Aaaand we're back to drawing. Had to get a big bunch of sewing out of my system and a few dresses done until I felt like picking up the pen again. And to kick it all off I needed a bit of inspiration and got it a few weeks back after having a get together with a few kinky friends and getting a chance to do some bondage and spanking. I've been part of the local kinky scene for around six years and it took me this long to finally start being active about it xD This Monday I had a play-date with a new play-mate (read the story here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39403752/) and after a really fulfilling evening, I really decided that this is it! So get ready for some kinky fun time with my upcoming pictures ^^

...... and that said, I still won't be publishing many pics this month. Have a really big project I have to draw and I cannot submit those pics until the project is done so I'll be really busy even though I won't be uploading stuff.. But it's going to be worth it \o/

So drawing is on hiatus (again) :D

Now that Corona has given me more free time, it'll take some time for me to find a good balance between all my hobbies. First I drew a lot, now I sew a lot but hopefully I'll manage to find time for both of them...

We'll see.

Been a bit under the weather the past week, so drawing (and other things) are paused.
Hope to catch up soon ^^

Yeah, it happens in cycles, my comeback. And always for a while I do succeed in drawing. And then the frustration hits me, the pen doesn't want to do what I want it to do and I get mad, chuck the pens and papers away and sulk.

Don't know will it happen this time or not... But (like every time....) I really want to start drawing again. It was such a BIG part of my life for SO long that I simply can't let it go. The problem is that I have a life now xD A job, tons of friends and a really active social life. And I wouldn't change it for anything <3 But now, because of Corona, I have tons of free time on my hands and thanks to many conversations with , we both decided it's time to start drawing again. And we both did. He with much better success, me with little xD But going forward, that's the thing. If I succeed, awesome. If I don't, meh, at least I tried.

Or that's my plan. Had to say goddbye to the internet over a year ago because my computer died on me. Got a new one exactly a year ago but work, depression and weird shit kept me unsociable.

Now, I'm studying again (historical dressmaker) and scribble something from time to time. Mostly hand drawn but hey, it's something compared to nothing :3

And I got 2313 submissions to crawl through.... Damn you guys!

Taken from <3

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
With men; Awesome way to start the day with, fun in the afternoon but sticky if just before going to bed. Women; Night, then fall asleep hugging <3

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right

4. Do you masturbate?
Of course, I'm married :3

5. How often? Lately?
Pretty rarely. Last time was.. Some months ago?

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Hell yea :D

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers make things .. interesting. And no water goes up the drainpipe while sexing :B

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yes to both. Even at a public jacuzzi x)

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Constantly!

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Agressive men to do me hard. Petite, passive women to ravage <3

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Platonic love all of them *smoochies* Even love love a few. Date-love .. some ^^

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
D'uh, no!

13. Would you choose love or money?
LOVE!

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Toys, bondage and blindfolds :D

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Nope

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
New Zealand, Mount Cook, walkpath bench overlooking Mt Cook village with my fiancee

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
In a strip club domina room.

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yes

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Hmmmmmm..... Just ask how many times :D

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
No, but it still has happened..

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Oh yes

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Done all kinds of kinks you can think of with the same sex. Grr!

24. What's your sexuality?
Pansexual

25. Had sex in a movie theatre?
Naw, but I must correct that some day :D

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yuss!

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Yuuup!

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Frequently

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Tons of stuff

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes I do :3

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Half a dozen dildo/vibrators, few mini-vibes, cock-rings (for husband), butt-plug (got it as present, still don't know why xD), two handcuffs, bondage rope, we-vibe 2 and lots of shoes/clothing.

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Naughty pics have been spread from friend to friend :D

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No, because I only have sex with people I want to

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
A few times. Even on times when the other caller wasn't having xD

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
When I was young and wild ^^

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Nope. It's oral sex! D'uh.

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Men; Riding and doggie-style. Women; scissoring and eating that tasty... ur, taco <3

38. What's your favorite sex act?
Being tied down and teased

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Taken part in a few orgies, yup.

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
and I'm hoping has the balls for it ^^

After many months of not drawing, last Tuesday I picked up a pen and drew two and a half pictures. And how does my computer respond to that? First everything stops working. Now Windows won't start, I'm only getting error needs to fuck you too -infos and restarts over and over and over again. It's a horrid circle x_x

Worst off, everything I've had is lost. But I won't go that far, I believe that a Vista repair set will help me off.. Or so I hope. After that I'll move EVERYTHING to my hubby's computer and shotgun the fuck out of my fucking laptop. GAH!

This is the thanks I get for having an over 5-year-old laptop.. Meh D:

Yes, the first of June I got my artisan papers. MAN what an eventful three years it was. But I passed with flying colours ^3^ Got a small stipend from our school too, some cash to spend on fabric shopping. OH my.

But this doesn't mean I'll be heard from anytime soon. Sketching and doodling has been furious but so has my work and other projects I'm part of. I'll be working every weekday from ten to six for the next three weeks. And alongside that I have to produce a renaissance dress/costume using historical working methods. It's for a local museum (Turku Castle) and they'll open the exhibition on 29th of June. EEK! Stressful as hell but I wouldn't abandon it for the world

And if , you would've been serious about me dumping your ass and forgetting about the drawing, I would have sought you out and kicked you inna fork! But yes, busy busy sooo fucking busy.. But you're first on my list, lady ;3

ARTISAN HURR DURR!

