please pray for me to get it out of me DX

since my grandma who dwelved in the dark shit and voodoo stuff moved into the house i am just increasingly sick and i feel like im getting stabbed in the brain whenever i am near her

i feel like i will die if this keeps up and she moved forever here now DX

i'm like the stupid antenna that sucks all the bad vives or whatever from my mom and brother's sake and i just can't do this anymore

i need to move out or else i will die with this crap

and to whoever doesnt believe on this :

dont worry i 've been feeling very very veyr very sick lately. i pray to feel better soon



take care everyone!

I LOST TRACK OF TIME MY BIRTHDAY IS SO SO SO SO CLOSE OMG

AAAAAAAAA

is this 9th

if anyone wants to make me a gift.. a letter/postcard would be neat X3 but it will reach in like 4 months and i will have to pay some bs fee to get it XDDD

or anything really will make me happy ^^



_{also, 1 dollar is like 100 pesos so even some cents would be super useful XDDD also applies for steam cards, a 5 dollar gift card is well over 500 pesos which buy many shitty games ;w;}

or something like this

holy heck it's impossible to live in argentina on summer >;v

is like everywhere is an oven >;v


and my dumb bedroom only has one small window that points to the side where usually wind dont come from ;w;

whoever has winter, please mail me some cold XDD

so i got prescribed a parkinson's medicine for my anxiety

it disconnected me from the world and now i fear i will never feel im actually alive again

this pill fucked me up

i will take some time to try and get back to normal, i really beg i will get back to normal

i might be even more absent for until i can get feeling better

deeply sorry for anyone who wished to commission me, we could still try but i just can't focus on anything

i hope you are all well

and if you have any religion please pray for me if you can

small sign of me being alive
i hope this gets better but not many hopes

i wish you all are fine , please be careful

i could make more chibi hugs ychs

my commissions are still always open but is there a ych would you all like to see?
an idea you would like me to draw?

sorry for all the lack of updates, things are crappy and depression hits like a brick in the back of your teeth

and im mostly distracting myself with games and so, but i've not been drawing as i dont have many ideas, so i would be happy if you had any idea you woudl like to share with me

i hope everyone is fine and you are all beign careful, i wish you all the best

my city has been fucking up with people not giving a fuck and nobody even trying to wear a mask properly

the panic that i had on a first place about all this and everything being dangerous is coming back but im trying to do my best to not think on it, really impossible tho when all you can do is stay at your house and worry and hear how people closer and closer to your family is getting sick and dying

likely western union will close again so i wont be able to get more money on my hands
they say we go back to 'phase 3' again just for '10 days' but considering they will reform the constitution to giv the government more power is kinda worryingly

i keep hearing stuff like when we go back to the quarantine we will have all streaming services cutted so people dont see other peoble? what the fukc for me is all lies, but considering we are on the same path that venezuela.. maybe is not too far fetched. i keep hearing that getting a passport will be hard and if not impossible
idk , i try my best to stay away from a ll the panic inducing news but its all just always reaching to me and being more and more worrysome

sigh

anyway. i went back to wow, im on classic we still trying to get a server that isnt full of assholes with my bf
we tried lothaeb a LA server, full of assholes, we are all cunts here in argentina anyway

we trying on a server called windseeker i think?
i just hope its a bit more chill
if anyone plays wow classic let me know and maybe add me ?

lets hope patreon gives the payday soon, so i get the money out before this weekend X3

i wish you all to be safe , please be careful

really no clue if its mould or mold

but i am needing cactus and succulent shaped 3d printer archives, for printing

i am willing to pay for someone who can design the candle molds with the following shapes

link

link

link\

something like that, i wonder if its possible? shoot me a note if anything

she entered the hospital with a diabetic comma, nobody not even her knew she was diabetic, after 3 days of trying to get the hospital to pay attention to what was happening she was left under treatment for i .. think 2 weeks?

she is feeling a bit better now, but is yet another massive change on life for this family

im glad she is feeling better

but everything is still going to shit

i cant pay my meds, the breathing ones are imported so they cost a lot, and i dont know about the rest of the meds for psychiatric treatments because im not allowed to know much about them, now mom needs insulin, she got borrowed a sugar in blood machine which she has to return so we have to look into buying one, plus paying for the meds she will need now

dad isnt working either and so he isnt getting paid, pretty much the only money income is from what they give to dad sometimes on the factory, and my drawings

the bills are too high, and im pretty sure ther are some piling up, they try to keep me out of the money stuff information because they know i get too nervous with it, but at this point there is no hiding it, its all going to shit

they even are going to bring some dude that my brother knows to live at home, in hopes that he helps bringing money to home? but i dont like that dude he is kind of an asshole.

so im looking into how to get a pre fabricated house, which costs around 480.900 something pesos, which is a fuckton

i dont know man, things are quite hopeless, i just wish i could at least make a wood or mud house and move out and let my family keep fighting against themselves and not take it on me every day


anyway sorry for the rant

i wish you all are fine, remember covid is a thing and its getting more dangerous, please be careful everyone

i said i would take a time without making commissions, but we are running out of money and mom is still on the hospital and i dont know for how long, she is feeling a bit better tho, but i need to get back to my work and start selling commissions as soon as i can

i would appreciate if you spread the word, i will re post the comission price sheet in a bit

thanks for being so patient

i wont be taking commissions until the 12th

mom has been in the hospital for the last 2 days and i just cant cope with how scary this all is, sorry , i know we need the money, but i just cant draw

i hope you all have a good day

add me, i have a togepi as profile,

name : rhu

Friend code : 2U22EW4XPMB6

i like this game, i just dont like it gets addictive and fast so quick :c

i havent been this hooked on a game since so long X3

sadly so much clicking breaks my hands but man i am so hooked

im trying to record some sucessful gungeon runs too so i upload some more bg noise for all of you

i want to draw but ... im just soo hooked on terraria ;w;

i promise i will draw more once i un hook of this!
commissions still open >w<

i hope you all are good and being careful!

i've been drawing a bit more than before lately.. i know is still not enough amount of artwork as to be active everyday ;w;'
but im still trying! still trying to improve and lately enjoying both tradi and digi artwork

do any of you think i might have a future as full time artist?

i know im really not the best artist out there, even less the most popular one, but .. it would be awesome if i could have a real job as an artist ^w^


im still studying for veterinarian nurse, even tho is quite hard to learn alone on my house reading pdf's of the course, but , i keep thinking i would enjoy more if i could just work drawing for all of you

maybe in some future i can do this sucefully and dedicate to drawing stuff you all love or at least like seeing ^^

i would love to know what you think


also how is all this lockdown going for all of you? try to stay inside and stay safe!

i wish you all a good day ^^

borderlands 3 is the most expensive full priced game i 've seen so far

it takes the record of costing $5000 pesos
https://sta.sh/02dxnbml5d9t


which is well over 3/4 of a normal worker around here


holy shit man

we are so massively devaluated

and the games are so overpriced
heck that doesnt even include the tax (seems is another 1500 pesos with tax)

thanks gosh piratebay is a thing XDDD

i re found this old game i had named the isle, and i would love to be a carnivore and find carnivore friends but i just get instakilled

anyone plays it? or has a group of friends i can join to?

really odd as fuck question but i am looking for something to do while this lockdown keeps extending

i was thinking if anyone had diamond painting or gem painting kits, or jigsaws, that are maybe small enough to sneak into an envelope/letter, maybe we could reach an aggreement and try to send me one X3


man im really bored

also anyone plays the isle?

the dinosaur game