I've been on FA since the very beginning, under a couple different usernames, and I've seen this website go through so much with Dragoneer at the helm. It's surreal to think he's gone. He may not have been a perfect admin, but he did his best, and made sure the site stayed online all this time, so that's something to be proud of!

Rest in peace, dude. I hope wherever you are now, you're at peace.

So after getting Clip Studio Paint from a good friend, I kinda got the drive back to draw stuff. It's a wonderful tool, I'm loving it! So I'll probably post more stuff in the future, maybe rekindle with my abdl side too, so if you don't like diapers, I'm sorry in advance for potentially subjecting you to that.

That's pretty much it. Thanks and see ya!

I can't believe it's been 10 years since my last journal post.

As you probably noticed, I don't draw much at all anymore, or at least not stuff I can post on FA. I mainly do game art and 3d models nowadays, although I'm starting to wonder if I should pick up drawing regular furry stuff again. I don't feel very inspired but that could be nice anyway.

In any case, thanks for following me, I'm still active as a lurker. I might upload here some of the commissions I got in the past years, I just have to sort them out first.

I guess I'll see you again in 2034 :P

Davey/Shiro

I draw like once in a full moon on a friday the 13th, so thank you so much for watching me despite my low activity! You're the best! =3

I recently got a full time job so I don't know when I'll have the time to draw more, but I have a few ideas in mind so I might post something new in the next month or so. So don't unwatch me yet!

Also, yay, I hit the 4000 views mark! Time to reach 5000 now =3

It's not TMI Thuesday, but I'll still do this anyway. Ask me anything, and I'll answer truthfully! Any question is welcome! Come on, don't be shy! =D

Time's up, time to reveal the winners of my three YCH pictures! So, without further ado...

Surprise Crinklehug winner:  AnthonySkunkupine

Cookie Thief winner:  Iakhot

Beach Run winner:  TykeCooney

I'll start working on it soon and post the finished pictures soon! Thanks for participating everyone!

It's a no brainer. When you have a commissioner ask you for a very specific pose you have no idea how to draw, you're in trouble. At least with YCH's, you get to decide which pose you'll be doing, modify it as you go if it looks like crap and basically do anything you want. You just draw different features on the characters when the pose is done.

I don't have that many active watchers so I don't know if it's worth it, but if I'm going to draw random characters anyway, I might try offering YCH's more often.

Also, the Surprise Crinklehug YCH is due June 7th. Make your reservations now!

I'm still going to WTFur this weekend, but after that I'm entering therapy to take care of my ever worsening anxiety and emotional state. I lost a friend, earned distrust from others and mentally harmed myself for over a month, so it's about time I did something. In my defense, I've been completely on my own since past December, I haven't seen my therapist since then and my medication is not working anymore. I managed to finally get a response from the therapist and I'll be able to see her again soon, fortunately, and review my medication and all that stuff.

I might draw a thing or two for myself, but no more requests or anything like that. Sorry guys.

I'm still not feeling very well to be honest, so I'll have to postpone the requests I offered. Sorry guys.

I'm thinking of going to the What The Fur convention in two weeks. I already got a lift and a place to stay, so if any of you are going there, maybe we'll run into each others! It's going to be my very first furry convention, so I'm a bit nervous, but it's going to be okay.

I've been starting to look for a real job too. I'm feeling lonely and money's always an issue, so it can't hurt to try and find an actual workplace. I haven't received any answers yet, but I'm confident I'll find something sooner or later.

That's all, folks!

I've had a really shitty month of April, especially at the very end. I've been a real drama queen and I'm afraid I might have lost a friend because of it. The hardest part is knowing I fucked up but not being able to do or say anything to fix it. All I can do is wait and hope for the best.

My work load is pretty heavy lately, mostly due to a new project I'm working on with a partner and an ongoing web development contract, but I'll make it in the end, I'm sure. And I'm waking up much earlier than I used to, as well. Hopefully I'll be able to afford a car by the end of the year, but time only will tell.

