Been a while since I posted here, suppose I will change that by thanking everyone who wished me a happy birthday! I don't get out much and I know I'm socially awkward, but thank everyone :3 I really appreciated it!

So for those of you who don't have me on Facebook or whatnot, here's what's going on in my life right now. You all know (Or if you don't read the few journals I post, might not know) that in February I was picked up by the AirForce for a pilot commission. Well, I found out the week before last that they disqualified me because I couldn't completely pass depth perception (Granted I was close on every single test, I barely failed them). At the moment, AETC (Air Education and Training Command) could still grant me a waiver for pilot training, but it isn't very likely. I'm still praying that they will, but the stress and worry that this has put on me has pretty much caused me to collapse within myself like a neutron star (or, crushed in other words). I won't find out for a few more weeks what the final say is going to be, but needless I am probably going to be very quiet, if not silent even to the people I normally talk to. Please don't take it as me being a dick, or singling anyone out, I just am not really in a social mood.

So I'm looking for some artists who are good at ferals. I'm wanting to get some pics of myself in a feral sense, but I really don't know many artists who are ever open for commission so I was wanting to see if anyone out there in FA land knows of anyone whose name they might want to pass my way? Would be greatly appreciated ;D

All the good news! Found out this afternoon at 1630 that I was selected to get a commission and become a pilot for the United States Air Force! Yay! *all the happy dances*

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Ten days until I (hopefully) find out if the Air Force has made a large enough mistake to allow me to become an officer :3 For the few of you who watch me to actually care, I will be posting the results here as soon as I find out. This promises to be an interesting next week or so...

Also, if anyone happened to be spammed with Journal no longer exists messages... Just know I love you :3

Well, after about 9 months worth of work, I finally managed to get my OTS package completed an submitted yesterday! The board will meet in January and the results will be released late February. So here's hoping that maybe soon I will be able to ascend the ranks and do what I really want to in the military!

So I stole this from Kaiya, who stole it from someone else. :)

So ask me anything...just be prepared to never look at me the same again... also I cant believe I'm doing one of these :P

So I got a phone call Sunday morning that I was required to come into work at 0700 for a mandatory briefing. We got there to find about 80% of my group had been recalled. Our commander told us that he hated to call us in, but couldn't tell us why he had, other than the group and squadron had had a serious loss. Come to find out last night at about 1900, my supervisor called me once they could all talk about it. A very good friend mind mine who worked with me on a daily basis was murdered Saturday night at about 1800 by her husband, who then took his own life. I've never experienced this kind of thing before... I really don't know how to take it when someone you see every day is suddenly gone, much less murdered. It is a sad day when we loose a military member to something like this. I hope that her family finds some sort of peace in all of this....

It has come to my attention that some people on here seem to dis-like the American military. Well, here's something for you to choke on, and it just so happens to be the worn out sole of my combat boots. I'll make this journal easy even for your simple minds to wrap around... *coughs and clears his throat* No one gives a shit about your OPINION... Yup, I went there, what you have is called an OPINION, and your OPINION is like a penis, it's nice to have one, and it's even alright to be proud of it, but when you pull it out in public and start waving it around, people are going to have to beat the shit out of you for being a retard :( That is all.

It's great to be back. After a nice long deployment in the kittybox, i'm finally back =D

So, even though i've been deployed for over 4 months so far, good things have come of this :3 I'm in the best physical shape i've ever been in o.o I've lost almost 40 lbs since I got here, dropped almost 3 inches on my waist, and dropped over 2 minutes in my 1.5 mile run time ^_^ I've adopted a whole new workout routine and I have to say, its demanding, but I really like it. *flexes* RAWR. Smexy shippeh fox >:3 Hehehe.

