Well...I've been unemployed for about 7 months now...but I've been dealing with my injured shoulder and such. I got 3 large checks a few months ago. My tax return, temporary total disability from the workman's comp case, and medical mileage from the case. Those are almost gone though due to bills. I was under the impression that I would be getting temporary total disability checks once a week until I was released from medical care. Unfortunately that is not true. So what little money I have left is all that I am going to get for awhile. I am going to be getting more medical mileage money, but no until at least 2-3 months from now. My electricity bill doubled from last month for an unknown reason. It says I've used a lot more electricity than before, but I don't know how. Soon I'm going to have to get financial help from my mom and mate again. This always makes me feel like shit. I am nothing but a burden and honestly just don't even want to live anymore. I've been super tired lately. No matter what amount of sleep I get, I am always sleepy. I probably have something wrong with me but I can't afford to go to the doctor. And when I do manage to go to the doctor, they just rush me out and don't really check anything. I guess that's what happens when you don't have insurance to pay them. I'm just a waste of time to them.
I will probably be opening for commissions later. Probably just perler stuff as they are fast and easy to do. Though I can't make more than $200 a month doing that because then I will get penalized by my apartment complex....
For now...I am going to try not to melt. I had to turn my air conditioning off and open my windows in order to save money. I'm not looking forward to the almost 100 degree weather that is coming this week.

I know my art isn't that great, and I don't submit much, but I've been stuck around 950 for almost 2 years :( it makes me sad.

It's finally open for play! http://furvilla.com/register/203 ^^

Yesterday around 8:30 I had shoulder surgery. They did a bursectomy is the removal of a bursa, which is a small sac filled with synovial fluid that cushions adjacent bone structures and reduces friction in joint movement. A bursectomy is usually carried out to relieve chronic inflammation (bursitis) or infection. They were also prepared to do a labrum repair, but thankfully there was no tears in it. So now since they didn't have to do a repair, I will only be in the abduction pillow sling for 2 to 4 weeks instead of the 4 to 6 weeks. So a bit happy about that.
I have been sleeping a lot but that is normal and very good. The pain meds keep me pretty sleepy and loopy.
Anywho, just thought I would give everyone an update.
Love ya fuzz (and scale) butts.

So first of all, I am not leaving FA per say, but I am going to be active on Furry Network as well. And as soon as their importer works again (good job breaking another website on your way down FA) I will be transferring all my art to there as well. Please follow me there if you want! https://beta.furrynetwork.com/shebawolf145/

Also, I will be going in for shoulder surgery tomorrow morning. I will be unable to use my arm very much for about 6 weeks. I know I'm not very active on here as it is, but I will be even less active (probably).

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7578617/

This saddens me. Apparently they don't welcome furs with non-physical chronic illnesses. And when confronted they, remove comments.

Anyone play Flight Rising and want some dragons? My lair is getting full and some dragons have decided that they would like to find new homes.

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=22147332

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=22147331

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=22147339

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=22147340

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=23323489

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=20761951

http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=lair&tab=dragon&id=35714&did=21684693

Here are the ones that are up for adoption. If the links don't work for some reason, just look through my lair and find the ones that say "Adopt me please!". Then send me a message with which one you would like. First come first adopt. Only 1 per person please!
Also feel free to send me a friend invite ^^

Does anyone even read my journals anymore?
Just wondering...I rarely get any comments...

So I love creating new things, and so the other day I was doodling and ended up creating an adorable new species. I wanted to call them Gem Cats but there is already a species called that D: so I need help naming my little alien kitties. They will be a CLOSED species. But once I get all their details hashed out I will be doing adoptables of them. However!!! Whoever comes up with the name that I decide to use will get a free kitty of their own design. Whatever name I choose will become my "property" and will become copy written to me.

I honestly can't remember if I have told you guys about these before, but I have two fan pages. One for Stub-Tail Studios (My suit/art making "studio") and for my suiting adventures. I'd love it if you guys liked them ^^ and maybe told me what you would like to see from me? Also I have been tempted to start a youtube channel and post random videos. I dunno yet XD

Sheba Wolf Fan Page
Stub-Tail Studios Fan Page

Only 2 days til my bday. I probably won't be doing much on it though. Yesterday my mom took me to Chuck E Cheese (yes I still like going there to play the arcade games). My mate got me the PC version of Minecraft so I have been playing that a lot while I am down(ish) with a sprained ankle. I REALLY want to get a tattoo for my bday. I have wanted one since I was about 10 years old. Every year since I turned 18 I have told myself that I would get one but just haven't been able to. Any money I get for my birthday goes to bills anyways :(
If anyone wants to do anything for me I won't stop you. I do like getting gift art >.>

Yep. My bday is April 20th. I am not looking forward to it though.

