WHY, JUST WHY DO WE PUSH WOMEN TO MAKE THEN FEEL LIKE THEY HAV TO BE HAIRLESS.

Let's get real, girls hav hair. Everywhere. But the thickness and darkness is different for everyone. If ur a blonde, well lucky you. If ur not, like me, u feel gross. Not my fault my father was a werewolf. I am so self concious about getting rid of every piece. Stomach, lower back, etc. I wanna feel normal, not gross and hairy. It drives me insane, cry even.

If I had to choose between a better face or hairless body. I'm going with hairless body.

This concludes my disgusting rant.

When I was little I would wish upon starts for a dragon, or for wings. But now I wish upon my star to have beauty. So many standards for women are broadcast everywhere. With that, so many people put out that we are perfect the way we are. But you can't just tell someone they are perfect the way they are and expect everything to go away. Not for me. The more I get told that the more I hide. I've had a longing to be tall, tan, and look like you've never had a hair on your body. Not so that I'm more appealing but so that I can at least have self confidence. I've been criticized and bullied a lot, but do u really know how bad this hurts? Everytime I hear, "why are you so short?" Or "wow, your really short." It really haunts me. I understand your joking, but please don't.

Like how people don't believe me when I tell them that I got called "dog ugly" in 4th grade and it still effects me. It is to the point where not even my own family, boyfriend, and friends can make me feel like I'm beautiful. They are but empty words.

So when I wish upon my star, I wish and wish and wish real hard.

So I look at my main sona and I don't think she really shows who I am. I'm going to change a few markings or add a few. My main thing is I see beauty in all different sonas, yet when I look at my own how come I don't like what I see? I am unsure about her face markings, I do not think they look as good as I thought they did. But they also define who she is. It will hurt to start from scratch (which is what I wish to not do), for I feel as if I'm throwing away a real person. Please, I need advice...

So I tried to use a Fox ref creator on devian art, and I had everything drawn in and a lot of zooming in and out to get the details just right. I then tried to see if the person who had it on their profile had an FA to give them credit and to the makers of the program. I had just finished the slash on her LEFT shoulder (yes I know it is on her right but I changed it), then a pop up appeared... I tried clicking out of it and nothing. So I hit the back button.... everything gone. I spent around an hour doing the details to the best degree I could. Needless to say I wasted and hour just to erase all of it. Oh and did I mention that wasn't the first time I had done that? It was the second, except the first one I didn't get nearly as far. So yeah, I really wanted to throw my computer....

Happy Noms Day guys!

WHY CAN'T I FRIGGIN JUST GET A CARD SO I CAN HAVE A PAY PAL AND BE ABLE TO PAY FOR FRIGGIN ART! *grrrrrrrrrr*