After thinking about it, I don't think I'll do an interactive character sheet after all. The idea is good, but I have enough work to keep me busy for a while. Beside, I commissioned  starswirls to make me a static character sheet and I love it! No need for another =P HOWEVER! I'd like to draw some more, I can't improve if I don't pick up my pen once in a while. So if anyone wants a drawing, I'm offering a couple of free request to the first who ask!... provided you have a character sheet so I know what to draw. Single character, digitally colored. If you're interested, you can note me with your ref sheet and what pose or situation you'd like to be drawn in and I'll get right to it! Don't be shy =P

Maybe I'll try building myself a character sheet / dress me up game crossover. And I'll make a template for people to use too! Or maybe I could offer to make them myself and sell them. But then again not many people know or follow me so I should concentrate on doing it for myself first.

BUT! If someone was to make an interactive character sheet where you can swap clothing items and basically dress up your character in any way imaginable, how much would that be worth, you think? *ponders*

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5101472/

Apparently so!

This is highly suspicious if you ask me, but maybe I'm just paranoid. Even if it's not a scam, there's already over 1200 people participating, so the chances are so slim it's not even funny. But! Even though it's probably a tactic to win more watchers, it's nice to see someone give back to the community without asking for anything (explicitly) in return.

Sorry if I'm completely wrong, my cynicism levels are out of this world.

This is so perfect I cried a little bit D=

http://www.collegehumor.com/video/6.....toy-commercial

Especially southern sergals! They're less aggressive and fitter. And fluffy! I could snuggle with them all day long!... if I knew any.

I vote for a spot for them on the list of species on FA! WE NEED MORE SERGALS!

...have I told you lately that I love you? :3c

And so, the winner of the raffle is...

...drumroll...

!!  somasleepy !!

Congratulations lil bro! Send me a PM with what you'd like me to draw and I'll get right to it!

I'd like to thank you all for participating! I'm not nearly popular enough for these things, but we managed to do it nonetheless! It was a nice experience, and if that's any consolation to those who didn't win, I might consider drawing your characters anyway if I get my motivation back!

One week and four people have joined! Not bad... but not enough. Come on, how can you spit on free art, especially if it can involve porn?! Tell your friends! Let it be known! I'll be running it for another week and then I'll roll a dice or two to pick the winner. I could pick more than one if you're insistent enough, you know!

Obligatory link to original journal; http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4815135/

You want another drawing of your super awesome furry character? Well then, if you comment in this journal with your character sheet, you get a chance to have it drawn by my hand, fully inked and colored. No need to post about it on your user page (although it would be nice of you to do so)! No tricks! No lies! Just comment with a picture of your fursona and I shall draw it... if your name gets picked at random when the raffle ends. I'm planning to end the raffle at midnight on July 13th, but I might give it one more week if there's not enough participants.

One character only, mature/adult stuff allowed but no fetishes. May include objects if they don't overshadow the character.

Go! ;3

Disclaimer: I can't be held responsible if you don't like what you get. No refunds will be issued. It's free anyway. I just need an excuse to draw something in full color.

EDIT: Pushed the date to July 20th due to poor participation.

I think I'm a picture-o-phile. I haven't looked, let alone jerked off, to real human fornication in an eternity, and last time I tried, I couldn't get it up. Maybe it's because nearly all real life human porn is so grotesque it's more laughable than it is exciting. I'll at least say I'm more likely to be attracted to japanese bishonens, but damn. However, I do get my kicks out of furry porn a lot. I'm almost afraid it makes me an exclusive zoophile, or uh, anthrophile? Is that even a word? Maybe more faunoiphile, because I swear I'm not fucking a dog's ass, ever! Poor dog =(

Oh well, I'll also enjoy some good ol' yaoi I guess. For some reason, the fact it's drawn is a lot more of a turn on than if it was real. Maybe it has something to do with that flasher I met when I was 5, I don't know (yeah, that wasn't good at all - it can't have helped). With that said, I'm a sad, lonely guy, and I must admit that I'm afraid I won't find a mate because of my particular tastes. But I digress...

