As if I needed more shit to go horrible.

My husband and son went with me to Memphit Fur Meet so I could be a dealer there last weekend. My son turned 1 on September 3rd while we were there. My dog Cooper also passed away while my dad was watching the dogs while we were gone. On the same day. So far they suspect he had a heart issue he was born with, and when he got some gastrointestinal issues, it set off a chain reaction that caused his heart to fail. I didn't get to say goodbye to him. He was only 5. We had no idea this was going to happen. And I'm DEVASTATED. But I'm trying to keep my mind off of it while Daemien is awake since he still needs us. I feel so guilty. And heartbroken. I just want to sleep and cry. Cooper was supposed to grow up with Daemien. They were gunna be buddies. I miss him. I'm so sad.

I am upset with myself too though, because daemien turned 1 and I should be happy for his sake. And I'm happy he is 1. But I'm still torn up over cooper..

This time for my husband.

I had to take Charles to the ER this morning cause he was so dizzy he couldn't stand and kept puking, which was difficult cause he couldn't do anything to help me with daemien or the dogs or anything with him. We have been awake since 3am dealing with this and so I got no sleep but still had to feed the dogs, give Leon his meds, wake daemien and do all his meds and feeding and changing, had to help Charles get dressed and into the car, lock Cooper up, get daemien in the car, drive to hospital and get Charles into a wheel chair, get daemien in stroller, check Charles in, then pack up daemien again so he could come home and nap and eat, clean up Charles puke, then I had to go pick him up once discharged wh8ch ment loading and unloading daemien again, dropping off his prescriptions at walgreens, give the dogs dinner, give daemien another bottle and more meds and put him down, I'll have to give Leon his night meds, go pick up Charles meds, clean up all the baby bottles, and clean the kitchen since Charles said he would do it today and now can't. Then I'll have to wake up with daemien early again and will have to sweep and mop up the kitchen as well as vacuum and steam clean the living room and the chair since Charles puked on them all. I'm exhausted, and the ER couldn't even give us an answer as to why so he is just on the couch sleeping right now.

I'm beyond exhausted. I wish we had friends or family to help but we dont.

My baby keeps getting sick. We go to doctors and specialists often. It's wearing me down mentally and emotionally. I just want him to be happy and healthy. I need answers.

Another year down. Happy birthday me.

My husband got laid off from work, so I'm needing to take on some emergency commissions until he is able to find another job. We are stressing out but trying to hold it together and not let the baby see us overwhelmed.

Single character - digital
15$ - full body sketch
25$ - bust flat color
30$ - full body ink
50$ - full body flat color
80$ - full body basic shading

Add another characters for 50% extra

Backgrounds not included

Traditional prices are 1.5x what the digital prices are.

Comment or DM if interested.

If you want to just donate to help, PayPal is studioshippy[at]hotmail.com

A lot happened but Daemien was finally well enough to be released from the hospital. He has to continue his antibiotics for another week and we have to see a specialist on next steps to deal with his bladder since its not functioning 100% but we are home. It's been an emotional and stressful week.

We've been admitted to the hospital for likely the next 5 days. He has a bladder infection again like when he was a newborn. He spiked a fever of 104 yesterday and hasn't been really wanting to eat much at all. They tried to give him an IV for medicine and fluids but his veins keep rupturing. He managed 5 Oz of fluid by mouth last night which the doctor said was good considering how sick he is. If he takes less fluid moving forward they'll give him an ng tube in his nose to feed him. Starting oral antibiotics last night since we couldn't get an IV. So I'm a mess, worried about my boy again. Haven't slept.

Thinking about making some acrylic standees to sell online and at conventions. Would anyone be interested in purchasing those kinds of things? I'm thinking some of my characters, like shippy and Audrey etc. Idk about like..Pokémon characters or animal crossing characters....thoughts??

