I know this is early, but I was considering going to Anthrocon in 2016 and wanted to know if anyone could give me an idea of how much it would cost?

I figured I should give an update at some point so, here it is.

I am now at college, and classes take up most of my time, and it is only going to get worse from here on. That being said, I have some great classes including a drawing course, a 3D art course, and a writing course, so I am hoping to improve my skills in those areas.

In terms of current projects, I don't really have anything interesting or worth mentioning just yet, but I am hoping to start writing again soon.

That's all for now!

I guess I should probably do an update. Here goes.

1. My birthday was on the 29th, and it went well.

2. Finals kicked my ass.

3. "Darkness in the Light" is most likely not getting a part 2 (sorry, just don't know where to go with it)

4. Several stories are bouncing around in my head and I will probably end up writing all of them (eventually)

5. Life is pretty good, but it always has its negatives as well.

Thanks for reading.

Just testing if anyone wanted to watch.

https://new.livestream.com/accounts.....events/3892340

Just testing the stream feature.

http://www.twitch.tv/raemonwolf

If I began streaming stuff, mainly video games, would anyone watch?

I just wanted to do a quick update real quick. I have two stories in progress, but I have run into walls on both of them. The more I proofread and try to improve, the worse the story sounds in terms of quality. They will get done eventually, I suppose.

Anyone have anything fun/interesting/important going on?

I can't even believe that this just happened. I just got locked out of my computer. This computer. That I have been using for many years. I am no longer allowed to sign in to my main account for the purpose of anything. It tells me that it is unable to load the user profile. So, there go three stories in progress, as well as everything that I have compiled in the last few years. I hate my computer now.

There is something going on. I am having a problem deciding what to do in terms of telling people who I really am. I let on most of who I am to friends and family and such, but I have only told a select few people that I am bisexual and that I am a furry. The furry part has gotten a bit better recently, mainly because my friend showed me a comic and showed that he doesn't think that furries are creepy/weird/other nasty things, which put me at ease a little bit. However, one of my other friends thinks that furries are all freaks that have sex with plush toys and animals. The furry part isn't really a problem in terms of family, mainly because they would have no idea what I am talking about.

The bisexual part is the big problem. In terms of friends, I don't know who would be left standing by my side after I told them. I'm not sure any of them would. Or maybe, they would just blow it off like it was nothing and say that it's "just a part of me", but that's just wishful thinking. The biggest problem is explaining it to my family. I have no idea how my mother would react, but my brother and father are pretty predictable in what they would do. On multiple occasions, they have expressed anti-gay outlooks and have even gone so far as to attend anti-gay marriage events (like the one that Chick-fil-A did). I'm afraid. For the first time in my life, I am afraid of who I am and what might become of me because of it. I have always had a positive outlook on who I am and how I act, an those people who have told me that I am nothing because of my personality, I have been able to brush them off without a second thought. But not this time. The whole "this is who I am and it won't change" just probably won't fly this time. I don't know what to do, I don't even know why I wrote this journal.

Just for anyone who cares, I guess.

Also, in case anyone was wondering, I am considering asking out this guy I like, which is why I would end up having to explain it in the first place.

Just school and video games, really. A little map building on the side, but nothing spectacular. That is all.

So I was daydreaming today when an idea popped into my head. I have a foot fetish and while being bi this gave me two ideas. Both by some form of mutation or experiment, etc.

1. Male grows penis-like shafts on the soles of his feet. The urethra grows in between the second and third toes. The "foot cock" acts like a normal one, and the rest of the skin on the soles grows tougher so that he doesn't hurt himself when he walks. Everything acts the same as a normal cock, except it is hyper - sensitive.

2. Female grows vaginal lips on the soles of her feet. Same thing as before. Hyper - sensitive, tougher skin around the vaginal lips, and clitoris is in between the third and fourth toes.

These would be added to other transformations, like a guy turning into an anthro dog or something, and this was added to the serum or whatever.

Ideas like this make me afraid of that dark corner of my head where everything weird and fucked up goes to wait to reveal itself.

Anyway, just ideas.

Yes, I am making a sequel. I am hoping to make it longer (at least by a little bit) and to have a more detailed transformation. I don't have a release day yet but I am trying. It also is going to have a bit of a sad story (at least in the beginning).

So, as revealed in the title, I have no motivation or inspiration at the moment. This is why I haven't been writing stories, and why I haven't been updating my FA. Another thing is that I have a lot going on, including going out of state to make a video game. It has always been a goal of mine to make or take part in creating a video game, however I am not sure I want to go. I have already paid and I leave on Friday, but it all of a sudden doesn't seem like a good idea. Also I am doing a ton of community service.

Just thought I'd let you all know why I haven't been writing, what is going on, and how I am feeling.