I had the weirdest dream last night. Y'all know I'm graduating as a dress maker in 25 days..? Well, we've done our fair deal of fashion shows at school and last night I had a vision! A fashion show featuring fursuits and fashion!

And I saw the whole deal in detail. First off me and some co designer will pick our furries for the show. They'd be five or so of them. Then we'll design a semi sized collection inspired by that furrsona's outlook and personality e.i what s/he'd wear or similar.

The show itself would start off with the furry prancing on stage, all "naked" and animal like and after that would come model after model with the furrsona's own collection on. I don't know why, but I dreamt that my classmate Joel would be the other designer. When I told him my dream today at school, he was all "oh hell yeah!! :D I'm in" So my dream wasn't that far off ^^

I really want to make this happen some day. Maybe at a con or something similar. Make contact with Finnish furries who are into fursuits and who are brave enough to take their lovely personas on stage. It might take years, maybe even over a decade, but I WANT TO DO THIS!

Dreams are awesome <3

Yup, half a year ago I considered streaming. Look where it got me :P

Then I had somesort of a breakdown, decided to ignore mankind and escaped the internet.

Now I've completed my thesis, passed it and school ends in a month. I'm quite literally freaking out, three years of school and suddenly it ends. Whatta gonna do next? Well, I already have a job waiting and I'll start quite soon after I graduate. Still, new scenery, new people, new page in life. *shudder*

But anyway, I'm taking a break from alcohol again so I'll have more time to do all those nice stuff I've been avoiding; drawing and personal dressmaking ^^

Yess, I think I'll try some of it later on today :3

Yes, as suspected September went almost 100% without drawing. I saw it coming a mile away because 1) we got ourselves a bitch of a (beagle) puppy and it needs constant attention 2) school notched up its paste and omgWHEEEEEE we went.

I'm not complaining, on the contrary. I've been able to focus on my life's passion; clothing <3 During last month I've knitted myself a woolly tunic that's 90% done, done three different prototypes for three different projects, and on top of that I've managed to go to work at least twice a week.

And how did I gather up such much energy all of a sudden?

I stopped drinking. Zero tolerance, that's my game for the end of the year. And it's done me GOOD! I manage more, I sleep awesomely, I see people and I haven't had the blues for ages. Of course I miss taking a long, refreshing sip of cider and the occasional champagne, but I can live without it. Next time booze caresses my red, slippery tongue is when I say good bye to the year 2012 and welcome the teenager of '13 ^^

Someone has spiked my drawing yet again (it comes in cycles it seems :B) and now I'm hot on drawing girly, naughty stuff. All this thanks to Minna, a girl I met over a month ago and have been getting to know. She's overwhelmingly adorable and lovely and she's okay on developing a friends-with-benefits relationship. Oh the joy! I explained my phobias about getting physically close with friends and how it has always ended poorly for me. But she doesn't mind the occasional caresses and kisses, it's a welcome perk to her too. and she has known from the start that we won't date or anything similar, considering I'm married and all that :p And this is all ALRIGHT!

Yup, class is about to start in ten mins and the silk for my dress needs some cutting up to do, mwahaha >:3

Today I think I had a few :3

- Once again I realised that the less I sleep, the more affective I'm the next day. And what I mean with "less" is between 7-8 hours. I've a bad habit of sleeping 11-13 hours if I don't have some sort of alarm to wake me up

- I wonder if I'll say goodbye to DA little by little, over the years. I can't even remember how many places I've got galleries and specially can't recall their websites. Of course there's tlkfa-a, where it all started. And there's ArtWanted (the reason I remember this is because I still get weekly reports from there), DA and .. something else I just can't remember. Wonder if forgetting will happen to my other galleries..

- If someone doesn't draw, it doesn't mean they can't give advice and help you if you're stuck with a picture you're not satiefied with. No, really, I had to figure this one out myself. And now I just feel silly :p

- Drawing lesbian porn is my thing. Totally. Maybe might try gay someday. But pure, straight porn. Eugh, I don't think I'll be doing much of that. With one exeption of course, but that's still in the future. Some icey dude is going to give Sheba the bang of her life x) And drawing hot females together gets me turned on so that's a total plus \o/

- Drawing in general is one of the rare things keeping me sane at the moment. Yup yup

Yup, the whole week I'll be working at my summer job and it seems to suck all of my life out of me. So when I come home it's sofa -> braindead tv-watching -> sleep. Have the itch to do something else but just don't have the energy. Bleah.

Now, onwards to the *sofa*! ..zzz...

Yup, rummaging through my old hand drawn pictures -folder and finding real treasures. I mean REAL treasures. There's one comic I've done 6 years ago and I STILL want to digitalise it! And now is the time. I want to learn what I can do with my tablet and different programmes such as Sai and Photoshop. Today I, yet again, learnt another thing I'm going to try out next on a picture drawn back in.. Ur, 2008..? Something like that. I still like it and I still want to share it to the world. And midst of all this, I'll be doing new drawings.. or maybe not, depends on how bonkers I'll go over different sewing projects ^3^


All in all, it' going to be one hell of a ride! <3

Who is it? Huu huu..

Ugh, back to reality.

So, now that  motch has insterted some drawing inspiration into my fragile little body, I've got at least four fresh pictures to be done and a comic brewing up.. Two porn and two just to get the hang of my drawing tablet and to find out what I can do with it. Meh meh meh meh ^3^

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