6x8 bust
Traditional colored with copics and prismas
Any species
Any gender
You pick expression
Mailed to you for an additional 5$

I'm talking something popular like star fox or ookami, not OCs or anything. Male or female doesnt matter, just your favorites ever.

I'm 31 now. Last birthday without a child. I was hoping my dad and brother could come down but my grandma is ill so they're looking after her. Maybe in a couple weeks they can come down. I wish I were more excited for my birthday but being pregnant has really taken its toll on my body and my wallet so we can't do much outside of a movie and dinner. Next birthday ill have a 9 month old baby, so I won't be able to do much then either, so it is what it is.
So yeah.
Getting older sucks.

Just spent 4 hours waiting for a taxi because our car broke down. We have to call for a tow of the car in the morning. Its been a Damned long day. Hooray for bad timing and even more expenses.


Fuck.

And happy holidays. I hope everyone is making the best of it.

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We just signed the marriage papers at the courthouse. We are officially married. We will hold a ceremony hopefully sometime next year when Covid has gone away so our friends and family can be there. We also currently don't have any money for rings or the ceremony so ill be saving money for those things moving forward. Please consider commissioning me if you are able to and are interested in my work~

If you are interested in donating my PayPal is StudioShippy[at]hotmail.com

Thank you!

I own dachsunds, this is not a dick joke lol! I love Halloween! I hope y'all are having a spooky time

I'm ThePurpleMooMoo on both!

I'm leaving my job at Walgreens to preserve my sanity. I have never been this miserable before and it leads me to constantly question if my life is worth living. I am instead going to pursue my art and doing streams. My fiancee makes enough money to pay our bills but my art income is what will allow us to do fun things sometimes since money will be tight. I will also be getting on his insurance soon, so I can put more focus on my mental and physical health. I will push through my overdue commission work once I'm no longer at Walgreens, and then reopen for commissions. I'm looking forward to drawing more again, and I'm hoping that I can stream sometimes too! I'd like to do games and sometimes drawing streams. Would you be interested in watching?? I'm so looking forward to being able to be more present again. When I have quit Walgreens ill make an official baby I'm back post lol. Please consider supporting my work moving forward! Once commissions are open again, I hope y'all will commission me, but until then I hope you'll watch my streams and stuff!!

Are any of you interested in hearing updates about me and what I'm working on and talking to me sometimes?? I'm thinking about starting a telegram chat where I can update all the people who enjoy my stuff what's currently going on with me, including streams, commissions, conventions, and projects. If so, let me know your telegram name and ill add you. Same with discord!

Wish me luck

Charles bought me among us on steam. Anyone wanna play? I'm looking to start streaming so I need people who can chat while playing instead of typing. Either way, I'm ThePurpleMooMoo. Hit me up, lets play

As of yesterday I turned 30. I honestly never thought I would live to be 30. Being 30 and not accomplishing anything of reap substance to me, nothing I really wanted out of life is difficult for me.

A man came into my pharmacy with his hand in his shirt claiming to have a gun and told me I better go e her methadone and Percocet or he would blow us all away. I told the pharmacist to get me some Percocet because we were being robbed. I stayed calm as the man was yelling to not fuck with him, told him we didn't have methadone but I had the Percocet. I asked him if he wanted it in a bag and he said he did. After I bagged it and gave it to him the man left. We immediately shut down and called the cops. The man was caught later that day. I had to go to the cops car to identify the suspect, then to the back to identify the stolen goods. After that I had to write out my statement. I had to stay and hour and a half over when I was supposed to leave afterwards to help the pharmacy get caught up after the whole thing. That was Wednesday. I thought I was good to go today but upon arriving to work I began to shake and had a hard time focusing. I was so on edge. And EVERYTHING that was happening was very frustrating to me. I had to leave early. When I got home I basically just laid in the dark and cried. Apparently that whole incident affected me a lot more than I thought they had originally. I stayed calm through the robbery itself but damn I'm like...so on edge.

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