If you haven't already
PLEASE switch accounts from this one to
I will no longer be using this account

ALSO - for those of you that have one
My weasyl
https://www.weasyl.com/profile/shinji

Thanks guys

Actually - I've been moved for a while now
But finally feel ready enough to invite you guys over there~

So come and Watch me over at my new account
And UNWATCH me here!

I will no longer be using this account

New Account Is:

 razzy_lee is hosting her third Free Fursuit Raffle on  rl_works!

You can enter for a chance to win a FREE fursuit partial of a character of your choosing!

Rules to enter are to:
-Provide a reference to the character
-Must be under 4 colors
-A journal that sponsors the raffle
-Leave a comment on her journal

Good luck to everyone who enters!

You may enter by going here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9602400/

COMMISSIONS
-art for prowler -sketched


TRADES
-quinnkat


OTHER
-badges for rivkah - sketched


WAITING ON
nothing

Hosted by
Ending on December 12th!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4095534/

Going back to Canton this morning.
Leaving around 10.
Had fun while I was here.
Got to hang out with Toa, got new shoes, got a haircut, and went and had wings and beer with my dad.
So a tiny bit uneventful but it was nice.
Dads gunna stay with us Friday and Saturday night.
Gunna have pizza and beer and Treks parents over tonight.
Who knows what we will do Saturday....
But YEAH - I had fun and now I'm coming home.
Which is good cause I was starting to miss my puppy and boo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-ImCpNqbJw

I'm just leaving this here for now
I'm sure someone will ask me in the upcoming month
So I might as well just have a place where I can point people




Things For Trek
I don't have money to buy him presents this year
And I'll feel horrible if he goes giftless
So I'm putting him first in hopes he isnt forgotten
I love my baby!


Manga/Anime Art Books
Especially anything that shows figure drawing and proportions


Regular Show Hoodie


Aquabats TShirt
I've had mine for 6 years
I wear it all the time and it's finally starting to get old and gross


More JEANS
If you're a bigger girl like me
And are looking to let some jeans go
Consider giving them to me plz? ;-;


Slenderman Stuff
I know there's not much out except the Marble Hornets DVDs
But I still want stuff of him ;n;


Pony Shtuff
Pinky Pie, Fluttershy, Big Mac Celestia, Spike
Viynal Scratch, Derpy


Plushies
Purple Skunk, Crow, Turtle, Blue Dragon, Possum


DS Games
Zelda: Spirit Tracks and Gardening Mama


Art Supplies
Mechanical pencils, micron pens (1, 08, 05), manga paper, stickers, scrapbook paper


A Windows CD
so I can reformat my computer


Art!
Especially of my secondary characters
If you'd like some ideas or references let me know :]

We got internet back yesterday! ;D

Soooo get ready to get back to your regularly scheduled skunk

I'll be finishing up the art I owe
[sorry you guys have been waiting forever ;n;]

And I'll be back on SL and messengers of course

And here once I finish stuff up
You can expect me to start doing Streams and commissions again

I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH
And am so happy to be back!



Right now I think I'll get myself some hot tea and watch the news
But then after that I'll probably hop on messengers
And begin to finish up some of that owed art :]

Haven't had a job for weeks
was working for my friends at the small animal rescue
but they can no longer afford to pay me
since one of them was laid off

trek lost his wedding ring
in the lake yesterday
while we were boating
looked around for it but no luck
so we're figuring its gone forever

came home and shadows gone
he got caught around the trailer
and slipped his collar
there's no telling if we will get him back or not


sorry for never drawing anymore

I kept telling myself
once we get Internet back
and once things settle down and aren't shitty
I will start drawing again
but that day looks so so far off


I might just leave fa all together
i don't even really use it anymore
except to look at art
and read friends journals

Yes indeedy
July 26th to be exact

and while I won't nesicarily be doing anything this year
I'll be on my way to new york
to go get my baby and her puppy
and bring them back to Ohio

this year I'm not really asking for stuff
all I really want is a beer a smoke and my lovies
its been a long and rough year actually
so I just want to sit down and relax

if you guys want to make me art that's awesome
but I'm really not expecting it since I haven't been around much
but if you do feel free to use other characters besides shinji
I adore getting art of my others since I rarely get any

and if you're not an artist
or don't feel up to drawing
it would be cool if you check out this organization I've been working for
its a guinea pig rescue and rehabilitation
and once we finish all the paperwork
we will legally be allowed to say we're non profit

So if you could check that out
spread the word
and maybe throw a couple bucks at the paypal
that would be a present in itself
since you'd essentially be paying for me to keep my job lol

here's the link for that:
https://sites.google.com/site/cjscavycaves/

thanks for reading guys
hopefully ill start being more active again here soon
its just kinda hard when the only Internet i have
is on my phone :(

Still in need of commissions
things simply keep getting worse
Money is just getting tighter and tighter

Yesterday we had to take a large loan from the bank
just so we had enough to turn on our phones
and now we have no money for two weeks
no groceries no gas for our cars nothing...

