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Posted 2 years agoHey everypaws!
so, for a year of war I've noticed people are usually pretend to avoid any "itchy" ways of payments, like Boosty. Many people are still having payment/donation problems, because their banks won't work with the service and such.
Well... I think I've found a nice solution. Ever heard about
EasyStart? It kinda reminds me paypal, but it's much easier;
invoice payment can be done directly via card/ApplePay/G-pay/Link/iDeal and Sepa, choose whatever you feel most suitable is.
Just mind that you need a Gmail.~
So! I'm trying to break up with the depression anyway, I don't want this hiatus of despair to be eternal, so I'm really trying to get back and I have some open commission slots for ya!
Choose your budget and a style. And we'll talk up the rest in PM. ^^
STYLES and PRICELIST:
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/shadify/
Also my Forest Helper YCH is OPEN.
so, for a year of war I've noticed people are usually pretend to avoid any "itchy" ways of payments, like Boosty. Many people are still having payment/donation problems, because their banks won't work with the service and such.
Well... I think I've found a nice solution. Ever heard about
EasyStart? It kinda reminds me paypal, but it's much easier;invoice payment can be done directly via card/ApplePay/G-pay/Link/iDeal and Sepa, choose whatever you feel most suitable is.
Just mind that you need a Gmail.~
So! I'm trying to break up with the depression anyway, I don't want this hiatus of despair to be eternal, so I'm really trying to get back and I have some open commission slots for ya!
Choose your budget and a style. And we'll talk up the rest in PM. ^^
STYLES and PRICELIST:
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/shadify/
Also my Forest Helper YCH is OPEN.
Full body sketches [2 slots OPEN]
Posted 2 years agoHey!
I can take 2 full body sketch commissions for the NEXT WEEK.
This means deadline is May 14 if you pm me this weekend :3
I'm also open for other styles.
check the pricelist to investigate best options for yourself: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/shadify/
Also! This gorgeous YCH is all ready to be bought by the best watchers, means - you!~ ^v^
ask your questions here if you have any~
I can take 2 full body sketch commissions for the NEXT WEEK.
This means deadline is May 14 if you pm me this weekend :3
I'm also open for other styles.
check the pricelist to investigate best options for yourself: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/shadify/
Also! This gorgeous YCH is all ready to be bought by the best watchers, means - you!~ ^v^
ask your questions here if you have any~
Question
Posted 2 years agoI guess I'm curious now.
It's been a while since people of the Internet and even artists started to use all the possible neuronet to create stuff. Some artists don't like the idea, you've probably heard about Art Station new rules made of neuronet drama, etc.. But some artists or non-artists do create so called "art" and maybe even selling it one way or another...
So I wonder. What do you actually think of using neuronet for creating art? Do you like art made with smth like Midjourney? Or are you close to judging instead of being amused? Will you judge an artist you know for a long time for using smth like Midjourney, artbreeder or something close to this? Will you play a game with textures, music and scenario totally created with neuronet only? will you pay for it?
(I call it neuronet since it's not a full AI creation but just a tiny part of it, as far as I know...)
I personally think I'll stay conservative enough to make it all by my own, although sometimes I wanna use it to get new ideas, like for landscapes, character designs, small stuff like this. You know, as a treat to entertain myself a little~.
But I doubt I'm gonna use them permanently.
leave your comments below~
It's been a while since people of the Internet and even artists started to use all the possible neuronet to create stuff. Some artists don't like the idea, you've probably heard about Art Station new rules made of neuronet drama, etc.. But some artists or non-artists do create so called "art" and maybe even selling it one way or another...
So I wonder. What do you actually think of using neuronet for creating art? Do you like art made with smth like Midjourney? Or are you close to judging instead of being amused? Will you judge an artist you know for a long time for using smth like Midjourney, artbreeder or something close to this? Will you play a game with textures, music and scenario totally created with neuronet only? will you pay for it?
(I call it neuronet since it's not a full AI creation but just a tiny part of it, as far as I know...)
I personally think I'll stay conservative enough to make it all by my own, although sometimes I wanna use it to get new ideas, like for landscapes, character designs, small stuff like this. You know, as a treat to entertain myself a little~.
But I doubt I'm gonna use them permanently.
leave your comments below~
ToS and Prcielist are now UPDATED! [+]
Posted 3 years agoWell hello there sugarpies!
So. I'm getting closer to finish my vacation and get back to work.
Yet, it's time to update ToS and pricelist a bit. Please don't hesitate to check it, whether you're planning to get an artwork from me sooner or later :3
Also, there are at least 2 great YCHs are coming from me pretty soon! Stay in touch!
Care to guess if that's a solo or group ones? :3
Or if that's a sfw or nsfw ones, huh?
Also! I'll make a discount for the one who gives a right guess on what style it'll be (but only if you buy it, heheh)
So. I'm getting closer to finish my vacation and get back to work.
Yet, it's time to update ToS and pricelist a bit. Please don't hesitate to check it, whether you're planning to get an artwork from me sooner or later :3
Also, there are at least 2 great YCHs are coming from me pretty soon! Stay in touch!
