I'm sorry.. for all the Hell I put you through.. for everything that happened..
It was all my fault.. But at the time, I needed distance more than anything..
I pushed you and everyone away from from me while I was at my weakest..
I needed time to heal... After healing, I would have willingly apologized and asked to be friends again.. And I did in the note I sent..
I'm sorry all that had to happen.. Every bit of it...

Don't worry.. I'll leave you alone from now on.. I just needed to get this out there..

And Thank you.. For being a North star leading me on my path back to the love of my life.. We worked out all the bugs in our relationship and he makes me the happiest I've been since I left to begin with.. I plan on marrying him one day..

Now that I know all that I need to, I shall walk away. We will not speak again. I just needed you to know I sincerely care about you as a friend an that I was being completely honest in my note. If you couldn't see it, oh well, I guess.

That's all I've got to say.

So how was everyone's V-day? Hopefully, everyone found a valentine to share it with :3

I certainly did <3
Mine was awesome :3

First of all, I'm going to be in a competition through FCCLA on the regional level on the first day of March. I am competing in the Pastry Arts portion of the competition and shall be making a pastry tray. Anyway, I was practicing on Friday at making cream puffs, which are one of the pastries I'm making for my tray, and on Thursday, when I made the shells for the filling, I burned them. x.x So I tried to make them again on Friday and this time, they were PERFECT. You know what made such a huge difference? The recipe calls for cooking it for 20-25 minutes, but that's too long; you have to bake them for 15 minutes and they come out perfect.

Then right after I got home from school, I had to go with my mother into Amish country to go pick up a puppy, who is now named Gracie ^_^

Later on that night, I had a two to three hour Skype date with my mate and I hadn't gotten to talk to him at all until then. I wish I could have had a real date, this was the next best thing. He's such a sweetheart sometimes. <3 But I finally sent him a link to the Valentine's Day picture I made for him (since he doesn't have an FA) and I made him cry tears of joy :3

So that's how my Valentine's Day went. :3

I write fanfiction!

If you ship Captain Swan or Jelsa, you may want to check out my ongoing stories on Fanfiction.net. :3

Link: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/3072640/

I need new characters to draw!

I'm experimenting with my chibis, badges, and head shots.


If you leave a link to your refs in the comments,

when I have the time to and am looking for a character to draw as a gift,

you could receive some free gift art.


I give away gift art like nuts. If you want some, give your refs.
It's a good way for me to practice drawing and a good way for you to get some free art!

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Watching Once Upon A Time and drawing~

You see this chick

Go watch her. Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwww :I

She is an amazing artist and her art doesn't get enough attention.
Look at her auction Click to see!!

Also.

Look at this girl's page

Watch her page!! :D You wont regret it.

She's got awesome art skills and I think you should go look.
She's got a raffle going on too! Click to see!!


Both of these girls deserve more watchers, are very nice, and are amazing at making art so go check them out. Nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :I

Ive had a lot goin on so I woke up this morning feelin like crap as it is....

Then I get into a poke war and get accused of implyin my si is a whore.... I never meant that and never will...

Im sorry, sis..... I never meant it that way..... Ill explain later when Im calm enough to deal with all this....



So if you wanna email me, just ask for it and I may give it to you....

Later... that is if Im on later.....