First Come, First Served!

If you're interested please fill out this form to send me a commission request:
https://forms.gle/E2jztGNpdXsskwfHA

Hello Guys! remember that all auctions end today at 10PM (GMT-4) .
If you're interested go to the link down bellow. Please share it if you can, that would help me a lot!
https://t.me/+CWOQWsenwFwzODUx

Sketch commissions open guys. If you're interested, please send me a private message. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. Thanks for your support!

Sketch commissions open guys. If you're interested, please send me a private message. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. Thanks for your support!

ALL AUCTIONS FOR THE VALENTINE'S YCH CLOSE IN 1 HOUR! REMEMBER IF YOUR INTERESTED GO AN BID ON THE TELEGRAM CHANNEL .

Hello guys i'm gonna take 2 more commission slots for the icons.
Each Icon cost 50 USD Comes with the image in 3 sizes + the process video, All Genders / Species allowed.
Right now i'm doing holiday themed icons, but it can be wherever concept you want.

If you're interested I'm gonna need:- The references of your character (As many as needed to get the full design)
- Your Paypal Mail so i can send the invoice.- Either your email or your Telegram so I can communicate easily with you.
. I'll send the paypal invoice as soon as I get the info. Thanks again for your support and have a nice day!

Hey guys, kind of an emergengy, so i'll open 3 more sketch slots to pay a few things. if you're interested, send me a PM please. Sketch commissions have a cost of 70$ each. Thanks again, and sorry to bother :/

Hello my beautiful pack, I'm sorry I've been absent this last month, as some of you know already, this year has been really difficult on me, and march was the last drop for me.

Long story short, between some recurrent family troubles and the stressed of being the only economical support to me and my partner, I've been finally reaching a breaking point in which I don't freaking know what to do to improve things in my life. It's been like that for a while already and this month i just break.

I wasn't happy with my work, i was angry and stressed all the time, my scripts just wouldn't come out to me etc. So I just needed to take a time away from all. i tried to stay away from social media and work for a couple weeks, read some books, played some games, just overall take some time to relax and think what to do.

So, my boyfriend and I finally decided that it was time to move on and get ready to finally move out of the country. Things just won't get better here no matter how much I Hope they do, and I had enough of it.

Respect to work, I just really want to start focusing on my own stuff. So I decide I won't take any more commissions for a while either. I want to focus on my comics and my patron. At least I want to finish Lord of Dawn before considering to open commissions again. Till the moment I'll just make YCH, the stream commissions and adoptables to help me with my expenses. You'll still have your rewards don't worry about it, just that I'll try not to overwork myself either.

That said I'll return to work In April, Thank to all of you guys that have been reaching me out and asking me if I was fine, I'm sorry if I didn't answer or I was to rushed on my answers, I really wasn't in my best mood. I'm felling a lot better now, got time with my BF and friends and got a lot out of my chest this past days , and well. Things will get better, I'll move on and take more care of myself.

As always thanks for your support guys, you really don't have an idea how much it means to me right now. Thank you, I love you all.

Hey Guys! Good morning!
I want to announce that I'll be opening Halloween themed commissions tomorrow. I'll take 4 slots only. If you're interested I'll publish the details and info latter today. Be Shure to check my Twitter and FA pages. Hope you have a nice day!

Hello guys, tomorrow at noon (GMT-4) I'll be publishing a new YCH, this one is cruising themed, You can see a preview on twitter:
https://twitter.com/bad_shade/statu.....04514810634244
As always all bids start at 50$ and autobuy at 150$. Hope you guys like it, see you tomorrow.

Hello guys! A Stalls themed YCH Will be available tomorrow on my FA. There's gonna be 4 Slots. Bids starts at 75$ on each characters, and I haven't decided on a AB price yet, but it will be available too tomorrow. I posted a preview on my twitter, feel free to check it out! Hope you like it!
My Twitter is: bad_shade

Guys I'll be opening 4 commissions slots this monday at 8 pm (My hour). Hope at this hour is more confortable XD. Thank you all for your support!!

Hello guys! I'm gonna open Commissions tomorrow at noon, I'll only take 4 slots! Thanks for your atention and support!

( I copy all of this frow twitter XD ) Hello guys! Hope you're doing well. So I need to talk a few things. I've been under a lot of stressed and anxiety this last months. Mostly is because of the whole situation in this country. At this date, we've been struggling with the internet connection since the start of the year, water is ausent for almost 4 days now, the electric energy it's been failing making me worry for lots of stuff too. That without mentioning prices have been rising up in an alarming rate . Since I am the one who provides the money for our house this has been a constant struggle an source of stress. I've been forcing myself to open Commissions constantly, overworking myself more that I want because we need the money.