Care to guess if that's a solo or group ones? :3
Or if that's a sfw or nsfw ones, huh?
Also! I'll make a discount for the one who gives a right guess on what style it'll be (but only if you buy it, heheh)
CHARITY commissions! [2 slots OPEN]
Posted 3 years agoOk, so this is new and this is important!
For as long as there's not many ways for me to help Ukrainians directly, there's a new trusted way for us all to help.
(also if you know some similar art-charity tags anywhere - let me know)
Would be awesome for other artists to share and join this charity offer~
Though you can still share this journal - even if you're not an artist! If it goes nicely - I'll continue helping. :3
(I can't use my russian cards, banks or even paypal directly, everything's being watched or blocked, banned for worldwide financial operations, etc...)
SO! There's a company that helps with humanitarian aid, supplies, food, medicine, etc for those who really need it right now. The proves are on website below.
And so we can help them. We can help people in danger. We can save those who's in need for meds, food, etc.
So let's try this.
https://antiwarcommittee.info/en/sunrise/ - I'll take 2 commissions with payment via this site, all you need is PM me with commission details and ref sheet/picture of your character (make sure to name it as "Charity commission"), see my PM answer (might be questions), make a payment here (in euros or $, I think it's almost the same price right now, eh?), and give me provable screenshot or/and copy of your check, that it was done by you.
You can also check where the humanitarian aid you've helped with, with a bot they've made, if you want. ^^
So let's go with:
full body sketch with background (25$/EUR), half-body example
and
cell-shaded icon (30$/EUR) (can also be fullbody with no bg/transparent, for 50$/EUR).
these are probably the quick ones, although I'm kinda being forced to expand the deadline for 6 months (2 more big commissions to do + war literally paralyses me and my mental health.) BUT! for as long as I'm willing to continue this charity offer if it goes well - I'll do my best to be as fast as possible in this situation.) So don't be afraid of deadline, I'll do my best to get it done in a month (bit more if character design is complicated, etc).
2 SLOTS ARE CURRENTLY OPEN.
SFW.
There's no time to say "sorry" to the people literally dying over there. But if that's a working way to help those who's still alive - I'm in.
Ukraine is a big part of me as well. And I don't want it to be destroyed.
if you have any questions - please, do ask me in comments below!
For as long as there's not many ways for me to help Ukrainians directly, there's a new trusted way for us all to help.
(also if you know some similar art-charity tags anywhere - let me know)
Would be awesome for other artists to share and join this charity offer~
Though you can still share this journal - even if you're not an artist! If it goes nicely - I'll continue helping. :3
(I can't use my russian cards, banks or even paypal directly, everything's being watched or blocked, banned for worldwide financial operations, etc...)
SO! There's a company that helps with humanitarian aid, supplies, food, medicine, etc for those who really need it right now. The proves are on website below.
And so we can help them. We can help people in danger. We can save those who's in need for meds, food, etc.
So let's try this.
https://antiwarcommittee.info/en/sunrise/ - I'll take 2 commissions with payment via this site, all you need is PM me with commission details and ref sheet/picture of your character (make sure to name it as "Charity commission"), see my PM answer (might be questions), make a payment here (in euros or $, I think it's almost the same price right now, eh?), and give me provable screenshot or/and copy of your check, that it was done by you.
You can also check where the humanitarian aid you've helped with, with a bot they've made, if you want. ^^
So let's go with:
full body sketch with background (25$/EUR), half-body example
and
cell-shaded icon (30$/EUR) (can also be fullbody with no bg/transparent, for 50$/EUR).
these are probably the quick ones, although I'm kinda being forced to expand the deadline for 6 months (2 more big commissions to do + war literally paralyses me and my mental health.) BUT! for as long as I'm willing to continue this charity offer if it goes well - I'll do my best to be as fast as possible in this situation.) So don't be afraid of deadline, I'll do my best to get it done in a month (bit more if character design is complicated, etc).
2 SLOTS ARE CURRENTLY OPEN.
SFW.
There's no time to say "sorry" to the people literally dying over there. But if that's a working way to help those who's still alive - I'm in.
Ukraine is a big part of me as well. And I don't want it to be destroyed.
if you have any questions - please, do ask me in comments below!
A great artist needs help.
Posted 3 years agoYup, I'm gonna repost it as well, glad I'm not the first one, and hopefully I'm not the last one to help~
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10190505/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10190505/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10190505/
Hmm... I wonder if i can also personally help somehow.. Need to think about it.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10190505/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10190505/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10190505/
Hmm... I wonder if i can also personally help somehow.. Need to think about it.
Boosty up! NEW payment info for clients!
Posted 3 years agoSo helloooooo bunbuns!
You've probably heard the news about PayPal and a new way of dealing with all this process of staying alive, so.
https://boosty.to/shadify - I'm on Boosty for now, feel free to join as subscriber OR (mostly useful and guaranteed and may be used as commission payments) - make one-time payments or goal donations here. (you can also donate to the goals without actual subscription, if you want :D)
So. When we both will be ready to work with each other, PM me with a request here and I'll give you instructions.
