Sorry 'bout that. Like I said, totally lost my password for a long ass time.

Anyways, other than that, feel free to stalk me on Tumblr: sltheoneandawesome.tumblr.com
It's where I waste most of my life these days anyways!

I don't know, but I have one now! : SLTheAwesome

Ha, not really.

Yeah... I came back to this account after two years. FUCK.

This one's for online friends. Just PM me and I'll add you (if I haven't already)

Hi guys! I'm back from camp and things are a wee bit crazy right now getting ready for me to go to ISRAEL!! Oh and guess what? My mom's getting married, so things have been CRAZY for that too!!

First and foremost, I got skype. Yay. I'm considering making a new Skype account for online friends, I just need to see how many of you have it. So please just comment here or message me saying you have it and tell me your skype name!

Even though no one EVER reads my journals I have decided to announce it.

And tomorrow's my last exam too, math of all things *eyeroll* I hate math, you can't study for it.

Also, I am off to camp again this year, for possibly my last year, because all my friends decided not to come back. I'll be on the bus June 24th and be coming back August 18th, so my account will be a little dead until then.

Then it'll be dead short after since I'll be off to New York before I go to Israel. And I'll have to get my computer set up in Israel and everything, so you've basically got about a week left with me before I'm dead for over two months. SO LOVE ME AND WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMNIT ... plz?

I just found out from my friend whose already been accepted to Elite that I actually WAS accepted! There was just a technicality which needed to be dealt with (probably my father, since he technically needed to be asked to see if I could go, since it could affect me otherwise) but apparently I'm IN!!!! OH MY GOD, I AM SO HAPPY!! I can't believe I got IN!!! *literally dancing*

So, if this is true then I'll be in Israel next year! I get to study at a boarding school where everything is free. My family will have more money, since my mom won't have to pay for school for me, or food or anything. I get a once in a life time opportunity. This is SO amazing!! I'm SO FUCKING HAPPY ^^

SUCKS SO FUCKING HARD!! I found it online and decided to watch it, just to see how hard it sucks. It sucks so SO BADLY. I actually nearly cried at the healing Kamehameha. Goku's in HIGH SCHOOL?! He gets BULLIED?! Also, Goku's too old, he's supposed to be twelve when Bulma finds him! And there's no Capsules! There's Capsule Corp (which is actually kinda cool) but no Capsule Corp? Also, Roshi's too young, Goku lacks a tail, AND YAMCHA IS A TOTAL SKATER HEAD. THE FUCK?!?!?!

I guess I expected too much, but come on! If you're gonna even put Akira Toriyama's name on it then don't JUST use his characters' names. Seriously, that's the only thing that's in ANY way similar.

I REALLY hope that the sequal isn't an adaptation of Dragonball Z, or hell, even GT. I mean... imagine Radditz and Vegeta... *shudders*

I don't even think he's supposed to be a Saiyan. All we know is that he's an orphan, so I'm really fucking confused.

And the fight scenes were lame and boring, the acting was poor. The best effects were the ones on the Dragonballs!

Don't go see it. Don't go if you're a fan, don't go just to laugh at it, and don't just go because you think it'd be an awesome action movie. It's not, it sucks, don't waste your money on it.

Oh and it's pronounced NA-mek. Not NE-mek.

Today was Yom Ha'Atzmaut. Or, to you non-Israelis, Israeli Independence Day. So, today at the Civic Centre we were having a party to celebrate. Y'know, it's not such a huge thing like Canada Day is here or 4th of July is down in the states, but I was in Israel last year for Yom Ha'atzmaut. They are a MILLION times more enthusiatic about it then Americans are about 4th of July, and that's saying a lot!

So, I was a little depressed, upset that I couldn't be with my friends in Israel last year, getting into a spray fight, getting kicked out of a restraunt, staying out until 3 in the morning just hanging out and having fun, nearly getting arested because we had accidentally left the area where we were allowed to spray each other because we were having too much fun to notice... y'know. Just, how do you top that?!

So, I went to this stupid thing at the Civic Centre, just so I wouldn't be a loser at home. And outside the Civic Centre, what do we see? Protesters. Fucking anti-Israel protesters. One had a huge Palistinian flag and another one with a megaphone shouting anti-Israeli statements. Most had signs saying shit like "61 years of depression" "What are we celebrating for?!" shit like that. Flipped them off on the way in. Fun shit.

But seriously, come ON we're trying to have some fun, celebrating the independence of not only our country, but of a Jewish State! And we're not even at war right now! How many fucking places are there for Arab Palistinians. Huh, try the rest of the fucking middle-East!!! And we don't even CARE if they're in Israel! We treat them like any other citizen!