I've been filling out aps
looking at craigslist
checking in with a few places I dropped aps
and nobody wants me...

I don't know what I'm doing wrong

and not only is money tight
I can already feel the strain its putting on our relationship
and honestly I don't know if I can handle that once it happens

shit is just so tight right now
no money
no bites on a job
things starting to get tough between trek and I


so while I really hate to do this
I'm asking for your guys help
seriously - please
I cannot let shit get worse

if you've been thinking about commissioning me
now the times to do it
if you just want to throw a couple dollars my way
I'll make sure you get a little something in return
if you can't help money wise
spreading the word helps a lot

so please guys
I hate fucking begging
but I can't let this ship go down

im just gunna try to stay strong
and keep working at getting a new job

I used to think the $350 I used to bring home
wasn't much and didn't matter
but now I am feeling how much it did
and how important it is that it keeps coming

thank you for reading this guys
and thank you for continuing to be supportive
It really means a lot to me that there's people out there who care and listen

Whoo boy
am I tired...

-grabs a onceler and donkey plush and curls up in a ball-

... -proceeds to snore and talk in sleep-

I was tagged by this jerk right here
 -skye-

HOKAY LETS BEGIN

1) What is your partner's name?
Trek - :trek:

2) How old are they?
24

3) How did you meet?
Western PA Furry Weekend. We had the same friends so we started talking...

4) What attracted you to them?
He told me he liked my shirt [Master Chief] His camo bandana [I dunno - really ;x] And his friendliness

5) How long before you started dating?
Liiike one or two days after

6) How did you propose dating?
I'm pretty sure it went something like this through text messages...
Me: My mom thinks youre my boyfriend
Him: Is that what you want me to be>
Me: Uhhmmm... yes ->w>-
Him: Okay - then I guess I'm your boyfriend

Something like that - I promise....

7) Who said I LOVE YOU first?
Me probably. I'm a hopeless romantic.

8) How often do you see your partner?
Uhm.. every day? We're married and live together.

9) What was the last gift he gave you?
Some chain for my bird feeder so I could reach it better

10) Where do they sleep in the bed?
If youre looking AT the bed. I sleep on the left and he sleeps on the right. Shadow sleeps on the floor on his side ;P

11)What is their favorite color?
Browns, olives, earthy colors

12) Have they introduced you to new friends?
UHM YES

13) Have you broken up before?
Omg no ;x

14) What is their favorite genre of music?
Country. Random internet/meme music.

15) How long have you been dating?
Fuck I used to know this.... I'm just gunna say 3 1/2 years?

16) Are you the best they've had?
His one and only

17) Do you baby your S/O?
I like to think so... I take care of him at the least

18) Do their parents like you?
Uhm... I think so. I know his mom does. His dads a grump towards everyone though lol JUST KIDDING. I'm pretty sure they do ;]

19) How do you feel about your relationship right now?
I love having Trek around. He's my best friend and my masked knight. He means the world to me and honestly I don't know where I'd be without him. He has taught me a lot and has helped me grow up. He really makes me feel happy safe and secure. He's a wonderful husband.

20) Are they the best you've ever had?
I'd like to think so. ...I'll just leave it at that.

21) Do you see room for improvement?
I would be lieing if I said no. NOTHING is perfect - and everything can be improved somehow. But at the same time I am definitly not unhappy where we stand.

22) How good are they in bed?
UHM. Honestly? The best I've ever had. And the biggest ;x He actually cares about making me happy instead of just getting off. It isn't about SEX it's about LOVE. And I'm gunna stop here.

23) Do you get jealous when they talk to others of the opposite gender?
Fuck no! I trust him. It's those other people you gatta keep your eye on. But seriously - he can talk to whoever he wants. I really don't care.