Or you can also check this page up to get know how it works now. Pretty simple.
Or this video https://youtu.be/drrbpnipabc
Same as Patreon one, aye?
Also, if you've already used this care-about-artists donation system, you can leave a comment here or on this page.
Leave a comment here if you have any questions as well! Imma help ya out for whatever info I know :3
I'm still working on my boosty page, etc, so stay tuned to see the updates.
Still. I'm outta strong nsfw drawings anymore. Plus it's not allowed on Boosty, except for slightly mature stuff...
Stay in touch and check my art-status from time to time, sweetbuns~
Life goes on.. for now.
You've probably heard the news about PayPal and a new way of dealing with all this process of staying alive, so.
https://boosty.to/shadify - I'm on Boosty for now, feel free to join as subscriber OR (mostly useful and guaranteed and may be used as commission payments) - make one-time payments or goal donations here. (you can also donate to the goals without actual subscription, if you want :D)
So. When we both will be ready to work with each other, PM me with a request here and I'll give you instructions.
Or you can also check this page up to get know how it works now. Pretty simple.
Or this video https://youtu.be/drrbpnipabc
Same as Patreon one, aye?
Also, if you've already used this care-about-artists donation system, you can leave a comment here or on this page.
Leave a comment here if you have any questions as well! Imma help ya out for whatever info I know :3
I'm still working on my boosty page, etc, so stay tuned to see the updates.
Still. I'm outta strong nsfw drawings anymore. Plus it's not allowed on Boosty, except for slightly mature stuff...
Stay in touch and check my art-status from time to time, sweetbuns~
Life goes on.. for now.
no PP in Russia anymore.
Posted 3 years agoBut I suppose there's still a way: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40432815/
So if you're still interested in russian artists commissions - go ahead..
Still. Due to the madness that is happening right now, I'm literally freaked out. I'm scared. Now they can literally come to anyone who's against this madness. And they can come to me.
I have no chance and money to leave the country, I can't even leave my place, I'm simply trapped inside this madness.
I feel lost.. trapped.. almost destroyed.
I can't even force myself to turn on the tablet, so that's why I've expanded all deadlines due to what happening now. I'm going crazy... I'm really freaked out and want to end my life. Although, they actually want to get back the death penalty in future, so... if I'll die - you know who's the one to blame.
Thank you all for being my watchers and clients. You've really helped my out all this years. I felt free with you.
We can't do anything. We can't. We're trapped, a lot of people are zombined by Kremlin propaganda. And they can't be probably be helped by any chance.
We're doomed.
No one's going to help or save us, just saying "hang on" to resistance..
We're... doomed.
F^ck Putin and co.
So if you're still interested in russian artists commissions - go ahead..
Still. Due to the madness that is happening right now, I'm literally freaked out. I'm scared. Now they can literally come to anyone who's against this madness. And they can come to me.
I have no chance and money to leave the country, I can't even leave my place, I'm simply trapped inside this madness.
I feel lost.. trapped.. almost destroyed.
I can't even force myself to turn on the tablet, so that's why I've expanded all deadlines due to what happening now. I'm going crazy... I'm really freaked out and want to end my life. Although, they actually want to get back the death penalty in future, so... if I'll die - you know who's the one to blame.
Thank you all for being my watchers and clients. You've really helped my out all this years. I felt free with you.
We can't do anything. We can't. We're trapped, a lot of people are zombined by Kremlin propaganda. And they can't be probably be helped by any chance.
We're doomed.
No one's going to help or save us, just saying "hang on" to resistance..
We're... doomed.
F^ck Putin and co.
Commission details. Please read before requesting.
Posted 4 years agohello bunbuns~
So there are few changes, possibly temporary measures.
(FIRST OF ALL - I DON'T BLAME MY CLIENTS, NEITHER THEIR WISHES AND FETISHES! THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION.)
I've figured out that I've been doing not what I want and like for a long period of time. I was forced to, because of.. well.. money? Let's be honest, we all need to live, we all need to eat, pay our bills and rent, etc, so we need something to be in our wallets regularly anyway. Plus, when you're having a depression or depressive episode, you might need a help. Which costs a hellot. So... there were periods of time when I said "yes" to nsfw, especially nsfw-fetish one ideas and artworks. So that was a chance for me to stay on top, or at least at the middle of the great ocean of life. I could live for what I got.
But.
Regular nsfw-arts and fetishes were never a thing I was interested in much. I mean I don't mind it much, but it's.. it feels like being forced to have a sex irl, do you know this feeling or cases? Hope you don't, cause I do. It's terrible.
Taking the fact that many artists do their artworks through themselves, it also gives an odd feeling at the end. Have you ever watched an "Electric Dreams" series? The first episode, the telepath-brothel, feels MUCH the same when you draw. Watch this series if you haven't by the way. It's really deep~
So. To show the feeling and emotions, I also have to feel the whole idea by myself sometimes. And sometimes, in case of fetishes, it burns me out. It's not what I want, not what I understand completely, not that pays off itself completely.
So...
