I am currently watching over 1000 fursons on FA. When Inheritance came out on the 8th, and then Skyrim on the 11th. I spent a long time on both, enjoying them fully. when I finally checked into FA I found I had over 8000 submissions by those I am watching.

And As much as it pains me, I can't be here every day to fav every thing. and 8000+? this is the second or third time I have been away for a while and then had to just nuke all the submissions.

I feel a bit bad, doing so, but I would be hear for hours other wise going through each and every one to see what I really like.

I had gotten word from Khaos. And everything is alright. His player is just spending time away, and a break from the Fandom.

But he has assured me everything is alright between us. So I will not be pulling down those four pictures.

There is a very good chance I may be pulling Four of my pictures down indefinitely.

1. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/574161/
2. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/574210/
3. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/574248/
4. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/574262/

The reason I may be pulling these down is that I have had something of a fall out with Khaos Player.

It is a private issue I don't care to go into, please do now ask him about it either. But I wanted to give a fair warning as the time may come soon that these four pictures vanish.

The reason I will be pulling these down is that if our friendship is indeed destroyed over these private issues. If that happens I have no desire to be constantly reminded of a painful wound. So I am giving all who enjoy these four pictures a fair chance to download them for private viewing, and their DESC before I know if I have to pull them down.

In a few days I will hit 500 days on Star Trek online. At least 130+ days into my life time account.

I look back on the last 500 days. Have they been a waste? Was it worth the money. I think so indeed.

For those of you who are on Star trek online, what do you think of it?

I am not sure, but I think this is one Birthday to forget. It started roughly on the 8th. My aunt, mom's sister in law was taken to a Hospital after Cardiac arrest, with Minimal responsiveness. A brain Scan indicated she was Brain dead

well, things lasted till about the 12th when she was finally taken off life support. roughly I think 6 hours later, she passed on. Her funeral was today, only my mom went as I.... for lack of better words was distant from her for the last 15 years or so. Personal reasons I care not to share here.

I did not attend the Funeral, but ever since she went to the hospital, there has been a dark edge, and tension through out the entire week, mom being emotional, stressed..

I think yes, This is one birthday I would like to forget about. Thank you to everyone for your birthday wishes and well wishes.

July the 14th, is my birthday. I don't know how I feel. I suppose some would feel excited, I don't. It honestly feels like just another day of living to me. No different from March the 14th, or September the 14th.

I just don't know what I am supposed to feel on my birthday anymore.

I just prebought Duke Nukem forever 360. And will be attempting to get it on the midnight release on the 13th/14th. I can not recall if the game will be co-op online multi player.

But I am interested in perhaps finding some people who might enjoy teaming with me.

I am a casual player. Prefering to start a game on the lowest difficulty setting then slowly working through the game, enjoying the content, and finding secrets. Then slowly after completely the game increase the difficulty from easy to normal, then attempting hard.

If you are a casual gamer who enjoys this type of play drop me a .line with your 360 gamer tag, maybe we can work out some game time.

I have been thinking off and On about Attempting to make a Furry Tabletop RPG system. I know there are plenty of sources out there for it, so why bother? Bascially to get some creativity out, and do something that others might enjoy playing.

I know that in the savage species book of 3.0 has anthro pomorphic animals and such, and most likely other sorts of games. I'm looking for less system as I most likely would default to basic D20 system but am thinking of world creation.

I was wondering if people would care to share thoughts, or might want to help out on designing the setting?

at the moment I am currently leaning towards a sci-fi theme over a fantasy by 60/40 respectively. Any ideas or thoughts?

CAKitFox
A paradox. Do Chakats on the Computer have cybernetic souls?
When you shut your machine off, do they still continue on with their busy little lives?