As result I've been neglecting my own patreon and commissioners itselfs, for this I'm really sorry. I've been trying to keep things balanced working on both things simultaneously but failing to finish any of those on time. Right now I'm in a need to open Commissions again, still have to finish 4 more of them and simultaneously working on Forest Hunt 2 and Lord of dawn for patreon, along with other things I would like to do but just don't have the time right now. So I'm really in a bad state right now guys. I wish we could go out of here but with the quarantine has been impossible for me to move, and I'm honestly afraid of what could happen in this country before the damn thing even ends. Afraid that the economy gets even worse, the services get even worse, afraid that we loose all chance to get out of here and try for something better. It's been hunting me really hard since I don't want to fail and drag my boyfriend with me too.

So all we can do now is to resist untill this whole ordeal ends and then try our best to move out, course I can't really stand this anymore, we simply won't grow up in here and as much as it pains me. So I just wanted to say that I'm sorry that I've been lacking with content lately. To all my commissioners sorry that I've been keeping you waiting for so long and specially to my patreons Wich are the ones who I've been neglecting the most. Last month I was able to finally bought the new laptop I've been saving for so long thanks to you both. So it's not fair to keep you waiting this long but sadly I'm not fast enough and just can go at my pace at this point. Also thank to all of you who have been supporting with me. You don't now how big has been for me. You guys are one of the reasons I haven't just drop everything and keep on drawing since dawn till I sleep. Just needed to let somethings out before I continue. Thanks for all of you to listen to me.

So now some good news!. I will start posting Forest Hunt part 2 on Patreon Alongside New pages of Lord of Dawn next Monday. I won't post as many pages as I was hoping for, I'll try for now to finish 1 page per week. As I'll be working simultaneously in this 2 comics, finishing the last 4 Commissions and the new ones I'll be opening, all I ask is a little patience for you. I'll go slow, but you'll have the content. I'll open Commissions latter this noon so if you are interested please be aware. Thanks for all of your support again guys. And see you soon

Hello my friends! I'm currently working on the last commissions and preparing myself for the next ones. I need to found enough to buy a new Laptp as soon as Posible, If you are interested I'll be opening them again April 10th nwn)b

And just to be completely CLEAR. I won't take any commission involving any of the Forest Hunt Characters EVER AGAIN, NO EXCEPTIONS OR BARGAINS OR ANYTHING! I WON'T EVEN DISCUSS IT ANYMORE! If you insist I just straight up ignore you. YOU ARE FREE to request a commission with those characters to another artist or do it yourself, I'm not against it as long as you give me the credit for my characters. I Just don't want to make official art of them myself, it really bothers me. Please let it be the last time and understand. I'm not mad, just having a tantrum XD. But a SERIOS TAMTRUM!!! I mean it! DON'T REQUEST ME ANY COMMISSION WITH FOREST HUNT CHARACTERS!

Having that said, I hope you really liked the commissions so Far, as soon as I can buy the new computer I'll be taking a rest for commission and concentrate myself on finishing Lord of Dawn and Forest Hunt 2. Thanks again for all your support and love guys! Have a nice day, stay safe at home, and don't forget to Wash your Hands! We can get through this situation together!

Love you all!

Good Day guys! first of all I want to apologise for keeping you waiting so long. I've been very busy this month and I had lots of problems. Having said that I came to tell you that I'll open commissions today. I'll start accepting Four slots and when I finish those I'll accept three more.

At the same time this means that, specially because of the delay, I will reset my commission list, being an exception those who have already paid for them. Those who were left out, I'm very sorry, the truth is that I opened more slots that I could handle at that time, not only that but I had to concentrate in patreon, the FH comic and college. if you are still interested, you can communicate with me by email, but i'll charge the new prices.

About the commission, they will be color only and I remind you the icon commissions are permanently open. I thank you all for your support and again, I apologise for all the trouble this might have caused.

ok guys I have kind of an emergency and I need some money for monday, so I'M GOING TO OPEN A FEW COMMISSIONS SLOTS. whould be 4 slots only 50$ each, the theme: Halloween Pinups! So be aware i'll open theme in a few hours

Hey guys! remember Husky and I are making a YCH colaboration!
In case you are interested, please visit this link:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28227098/


There's ony 24 hrs left. Thanks again for your support, and see you guys latter ;)

English:
And now it's the time to announce the winners. These the randomly chosen ones through the following website: http://random.org

1-#42  SamusNeko
2-#47 Kate theMarten
3-#13  KuroBlueKev

Congratulations to the three winners. You have until Sunday midnight to send me a note with the description of your picture. Remember the main theme is Halloween focused and the pictures will be posted here in my FA gallery.

I thank you all for those who have participated, make sure to stay in tune for more future events.



Español:

y es momento de anunciar a los ganadores. Estos fueron elegidos al azar mediante la siguiente pagina: https://www.random.org/ .