Due to depression, I have to expand my deadlines to at least 3 month, for any type of commission. What I need now is nirvana. But I also do need something to live for, money. So nirvana will have to wait.. again.
I won't be able to draw NSFW-stuff by this time, SFW arts and animations only.
I can also say cute and sweet themes and characters, cuddles, hugs, are much more preferable, but it varies.
for any nsfw and fetish themes, I'll have to charge extras. Nsfw stuff is the least thing I'd like to draw right now tbh. And I'm sorry if you wanned to request some nsfw stuff from me. Now's not the time.
Huh.. stay stable, guys.. You don't want to get burned out in job of your life... believe me you don't..
Who just might even guess that just one hellaman is able to kill you with his lie... Not even saying "I'm sorry" hahah.
I hope the same thing will happen to him in a triple combo same way.
P.S. I'm so hellatired to move from one room to another, thanks to neighbors and their bd-gift (Flooding from 4th though the 1st floor apartments), my only one power socket is now broken and there's still water in light, damn...
I was hoping to continue streams, like Genshin Impact and art-streams... well it seems I'll have to stay quiet or use no mic on this week. |D
So there are few changes, possibly temporary measures.
(FIRST OF ALL - I DON'T BLAME MY CLIENTS, NEITHER THEIR WISHES AND FETISHES! THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION.)
I've figured out that I've been doing not what I want and like for a long period of time. I was forced to, because of.. well.. money? Let's be honest, we all need to live, we all need to eat, pay our bills and rent, etc, so we need something to be in our wallets regularly anyway. Plus, when you're having a depression or depressive episode, you might need a help. Which costs a hellot. So... there were periods of time when I said "yes" to nsfw, especially nsfw-fetish one ideas and artworks. So that was a chance for me to stay on top, or at least at the middle of the great ocean of life. I could live for what I got.
But.
Regular nsfw-arts and fetishes were never a thing I was interested in much. I mean I don't mind it much, but it's.. it feels like being forced to have a sex irl, do you know this feeling or cases? Hope you don't, cause I do. It's terrible.
Taking the fact that many artists do their artworks through themselves, it also gives an odd feeling at the end. Have you ever watched an "Electric Dreams" series? The first episode, the telepath-brothel, feels MUCH the same when you draw. Watch this series if you haven't by the way. It's really deep~
So. To show the feeling and emotions, I also have to feel the whole idea by myself sometimes. And sometimes, in case of fetishes, it burns me out. It's not what I want, not what I understand completely, not that pays off itself completely.
So...
Due to depression, I have to expand my deadlines to at least 3 month, for any type of commission. What I need now is nirvana. But I also do need something to live for, money. So nirvana will have to wait.. again.
I won't be able to draw NSFW-stuff by this time, SFW arts and animations only.
I can also say cute and sweet themes and characters, cuddles, hugs, are much more preferable, but it varies.
for any nsfw and fetish themes, I'll have to charge extras. Nsfw stuff is the least thing I'd like to draw right now tbh. And I'm sorry if you wanned to request some nsfw stuff from me. Now's not the time.
Huh.. stay stable, guys.. You don't want to get burned out in job of your life... believe me you don't..
Who just might even guess that just one hellaman is able to kill you with his lie... Not even saying "I'm sorry" hahah.
I hope the same thing will happen to him in a triple combo same way.
P.S. I'm so hellatired to move from one room to another, thanks to neighbors and their bd-gift (Flooding from 4th though the 1st floor apartments), my only one power socket is now broken and there's still water in light, damn...
I was hoping to continue streams, like Genshin Impact and art-streams... well it seems I'll have to stay quiet or use no mic on this week. |D
Merry Christmas
Posted 4 years agoHey bunbuns..)
So Merry x-mas to ya all, have a nice and sweet Holidays :3 Hope the next year will be less depressing for us all.
if someone's still interested, I'm.. fine. As fine as depressed person can be, but I'm still alive.
Reactivating my mind, reviving myself, at least I'm lucky there are great friends around.
I was treated well enough and thrown into the abyss. But I will rise and shine. Eventually.
I just need time and... little help.
vvvvv
So.
vvvvv
If you're interested in commissions, PM me so we could negotiate all the details. SFW, story based and mature-pinup-commissions are more desirable than nsfw/fetish ones.
So Merry x-mas to ya all, have a nice and sweet Holidays :3 Hope the next year will be less depressing for us all.
if someone's still interested, I'm.. fine. As fine as depressed person can be, but I'm still alive.
Reactivating my mind, reviving myself, at least I'm lucky there are great friends around.
I was treated well enough and thrown into the abyss. But I will rise and shine. Eventually.
I just need time and... little help.
vvvvv
So.
vvvvv
If you're interested in commissions, PM me so we could negotiate all the details. SFW, story based and mature-pinup-commissions are more desirable than nsfw/fetish ones.
happy birthday to me
Posted 4 years agoso... As the title says. |"D
Though it was 5th of december (which still is for many of my watchers).
Now I'm a 30 y.o. lady now. Feeling about ara-ara percent right.