Shadow-Mane 9:41 PM
Speaking in a purely logical stand point.. Chakats are creatures of the imagination. They exist more in the mind then on the computer. The computer, as well as can pen and paper can be used to capture their exploits, and their features, and when the computer is turned off the Data still exist unless the computer is destroyed, or the paper or other medium is destroyed. Thus the Chakat does live on in the mind of the person who created them or has a character that is a Chakat. So yes, even if the computer is turned off, as long as the person retains those memories... the chakat lives on...
Shadow-Mane 9:42 PM

CAKitFox 9:42 PM
Excellent. Very profound.

Shadow-Mane 9:42 PM
And Further more

CAKitFox 9:42 PM
And Further more...?

CAKitFox 9:43 PM
On top of that...

Shadow-Mane 9:43 PM
In the Event of say... Benard Doove passes on unexpectedly, ChaKat Goldfur WILL live on, as a beloved charcter in the hearts, minds, and souls of all furries who love the chakats!

Posted with permission from Steamfox, and with all due respect to Benard Doove, And his wonderful Creations, The Chakats.

This is an alert to all my friends in all ways Shapes and form. I just found out my sister has been abused by her husband and that she has a restraining order against him. I have set plans into motion to protect myself and my mom. BUT this needs to be understood in ALL ways. Her husband is a powerful computer programmer. The kind of Guy who is a programing EXPERT, the kind who could easily hack a computer and apparently has worked for the government. AS such I am putting this Note out to all my friends that while I do not know what he will do I do fear for the fact he may hack my computer, to find information on her.

Or worse he will attack me on my computer by hacking it and putting illegal materials on it to get to her. I am seriously Scared so I am taking precautions against this. But it is fully possible that I could end up loosing access to the internet for a While. Or Access to my accounts. I honestly have no CLUE what in the world he will do. So Please be aware that I may have to abandon the name I have used for so Long. Shadow-Mane. I do not know what is gonna happen and I have said a prayer. I hope every thing turns out alright, but I am sending out this as a general warning that I may loose my internet connection, perhaps even my accounts under my name.

Please My friends understand if by some chance I exhibit any strange behavior that he make have hacked my accounts and is Posing as me to get information.

here is an argument I had with a friend over my point of view on if ignoring and avoid people on Places like Star Trek Online who harass you, taunt, insult you, and openly attack you (Rifle but) (Bat'leth stab) Throw smoke grenades, Biothermal ice grenades, is taunting them and egging them on or just avoiding drama.

Word of warning, I will openly admit that Yes I have a bit of a temper but do all I can to control it, and I did get hot under the collar.

the heart and soul of it is does ignoring people who are clearly ass holes in the game, and ignoring them and changing instant to avoid them taunt them, Or does it mark me as an EMO SOB whom every one should avoid.

Your opinions are important. please comment and please pass on. And for the record I do consider this Strata a valued friend.

So in a nut shell it boils down to this

Does ignoring someone who is coming up to you while you are playing STO, Rifle butting you, bat'leth stabbing you, throwing ice grenades, and taunting you, cause drama, and makes it clear that you are taunting people. Does it taunt people to ignore them when they are being ass holes in open ZONE chat saying goes into ignoring people who are being ass holes in chat, like claiming, HAHAHA fedies, Death to the federation, get your sorry asses back in PVP so we can slaughter you. and Ignoring people are talking in Zone chat like they are in real life a klingon.

They Say Yes it makes me a target for them to focus on, makes them seek me out all the time to harrass, target, taunt and poke at. Which I have not seen happen to me in the 200+ days I have been on STO.

While I say Nay I avoid them and avoid the grief and emotional drama to them and my self, and by not responding they loose interest and find some other pidgin

I had a friend till recently, whom shall not be named, nor gender implied, to protect their privacy, I will refer to them as them and they. I am aware of the fact that most of what I have been told might well be Bull crap, so bare with me.

For over a year now, I have had a friend, who apparently has a condition which will lead to what is effectively cancer. They are adamant to never let them become sick as they had been again.

As a result they live life on the wild side, basically living their life to the fullest and doing some wild things with their friends in real life. Which I agree with, The quality of life is more important then quantity.

