I'm still struggling with the thought that my best friend my little brother is gone form this world. I still find y self trying to call him on discord or his phone. It hasn't even been that long since he passed either. My therapist got me a grief therapist to talk to told me its better then being left to my thoughts. Told me that I'm not coping as well as most do with this and there worried about my mental health. told me to always talk to them when i feel like i need to and not to be alone. so i haven't been iv been in discord calls nonstop unless I'm sleeping. not sure what i should have said to that. I feel like something's broken in me. Thing's just don't feel the same anymore. the world feels much duller feels like all the bright and color in the world has faded. I'm not rilly sure what I'm supposed feel wile i go through grefing or how to rilly cop honestly. I've just been throwing my self into streaming more ,all iv been streaming is FF14online. it was one of his fave games..one of my fave games. we made a guild together on there and i still run it in his memory. I have friends who told me that getting out the house might help so ill be at FWA next month. i know i should have fun i should hangout with friends i haven't seen in a long time ill do my best but the world just don't feel the same. I miss him alot ,it feels like my hearts been tossed into a blender.

One my longest friends my best friend my little brother has died on the 21 of march. He lost his battle with cancer. Most of us found out yesterday. It hurts a lot but i know he is no longer in pain and hes with his big brother who he missed dearly. His faimly is trying to get him cremated but are lacking in funds. If your able to help then please donate if you cant donate then spared the link so others may be able to see and help.

In memory of kei the best little brother anyone could have asked for. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/kei-haru


https://www.gofundme.com/f/joseph-p.....ource=facebook

I'm so excited! this be my first time at fwa!
x3 I'm going to spend it hanging with friends as an early bday celebration(birthday 29th)
i cant wait for it! i hope everyone else who is going has a great con!

o3o to days meh b day. i r of da older today. gib meh headpats

got a friend that has a hevfty hospital bill to pay off we helped her set up an fa she hasnt done art in a bit but she rilly needs help. if ya able to can you boost this link? spread it around? or buy it :3 https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43775875/

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