Yep, lost my job yesterday. Can't discuss much though since I do have a lawyer and a case against my former employer.

I have been super depressed...so why not cheer me up with some TMI Tuesday questions? I may even answer some with doodles.

I just seem to be getting worse and worse. I have more bad days than good. I've started passing out and being really dizzy. I pretty much feel like death warmed over every day. Because of this I am rarely happy and spend a lot of time just wanting to lay down and die. I am possibly losing my job because I keep missing work due to not feeling well (and because of getting injured at work, getting attacked by a would-be-robber, and getting in a car accident). If I lose my job I don't know what I am going to do. I can't pay my bills, my mom can't help me because she has her own bills and such to take care of. And I don't expect Varaleo to help...it's not his place to. My mom keeps telling me to get on disability but I don't have any "physical" illnesses that I know of (I can't really afford to go to the doctor to get checked out) and so I don't feel like I am bad enough to get on disability. To me I feel like I should just suck it up and quit being a pussy. I'm not saying that other people that are on disability are weak or giving up....but I feel that if I were to get on disability, it would be like I am just giving up. I have so many hopes and dreams but I have not done a single one...and probably never will. If I wasn't afraid of death and being without my family and friends, I probably wouldn't be here anymore...

Submit your ref and when I get home from work (around 10:30 pm central time) I will choose a winner.

Going to take a shower. Which usually takes about 15-30 minutes. So post your refs and when I get out of the shower I will choose a winner.

So one of my best friends and fur brother recently took off to Nashville to persue a trucking job. Well after they put him through a bunch of testing and such they sent him off in a truck with a trainer. He has yet to earn any money from this job. The company is denying any payments and won't activate his fuel card. Earlier he messaged me and said that his trainer was high. I don't know what he was high on but he was high. My friend said that his trainer went over the border (into Mexico) while they were in California to get some "medicine". After that he was dropping stuff and running into things. This was the last straw, my friend had a panic attack and decided that he wanted to come home and soon. Since he has yet to be paid (if he will even be paid) he has no money to make it home, and it doesn't sound like they are going to be coming through this area for awhile. He wants to get a train ticket home ASAP but has no money. I can't really help him with finances since I have been home sick from work since Monday but I thought I might put out a plea for help. If anyone wishes to help him get home please send a donation to his paypal caseycash52190[at]gmail.com
If you donate and send me a screenshot I will draw you something.
Please, I really want my friend to make it home safely and get out of this situation before something bad happens...
[Edit]I forgot to mention he needs about $200 for the train ticket but that may change depending on where they are when he manages to get away from the trainer and get on a train for home. I think they were going to be heading to Oregon next.

We have been able to get the money. Now to just get him away from the trainer and on a bus (not train) home.

I just got off work and I'm heading home. And want to do a quick raffle. post your reference and at 9 o'clock p.m. central time I will choose a winner

I've had some bad luck lately and am getting pretty worn down mentally and physically. I could use some good vibes...

I got a telegram account. I dunno how often I'll use it since I don't have internet most of the time, nor a smartphone that will run it. But feel free to add me anyways XP username is shebawolf145

https://www.facebook.com/StubTailStudios
Check out my Facebook Page and like it please! Once I reach 100 likes I'll be having a raffle for a free* Perler Paw!

Also! I am nearing 1k watches here on FA and when I do I will hold a raffle for a free* premade wolf tail. To make this happen quicker please share my FA page! The sooner I hit 1k the sooner I hold the raffle :P

*Winner must be willing to pay for shipping of item

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17328684/ I....need....this O.O it's not a want...it's a need. I would be forever grateful to anyone who would get it for me....

I'm not quite there yet but when I hit 1,000 watchers I am going to do a raffle for a premade tail (not made yet but I have the fur and it's a nice quality). I'll post again when I make the tail and when I get closer to 1k :)

Yep....

My kitty Fae is at the emergency vet...really hoping it's not a bladder stone or something worse.