If I was in the hospital in constant pain slowly dying, if the doctors said that we can take away all of his pain, but he will only have two weeks to live, with out these injections he will live for a couple months. I would rather have Two weeks of pain free live then live in agony for a couple months. My mother had said the same thing as well.

One of the things they recently did was according to them was have a gang bang. With them as the total focus, to the point where they actually have a mini heart attack. And their plan was when their cancer returned they would have a gang bang till the point they had a full on heart attack effectively ending their life.

Well I was periodically talking with them, and their friends during the gang bang, and I was scared as hell for my friend, who I enjoyed a close romantic inclinations towards. I was dreading hearing from their friends saying,

"Something has happened, they have had a full on heart attack, and we could not revive them. I am sorry they are dead."

To the point I almost threw up from worry irl. Even though apparently they have done this multiple times, and have experienced people around them.
After that Night I came to realize that I was so stressed out I couldn't deal with it at all.

I put an end to our romantic relationship, but still wanted to be friends. I gave them some space but did my best to periodically Check on them to see how they are doing, and if they are ok.

A few nights ago we had spoken and they were surprised I had cared enough to ask if they are ok.

They had commented on my way of thinking in that living life and hoping and praying it gets better, scared them to death.

I told them That if they think breaking off our romance didn't hurt me, they were wrong. That I shed tears over it irl. I am a man irl, I am not afraid to cry when sad, in pain.

They told me that the tears are worth the cost and the lesson you learn from them.

I asked them, what lesson did they imply to you?

They replied, I Told you my deepest secrets. I learned to never trust anyone ever again.

I can't even relay or describe what I felt at that point other then, shock, Pain, and then anger in a very short order.

I basically told them good luck, Good bye, I doubt we will ever speak again. I then removed them from my IM list and put them on ignore. I cared for them.

On SL before the Age verification came into effect. I had taken someone to their home land. Turns out that IRL they were under age 17 or so. As a result Linden labs canceled their rent for their land with no refund, costing them 64k or so lindens. I broke off contact with the under aged person totally of course.

I knew it was true, as the person I had spoken to admitted to being 17 in the adult areas. So It took time but I paid them back 70k lindens. Because I cost them a lot of money. that and their house was indeed gone and all items returned. including mine where I was paying rent at. and every time I went home their place as well as mine were gone

and their home was absolutely massive, with multiple items you don't just take down at a moment's notice.

I spoke to them, I talked to them, shared ideas. I wasn't some shallow love them and leave them bastard. I had known them for over a year and cared deeply for them.

Still I can't help but think of them, worry about them. Pray for them. And I still feel terrible for breaking up.

Am I a monster? Am I in the Wrong here. Did I over react, should I have struggled more to keep what little casual friendship alive?

Or did I do the right thing?

Hello to all my watchers, and those who stumble upon this journal.

To those of you who may be on Star Trek Online.

I have formed my own fleet on Star Trek Online. Federation Dragon's Squadron.

It's a new fleet, but one that is Furry Friendly Fleet, AS well as human friendly.

I am looking to get a collection of friends and strangers in STO who are wanting to be part of a relaxed casual fleet, for those who are either wanted to do Solo missions, or those who wish to team up with others.

The rules are simple. Show respect to all people in the fleet at all time, regardless of if they are furry or not.

Do not loot the bank for more then you need.

There is a 45 day waiting period for a promotion to a "member" in the fleet which allows access to all bank tabs in the fleet bank. This is to prevent Looters from raiding the bank. Fleet energy Credits are restricted to leaders use only. and are used only to assist in buying Fleet bank tabs of which we have all but two ATM.

Once all bank tabs are bought energy credit donation will be locked down.

ATM there is only like 4 people in the fleet and I am the only officer. If you are interested in joining this casual fleet wither you enjoy PVP, Solo, or team play please Drop me your Character@handle here and I will do my best to invite you.

