I keep seeing all around of people selling/trying to sell accounts on second life?

for toughs who are wondering..its agents there tos there are ways to do it but not the way i keep seeing others doing it.

Just so you don't get in trouble this is how you do it at this link. https://community.secondlife.com/fo.....nother-person/

oh and just my persnol opion on this..i find it to be completely fucking stupid ...no one is gonna buy a secondlife account for the amount of money im seeing everyone trying tos ell one for..its cheaper to just get an account your self and buy lindens to make how you want to look like on sl then go and buy an account..

a little slow on this update due to just feeling like complete shit but i got blood work back they they told me i had no inflammatory desses in my blood so i don't have arthritis witch is good but has me vary confused as to were my pain in my joints is coming from now. I was told it could be many things but mostly Carthage fading so i had some Xrays done on the first and i go back in a month for another visit so lets hope that everything okie and we found out why my knee,ankle and wrist keeps poping and having so much pain i cant walk someday.

Also i'm not sure if others are watching me on this account for News on my studio or just because of the small fa images i upload from second life but due to my cameramen being bizzy with rl work and me havething this health isshus on and off the studio is a bit slow on updating images for this i'm sorry shits just hectic. we will be slowly imporveing that.

Oh boy! i have another doctors appointment on the 1rst!!.....ima die *face plants*

it went well sapriznly. my bf helped me the hole way even was in the room to help talk about things as i shuted down..i couldn't rlleh talk much i was to afraid of well everything.

i had blood work done talked general things.

was even given an therapist to look at so can do baby steps to get better.

everything hurts..my joints-mussel mostly because we had to walk to a bus to get to down town and then walk allover the place..due to my fear i don't normally lave the house so that was like a lot of exercise for me..and im kinda proud of my self :3 i was ABLE to be out side yah i panicked the hole way but I WAS OUT SIDE!!.

my legs a still a bit swollen from yesterdays walk stiff and hurting but ill be okie.

learned what i need to do to get better-get help.

and i have my next doctor's visit on October the first at 1:30pm ..so hears to hoping everything gos as smoothly as yesterday.

i'm sorry i didn't update when i goit home ya all o.o once i stepd through the doors to my home i felt this wave of drained/exposition hit me from so much panicking all day all my anxiety just left in one fells woop to were as soon as i sat down welp i was gone XD i toke a nap and its now 6:45am.

sad to say the only time i get a goods nights rest is when i'm drained.

I DON'T WANNA!!!

*clings to my tail's shivering sniffling* b but i gotta TT^TT ill update on this when i get home *wines*

i'm doing all i can to keep my depredation at bay, got a doctors appointment on the 29 and that alone is freaking my mind out.

see i have agoraphobia leaving my house is kinda hard for me(though i haven't tried) i found loop holes over the years the big one that help's is having my bf with me when i lave he ..helps me. if i try to lave the house on my own even to the back yard i shake real bad..even feel like i'm going to have a panic attack..so shits hard.

i have this bad habit of worrying over like every thing,and that just add's more stress/anxiety to me..i'm hopeing seeing this doctor will help me find out some problems iv been having and also help me find some way i can idk be some what normle?

i hate how i allow fear to run my life now ..

i guess what im trying to say is.. ima need a lot of hugs and saport wile i try to get shit back in control in my life.

none of you rilleh give a fuck about what i have to say. your just watching me for the porn i post..thats about it..if thats it then go to my stuido page and watch it it has most the porn on it nayway. this is my personl account for my oc's and cariters..none of you care about that.

Helping a friend of mine boost there art! go cheek them out!! there rilleh good!

https://twitter.com/SpacedeerNyx/st.....958001152?s=19

there fa  FireballsandRainbows

feel like i'm slowly going insane..mostly because depression is getting worse i'm getting more and more stuck in my head hard to snap out of it,more and more stress is building up iv never been good at sorting out my feelings and trying to relax or ask for help when i need it, i'm allowing my self to be the victim to Verbal abuse by friends not because i want to or want attention i think its more of just rebounding back to what i knew?

I know pain its what im sued to what i know, now that i'm not around it anymore not around all the toxicity i'm at a loss to do? i want to move on i'm with ppl in rl who want/will help that happen help me not be stuck int his kind mind set yet at the same time i'm afraid of moving on?? afraid of the help?? in the back of my mind i'm always thinking "what do they want? what do they get out of this" for just helping me and i know i shouldn't think that way..