So, whatever, these people clearly don't know the facts. They've never been there when Israel's been shelled or when there were so many terrorist threats that you were too afraid to get on a BUS. Yeah, my mom was raising her baby boy in Israel in a time where you didn't bus anywhere because you were afraid a suicide bomber would be there. I've seen the bomb shelters in children's schools!! I've seen kids who were traumatized by the 2nd Lebanese War three years ago! Israel's getting hurt too!

So, that's not even the worst part. Many of the kids were JEWSIH KIDS THAT HAVE BEEN TO JEWISH SCHOOLS WHERE THEY ARE TAUGHT WHAT HAPPENS ON BOTH SIDES. I feel sympathy for any civillian in ANY war. I feel horrible for all those people who died in Gaza. Jewish schools don't raise you to ONLY think of the Israeli side. The biggest shocker were that these were some kids my mother had taught! She could point out kids and say that she remembered having them in her class!

So, on the way out, my mom was saying how she was going to be a shit disturber and tell them about her days when she was too afraid to go on a bus and when she was in the army fighting for her country. I told her to totally do it, but my mother, being the chickenshit that she is, but rolled down the window and said, "May Israel stand forever!" Ugh, she sounded like a freaking Israeli extremist. God, I literally facepalmed. But some Muslim girl said, "You don't know what you're talking about bitch!" Facepalm. YES SHE DOES!!

I ended up lecturing my mother, telling her what she should have said, "Try living there when the rockets rain down and see if they're such a bad country." My mom was saying I would have caused too much shit. Uh... isn't that what a shit disturber is mother?

Anyways, I'm still peeved, because the funny thing is, Palistinians that are in land that has been returned to Arab countries have said that they appreciate being under Israeli control because they have better health care, they get education, they are part of a democracy. Oh yes, did I forget to mention that Israel's a FUCKING DEMOCRACY!!!

God damnit. It's retarded how ignorant some people can be! Y'know? If you don't know what you're talking about, then shut your fucking mouthes. I don't talk about things I don't know about, because I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THEM. God, common-fucking-sense!!

I know I promised to get working on the requests. Again, I failed, I'm sorry. I suck *sigh*. And school starts up tomorrow, so I'll have less chance. I'm sorry, I'll try.

I had no chances while I was in Toronto and I just got back Friday. I've been busy rediscovering Dragon Ball Z. Damn, I loved that show as a kid. You can all thank TFS DBZ Abridged. God, that shit is hilarity. Anyways, I've seriously turned back into the DBZ fangirl I was when I was a kid. XDD I even went out of my way to see the short movie that was released in Japan last year. With Tarble? TARBLE IS SO CUTE!!! *fangirls* Wait, sorry, what was I going on about again? I seriously seem to have an obsession with fucking Vegeta's family. I love Vegeta, Tarble, Trunks and even Bra a little bit (I hate that her name is Bulla in the English. They Seriously, they couldn't do anything more original then changing one letter in her mother's name?)

Gah! Time to stop fangirling. You see why I had such trouble getting the requests done! ... damnit, all this because I wanted to watch the Raditz saga again. I used to be such a Raditz fangirl when I was little... DAMNIT THERE I GO AGAIN!!

Anyway, I'll get to the requests when I can. I'm sorry.

... Future Trunks ^^

Alright, I know I REALLY procrastinated on the requests, but here's the scoop. I have 4 DA requests finished and 1 FA request sketched. I'm planning on just flat colouring the left over requests, just to get them out of my hair, and also because I suck at shading. I'm going to Toronto tomorrow and I'll try to get as many of the sketches done as possible and upload them when I get home Friday. But I also have homework to get done and a host to be polite to so here's the pecking order:

- Have fun in Toronto
- Make sure that I don't piss my friend off by having her endure three days of me
- Make sure to not piss off my friend's parents who can kick me out of the house
- Get homework done
- Ink 1 sketch that's done
- Sketch and Ink all my other requests
- Kill myself from piling on all of this shit
- Actually start working on my summatives/study for my exams

So that's it, again sorry for the procrastination and I'll try to get them done as soon as I can.

Did I mention that someone tore out my back fence and broke into my backyard and broke a pot? They didn't take anything, didn't break anything important... just tore out my fence. God, does my stuff suck or what?

Well, I'm done with my play and it's almost Passover break, and I need something to help me deal with my new found free time.

Requests sound good? I'll take five for now and add as I see fit. Chances are I won't even get like two requests...

1.  yoshi000 Him and his pets(?) (Sandnite: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1654415/ , Roco: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1868561/ , James: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1768240 ,
Stranger24 is on the right: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2089323 ,
yoshi000: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2035979/ ,
Red: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2005784/ , Blaze, he's the Umbreon: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2123564 )
2.  kandipanda Herself (?) (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1556084/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1681955 )
3.  herman2000 Typhoon(http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1823898 , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1988833/
) (finished)
4.  kagura_nitrogat Kagura on a DDR machine (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1782374/ )

Alright, I've gotten half way through! I'm getting there.