My mom and I was watching Lord or the Rings, Fellowship of the ring.

At the scene where Gandalf kneels down to hug Bilbo and comments, "Good to see you, 111 years old! Who would Believe it?"

"You haven't aged a Day."

AS Bilbo is looking at Gandalf, My mom interjects, without missing a beat, She says, "That's not true, my mind is totally gone!"

We burst out laughing our asses off!

Recently I was playing pokemon Platnium with a team of eeveelutions Vaporeon, Jolteon, Flareon, Umbreon, Espeon, and Leafeon. and I lost a major battle and this minor poem sprang to mind.

****
We have been with you for many years.
You trained us Hard.
You trained us Long.
Ever since we were born.
****
You have never hurt us.
You have always cared for us.
When we reached our limits you urged us onward.
To fight and struggle to do just a little bit more then the last time.
****
We have traveled with you.
Across country.
Through forests.
And underground.
****
We have fought many opponents.
We have won often.
Rarely have we been defeated.
Your training made us strong.
****
We have always depended on you.
You have always depended on us.
You have worked hard to care for us.
We would do anything to make you proud.
****
Yet when we were at the height of our Glory.
We failed you, and were cast down, defeated.
We are not the strongest pokemon there is, there are stronger.
But even in our defeat, your love has never faltered.
****
Neither shall our love falter for you.

Oh boy, What a time that was. I have spent the last 3-4 months work on my mini novela, My Eragon FanFiction. For the first time in ten years or so I had not been able to write anything other then smutt and erotica

And 90% of them I never finished or threw away. Because they felt Hollow, empty. Even stories I was adapting from Rps with friends I absolutely adore.

My Eragon Fan Fiction which has a Star Wars Cross over. I had actually just toyed with it at first and before I knew it I had completed 1/5 or so of the novel. And After going back and re reading it, I felt good about it. So I worked on it off and on when the mood struck.

Well I managed to complete it and posted it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2983677/

I am currently working on a second Novel which will have Eragon, Saphira and their friends traveling to Ellesmera for training. This will also detail the changes that have been wrote due to the influence one man has on the world. It will lead to new problems, new plot twists, new friends, new enemies.

I hope those few people who have read my novel like it.

I recently got the Video Game Resident Evil 5 for the 360. And I have been enjoying the hell out of it. I have not beaten the game, and am working on it with my brother online. I want to complete it with him first before a team up with other people.

I am interested how ever in stock piling. Basically playing the Game to stock up on weapons, ammunition, getting the weapons, upgrading them, ect ect.

If anyone on my watch list here is interested in some of this, please drop me a line here for my gamer Tag.

I have toying around with the idea of making my own Furry Universe. Starting from scratch on a few base ideas and building a new theme for furries and humans to enjoy.

I have come up with the premise and theme. But I need a name for this universe. I have toyed around with the following

War of the Mech Clans.

Another suggested

Nutshell

I think it's some what stupid. Still in a nutshell I have come up with a MechWarrior style universe. Including all sorts of styles of Mecha Units. Ranging from these themes. Also each would have it's own area of combat.

Armored Core (Land and Sea Units)
Gundam (Space Units)
Robotech (Atmospheric Units)

As in Mechwarrior there is no major galaxy wide government to impose law and order like Star fleet, no major evil Galactic Empire dominating freedom everywhere. Just hundreds upon hundreds of various clans struggling to build a power base to take and gain territory. The galaxy is basically in one huge war with hundreds of factions.

I have the basics of this universe in my head and most likely will be jotting them down in a document as they hit me in no particular order.

The idea is to open up a universe where writers can have something of their own fantasy society.

Examples include say John Doe's clan is based on a group of anthropomorphic lions who had been exiled from their own planet. These out casts had wanted to treat various races as Equals. Attempting to live and work in peace with others. How ever their government chose to view only those who are meat eaters as true equals and while they are willing to work with them they view other races for example their stellar neighbors A race of Anthro morphic Rabbits as nothing more then a slave race because they are strike herbivores.