Got some friends telling me i should see a psychiatrist and i don't doubt them mabeh siting down and talking to someone i don't know about all this may help me. but a the same time i'm to afraid and that's the problem iv gone from an confident person now i'm just a wuss who lets fear run there life's...i know most will ignore my post's every one duse but if anyone duse happen to stumble a pon this.. a friends is indeed something i need right now and advice if anyone has any because i don't like feeling all thsi negative energy and im starting to feel like no matter what i do ill never get over/get better.

so thinking of making an otter dog?? idk what to call it.

basicly there will be 2 forms of them.

an otter with german shepread markings on them(light coat allmost a sableish like color)

and one thats like an otter but has a long fluffeh tail and flopy ears?

no idea ills ee were i go with this but i have a oc named fawn who is an otter witht he markigns of a g Shep with one lime ccolored eye and the others a light blue.

trying to think of hhow to draw them so i can have a ref of her

*blinks looks down at the pile of confetti on the table...flops on it making it fly allover the place there tail wags*...yay? 28 now? woo?

still highly stressed out my mind but close friends have been helping me relax.

my partner has been gone for 2 weeks with his bf and faience on a cruse i'm glade he and his faience are able to relax and have fun(im deeply afraid of big body's of water..but the ache of not begin near him has me going to face my fear next year..i refuse to stay wile hes gone again) knowing hes coeming home safe has me more at ease and relaxed i feel the tension in my body leaving i can breath again sigh.

still things i feel i have to get done but i need to remind mys elf ..i live with nicer ppl i live with ppl who will help and get things done togatehr..i need to remind mys elf i don't have to take on all the stress and problems by my self anymore..its still hard for me but i know im loved ^w^ i know im with a fiamly now..my pack things may seam hard..but we will survive i am loved and protected tis the grateist feeling in the world.

I go home tomarow
I love being with faimly iv missd them but god i miss home,mis my cat miss my bf my roomates work(oddly enough) i miss my frainds.
Cant wait to be in my bfs arms again and harassing my frainds on discord!
..gona be hard for a wile my grandmothers gone only in persion her spirt is allways around me watching and protecting me this i belive
Still hard though..small things make me tember her and i find my self crying..so if i randmly brake down around you guys im sorry just give me time.
When home im still gona give my self time before i do anything with the studio forgive me just need time to morn still

so as the owner/founder of SFS sugar fluffh studio's i am taking 5week's off to recover form a bit of bad new's

my grandmother age 71 died march first early morning im still a complete werack randomly breaking down the funerals on the 8th ill be with family for about 2-3 weeks mostly and even after that ill be to much a mess to do much of anything so will take a cupple weeks to recover sorry for inconvenience

hmm? what should i do next in my pohot's i take on sl?
Tell me what you would like to see me do ;3
i aim to please after all my goal is to give you all "pleasure" in some small way
*licks fangs chukel's*

...chu all must be hear for the lewed's...yep das got to be it because beside that XD im not worth watching

im still vary much depressed had a brake down the night of thanks giving..so that was fun but taking photo's on sl,being with friend's and listening to music is helping me a grate deal i know my taste in music is rather..everywhere but id like to share at least some the "odd"music iv found has helped me and mabeh you all can send me music back that you think i may like :3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOsFQ-VUeMw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqnMkUcTmys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SFf1CLrGeI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gz8cPlh-kP0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RNePy_awq0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49ezfOu3JqI


But i have gotten back into taking sl photo's im hoping to improve over time at doing so as im still vary much bad at it :P so feed back is always welcome it helps me learn ^x^ ill try to get in some form pony play as iv also gotten back into that on sl it helps me drown out the depression by focusing on it and slowing my self to get into a calming relaxing head space

i have been to depressed and dealing with to much pain in my back/shoulder to do much of anything right now..soon ill be back posting lewd thing's from SL again and a little of my art on the side but until then ..this sugar glider is gonna be one with death X-X

I normally don't do vent post's but i just have to say this about "petty drama"

If you have a problem with me and its developed into "drama" then do the adult thing shut up and move on.

