Due to college and stuff like that, I've fallen a little behind on my Inktober uploads and drawings. I'm actually three days behind now on drawings so I think imma just call it off. Sorry everyone, guess I'm just too lazy to finish something like this up. Oh well, a lot of people seem to be more interested purely in my kink content anyways. o3o

This is super late, I know, but I just want to thank you guys for following me up till now! I never thought I would get 200 people to watch me here, this is actually the most amount of people I have watching my stuff anywhere! Not sure if I'll do something special for this milestone. In the end though, I really should post here more often too.

Y'all know what to do: ask me or my characters any kind of question and I'll respond back when I can and as best as I can!

Got nothing better to do today after class, so ask away any questions you have about me or my characters! I'll reply ASAP :3

Now I know what today is, and I know that a lot of people are going to take whatever they see today in the form of journals like this with a grain of salt, but I assure you that this is no joke. April fools! I'm back you guys, and I'm here to stay!

Well, not like I really left in the first place to begin with. I was still faving things over on twitter and I was coming around here looking through my feeds and clearing them out like I usually do, I just bwasnt faving stuff here! As for discord, I had a few people in on the joke beforehand, and I just remained invisible!

Now, I'd like to apologize for playing such a rotten trick on your guys, but there's a reason why I did that previous journal so early. And that was to make it more believable, cuz I know most of you guys wouldn't believe a leaving journal on April fools day. As I said earlier, this journal is no joke. I really am back to stay and I'm coming out of hiding!

Oh, and as for my gender orientation I... Still haven't decided what exactly I am yet. Though I'm leaning towards transgender for various reasons

Been a while since I last did one of these. You know the drill: ask any questions about me or my characters in the comments, and I'll respond back ASAP!

Questions can even be lewd, if ya want them to >w>

So ask away!

Well, the new year has finally reached my side of the world. Gotta say, 2017 was... Pretty hectic. It was quite the bumpy ride of emotions and struggles with friends and family alike.

This year, all I really hope for is to finally find that special girl whom I can call my own. That's really it, just to find a girlfriend. And to male some new friends, I guess. I dunno, not really sure what to expect this year, but I will always try to keep a positive attitude all throughout.

I am now 19 years old.

... Yay?

Good friend  GooBlueBerry has opened up for slots for these adorable animated pictures! They're super cute and real low in cost! Why don't cha go check them out and buy one? >w<

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25366170/

Uhh, its been a while since I last said anything here. About five months, to be exact. Please, forgive me for my absence here. I'll be honest, I haven't been busy at all. On the contrary, I have loads of free time as of late. I'm just way too lazy for my own good. I really do need to change that. Especially now that I'm in college. But don't worry, even though I'm now pursuing a higher eduction, that doesn't mean I won't try to make sure I have time for my friends. So far, college has been fun. Met some old friends, made some new ones, and my schedule all takes place in the first half of the day, so that's great.

Now for the second part of this journal, the art dump! I've got about 9-10 things I wanna post from during my absence, some Gmod stuff, mostly traditional stuff, and, believe it or not, a story! That's right, I for once managed to complete a story! I also got some dumb doodles to post as well, so look out for those, too! Also, just a side note, even though I haven't posted here in what seems forever, I wanna let you guys know that I'm technically always here. I'm always checking my in boxes and faving stuff every day, so if you want to talk to me here, just drop me a note or shout!

Anyways, I should probably wrap things up now. Really should post stuff as soon as I draw them and make that a habit. Anyways, Shay out!

Idk, I'm bored, I entered Spring break, and I wanna draw stuff but I don't know what. Send me a note if any of you are interested! I'll draw just about anything as long as it can fit within general-mature rating and isn't hella complicated. c:

So, I've decided that maybe I'll be ditching the video game stream idea(considering my laptop might not be powerful enough to handle live streams) and that I'll just go to posting random gaming moments on Youtube instead. That being said I have posted a new video, which can be located -> https://youtu.be/dHMbyyeOkdE here! This time around, I try to fight those nasty Twins and the Destroyer and... well, I'll just leave it you guys to watch and find out! let me know what you guys think!

Sooo, I recently (just today, as a matter of fact) recorded myself playing some Terraria and decided to use it as a test/example video to show people how my streams (if Iever get to doing them) would be like! The video can be found here -> https://youtu.be/uxZ5BfVyh8g . Watch and let me know what you guys liked, what Ineed to fix/do better, and if you would be interested watching this Shaydra play some games!