Wow this is SO much better then DA's prank. Snowmen. Dude, llamas are SO much cooler.

I have the opening of my play tonight, wish me luck!

Okay, my backup computer blew up, and know what I think it is? SheezyArt's new layout! Yeah, because that had just been made about four days before my computer blew up and then I went on it for the first time on my mom's computer and IT blew up too! Also, Flare said her browser is telling her it's dangerous! So, know what? Fuck SheezyArt, I'm NOT going on there with my mom's laptop OR my new laptop (when my uncle freaking orders it already!) So, if anyone knows any of my Sheezy friends that aren't on FA or DA, then can someone tell them I'm not going onto Sheezy until I'm guaranteed that my computers will be safe? Actually, I don't think I'll be going back at all, the place is crawling with trolls, hackers and just plain bugs and shit. So know, what, fuck SA, I won't be back there for a while.

So, some of you guys know that I'm applying to a school in Israel right? Well, we just got an e-mail from one of the guys in New York and he said that the dates for my interviews and testing will be soon. Y'know what that means? Means that I made it through the first round! I've got the hardest parts now, my testing and interviews to see if I want to go so badly. But they like my resume, so that's good!

I think that it helped that they lost my files for a bit. They found them a couple days ago, and my name probably stuck harder because of it. Thank you Fed-Ex!

I'll keep you guys posted and tell you when my first testing day is. Wish me luck!

Sorry, inside joke with my mom.

Anyway, my friend made me get gmail, so if any of you have it, message me for it. Please, I need people.

I know this is probably something people don't want to hear, but y'know this is very important to me. I'll be talking about the Israeli/Gaza war happening right now. I'm very pro-Zionism, so if you don't want to hear me defending Israel then stop reading now. If you don't want to hear about the conflict, stop reading now. Still reading? Alright.

So, for those of you who don't know, I have very close friends and family who are in the army and have been threatened by the war. Be'er Sheva, somewhere that I might be going to school next year, is 45 seconds with in the rocket launchings.

Gaza, has been launching rockets into Israel for YEARS. This didn't randomly start. Israel didn't attack Gaza to be assholes, they were DEFENDING THEMSELVES. Rockets are sent DAILY into Israel. They have been since BEFORE Israel retaliated.

One thing I have to say. You have to know who is responsible for this war. It is not the Palestinians. It is not the Israelis. It is not the Jews. It is not The Muslims. It is not the Arabs. It is HAMAS. Them, and them ALONE. And they don't even have the BALLS to face it. They are using their people as human shields. They are hiding among their people, leaving their weapons in schools, hospitals and mosques. That is DISGUSTING. The Israelis are trying to harm as few civilians as they can. But it's impossible with the tunnels being dug under homes, with the rockets in hidden in schools and Hamas walking next to innocent people. But know what's worse? Hamas doesn't give two shits about their citizens. THAT'S why they're in such turmoil. Y'know Israel sent 500 trucks into Gaza to help the civilians? Did you know that they have taken injured citizens into Israel to get help from Israeli hospitals. One woman Palestinian was in emergency labour and couldn't get into a Gaza hospital, so soldiers took her out of Gaza and brought her to a hospital in Israel. They told her that she and her newborn son could stay in Israel as long as she needed. She said she didn't want to go back.

Many Arabs are against Hamas. Many realize that what they're doing is horrible, using their people. Even anti-Zionists are saying that what they're doing is horrible. Anyone who supports Hamas in anyway is disgusting. NO ONE should be allowed to behave this way, especially not the government of a state.

I'm sure many of you have seen the turmoil that Palestine has been put into as of this past week on the news. But do you know how the Israelis in Sderot and the Western Negev have been for YEARS?! No? I just want to tell you, that these areas used to be beautiful. People used to not have a care in the world. Now? Do you know how many children suffer from psychological trauma now? I want you to guess. 50%? 70? No. 94% NINETY FOUR FUCKING PERCENT. NINETY FOUR children's lives have been destroyed by the rockets being shot into Sderot. I want you to imagine the city, town, whatever, that's about half a mile from you. I want you to imagine have rockets launched at you by them EVERY DAY. I want you to imagine having 15 seconds. FIFTEEN SECONDS, to find a safe place to hide, or to accept death. THAT'S NOT A LIFE!! HUNDREDS of people have been killed, THOUSANDS injured. ALL of them, have been uprooted from their lives.

This is a story I heard from a friend of mine today. A woman was baby sitting her four year old son and his friend. Their computer was on the second floor of their house. They hadn't gone upstairs for two years. And the boy wanted to show off a program on his computer. After BEGGING his mother, she finally agreed. While they were up there a rocket landed on their roof. They didn't have time to escape. Can you imagine that?! NOT BEING ABLE TO GO TO THE SECOND FLOOR OF YOUR OWN HOUSE. because otherwise you might be blown to bits. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?!