Though... Little less depression and more commissions\ych requests would be even better, hahah. (no biting, just saying. :D)
Anyway... Life goes on. The river flows. The wind blows the sand away. You can't stop it.
The only thing you can do is... watch it till it's close, and let it go when the time comes.
And so my neighbors made a hellagift as well! There was a massive flood when I was outside yesterday, so I've had to move to another room. Again :D
Can't even imagine what did my cats felt like when this thing happened. The water even got inside of my internet router, can you imagine?! I have no idea how the whole thing and my new pc haven't blown up, a kind of miracle to have in life i see. HUUUH.. x_X
So. How was your day?
also, missed 2D and 3D celebrities. Again.
Though it was 5th of december (which still is for many of my watchers).
Now I'm a 30 y.o. lady now. Feeling about ara-ara percent right.
Though... Little less depression and more commissions\ych requests would be even better, hahah. (no biting, just saying. :D)
Anyway... Life goes on. The river flows. The wind blows the sand away. You can't stop it.
The only thing you can do is... watch it till it's close, and let it go when the time comes.
And so my neighbors made a hellagift as well! There was a massive flood when I was outside yesterday, so I've had to move to another room. Again :D
Can't even imagine what did my cats felt like when this thing happened. The water even got inside of my internet router, can you imagine?! I have no idea how the whole thing and my new pc haven't blown up, a kind of miracle to have in life i see. HUUUH.. x_X
So. How was your day?
also, missed 2D and 3D celebrities. Again.
Takin' a lil' brake.
Posted 4 years agoSo I'm gonna finish 
's commission and take a lil' brake for full-rendered commissions. Or NSFW-ones at least.
SFW SKETCH-commissions, busts and halfbody ones, stickerpacks, icons, even animated ones will still be available. Maybe even YCHs and adopts will suddenly appear in my gallery..)
But it feels I really need to switch to smth else like SFW stuff... and I need more sleep... like.. a lot.. a lot of relaxing and cozy stuff... plushies.. sushi.. and baths of tea... *____*
I might also redo some ToS in future. In terms of deadlines and prices.
I need a really good recovery. From all that has happened to me for all this years. It was a lot.. and I don't want to burn out completely, not in a life.. but I really need a recovery. (suddenly we don't seem to have a good psychologist here, and I don't have enough money to let them help me solve my problems, so.. I have no chance but to do this all by myself. This is fine. Just a bit sad.)
So I'm not sure how long will it take... a month, two, or a few weeks.. But it must be done anyway. I'm tired.
And oh, the upgrade was done. ^^ of course I can only imagine the sunny future for nvidiacards, but I'm quite alright for what I have right now, with my ol' 1050ti lady.)
BUT GOSH win10 is such a weird thing X_X' getting used to it, but it is sooooo different from win7.. xD But! at least there are some new features as well.
's commission and take a lil' brake for full-rendered commissions. Or NSFW-ones at least.SFW SKETCH-commissions, busts and halfbody ones, stickerpacks, icons, even animated ones will still be available. Maybe even YCHs and adopts will suddenly appear in my gallery..)
But it feels I really need to switch to smth else like SFW stuff... and I need more sleep... like.. a lot.. a lot of relaxing and cozy stuff... plushies.. sushi.. and baths of tea... *____*
I might also redo some ToS in future. In terms of deadlines and prices.
I need a really good recovery. From all that has happened to me for all this years. It was a lot.. and I don't want to burn out completely, not in a life.. but I really need a recovery. (suddenly we don't seem to have a good psychologist here, and I don't have enough money to let them help me solve my problems, so.. I have no chance but to do this all by myself. This is fine. Just a bit sad.)
So I'm not sure how long will it take... a month, two, or a few weeks.. But it must be done anyway. I'm tired.
And oh, the upgrade was done. ^^ of course I can only imagine the sunny future for nvidiacards, but I'm quite alright for what I have right now, with my ol' 1050ti lady.)
BUT GOSH win10 is such a weird thing X_X' getting used to it, but it is sooooo different from win7.. xD But! at least there are some new features as well.
dog bless the internet
Posted 4 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9966528/
So as they say... f the children.
Get them hellaway from the internet, especially from the monetised internet.
I'm too old to get surprised by tiktok trends and silly things, yet still have a flame inside not to leave it as it is.
Some things just need to be burned down.
Scammers and overtracers, for example.
Me, many artists with more or less experience and watchers, we weren't working our lifes hard just to be defamed and damped away by some silly kids with absolutely NO experience and % of understanding how it works.
The thing is, it might not be just CIS commun... aghem.. trespassers anymore. But the others, from all over the world as well. TikTok trends is a wavy thing, who knows who else will try to brake our community after this ones?
Still, I'd suggest you to watch the artists closely before buying something. THIS is a case when you'd BETTER BE picky with artist and their galleries before buying or PMing them.)
