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Posted 3 years agoI don't post often on here which is why I did not find a reason to post this. And yet at the same time, I have had some friends that I have been able to make on here. Those that I still want to keep contact with, will know what the new account is, But I think It is time for me to get free of the past. To give an update to the reasoning for this choice of change, I am more than willing to explain it.
I have been in a relationship for over five years. One that has had ups and downs, one that was bound to have arguments, but not one that I thought I was going to be abandoned in. And even if someone tells me otherwise that she felt such, at this point that was how I felt in the end of all of this. I wanted to get everything off of my chest. I gave her the chance to contact me, hell just give me back all the characters that I paid for so that I can have money seeing as she ran off to live with a friend and I had to be homeless living in a car for almost a week. Had to sleep in the freezing cold not once but twice but see that meant nothing to her or her family that I moved 700+ miles from my family just to live up here. But, everything was my fault. As far as I saw everything was okay.
I was going to therapy, as much as I hated the thought of doing so.
I had made myself open up a I had been use to shutting up when things were a problem.
I ensured that I put her first even more than I did at first.
I did EVERYTHING that was asked of me from them, and yet nothing I asked for had been done.
See ultimately it may have been one sided. I end the end was putting too much effort into a relationship I should have known she was more than willing to let go seeing as I was more than willing to say that I could see us continuing, but she often said 'If we continued'. A sign of someone willing to give up on things a bit too much. I was willing to work with her when she wanted to change herself and I accepted it. I was having self doubt in myself and she made sure that I could fully understand that I was worth nothing more to her mother and her as someone that could be used. Hell even her sister showed me that I was nothing to them came the time.
She is selling and trading most everything I spent on her account, most of which are $100+ OCs that I spent the last of my money on to make sure she had the things she wanted. Quite a few of them, I would much rather have so I can sell. She ran off to live with a friend. It isn't that I don't know where she is, I just know better than to confront someone who doesn't understand that this was why I had an anxiety attack the dat before she decided to leave. I am not going to say her account directly on here. I am not that much of an irritated and Harsh Ex that I am willing to muddy her name. She says she is trying to 'look towards better things' and I wish she does find such. I hope she does find whoever she is looking for in life that can never argue with her or yell seeing as that was a problem. I hope she can find someone who is willing to put themselves 10K in debt to move 700 miles to live with her and still do everything that she wanted.
Even So with all of this, I still need money for myself. I will be updating this slowly but surely with other characters for sale that at this point, I don't think she will contact me to get the back. I don't think I have the right to sell things I did not spend money on seeing as it belongs to her. But she thinks it is okay to sell everything I paid for instead of giving it back. I don't know... Morals have been taught to me one way or another. At least I can keep up with some f those characters and see if anyone wants the paired that goes with the character.
https://toyhou.se/TonyStark/charact.....folder:2620165
Some of the characters don’t have prices on them. I can pretty much eyeball their worth but I also can take offers on most. I have a few more I need to add in there but I’m still waiting to hear back from someone. Even though they did me wrong, I don’t believe in Selling anything I didn’t buy. I wish they would do the same but they have already been profiting off of everything I bought and won’t send any of it back. Shows who is civil and kind versus who is not.
I have been in a relationship for over five years. One that has had ups and downs, one that was bound to have arguments, but not one that I thought I was going to be abandoned in. And even if someone tells me otherwise that she felt such, at this point that was how I felt in the end of all of this. I wanted to get everything off of my chest. I gave her the chance to contact me, hell just give me back all the characters that I paid for so that I can have money seeing as she ran off to live with a friend and I had to be homeless living in a car for almost a week. Had to sleep in the freezing cold not once but twice but see that meant nothing to her or her family that I moved 700+ miles from my family just to live up here. But, everything was my fault. As far as I saw everything was okay.
I was going to therapy, as much as I hated the thought of doing so.
I had made myself open up a I had been use to shutting up when things were a problem.
I ensured that I put her first even more than I did at first.
I did EVERYTHING that was asked of me from them, and yet nothing I asked for had been done.
See ultimately it may have been one sided. I end the end was putting too much effort into a relationship I should have known she was more than willing to let go seeing as I was more than willing to say that I could see us continuing, but she often said 'If we continued'. A sign of someone willing to give up on things a bit too much. I was willing to work with her when she wanted to change herself and I accepted it. I was having self doubt in myself and she made sure that I could fully understand that I was worth nothing more to her mother and her as someone that could be used. Hell even her sister showed me that I was nothing to them came the time.
She is selling and trading most everything I spent on her account, most of which are $100+ OCs that I spent the last of my money on to make sure she had the things she wanted. Quite a few of them, I would much rather have so I can sell. She ran off to live with a friend. It isn't that I don't know where she is, I just know better than to confront someone who doesn't understand that this was why I had an anxiety attack the dat before she decided to leave. I am not going to say her account directly on here. I am not that much of an irritated and Harsh Ex that I am willing to muddy her name. She says she is trying to 'look towards better things' and I wish she does find such. I hope she does find whoever she is looking for in life that can never argue with her or yell seeing as that was a problem. I hope she can find someone who is willing to put themselves 10K in debt to move 700 miles to live with her and still do everything that she wanted.
Even So with all of this, I still need money for myself. I will be updating this slowly but surely with other characters for sale that at this point, I don't think she will contact me to get the back. I don't think I have the right to sell things I did not spend money on seeing as it belongs to her. But she thinks it is okay to sell everything I paid for instead of giving it back. I don't know... Morals have been taught to me one way or another. At least I can keep up with some f those characters and see if anyone wants the paired that goes with the character.
https://toyhou.se/TonyStark/charact.....folder:2620165
Some of the characters don’t have prices on them. I can pretty much eyeball their worth but I also can take offers on most. I have a few more I need to add in there but I’m still waiting to hear back from someone. Even though they did me wrong, I don’t believe in Selling anything I didn’t buy. I wish they would do the same but they have already been profiting off of everything I bought and won’t send any of it back. Shows who is civil and kind versus who is not.
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Posted 6 years ago Hiya! Boosting this for someone else. They have lovely Veilhound Adopts and have some up for sale now. Y’all should take a look at them! They have some other amazing Designs too up for Sale too.
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Posted 6 years agoTo My Valentine
Posted 6 years agoTL;DR if you have no patience. As this is a game of confession and part of my Valentine's Gift as I am better with writing than I am talking.
What was it, nine years ago? I met this lady who little to nothing about me, she was an angel a gem and at the time I did not think of anything of it. Perhaps it was back in 2014 did I come to realize that she mattered more to me than I gave credit for.
Late night conversations about who we wanted our lives to be and still we did not come to that conclusion easily. She was happy where she was, or so I thought and honestly I wanted that for her. I wanted her to be happy and I wanted to to be with whoever she wanted cause at the time, I was with someone I thought it would be perfect. Again, late night calls and moments where she offered her time to another, who I had no rights to be jealous over because I was not in a relationship with her at the time, which was alright with me. Time and time again, I told myself she was happy. She was happy and I thought she would always be. Perhaps it is wrong to admit that I was very content with the fact that she and the latter were not together when they broke up and still I admit that is how I feel forever that I was right for her. I was perfect and felt that I could treat her better, I just needed to lose a bit of baggage first and then I could have her. But wait, you have to wait first.
Waiting became null and void one night some four or three years ago when Her sister and I had a conversation and I mayhaps confessed to emotions that were buried and I was hesitant to voice. I became the squeaky mess that night and incapable fo speech knowing that one of the women care most for heard such for me. But would she accept such? She did but with hesitation. The game was were we willing to do this together? Were we willing to play a game that we had more than just one factor against us? Age, Same-sex, and race. I didn't care.
May 4th, 2016, that became a day that I have to love, Because the woman who I fell hard for became mine that day. We have had our Ups and downs, we have had our shared moments of tears and even fears that rose so greatly that we did not know what could come of us. But no one has managed to make me worry as she does, no one makes me cries like she can if I can't hear from her or make sure she is safe.
We share the same interest.
We share similar Goals.
She has my back, I have her's.
We are a team, a united front that has rare days of light disclosure.
But she means everything to me and I hope she can be the one I am with forever.
My Love, I love You and want you to be more than my valentine's this year. I want you to be such every year and forever.
After All, What is a Tiger without their Leopard?
What is a beast without their beauty?
What is an Alpha without their alphess?
Who am I without you?
Love You Beautiful, Have a great Valentine's Day.
What was it, nine years ago? I met this lady who little to nothing about me, she was an angel a gem and at the time I did not think of anything of it. Perhaps it was back in 2014 did I come to realize that she mattered more to me than I gave credit for.
Late night conversations about who we wanted our lives to be and still we did not come to that conclusion easily. She was happy where she was, or so I thought and honestly I wanted that for her. I wanted her to be happy and I wanted to to be with whoever she wanted cause at the time, I was with someone I thought it would be perfect. Again, late night calls and moments where she offered her time to another, who I had no rights to be jealous over because I was not in a relationship with her at the time, which was alright with me. Time and time again, I told myself she was happy. She was happy and I thought she would always be. Perhaps it is wrong to admit that I was very content with the fact that she and the latter were not together when they broke up and still I admit that is how I feel forever that I was right for her. I was perfect and felt that I could treat her better, I just needed to lose a bit of baggage first and then I could have her. But wait, you have to wait first.
Waiting became null and void one night some four or three years ago when Her sister and I had a conversation and I mayhaps confessed to emotions that were buried and I was hesitant to voice. I became the squeaky mess that night and incapable fo speech knowing that one of the women care most for heard such for me. But would she accept such? She did but with hesitation. The game was were we willing to do this together? Were we willing to play a game that we had more than just one factor against us? Age, Same-sex, and race. I didn't care.
May 4th, 2016, that became a day that I have to love, Because the woman who I fell hard for became mine that day. We have had our Ups and downs, we have had our shared moments of tears and even fears that rose so greatly that we did not know what could come of us. But no one has managed to make me worry as she does, no one makes me cries like she can if I can't hear from her or make sure she is safe.
We share the same interest.
We share similar Goals.
She has my back, I have her's.
We are a team, a united front that has rare days of light disclosure.
But she means everything to me and I hope she can be the one I am with forever.
My Love, I love You and want you to be more than my valentine's this year. I want you to be such every year and forever.
After All, What is a Tiger without their Leopard?
What is a beast without their beauty?
What is an Alpha without their alphess?
Who am I without you?
Love You Beautiful, Have a great Valentine's Day.
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Massive Character Sale/Trade
Posted 7 years agoPosting this for my girlfriend <3
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8984478/
Take a peek at what she has and you may like them~
Here are a handful of mine that are for trade/sale too. ^^
https://toyhou.se/Alexander833/char...../folder:473453
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8984478/
Take a peek at what she has and you may like them~
Here are a handful of mine that are for trade/sale too. ^^
https://toyhou.se/Alexander833/char...../folder:473453
Leaving Fandom Sale
Posted 7 years agoThey have lots of beautiful and handsome OCs up for sale. Give them a look. <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28550847/
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