The story could be about the Outcasts who are attempting to retake their planet and take over the clan. And thus having allied them selves with Enemies of their homeworld's clan. The stories could be about the Outcasts and their adventures. Or about the main clan as they live around their slaves and such.

This idea is just for me to test the ideas on this concept, before I jot down more then this.

I'm not sure which is worse, Happy dreams or nightmares. Most of the time when I dream I dream of things like action and adventure. Some of then can at times get a touch dark like a nightmare. I don't mind nightmares really as they allow me to confront what I fear, To a degree I can control my dreams and nightmares, but I just woke up maybe a half hour ago from a dream that pissed me off.

A happy dream, don't remember much, but I had just now when I woke up a happy dream. I don't recall how or why, but I had won a shopping spree, I went to Toys R' Us and straight to the electronics and games, grabbing I thing 4 Nintendo Wii, 3 Xbox 360s, nearly all their video games, thousands of net points for them, and then just as the shopping spree came to it's end I Woke Up.

Unlike some shopping sprees where you have a limited amount of money, I had only a time limit. that included the time to get from my home, to the store. But after a touch of negotiation I managed to get it reworked, To a a basic 30 minutes after getting into the store, even got a cleric to help me, to a point.

ooooohh I was so mad!

Please feel free to comment on this for me. Please.

As everyone knows by now I am an Elder scrolls Nut, and really love the game. I have posted this and hope to get some feed back on those who play the game, and share with me character class designs for ideas to give me and share with others.

This class is best when played on the Xbox 360, due to it's lack of cheats and custom mods. It gains levels fast at the start and then slows down some in the later levels. I'm also explaining why I choose these skills.

This also lists my own custom equipment to make the character more powerful. as well as enchantments I place on them. I design my character for long term power build mostly, The design normally revolves around the Race Breton.

I choose bretons because of their 50% resist magic, and 50 points more to magicka amount.

Birth sign I take is often the Mage for the 50 points of Magicka. with an inteligence of 100 you get 300 points of magicka.

Prime attributes
Strength to carry more loot at the start of the game.
Endurance. To get the most hit points per level.

Specialty
Combat which helps the fast level gain, and over all character survival in early levels.

Class skills.
Blade
I Prefer one handed Longswords two daggers, short swords or claymores, and I strongly dislike hammers and axes. This of course can be changes to blunt if one desires. Enchantments I place on my weapons tend to be around the Absorb Health 15 points on strike and Soul trap for 1 second, with a Grand Soul gem.

Heavy Armor.
The best armor in the game, is heavy, offering the most Armor points, at skill level 75 it weighs half as normal, and 100 weighs nothing when worn. I prefer Ebony Armor orver daedric, I do not like the design and look of the Daedric armor. I also use the transendant Sigil stones with 125 points of feather on them, to allow one to carry a lot of weight.

Alteration
Is a useful power to have allows you to unlock chests, with out lock picks, Very useful if you end up in jail and break your lock pick. Walking on water, breathing water, and casting spells like feather on your self. This also replaces the security skill, because with the Skeleton key having unlimited uses when you hit level 10 and do the nocturnal quest you never need worry about breaking a lockpick, kinda makes the security skill useless and is why I never take that skill.

Destruction
Put simple good attack damage. A number of Options here , A lot of damage dished out with a single attack. Also leaves more room for loot as you are not toting around a heavy bow and 50 or 60 arrows.

Illusion
Want some better deals in the Shops, Put your hand on their shoulder and just let your Charm show. stumbling around in the dark, and just lost your only torch, show the world how bright a person you are with your light spells, or if you don't wish to give your location away allow your eyes to become like those of a stalking tiger. See a group of Bandits together, Rile them up into a Frenzy with an enraging spell. Follow up with a Light spell on one to give them better visibility to see their enemy. Once they are done hacking each other apart rush in and finish them off.
Being chased by the guards make your self invisible to all eyes.