And remember:
Art is NOT a food or casual real life thing. It takes a HELLOT to get experienced in. Takes a lot of time, health, nerves, and money to become the one of your favourite artists and keep even becoming better and skilled enough. It's not about money. It's about ourselves and yourself. About your feelings, emotions, memories, all the life. It should not be damped away just because someone thinks they can literally pay the mortgage by selling overtraced sketches, headshots and adopts for 5-20$. xD
Artists are in anger and despair because WE KNOW how difficult it is to gain money, as well as I personally can clearly imagine of how difficult it might be for commissioners/buyers to gain them. I wasn't a freelance-artist all the time before anyway, sometimes it took all my physical strength to get some cash to buy a food or pay some bills without even a thought to get something like an art or even a little game or steam)
I really love and respect my clients and watchers. So thank you once again for being with me all this time.) Let's keep the FA clean of scammers and kids drawing p9rn, ok? |D
And please, PLEASE don't think all the cis artists are same as tiktok kids. there are many good and skilled ones, as well as the beginners and middle-skilled ones. Life is taught, it is true. But what we all need to do - is to be fair and respectful to each other. And the job we do.
p.s.Ah by the way. I'm upgrading my pc, so I might be away for some time with no updates in gallery. Wish me luck... xvx'
So as they say... f the children.
Get them hellaway from the internet, especially from the monetised internet.
I'm too old to get surprised by tiktok trends and silly things, yet still have a flame inside not to leave it as it is.
Some things just need to be burned down.
Scammers and overtracers, for example.
Me, many artists with more or less experience and watchers, we weren't working our lifes hard just to be defamed and damped away by some silly kids with absolutely NO experience and % of understanding how it works.
The thing is, it might not be just CIS commun... aghem.. trespassers anymore. But the others, from all over the world as well. TikTok trends is a wavy thing, who knows who else will try to brake our community after this ones?
Still, I'd suggest you to watch the artists closely before buying something. THIS is a case when you'd BETTER BE picky with artist and their galleries before buying or PMing them.)
And remember:
Art is NOT a food or casual real life thing. It takes a HELLOT to get experienced in. Takes a lot of time, health, nerves, and money to become the one of your favourite artists and keep even becoming better and skilled enough. It's not about money. It's about ourselves and yourself. About your feelings, emotions, memories, all the life. It should not be damped away just because someone thinks they can literally pay the mortgage by selling overtraced sketches, headshots and adopts for 5-20$. xD
Artists are in anger and despair because WE KNOW how difficult it is to gain money, as well as I personally can clearly imagine of how difficult it might be for commissioners/buyers to gain them. I wasn't a freelance-artist all the time before anyway, sometimes it took all my physical strength to get some cash to buy a food or pay some bills without even a thought to get something like an art or even a little game or steam)
I really love and respect my clients and watchers. So thank you once again for being with me all this time.) Let's keep the FA clean of scammers and kids drawing p9rn, ok? |D
And please, PLEASE don't think all the cis artists are same as tiktok kids. there are many good and skilled ones, as well as the beginners and middle-skilled ones. Life is taught, it is true. But what we all need to do - is to be fair and respectful to each other. And the job we do.
p.s.Ah by the way. I'm upgrading my pc, so I might be away for some time with no updates in gallery. Wish me luck... xvx'
September Commissions (OPEN)
Posted 5 years agoHey there! ^^
So I'm totally open right now for commissi[color=#AC9CE0]o[/color]ns. Refsheet[color=#A2A9D9]s[/color], sketches[color=#9AB4D3],[/color] softshad[color=#92BECE]e[/color] and cellshad[color=#88CBC6]e[/color] portrait[color=#80D5C1]s[/color], also YCH's and even dakimaku[color=#69F4B0]r[/color]as (single and double)! And a special offer - 3d sculpted portrait[color=#8BC8C9]s[/color]. Colored and non-colo[color=#9CB1D5]r[/color]ed. Headshot[color=#A6A4DC]s[/color] for now only. Flexible price. Interest[color=#C47DF2]e[/color]d? Let me know in PM ^^
So I'm totally open right now for commissi[color=#
full M.A.P. video is available!
Posted 5 years agoUpdates
Posted 5 years agoSo, there are some news. I've brought back access to my pc. Dislocated to our living room, so I'm able to use it here, till they won't fix everything up. It's really difficult to live without your pc, the rumors don't lie xD Especially when you have some commissions to do. But I still need some time to get used to pc and my huion tablet |D feel soooo unusually weird. So yeah, I believe I'll be able to continue all the artworks at the beginning of the next week. :3 Huh.
I'm not quite sure if I should keep streams offline for now or not. This week is a kind of vacation to me it seems, but.. we'll see.)
I'm not quite sure if I should keep streams offline for now or not. This week is a kind of vacation to me it seems, but.. we'll see.)
>>>Important announcement!<<<
Posted 5 years agohttps://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....627_111548.jpg - so u see this? Yeah, that's the reason of why I won't be able to do just anything on my pc for the next week. Water goes from 2 floors above. So until they fix everything in their bathroom, and until our master fixes everything on our side, I'm coming back to the Ancient Age. :D gonna ride my bed, tame my fluffy dinos up, and, most important... Draw on paper, it seems.. So there'll be no streams this and the next weeks. No art progress as well. Commissions and ychs are paused.
Thank you for reading this journal and understanding.
Thank you for reading this journal and understanding.
