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Does anyone know where we can find part two? We've only been able to find a five minute preview to part two.

http://www.veoh.com/browse/videos/c.....331465CW2X5hg#

^ part one.


But, yeah. I told Myst I'd find part two for him. But I can't find it online for free. Lol. Any help?

So. Like. My family and I have three days to pack up and get out. We're trying to get so we can stay longer, long enough to pack up everything. We have a lot of junk. Anyways, tomorrow we're going to look at a house that's only like, a mile or so from the base of BIG BEAR MOUNTAIN *squees* <3 Big Bear.

But, yeah *cough* If we're lucky, we'll be moving to a house that has an AWESOME view. XD


Wish us luck.

http://animalbehaviorcollege.com/index.asp

Have any of you heard of them?
I'm going to sign up with them, I think. It sounds pretty awesome ^.^
Probably going to call the Cindy person tomorrow and tell her I'm up for it.
But I'm completely unaware of how it works, never signed up for college before. lol. How do the tuitions work out? *blinkblink*

This would be awesome, though. Being able to work all day every day with dogs. Oh, and never having to get rid of a dog because of it's behavior, ever again.. that'd be awesome, too ^.^


Has anyone here gone to them?

4days to raise roughly $800.




would anyone be interested in a raffle?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581425/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581422/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581450/


Countdown: $940

My brother is gonna put in a lot towards this, too, so this number may be cut in half completely. Please help any way you can!


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581425/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581422/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581450/

*points to header/footer* Myst made spiffies!


Dun forget to check out 's awesome arts and commish hims!

So far no good. Pleeeease, if you can't afford art or anything, advertise for Mystery, his amazingly talented mate, Wilk, and me.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/581422/

*puppy eyes* I dun wanna be a homless puppeh. and every cent helps. *noddles*

Being evicted unless we get $2,001 by Jan 19th. Half of that is covered, so, I need to help raise $1,000. I dun expect to get it all, but, at least a little bit of that.


I'll be doing busts. Because I'm faster with those. I'll be taking as many as I can a day, so, pretty please *big puppy eyes* Help?


And of course, I understand everyone's on hard times. So if you can't help financially, then maybeh you can help by spreading the word?

Mystery is also up for commish for the same cause, he does Apop renders and writes stories. <- Myst's story account. Check it ouuuut. *pokes* And *points to comments* So is Wilk! He's a much better artist than me, lol, so go check him out.

So, a few days of the Christmas week, I drew up some stuffs. The only thing to do now is steal mom's scanner and try to get it to scan directly onto my comp, or just say screw it and take pictures of them. lol.

The drama with Dan has relatively calmed down. But he calls now and again to let us know he hasn't forgotten us. Oh well, it's not like we'll be around much longer.

Which leads to my current reason for being uninterested in everything. We're being evicted in just a few days/weeks. Not sure exactly when, but the bastards want $300,000. I mean, that's a couple times more than what we originally bought it for, and if we had that kind of money, we wouldn't be living in this house. We've been living in this house since about the end of November, '99. So long in the same house, so many memories. And the pigs are just gonna throw us out because they dun wanna work with us on payments. Dicks.


I've unwatched a lot of people. No offence to them, I just dun have the... whatever... to short through a thousand pics everytime I log on, ya know?

Anyways, I'll have the new pics and some old pics up on here soon as I can. Hope ya'll had a great one. <3

You know how in tutorials, they always have you start off with circles? Well, unless I'm looking directly at the tutorial, My circles are rather... pointless. I never draw off that circle. o.0 Or I draw the circle, then draw off of it, only to erase most of it and start off the ear or something. lol. What brought this up is I'm trying to draw a bull and I drew the circle then completely blew it off. LOL.



As for an update?
Uhm, tomorrow is mom's courtdate, and then the next day they should be releasing her. That was the deal, from what I understood. But, yeah, she'll finally be coming home. Hopefully she sticks to her word and doesn't allow any of her 'friends' over. Her friend's = baaaadd.


And..... I dunno. Mystery and I are babysitting. I'ma try and draw something based on that, but, who knows if I will or if it'd ever get posted. *glares at scanner and it's difficulties*

I'm alive and such. *yawns* Thought I'd pop in for like, an update or something.


I've been doing...... nothing. *blinks* lol. Uhm... I dunno. I've just been... BLah. So, the usual. LOL.

We were watching American Dad, and they showed Furries, and the part with the car, the other two in the room slowly turned to look at Jake and I. XP We were just like, "That's not how it is..... LOL"

Annnnd, now. I'm tired. Hello, good bye, sweet dreams, good night. *nods* lol.

Who out there lives in Big Bear?

My brothers and I (And maybe even Myst =  silencedemotions) might be moving up there. If we can find jobs and a house. The house, I'm sure we'll find pretty well on our own. As for jobs..... I dunno. lol.

But yeah. Anyways. Who lives up there? How do you likes it? All those other nosey questions....? XP

So, it died a while ago, but, just now, it's really bugging me. I miss my car. *whimpers* Seems like everything is wrong with it. It's just... GAH. *pouts*

Yeah, anyways. -.-

I get to see mom tomorrow. For those who aren't watching SilencedEmotions... She's in jail cause of Dan. *rolls eyes* Oh, and that waste of flesh and bones taking up our air, yeah, he keeps driving by pretty much every night. We're trying to get our cameras up soon as possible, and we need to make them record. If we get it on camera all the times he goes by, we can make it so he can't come on the street at all. XP

So, as if losing 9ers wasn't hard enough, it turns out, on the 3rd, Domino met the same fate, except, we found him on the second driveway of our neigbors -.-
And then, this morning, one of the new kittens died. He'd had a cut on his chest that we dun know where he got it. *sighs* This is depressing. -.-

My oldest cat, Lil Miss 49er, was hit by a car this morning and died. I was leaving so I didn't have a chance to even move her, and the neighbors took care of her before I could get back. I'm just upset that they more than likely threw her away.
We had gotten her in 2000, and she was about 1-2 years old then. She was a royal pain in the arse, a grumpy demon kitty, but... she had been coming around, letting us pet her, and even starting to purr.
What upsets me even more, is I can only find three pics of her when I know I took more. Jake uploaded them into his PB cause I forgot mine.
http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/.....rent=49ers.jpg
http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/.....t=HPIM3235.jpg
http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/.....t=HPIM3271.jpg


RIP baby girl. I'm sorry you had to go like that. I love you and I'll miss you so much.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I have a couple things.
1.) The day before, we had yet another raid, and mom was brought to jail. Nothing she actually did, but, our great and wonderful PIGS dun have the brains to realize this. Btw, yush, this is Dan's doing. *sighs* I hate his guts.

2.) We found the kittens. She had six. Four died, sadly, but two remain. *points to pics I already posted* As you can tell. lol. As it's sad the four didn't make it, these babies are active, and vocal.... I think I posted this in a journal already, but, it's 1:28 am as I type, so, forgive me if I did. XP As for the cat run/enclosure/thing, I got a few donations from people here, but, I'm not sure where I will be anymore, so, I dun think I'll put the money towards that. Instead, it'll go towards property in, maybe, NC near my uncles. That's where dad wants to move us, to get us away from Psycho Dan.

3.) Does anyone know/have digital tutorials? *Blinks* I'm having trouble getting used to my tablet, soo.... *blinks*... Yeah, if anyone knows of some good ones, post links, pease? Thanks ^^


<3

Okay, as of right now, we have ELEVEN cats. Instead of the crazy cat lady, we are the crazy cat family. o.0 They run wild our back yard, and the brave run the block. *dies* We need to either get rid of some, which I dun have the heart to do, XP or... build something likea dis

http://www.catsofaustralia.com/cat-enclosures.htm

I vote for teh cat house!



I dunno exactly how much I'd need.... but.... I'm going to put a guestament and say about $500.00. Whenever I can go to home depot or someplace, I'll ask them for their guestament and update....


So, to raise the money, I'll do commisions(sp?). Prices will be whatever you can donate. *noddles*. If anyone else can help us out, and keep our kitties safe off the street (and help make a place to seperate females from the males, lol), I would really appreciate it...


Paypal - grimmwolfer[at]yahoo.com
And for those who can only do snailmail donations, note me, and we can work that out *noddles*

She had her babies.... and we have to clue as to where. I poked around in the sheds out back.... but I heard no mews or anything. I just hope they aren't anywhere they could overheat during the day or freeze at night. *sighs* I'ma follow her when she's done eating and see where she goes from there.... Hopefully I can make sure they're okay. *blinks*

Lately, everytime I sit down to just toy with drawing and trying to get in the mood to draw something, I just feel like I'm staring at a terribly hard math problem. I just can't find motivation to draw. It's like a small anxiety attack or something when I try to make myself get over it and just draw. -.-


So, what motivates you? How do you get over this sort of anti-art thing? lol. Any advice would be appreciated much. ^^



- secret

Lol, I'm alive, I swear. Kinda, I guess. lol. Things in family are still stressful, but, I'm pretty much just.... in a constant state of just o.0 I hardly really get involved in anything.

 silencedemotions aka Mystery, moved in with me and my family. He lives in our garage now, lol. Which is totally awesome because... well, some of you knoww muh gay guy fetish X3

Uhm. We have a new puppy. You can see her in Mystery's account. Oh, you guys haven't seen Sarah, either, have you? Well, we have two new dogs XP AND! Our whore of a cat, she's pregnant again. So, soon, our count of 9 cats will jump to a higher number. To be honest, I dun want so mant cats DX I want my own dog XP So, anyone with a german shepard puppy and wants a cat or two *winkwink, nudgenudge* I'll trade ya! XP

I have changed my fursona. So many times, I'm annoying people. I promised I'll stick with this one, though. Ish now a German Shepard. Mostly black with a little bit of dark brown highlights. Or some other color. I dunno. I'm still making him. Yush, muh fursona will be a him. Answer ish up there with Mystery's move announcement XP


As for art...... *sighs* I have only what I told ya'll about a while ago. Uhm, not scanned yet. and my sketchbook went missing. So. Uhm, I only have this itty bitty sketch pad thing, and... yeah. lol. I did draw a small one. a partial fur named Wicked, which I drew for Mystery. lol.



Soooooo, that's what's new. I might log on more often now... might. lol.

<3 ya'll
- Secret

The same bastard, Dan, ish totally playing us! He was all fine and dandy, and was getting along with dad (scary twist...?) after that huge fight, and NOW.... *snarls* My dad called mom to tell her he was concerned, and Dan called him back threatening to tell my brother's parole officer and say he's selling drugs *snarls*. It's not true. *growls* That piece of trash. Stupid god damned desert rat piece of... *deep breath* I hate him. He's officially not a 'friend'. He's just the bastard who's trying to trash things even more.

Like things aren't screwed up enough.

WTF? Dan came over to talk to my dad!!!!!??? And now he's EGGING him on. Nearly begging my dad to hit him. He appologized for screwing mom. And this dude has no clue. My bro is out there, and if Dan hits Dad, Dan's gonna be one sorry old man.
*deep breath trying to relax*

Everything has taken a twist....

I have a couple pics I drew one day due to lack of comp. BUT. Mom took the scanner, so, I dun know when I can get them up. Uhm, one was inspired by a song, Hero - Enrique Iglesias(sp?). Another was inspired by muh bro's new saying (Life's too short to skip therapy © Joker). The third ish just a horse I thoughted up. I liked the way they came out. They were done in a mechanical pencial I was stuck with, and I thought they'd be crap, but I really like how they came out. I was able to make do with what I had. ^.^









I feel like crap, but worse....

Yeah, uhm, so, muh parents are getting divorced. And... it's more crappy then I've imagined. With their relationship, I thought they just needed a divorce. They weren't meant for each other like they thought and neither were willing to make steps to fix it. So, I thought "divorce and get it over". But NOW.... they are divorcing and the bull crap that ish happening is just..... torture. *Sighs*. It's like, some people want me to choose sides, and dad tells me to love mom, and mom talks crap about dad and things that were one way before this has suddenly turned out to be something else and it's HORRIBLE. I don't want to choose sides. I just want to go to my own home and hide behind my own dooe and not deal with anything. But, no, I'm left to deal with muh dad drunk and crying and... he's a truck driver, he never cries. but he did the other night and I stayed up with him to try and comfort him. And that ish hard. But this is so... exhausting. As if I needed more stress and pressure and drama and worry and drama.

*yawns*.

And the cops just left. Theres gonna be a custody battle for my handicap brother.

*rubs eyes* gahhhh.