24) Do you know their ex?
He hasn't really had a girlfriend other than me. But the people he was like dating or whatever... One is married to his best friend now [shes a fucking psycho - thank god he didnt end up with her] and I havent met the other one.

25) Are you friends with their ex, or do you hate them?
The one is... okay. And I never met the other one.

26) What is their biggest secret?
If I told you it wouldnt be a secret ;3

27) Are they romantic?
UHM YES. When we wants to be he can definitly sweep me off my feet.

28) Which one is older?
Him by like half a year

29) Which one is taller?
Him for sure.

30) Last but not least...do you love them?
All I have to say is yes. Just look at sme of the above statements ;3

Just made her watch Gnomeo and Juliet
And we had wine and crackers ;P
We're so classy


Spending the day with her downtown tomorrw
Gunna take her to get bubble tea
Before she drops me off at the bus station
And then I get to come home to baby

Not sure how I'm feeling....
Like I really want my boo back
But I don't wanna leave my mum either

At least we had fun though!

We went out a couple times
Looked around a clothes store and Walmart
Watched The Help and Gnomeo + Juliet
Went to see Cabin in the Woods
Ate at Skyline and Culvers
And mainly just relaxed - it was fun :]

I'm gunna miss her though
I don't get to see my mum a lot

Didn't sleep well at all last night...
Woke up from a really bad dream
and just tossed and turned all night
sleeping a few minutes here and there

i feel awake enough to get up now though
gunna work on gifts I owe
and some of rodents chibis

while watching prairie home companion
and pretending john c rilley is my second husband

lolololol

I'm just gunna leave this here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKpc4Lmw7Bk&feature=youtube_gdata_player

If you know what this is from
that's awesome!

And if you don't
then just enjoy a punk song



this also makes me wanna draw Silo
I think I'm gunna make this just theme song

And happy
and that's all that matters

i went to the library today
got paprika v for vendetta and peter Pan on dvd
along with animal house by George Orwell
I can't wait to dive into all that stuff

then I went to trek parents
and used their computer to fill and print our some applications

Ate dinner and sat around and chatted with everyone for a while

Relaxing in my pj's
and watching Tosh.o now

and just feeling lucky
that I have trek
and such awesome friends

love you guys
thanks for sticking with me

Why is it so effing cold?!
It's freaking April and
it was snow flurrying last night
ugh why....
-crawls under blankets and shivers-



Also there's still time
to sign up for free headshots

check out that info here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3330288/

Due to being so stressed out from losing my job
I've been awake since 3am
thinking about money and bills
and how disappointed trek must be....

I wish I had Internet
so I could at least stream
maybe then I wouldn't feel so anxious or lonely

all I can do is wait til stores open
and go fill our applications
I already made a list of the places I'd want to work



ugh...

All I can hear is that assholes voice in my head
And worry about having to go back in there and get my paychecks

Yes exactly as it say
pay what you want commissions are open
all I ask is that you give me a fair price
and if you want something shipped to you
that you pay a tiny bit extra for the costs


simply put -I just lost my job
due to shitty management
so I'm going to need some extra money while
I look for a new job

I have three weeks if pay coming
but that's not going to be enough
so I'm asking for your guys help
in my time of need

and if you can't help financially
you can always help by spreading the word

I just need some help for a few weeks

Not from me
but from the ever awesome and sweet Amethyst-Cat

she's giving out a few free badges
to promote her art and get the word out


you can check out her journal to get one here:
Http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3317977/


Or better yet...
If she runs out of slots you can buy one
so she can have some money to get to Morphicon

Just sayin' :3

For the next couple of weeks
I'm going to be uploading bunch of character refs

some for characters you've seen
and others for characters I've been hiding for a little while
some as long as a year now...

I just want to get all my characters drawn out
and collected in a nice place for everyone to see and me to use

so bear with me while I get those finished and uploaded


once I'm done I may be switching account names
but that may or may not happen in the future
I still have a lot of thinking before I do that

so stay tuned!

For trades or inexpensive commissions?
I haven't gotten any art in a while and it's making me a sad panda
just leave a comment here and I'll check back after work

Yep that's right!
The skunk you know and love...
And who has been missing far too long is now back.
Sorry for proofing on you guys but things got tight
both financially and in general.
But now that most of that's over I am back once again!
So be on the lookout for art coming your way
as well as commission slots once I am caught back up.
I've missed you guys so much and can't wait to hear from all of you!

Paws and best wishes
<3