• Where are you staying?
Omni William pen

• What day are you getting there?
Thursday, June 24th, 2010.

• Who will you be rooming with?
 malak_lanfear  blackjoker and two others XD

• What is your gender?
Matriarch
(female hyena)

• How old are you?
Legal

• Can I talk to you?
Hec yes!! I love meeting new friends!

• Can I touch you?
Hugs, cuddles and hands are fine. STAY AWAY FROM THE DANGER ZONES

• Are you friendly?
I try really really hard! But don't try to hit me with drama or I'll drop you on your ass XP


• Can I hang out with you?
Depends on who you are and if I like you. I can be a bit....mad....sometimes

• Are you taken?
No, but I'm not looking either.

• Do you do free art?
Only if I offer it, I love to draw but no one forces this hyena into anything

• Will you take commissions?
I wish I was good enough XD

• How can I find you?
Note me for my number, I have free txting so don't be afraid to flail at me kay?

Here's what I look like XD: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3476015/

• Can I buy you drinks?
Yes!! as long as they are sealed, or I'm tipsy already XD

• Can I buy you food?
Hell yes!! Chinese please!

• Can I give you money?
Of course!

I swear I'm never gonna get out from under my old sparkledog fursona!
You guys remember her right?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1313592/ (nostalgia alert XDD)

Not only will it not let me create a new account, today I can't even log out so I can check and see if registration has opened up again....grahhhh.....

If anyone can help me I would sure like it....

Stolen From
 kiri_dear and  candiipup

Ten things I wish I could say to people:
1. Even though I don't show it, I still care dammit.
2. I love you, and I'm so scared.....
3. Yes I'm in pain, Yes sometimes I want to die, The problem is you don't care
4. You're my best friend....and I don't wanna lose you again
5. I want you with me, even though it hurts...
6. *sob uncontrollably*
7. You stole my innocence, and have the audacity to speak to me as if nothing happened, return those years of my life you stupid whore
8. I hate you and I wish you would die....
9. I wish I was what you wanted. I wish you would come back..... I wish you could stay
10. I'm so scared to get close to you, because I don't want to get hurt again

Nine things about myself:
1. I'm scared to death of love and everything that comes with it
2. I'm addicted to the computer
3. Marzipan is my crack XD
4. I believe Shesta is just me with fur
5. I scare myself alot
6. I'm fat
7. I'm scared of the dark
8. I still sleep with a stuffed animal (Anyone who has been to my house knows this, I even take it to con)
9. I get horribly depressed after hanging out with friends. Even if I had a blast.

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Be my friend first
2. Never push me, I do things in my time
3. Let me follow you like a puppy when I want, but don't mind if I sprint off on an adventure
4. Don't be overly clingy, I promise, I'll be back XD
5. Take me dancing, and actually dance with me....
6. Be silly with me, Don't be uptight
7. Be a gentleman/Gentlelady
8. Tell me I'm cute every once in a while, I love being cute

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9. (added one on my own XD) Never lie to me, about me, about my friends, or anyone else, if you have something to say, talk to me, communication is key.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. I'm insane
2. I'm not worth it
3. I don't deserve it
4. Don't be such a fucking baby
5. I can't handle it
6. KAWAIII!
7. I'm ugly...

Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Strip
2. Put on Pjs
3. Turn on music
4. make sure I have my puppy (stuffy I sleep with)
5. Check and make sure everything is in it's place (if I can't find something I have to look for it before I can sleep
6. Check that all the curtains are pulled shut, curl up tightly

Five places I want to visit:
1. England
2. Germany
3. Switzerland
4. Greece
5. Egypt

Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. Bra
2. Panties
3. Soft Pants
4. Shirt

Three musical artists that I listen to often:
1. Scooter
2. Anime Openings/Closings (I don't think it's an artist, but it's true)
3. Lady Gaga

Two things I want to do before I die:
1. Fall in Love
2. Write a novel

One confession:
1. I often think that no one wants or cares about me, then I wonder why I even stick around....

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

They see us trollin
They hatin
They just thinkin we some crazy furries
Think we just some crazy furries
Think we just some crazy furries....

So me and totaly trolled Chatroulette last night. We put on fursuit heads and paws and watched the masses get confused...it was a total blast we spent hours laughing, meeting cool and wierd people and making the fappers jump....

So yeah, we be trollin, it was glorious, totaly gonna do it again

Updates: I have decided that I will be Changing accounts soon. The name of the new account will be: LadyHatter. I've been playing with all the names and this one fits I think.
As to the Contest I held a while back, only one entry came in and I do freebies for her all the time so I just cancelled it....