1-#42  SamusNeko
2-#47 Kate theMarten
3-#13  KuroBlueKev

Felicidades a los tres ganadores. tienen hasta el domingo a media noche para mandarme una nota con la descripción de su ilustración. Recuerden que el tema principal es halloween y las ilustraciones serán publicadas aquí en mi FA dicho día.

Les agradezco a todos por su participación, espero que estén pendiente de y estén pendientes de mas eventos en un futuro ;).

Time is runnig out! this is your last chance to have a halloween free comission done by me!

The only thing you need to do is leave a comment in this journal with a number from 1-100, only a comment per person and the same person cannot be chosen twice. On the 16th I will choose 3 random numbers and the winners will then get a spot for a free Comission . The winners must specify clearly how they want the themed Comission's design at the time they have been chosen, if they don't I will choose another number. I will post the winning pictures here in my FA on the 31th.

The three winners will be announced tomorrow night!!

#-13  KuroBlueKev
#-17  Reiki_Faith
#-18  Cybo737
#-29  Kumorifox1982
#-31  SleepyDrags
#-42  SamusNeko
#-47 Kate theMarten (so furry)
#-49  BisonBull92
#-50  Wolfganghm
#-52  DrewDe4d
#-68  VAF
#-69  FenrirCaninus
#-77  Naurdor
#-86  WanderingSouls
#-89  Foxuzz

Español:

Hola mis Furros!

Ya llego Octubre! y con el halloween cerca, decidí sortear 3 comisiones gratis con este tema. Como Funciona? bastante simple!

Solo deben dejar un comentario en este Journal con un numero del 1 al 100, solo un comentario por persona por supuesto y no se permite repetir un numero que otro usuario ya haya elegido. El 16/10 escogeré tres números al azar y estos obtendrán una ilustración gratuita de halloween de cualquier tipo. los ganadores deben especificarme con claridad el diseño de la ilustración para el mismo 16/10, de lo contrario escogeré otro número. Publicaré los dibujos ganadores el 31/10 en mi pagina de FA.

Gracias a todos por su enorme apoyo hasta ahora, suerte a todos ;)

English:

It's finally October! Now that Halloween is close, I decided to make a raffle for 3 Halloween themed Comissions at no charge, how can I enter? It's simple!

The only thing you need to do is leave a comment in this journal with a number from 1-100, only a comment per person and the same person cannot be chosen twice. On the 16th I will choose 3 random numbers and the winners will then get a spot for a free Comission . The winners must specify clearly how they want the themed Comission's design at the time they have been chosen, if they don't I will choose another number. I will post the winning pictures here in my FA on the 31th.

Thanks to everyone for your incredible support till now, good luck!

Saludos a todos mis furros!!!
Quiero anunciar con orgullo que finalmente mi pagina en Patreon esta abierta!!! Desde aquí podrán comisionarme, apoyar mi arte, ver contenido extra, como bocetos, Referencias de personajes, Ilustraciones únicas para patreon, etc., así como disfrutar de las nuevas publicaciones una semana antes que en cualquiera de mis otras paginas y el estreno de mi primer cómic Forest Hunt! (el primero de muchos espero XD) solo por 1$ al mes.

No puedo expresar cuanto agradezco todo el apoyo que me han dado y me siguen dando hasta ahora. Como artista significa mucho para mi, y si de paso me ayudan patrocinandome pues mucho mejor XD !!!! Espero empezar la publicación del comic cerca de la ultima semana de septiembre en Patreon y a mediados de octubre aquí en FA.

También quiero anunciar que la próxima semana se aproxima una avalancha de nuevas publicaciones, algunas de las cuales ya podrán ver en mi pagina de Patreon. Agradezco profundamente todo su apoyo ;) solo sigan el Link: https://www.patreon.com/user?u=702621&ty=h


Greetings to all my furry followers!
I want to announce very proud that finally my page on Patreon is available!!! From there you can ask for some commissions, support my art, watch additional content, such as sketches, references from many characters, unique illustrations and such, like to enjoy posts one week before any other of my pages and the opening of my new brand comic “Forest Hunt” just 1$ per month.

I can’t express how much I thank for all the support that I’ve been given until now. As an artist it means a lot to me, and if you’ll support me… well, much better! I hope to begin posting this comic during the last week on September on my Patreon… and during half October on FA.

Also, I’d like to announce that the next week is coming a lot of new content; some of them will be available on my Patreon! As I said I’m very thankful for everyone’s care!. The link is right bellow ;) :
https://www.patreon.com/user?u=702621&ty=h

hello guys!! again sorry for the delay of the commissions, i´ve been busy with all the assigments of my university, but i´ll probably finish the next three weeks and start posting the works i debt. Thank you all for your patience ;)