Please tell me I'm not the only one who finds drawn porn more arousing than real porn >_<

Edit: Yeah, screw it, I'm anthro-sexual. There's no shame in not being attracted to the human body, god damnit!

Ask me anything, and I mean ANYTHING you want, and I'll answer truthfully. You know what TMI stands for, don't you? =P

I bet nobody will post though. I'm only watched by compulsive watchers and maybe 2 or 3 actual people I really know. Oh well.

1. Are you single or taken?
I guess I'm single, internet probably doesn't count... this sucks. =(

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate makes you fat and flowers whither and die. Send me a spindle of double layer DVD's, I always have a need for that!

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
...is that an invitation?

4. Do you LIKE like anyone?
Kinda... there's two guys I sort of like, one of which is already taken, the other lives 200km away, and I don't think they'd LIKE like me back, so that makes it a bit complicated o_o

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
:foreveralone:

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
A nice little boy who likes to cuddle. Anyone fits the bill?!

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Nah.

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Shit, I wish XD

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
A semi-ironic one, maybe. I'm not all that romantic... not as much as to write love letters anyway.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Do you believe in Santa Claus?

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Pfft, no. And I think that would be kinda depressing to have your mom as your valentine. Better to just stay alone.

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
...to whom?

13. Do you like candy hearts?
In moderation, cinnamon is pretty good, yeah.

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
A flu.

15. Is Valentines depressing?
I try not to let it be. It's never Valentine's Day in the Mojave wasteland.

16. How is your love life?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsgI.....k&t=19m20s

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Can't be dumped if you've never been dated.

18. How many roses would you want to receive?
Don't spend money on roses, we'll both end up disappointed >_<

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
No. Also, fuck you.

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
What do you think.

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
Nobody.

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
Nobody.

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
NOBODY.

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
Pfft, none. Yeah, I guess I'm not helping the situation, do I?

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
You talk like people usually get tons of valentine card, wishes and fucks every single year... did I miss something?

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
One or two in elementary school I think.

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Nah. Sending an anonymous valentine would kinda defeat the purpose I think.

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Ehhh... no.

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
No.

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
Candies. Candies are always a decent gift!

31. What was the worst?
Getting nothing I guess.

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
Ehhh... I don't think so.

My Valentine this year is:
WHOEVER WANTS TO BE MY VALENTINE!! COME ONE, COME ALL, I'M TOTALLY FREE!! D=

I just hit 27 today! Yaaay. I just wish I had better birthdays in my childhood so these days would mean something more to me.

So I've already done a third of my life expectancy. I wonder what the other two will look like, I do =x

I do!... yeah, it's the regular Wii, not the U, I didn't want to spend $400 for a console, no matter how awesome it sounds. I'll just build myself a new gaming PC at that point.

So anyway, even though I'm like over 6 years late on the Wii, I finally decided to get one, along with Zelda Twilight Princess and Super Mario Galaxy. Oh, and of course, there's Wii Sport Resort that came with it, which is more addictive than I anticipated, to be honest. I'm thinking of getting also Metroid Other M also, but I'm afraid I'll just get lost like in the Gamecube Metroids and stop playing after three days... I'm not a fan of extensive puzzle solving, I got enough of that at my job (programming is a hell of a puzzle game, I tell ya!)

My Wii code is on my profile now, although I'm not entirely sure what I'm gonna do with it, but at least I have one to show! Wooo!

...

Oh and by the way, happy new year 2013! That'll save me another journal entry =P

Yet I honestly can't comprehend how Romney got 49% of votes!... either half of the US are mormon sympathizers or someone rigged the ballots. I'm gonna say both.

On a side note, I'm glad the state of Hawaii supports social democratic policies. That's just one more reason to take a vacation there!

Time to hit the stores and grab as much discount candy as you can! Candy corn tastes twice as good when it's 50% off!

THIS, is my Halloween =P