Or if you just wanna see me freak out over a naturally spawning Destroyer, then just skip to 19:54 to witness it :p

But in all seriousness, watch and let me know what you guys think! ^.^

This has been something that's been on my mind for a few months now; would any of you guys be interested in watching me play some video games, like Terraria or Megaman X. I'd need some time to get some better recording equipment like a mic headset and I'd also be using Twitch to stream. Sooo, would of you guys be interested?

Anyone got any questions for moi? Or mah sonas? Ask away! oDo

Sooo, I've been thinking, what would you guys think if I was to open animated icon commissions? How much would you guys be willing to pay for something like this? -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17647320/ And most of all, would you guys be interested? Personally, I would think maybe $3-$4 per animation, but I wanna see what you guys think. They'd all be blinking icons, by the way, and they'd all be from a profile view.

Wow, I really don't know what to say! I never expected to havethis many people hit the llittle +Watch button for me! Thanks, everyone, for watching me and supporting my art!

Well, the end of the year is coming soon for me in less than an hour upon writing this. *sigh* Be honest, this year has been dreadful for me, as it has been for many people... I lost a great friend that I've had for many years, I've broken the heart of one my closest friends, and I've been real stressed with my family constantly behind my back on so many things... I really hope that this year can go much more smoothly, I've never been this upset any year, ever...

*sigh* anyways, I guess my New Years resolution is to try and post a decent drawing every month, and to get myself a girlfriend; someone kind, sweet, is into a lot of the things I'm into such as video games and fetishes, and is just overall a really nice gal. That itself would really help brighten my life again...

Anyways, hope all you have a wonderful New Years and I wish that 2017 will bring everyone some great times to replace these crappy ones.

While I didn't have internet, I made quite a few drawings and even found some old stuff I never posted! Gonna be postingtthose things now so keep you're eyes out for something you may like! >w<

Finally, the new router got here and it's finally installed! Now I have Wifi again! While gone, I drew quite a few things so expect an art dump sometime tomorrow!

Also, I just found out my two year FA anniversary was a few days ago. Woo~

I'm gonna be gone for a few days. Something is wrong with my house's router so I don't have WiFi and I've reached my mobile data limit. I'm so very sorry everyone, just decided to let you guys know and not think I was grounded or dead on social media. The new router should be here in 5 days, so I've been told...

I wanna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday yesterday and an even bigger thanks for those that gave me a gift~ I really appreciate all the kindness~ Gooey hugs for all~!

(Decided to make this separate from my previous journal for reasons)

If anyone has an idea, let me know in the comments below and I'll possibly add it to the list if I like it enough! This Gmod stuff is hella fun to do when I have alone time and nothing else to do~

Note: the order in which they are written isnt the order in which they'll be done.

-Fat Mew ( Req. By  3jaustin)

-Fat/Big booty Flareon (idea by  Tails230)

-Busty Pokegals (Not sure which ones I have which would be perfect for big breasts)

-lucario and delphox blowing massive bubble gum bubbles together with a Lopunny squished between the bubbles (req. By  PokemonArtist)

-Plump Braixen (idea by  Pixel_Star)

-Fat Yoshi (req. By  JovialSkunk)

-Fat Meowstic(Male/Female) and Espurr (Req. By  PinkQuartzFairy)

-Obese Zorua (Req. By  PinkQuartzFairy)

-Fat Zoroark (Req. By  PinkQuartzFairy)

I've noticed that you guys have been loving all this Gmod stuff I've been putting out as of late and I want to thank you all! Aside from that I think I'll use this journal to keep track of all the Gmod stuff I want to do.

Note: the order in which they are written isnt the order in which they'll be done.

-Fat Mew ( Req. By  3jaustin)

-Fat/Big booty Flareon

-Busty Pokegals (Not sure which ones I have which would be perfect for big breasts)

-lucario and delphox blowing massive bubble gum bubbles together with a Lopunny squished between the bubbles (req. By  PokemonArtist)

-Fat Meowstic(male/female)/Espurr (Req. By  PinkQuartzFairy

If anyone has an idea, let me know in the comments below and I'll possibly add it to the list if I like it enough! This Gmod stuff is hella fun to do when I have alone time and nothing else to do~

Gonna be turning 18

Yep, that's about it.