A quick warning: got sick.
Posted 5 years agoHeh, found the best moment to get sick, right? xD I have no idea if that's a flu or smth else, I'm just feeling really empty most of the time, a temperature is also seems wrong to be healthy, plus a cough takes a lot of energy as well. Even if that's a covid - I'll finish your commissions 'till I die, I promise xD But because of sickness, it takes a lot more time to draw anything, especially talking about animations.
So. A quick message to my clients and people in a waiting list: it's gonna be alright, I just need a little more time... |3
Stay safe, wash your paws, cuddle your tails, love yah~
So. A quick message to my clients and people in a waiting list: it's gonna be alright, I just need a little more time... |3
Stay safe, wash your paws, cuddle your tails, love yah~
Happy New Year~!
Posted 6 years agoHAPPY 2020 YEAR to my dearest 2020 watchers~!
I'm so glad we've made it through together, especially in such an interesting date! ^^
Wish you the best luck, health and life progress, to let your best wishes to come true~!
(oh. An earthquake just happened a moment ago. O_o)
I'm so glad we've made it through together, especially in such an interesting date! ^^
Wish you the best luck, health and life progress, to let your best wishes to come true~!
(oh. An earthquake just happened a moment ago. O_o)
Merry Christmas and happy holidays!
Posted 6 years agoHeeey everypurr! Wish you a verry sweet Christmas and happy New Year Holidays! ^^
Tell me, how was your day? How do you actually celebrate this x-mas and what are you planning to do this holidays? Will you go out for a walk with your friends, or will you prefer to spend your time with your family, or maybe even alone, under a coverlet with a cup of smth warm and sweet? ^^
Wish I could make a New Year ych for you, but I have some problems with my heath and sleep schedule atm, so I'm not sure I'll draw it in time, +need to be quick with other projects. But.. will do a lot in a next year.)
Tell me, how was your day? How do you actually celebrate this x-mas and what are you planning to do this holidays? Will you go out for a walk with your friends, or will you prefer to spend your time with your family, or maybe even alone, under a coverlet with a cup of smth warm and sweet? ^^
Wish I could make a New Year ych for you, but I have some problems with my heath and sleep schedule atm, so I'm not sure I'll draw it in time, +need to be quick with other projects. But.. will do a lot in a next year.)
28. lvl up.
Posted 6 years agoYeeee.
To be honest, I don't feel it's a kind of celebration day anymore. Can't really feel that inspiration of waiting for some special moment, probably because there's.. none? Just getting older, going faster to 30 age crisis thing, etc, you know? XD It gets a bit depressing, thinking of how old you are now, what do you have in your life beside experience, those kind of things.. aaand it all comes to bad vibes because of awareness of the reality. Etc.
But I'm happy to know there are people who love me and remember such a small things. Marcus made me smile from the beginning of the day by throwing tonns of gifts and happiness. Chip_Viled made me smile by drawing a chibi-Milo. Another friend gifted me an Okami game.... And even a simple "Happy birthday" wish from the other people made me smile and maybe even rain out some tears of happiness. Thank you... ^___^
And even my favourite food delivery company made a gift today and made a bd-pizza for me. That was a nice surprise, especially when you actually want some pizza... ^^ Like I was just about to order some food and hit the button, and then I take a call from 'em, hearing they've made a gift for me.) That's sooo sweeet. "|D
Yet I'm honestly extremely tired because of 1-2 hours of sleep today because of rl reasons, probably won't even draw anything today.
There was also a man, my bio-father, to call/message me, probably to give out some words (and probably take a whole time talking about himself, huh..), but nope. Not this time. Most exactly - never. He could ruin my day once again just by this call. But I've grown up, became stronger and have more exp and knowledge now. So I've blocked him forever. :D
Ah, anyways. There's still some free time. Need to celebrate. And sleep. And live.
To be honest, I don't feel it's a kind of celebration day anymore. Can't really feel that inspiration of waiting for some special moment, probably because there's.. none? Just getting older, going faster to 30 age crisis thing, etc, you know? XD It gets a bit depressing, thinking of how old you are now, what do you have in your life beside experience, those kind of things.. aaand it all comes to bad vibes because of awareness of the reality. Etc.
But I'm happy to know there are people who love me and remember such a small things. Marcus made me smile from the beginning of the day by throwing tonns of gifts and happiness. Chip_Viled made me smile by drawing a chibi-Milo. Another friend gifted me an Okami game.... And even a simple "Happy birthday" wish from the other people made me smile and maybe even rain out some tears of happiness. Thank you... ^___^
And even my favourite food delivery company made a gift today and made a bd-pizza for me. That was a nice surprise, especially when you actually want some pizza... ^^ Like I was just about to order some food and hit the button, and then I take a call from 'em, hearing they've made a gift for me.) That's sooo sweeet. "|D
Yet I'm honestly extremely tired because of 1-2 hours of sleep today because of rl reasons, probably won't even draw anything today.