Damn... why cant the chowhall cook GOOD FOOD out here? We need a moral kitchen or something... I want to cook my own food XD

You know, I made a post on facebook the other day that i'm gonna repost here. I fucking hate people who pretend to be your friends. I fucking hate them. They act like their your friend so that they can gain whatever it is their after from you, then pretend like you don't exist. Or when they act like their your friend because your a friend of someone else. Thats fucking garbage. I just want to let all of you know, if your one of those people, let me know in a comment here so I can tell you to go shove it up your ass and remove you from my life. Some people already have been, and I REALLY don't mind making the list longer. I don't need such childish bullshit in my life right now. /endrant

Cant sleep. Theres this twitching behind my eyes that seems to be constantly keeping me awake. Too tired to go eat, too hungry to go work out, but bored enough all I wanna do is lay in this bed that's killing my back and making me want to rip my right arm off because how bad my shoulder is hurting... yay for fighting for my country.

When I get back home, I want to go to a convention. I havn't been to one other than 1/4th a day at Oklacon like 2 years ago... I want to go to one. I think the soonest after I get home is going to be Furry Fiesta... i'll either go to that or FWA.

So here I sit well situated at my new deployed location. Its a lot stranger than I thought it would be. Looking at the difference between here and home, the lows here are higher than the highs in Oklahoma. I just wanted to tell you guys while it was on my mind that I made it okay... for the few of you that cared enough to post on me leaving since I didn't know I would be able to access this site. However the few of you that wished me well, that really made a difference for me. Leaving my life, my family and my friends behind was a LOT more difficult than I thought it would be, and your words really made it easier for me. I hope/ know that as time goes on these will get easier, but the first one really sucks. Thank you all for giving enough of a crap to wish me well. Ill post more about whats going on as I can.

I'm leaving soon. Can't tell you when or where or for how long, but I wont be on here for some time... deployments are fun. Everyone stay in good health!

Yay for not getting paid! Woot government!

As I sit here this morning putting my blues on as I get dressed for yet another Monday... I realize that there are only 3 more times I have to wear blues before I go... 27 days left.

I'm at home... no, not that home, I'm home in Georgia. Here until next Sunday.

I have now lost all faith.

In the immortal words of Peter Griffin...

Marry Christmas to all, and to all shut the hell up!

So, I've been meaning to say this for a while, and this will go on my LJ as well for those there that aren't here. Lately, it's come to my attention that there are many people I call "friends" who could really, honestly care less about me. What I mean, is they for whatever reason find themselves needing to "PRETEND" to be my friend for whatever cause they see fit for it, and it's fucking tearing me apart to be finding out that these people that I thought cared about me, who i thought were true friends, really can't stand me. I've come to the point now, that I'm just going to say this. If you have an issue with me, you need to tell me, so I can point you to the fattest part of my ass that owns your lips. If you have to think to yourself "Is he talking about me?" Then you should know that I'm not. The people that this is aimed at will know. I've been really wanting to get that off my chest lately, and I just decided that now was a good time to do it.

Other than the shitty news that I have a lot less friends than I thought, this is going to be the last semester I go to school before I deploy. I have both my finals next week, and after that's done, I won't have school until I'm in the desert, where I will end up taking some online classes. I need one more class for my associates degree, so woot for that! I'm going to be using my free time without having school to study for some CLEP/DANTES tests, and study for my Staff test next year.

Now that i'm done with this, I'm going to go back to cleaning/studying/homework while its still early...

Yeah, ive been in georgia for the last week. Brought my truck down here to sell so that I could get that payment off my back and start saving some money from month to month. Had some good times while I was here, saw alot of old friends, had a bonfire, cought some trees on fire, and almost had a blowtorch explode from the radiant heat from the fire :D We had a flashlight melt that was over 30 feet away from the fire... so we all learned NOT to put tons of furniture on a fire when you start it :D! Anyhows, I leave tomorrow to come home, my flight leaves at like 7:30 eastern... so Ill be home tomorrow night at like 11. It will be good to see mah vixen and baby again ^^ I miss them so.

He has learned how to flush the toilet. God save us from the little bundle of foxxy fluff known as my 10 month old kit Skyler D: