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-A breakdown on the slowdown-
Posted a year agoGood day to you dears. Hope you're doing alright out there~
Wanted to give a small explanation on whats been going on my side of things as there's been a massive slow down the last couple of months. I'll try to be as concise as possible to give a timeline here.
February of this year my stepfather suffered a collapse at work and has since exhibited major episodes of vertigo and dizziness. Since then I've become more of his medical caregiver and looking after all his appointments and medical needs. I began taking up commissions and other small projects throughout the year to help with bills as our household was far more heavily impacted with the additional lack of income. My hands progressively worsened due to carpal tunnel and clicker finger which has lead to me currently using a foot pedal to emulate mouse clicks for my digital work.
We were finally able to get disability pay at this time which has brought some relief to the household finance wise. During the last couple of months I've had more focus and concentration issues among my more pronounced anxietal episodes, the inability to feel any form of satisfaction or investment in any act I do often leading to lockups and being chair bound. I began a switch up in medications towards the 11'th of this month because I wanted to migrate to medication that could more pointedly focus on my ADHD symptoms but progressively I experienced depressive episodes to the point of dysfunction and so my Psychiatrist had us pivot course and return back to my previous regime while we test the waters elsewhere.
I share this all with you, not looking for sympathy but to be honest and openly communicative. A lot has been going on in the background of this channel and I'm hopeful we'll get back on track sooner or later. As always I appreciate your patience and care!
Wanted to give a small explanation on whats been going on my side of things as there's been a massive slow down the last couple of months. I'll try to be as concise as possible to give a timeline here.
February of this year my stepfather suffered a collapse at work and has since exhibited major episodes of vertigo and dizziness. Since then I've become more of his medical caregiver and looking after all his appointments and medical needs. I began taking up commissions and other small projects throughout the year to help with bills as our household was far more heavily impacted with the additional lack of income. My hands progressively worsened due to carpal tunnel and clicker finger which has lead to me currently using a foot pedal to emulate mouse clicks for my digital work.
We were finally able to get disability pay at this time which has brought some relief to the household finance wise. During the last couple of months I've had more focus and concentration issues among my more pronounced anxietal episodes, the inability to feel any form of satisfaction or investment in any act I do often leading to lockups and being chair bound. I began a switch up in medications towards the 11'th of this month because I wanted to migrate to medication that could more pointedly focus on my ADHD symptoms but progressively I experienced depressive episodes to the point of dysfunction and so my Psychiatrist had us pivot course and return back to my previous regime while we test the waters elsewhere.
I share this all with you, not looking for sympathy but to be honest and openly communicative. A lot has been going on in the background of this channel and I'm hopeful we'll get back on track sooner or later. As always I appreciate your patience and care!