I can tell you, that NO kid in Sderot's favourite colour is red. The words that bring fear into those people's hearts, "Tzevat Adom", Red Alert, go off every day. They get 15 seconds to hide and pray for their lives. In Be'er Sheva, one of the further cities that rockets are launched at, have the WONDERFUL privilege of 45 seconds. I'm not kidding when I say privilege.

So, I say this: if you think that Israel is the one in the wrong, at least THINK, who started this? Who's hiding among their people, using them as shields? Who cheers at OUR deaths, while WE mourn theirs? I pray for the Israelis and the Palestinians. And I hope for the end of Hamas and this war.

That's all I have to say. Have questions? Feel free to ask. Refuse to talk to me because I'm Israeli, Jewish and a Zionist. Fuck you, I don't care. Don't care and want to be ignorant? Shame on you. But it's not my place to lecture. Just remember, don't only believe the news, because their is propaganda. And while the Israelis pray for peace and want to be able to live together, Israelis and Arabs side by side, Hamas wants to blow any Jew or Israeli off the map.

They do when they're thrown at my mom's car! Some dumb fucks on their way out of detention made a snowball and one of them threw it at my mom's car. She quickly turns around and the dumb kid who threw the snowball goes and hides in the bushes. Now these kids picked the WORST car to throw the snowball at. A forty four year old divorced teacher. Oh yeah, that's who you want to tick off. So she's yelling at them while I sit in the car and beat Sonic Chronicles for the 42nd time in a row and I'm just laughing as I listen to them trying to defend themselves and my mom lecturing them. Oh god, they all walk past the car and see me laughing at them and they all look so embarrassed. God, you dumb fucks XD.

So then we started to drive away again and the kid who actually threw the snowball comes out of the bushes to join up with his friends and my mom turns around again and goes and yells at him. This one was funnier. Why you ask? My mom called him a pansy, a fucking chicken and told him to grow some balls. I actually opened the window a crack so the kid could hear me laughing just for fun. God, that was SO funny. I love ya mom! You made a shitty monday a laughable one. XD

Well, today was shit for me. Besides, it was time for a new journal.

First we were playing basketball in Gym. Y'know when two people from different teams fight over the ball? Yeah, that happened with me... and my gym teacher. I actually won (he's short XD) but he pushed my middle finger back by accident. Now it's swollen and I can barely move my finger now, so it looks like I'm always giving people the finger XD

Next, I was walking to my bus stop and I normally sing quietly. Some douchebag drove by me and yelled, "SHUT THE FUCK UP." I was next to his car for a total of SEVEN SECONDS. He couldn't ignore me? Asshole <_<

Alright, so I'm waiting for my bus. I see my bus and I'm just like awesome. The bus in front of it was going straight and mine was turning right. So, as the bus going straight kept going (it was his right of way) another car tries to turn left and FAILS MISERABLY. The car gets pushed right into the curve and the bus doesn't even BUDGE. It would have been SO funny, if I hadn't been scared shitless. I have sensitive hearing, and because the crash was so close to where I was waiting I jumped like three feet in the air.

So, next, I'm on my bus, just trying to find a seat and this guy is just glaring at me for no reason. He wasn't glaring at anyone else, so I was just like, <i>okay...</i>. Then I realized he was glaring at my necklace. I was wearing a Magen David (Jewish Star) today. Fucking cunt. At first I thought I'd imagined it, but when I got up for my stop he just glared at me again. Thank god I didn't sit next to him...

And now I am home. And I SHOULD be studying my Talmud test, but I probably won't XD

I don't give the whole "LOVE ME!!!!!!" speech. No, I'm not a n00b. I'll say this. I'm also shadowlover19 on Fanfiction.net (don't read my stories there, they're all at least two years old and suck), SheezyArt, DeviantArt and I'm also StreamtheCat on YouTube (Don't subscribe to me there either, my vids are all shit).

I honestly wasn't planning on being here that long, I just wanted to be here long enough to deal with this bitch banned who stole my friend  flarethehedgie's art. But then, I figured out how to use the site and Flare begged me to stay (I do blame you Flare!!! XD) so I stayed. I'll try and post art here regularly, but since I don't have many watchers yet, I see nearly no reason. But hey, more art = more watchers! XD Yeah, I have a weird sense of humour, you'll get used to that... I hope.

So, I'm hoping I'll like it here. I've watched some people who are my friends, and some who I watch on other sites. Here's hoping they'll like my one piece of art enough to watch me back. (w00t! XDD)

I'm getting the hang of it, so, let's see if I like it, eh?