Announcements: In Second Life I am one of the elders of a role playing sim called Realm of Pangaia (www.realmofpangaia.com) if you are interested please contact me I am the Drow Queen Matron in the sim so I hope to see some awesome RPers very soon!

Such: I am gonna try opening Trades and commisions once more....

Commissions are:
2$ for black and white
3$ for colored
5$ for specials (Underland pin ups, Sins pin ups, Nightmare before Christmas Work)

Thanks for reading!!

So I've been thinking for a while that I should probably move to a new account considering I haven't been Shesta starblanket for about 2 years now....I was waiting till I had sold my old "Starblanket" Fursuit, however I don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon.

So, here's my thought, should I change accounts just to my new name or create an account that's unnamed so I don't have to worry should I get the urge to change again? It's not likely, but it's a thought....

My ideas were
-LaughingStar
-LaughingStarWorkshop
-DaHurYena
-AllMadHere
-SpottyButt
-MadnessDevine
-LadyHatter

I would love some input guys!! Thanks!!

so and decided to put together a Furry Putt putt day.....

It was glorious amounts of fun!! I wore my suit the entire time and Polly has some amazing pictures of it!!

So look for those on  pollypuma and I can't wait till the next furry get together!!

Ok so  nateday Hasn't contacted me again about buying the Starblanket fursuit. So I am offering it to someone on FA.

I'm Asking $700 obo (I'm willing to haggle a little)

She has be used at 1 AC, 2 Oklacons and 1 FWA otherwise she doesn't come out of her glass front case next to the bed. Used as a costume only.
http://s139.photobucket.com/albums/.....img0158qw1.jpg
This was her first time out taken by  catronos I can post more pictures if desired.
I'm trying to get a new suit for my actual fursona Shesta the hyena, but I have to sell this one first.

So happy buying guys and I hope she sparks an intrest somewhere!!

Stolen from  ileavebitemarks

4- the Individualist

Thanks for taking the test !

4- the Individualist
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic")


"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.



How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.

• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.

• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.

• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.

• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!



What I Like About Being a FOUR

• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level

• my ability to establish warm connections with people

• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life

• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor

• being unique and being seen as unique by others

• having aesthetic sensibilities

• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me



What's Hard About Being a FOUR

• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair

• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved

• feeling guilty when I disappoint people

• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misunderstands me

• expecting too much from myself and life

• fearing being abandoned

• obsessing over resentments

• longing for what I don't have



FOURs as Children Often

• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games

• are very sensitive

• feel that they don't fit in

• believe they are missing something that other people have

• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.

• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood

• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)



FOURs as Parents

• help their children become who they really are

• support their children's creativity and originality

• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings

• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective

• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed


Here's the test!
http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/th.....enneagram-test

I feel bad for writing a journal yesterday....thats right I achualy feel bad, if I had known what it would do, I wouldn't have posted it.
I'm sorry to those who didn't want to read drama along with a journal, it was not my intention at all....

However, I'm not going to remove the journal, my hope is, anyone who hates me or my mate over it, will read it and decide for themselves, not hate just because somone said so.

I don't mind being hated for somthing I did wrong, or didn't aplogize for, I do mind if somone is just saying anger and people follow

I love you all very much and I hope your week goes well

Shesta


Edit: here's the link to the first, makes it easier
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/549848/

It's Me and my mate's 6 Month aniversary today....and I couldn't be happier...I honestly thought I would never find somone to love, Thought I was too ugly or didn't deserve it because I was a bad person....well I was wrong, and He came and tells me that every day....

We met in a bookstore, he was with somone else at the time , so I resolved to keep my distance (though I admittedly hoped she was his sister.....I'm such a bad wolfy) we became friends through her and she became like a best friend. When they separated I tried to be neutral but that didn't go well, he allowed it, she wanted me to hate him, which I wasn't going to do. So I stuck with him for a while and soon it was him sticking with me as I endured some nastyness from his first girl. We whent to anthrocon as best friends and had a blast....he kissed me then and told me he loved me....but I was still to messed up to say yes. The 11th of July, I finaly, against my normal way of doing things, asked him out, and he in turn asked me.....(sadly this was over messenger as we live several states away from eachother)....And he said yes, we whent to Oklacon as mates and had a wonderful time and I am still the happiest wolfy....

Thank you baby, for saying hi that day....