There was also a man, my bio-father, to call/message me, probably to give out some words (and probably take a whole time talking about himself, huh..), but nope. Not this time. Most exactly - never. He could ruin my day once again just by this call. But I've grown up, became stronger and have more exp and knowledge now. So I've blocked him forever. :D
Ah, anyways. There's still some free time. Need to celebrate. And sleep. And live.
Commissions are OPEN. Read for more actual info
Posted 6 years agoSo I'm happy to announce you a new special ref.sheet commissions type!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34029166/ - this ref. sheet type is limited till the Christmas for now, so get your chance to get a ref.sheet of your character for a lowered fixed price!
Oh? You want to offer something else? You're always welcome!
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/shadify/ - please read my ToS and PM me when you're ready~
ask your questions if you have smth on your mind as well!~
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34029166/ - this ref. sheet type is limited till the Christmas for now, so get your chance to get a ref.sheet of your character for a lowered fixed price!
Oh? You want to offer something else? You're always welcome!
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/shadify/ - please read my ToS and PM me when you're ready~
ask your questions if you have smth on your mind as well!~
Getting back to work! Commissions are up to be OPENED.
Posted 6 years agoHey there guys! Long time no see :3
So I'm up to open my commissions again, yet there'll be some changes for the commission types and pricelist. I might also open 3d-character commissions later, yet I need a lot of practice and experience first.
BUT!
If you see my pricelist right now, you may find out some of my commissions types are already open.
Feel free to ask for sketch and stickerpack commissions in pm!
+new ref.sheet commission type is coming up soon, I feel it'll be more pleasant for ya as my clients. ^^
And of course. The bathroom and restroom repairment works are almost done, yay. (I'll finally be able to taka a long bath and shower session... *0* aaaagh..)
So I'm up to open my commissions again, yet there'll be some changes for the commission types and pricelist. I might also open 3d-character commissions later, yet I need a lot of practice and experience first.
BUT!
If you see my pricelist right now, you may find out some of my commissions types are already open.
Feel free to ask for sketch and stickerpack commissions in pm!
+new ref.sheet commission type is coming up soon, I feel it'll be more pleasant for ya as my clients. ^^
And of course. The bathroom and restroom repairment works are almost done, yay. (I'll finally be able to taka a long bath and shower session... *0* aaaagh..)
Commissions are temporally closed
Posted 6 years agoProbably...
I... really need to take a huge rest guys.
A drawing I'm doin' right now for
is the last one for now. I'm sorry.
I don't know how much time I'll need to... reborn. A month? few weeks? half of the year? I really need to draw, to have smth to live for, to pay the rent, etc. And I really WANT to draw your ideas, be it a full rendered illustration, stickerpack or icon, or maybe even some animation. I like to draw and animate. To learn while drawing or simply doing something. Or to model smth in blender, etc. But every time I start to draw, it feels so damn dead... You want to, but you can't. You have no right to say "no", because you need to stay active all the time, you NEED to draw to stay alive, it's like if you're a fish and you'll die without moving, swimming or at least getting some air sometimes. But you can't. Simply can do nothing when you start to work. I guess you can call that an artblock for now.
Still, I need to finish Omega's commission and one more artwork.
After that I hope I can get some rest. And maybe I'll have a chance to draw for myself.. heh.. a chance...
I really was hoping to make some Halloween Ychs. Animated ones or static ones. I have so many ideas you might like. I also was hoping to do the "Huevember challenge" next month, but... I don't feel I can make it.
Because if I'm gonna start any other commission now, I'm afraid I'll have to make the open deadline, instead of 2 weeks like now. This means it'll be finished as fast as I can, at least in 6 months or so, but I'll be working with a less power. Because I don't have any atm. If you're fine with that - you can pm me with your commission request.
I... really need to take a huge rest guys.
A drawing I'm doin' right now for
is the last one for now. I'm sorry.I don't know how much time I'll need to... reborn. A month? few weeks? half of the year? I really need to draw, to have smth to live for, to pay the rent, etc. And I really WANT to draw your ideas, be it a full rendered illustration, stickerpack or icon, or maybe even some animation. I like to draw and animate. To learn while drawing or simply doing something. Or to model smth in blender, etc. But every time I start to draw, it feels so damn dead... You want to, but you can't. You have no right to say "no", because you need to stay active all the time, you NEED to draw to stay alive, it's like if you're a fish and you'll die without moving, swimming or at least getting some air sometimes. But you can't. Simply can do nothing when you start to work. I guess you can call that an artblock for now.
Still, I need to finish Omega's commission and one more artwork.
After that I hope I can get some rest. And maybe I'll have a chance to draw for myself.. heh.. a chance...
I really was hoping to make some Halloween Ychs. Animated ones or static ones. I have so many ideas you might like. I also was hoping to do the "Huevember challenge" next month, but... I don't feel I can make it.
Because if I'm gonna start any other commission now, I'm afraid I'll have to make the open deadline, instead of 2 weeks like now. This means it'll be finished as fast as I can, at least in 6 months or so, but I'll be working with a less power. Because I don't have any atm. If you're fine with that - you can pm me with your commission request.
Steaming! NSFW~
Posted 6 years agohttps://picarto.tv/Shadify come in~