Mysticism
Recharging items becomes easier when you can soul trap your enemy, and saves money, if you have Azura'ss Star, Seeing around corners is better with Life Detection.

Restoration.
The most useful of all magic classes healing those injuries, you incur, your allies, and curing illnesses. More cunning ways to use it is to make larger area effecting absorbing spells like Absorb Health 5 points for 5 seconds in 50 feet. Magicka, abilities or skills. Goes along way to survival.

Magic rings
Mundane Ring, Reflect Spell 35%, and resist magic 50%
As a Breton the resist Magic of the Ring grants total resistance to magic attacks and effects from bandit hedge wizards, to the attacks in the Oblivion worlds. You don't need to worry about the abilities on weapons or magic arrows.

Ring of Vitality, Resist disease, poison, paralysis 100%
This ring is very hard to find and get a hold of, but priceless when it is found granting awesome power and protecting from illnesses and poisons causing harmful effects, even from attacks that can paralyze you.

These two rings if you play a Breton give you major abilities with out being Godlike and invincible, which is still possible, with the Right official downloadible content.

Amulets
Amulets I tend to stick with the sigil stones that offer 125 points of feather, to carry more loot as with my armor, I also keep two rings of feather with the same level of enchantment if I end up in a large dungeon and need more carry weight.

I also collect and keep roughly all the welkynd and varla stones I find. And about always keep 20 Welkynd stones and 5 - 10 Varla Stones for emergancy weapon recharge incase I run out of soul gems.

I call this Class Jedi Knight. Because the powers and abilities it offers mimics powers one can find in many, many Star Wars Games.

I would like your opinion on the over all design concept, and perhaps ideas for your own custom classes. But also take time to list why you choose those skills.

Shadow-mane.

I have seldom seen any number of anthro morphs grooming, and those few I have seen tend to be sexual in nature. I was wondering if anyone reading this might be interested in doing tasteful nude pictures of furries grooming with a partner. Non sexual of course.

I would also like to see a few of the furries paired with a human lover, and various genders together, male/male, male /female,, female/female, ect ect ect.

Just a suggestion.

I'm an aspiring Modder for Oblivion and perhaps other games in the future. But my current interest is Oblivion. I have a rudimentary understanding of how to make items and alteration. The tools I lack how ever are making meshes and textures for new items.

I am getting the hang of making custom rooms and dungeons, and wanted to extend an offer to anyone out there who might want to get together with a groupe of people to make a custom expansion pack for.

if you are interested please Email me at my Gmail account and be sure to subject head it Oblivion Mod. I tend to delete emails from people I don't know.

I been surfing the web and on youtube been watching this fan Made Youtube movie I Love it personally.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dkZlDmE1w8

http://www.bear371.com/beanspan/

The mod on this Page was made by a very Awesome Team. It brings The Predators, and Aliens to Morrowind. Also the Player at the start of a new game can Select the Race of the Predators.

The mod is very awesome adding predator race quests. Be sure to Download all three files to get the complete game. you will need to over write exsisting content. I did not make this and as much as I love this I must also Regret that the authors can not continue working on this mod either.

I wanted to share this with anyone who might play morrowind. This mod breathed life back into a game I enjoy.

I made two mods for Oblivion The One Ring, and improved Imperial Dragon Armor revised 3.5

The one ring is set up as close as possible as I could get to remaking the One Ring for Oblivion. It's a balanced Item I think.
http://tessource.net/files/file.php?id=11864


the Dragon Armor one got from completing the main Quest was a major let down. Not only did it have poor enchantments, but was no better then Chainmail for light, or dwarven for heavy. Here I made them stronger then Glass and Daedric, and also removed the Lame enchantments so people can put what they want on it.

http://tessource.net/files/file.php?id=11865

please if you use these mods please comment and rate them. =^.^=