Knowing how i am. i probably tried to talk about side "issue's we had" tried to talk through it and if it didn't work i probably tried to lave on good note and probably left you alone

i don't talk about my shit to other's, i lave it alone. i leave it were it belongs WITH US,

i Don't snoop around and go on a rampage asking all my friend's were the hell they are,what they are doing and if they "the one who has an issue with me"
knows who i am... i sure as fuck don't force the friend's we may have seared to "choose side's" that's hella fucked up! that's like making your child chose between you or a pet (this has happened to me before with my dad and my dog its a fucked up thing srusly don't do that's like bad parent 101)

i try to do the adult thing, i try to treat other's as i would like to be treated


so plz if you have an issue with me keep it between us don't go airing it out to dry were all can see don't go dragging more ppl into our bullshit grow the fuck up and learn to handle it your self stop playing the fucking victim and trying to manipulate your friends to do as you say


and for any of my friends who have dealt with drama because of me i senselessly apolajise i try not to get any of my friends involved in my own shit its why i lave drama that im wrapped up in alone

i know 4 of my friends have already been hurt form this shit like srusly grow the fuck up it happened i tried to talk to you i apologized i stopped bringing it up and moved on with my life and your still dragging it around id not care what yous ay about me i dont give 2 shits about my self but you do NOT hurt/drag others into this because they have no place in it its OUR PROBLEM'S not there's

Oh and for the 4 friends who came to me in tears over this ..ask your self this would a real true friend make you pick side's? make you chose between friend's? make you feel like your a fault because you don't want to do that?...that's an no guy's a real friend would not do that to you

Breed: Shugar glider

Song That describes personality: https://youtu.be/vhFUSJbXnYU

Age:19
Name Shugy Smole Cube
Eye's: deep blue
Hair: coco brown strawberry pink highlights
Like's: sweet's,cute thing's,Plushie's
Dislike's:Being told no
Music: bouncy hyper songs,cute with a bit of sassy to it

Lore behind shugy: not much to say she is just your average sugar glider,enjoys sweet's and snuggles hate's the word no
even though she is a teenager she still has her bubbly personality of that of a child don't mean she is an age player just mean's that she enjoys the simple thing's in life and loves to have fun

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Breed: Egyptian Aard wolf

Song That describes personality: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GurkREc-q4I

Name:Royal Sun Scail's
Age:20
Eye's:violet
Hair: changes a bit but all way's has purple highlights in it
Like's: closed space's like cave's or room's,light lit place's,being surved
Dislike's:being treated like she is lower then anyone,brightly lit place's,big open place's
Music:anything with a nice beat that she can dance to or sing

Lore behind Royal: she is an Egyptian princesses form Giza, she is rather used to servant's doing as she command's not used to others telling her no, she was happily spending her time in ancient Giza being pampered and adored until the night of the winter sou lice were she some how got teleported to the modern era, still not used to her new surrounding nore is she used to the new technology but she is adapting rather well and back to being spoiled as we speak

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Ref:https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22715760/
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Breed: Shark Dogo
Flavor: WaterMelon
Song That describes personality: https://youtu.be/GOJTG8E0bwU

Name: Bubble Juice
Age:19
Eye's:Coten candy pink swerl with light blue
Hair:Pink light blue highlits
Like's: snuggle's,derping,games
Dislike's:Blood,jerk's,drama
Music:bouncy happy wried songs

Lore behind:Bubble juice is watermelon sharkdogo from a seacrit island out in the creabeon were everyone there is some form of food realted animle mixedture, one day she found a telaporter that could take her to anypart of the world and her advantcure started

Art of:https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24092539/
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Breed: Purple Mist Red Panda

Song That describes personality:https://youtu.be/Pu434eT0VvE

Name:Taka Lea Kimori
Age:21
Hair:white with faded staberry pink at the ends
Eye:Light glowing pink
Like's:Cock,sex,Pulling of hair,scratching,biteing,rough sex
Dislike's:being called "doll" being looked down apron
Music:Dub step,techno,songs with feeling's poured into them

Lore behind Purple Mist Red Panda: The Purple Mist Red Panda came to be one of the brightest full moons there has been in years, taka was a bit wasted walking home not paying attention to were he was going he triped over his long tail falling right into a pit full of poison gas, now one would think that taka would have died from inhaling the substance but all it did was mutated him turning his bright crinsomn fun into a deep shade of purple his eyes beacme more of a pinkish hue then there once deep green, now taka loved punkish clothing bands the hole scen way before his changing in fact on the night he was reboen into this misty red panda he as at a vampire club s he had fake fangs in his mouth ..well now he has them infused into the real deal he is a sex craving deviant Domitian femboi who wants nothing more then to please your ever way he can wile having a good time in the process

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Breed:Toxic Ravat (raven cat)

Song That describes personality:https://youtu.be/gpylHsdk824

Name:Dripping Mist
NickName: Dead Bite,Dead Claws,Dead T Brib
Age:22
Hair:Light green
Eye's:Glowing neon green
Like's:Cute Thing's,some forms of bondage,Steam Punk stuff,Medevil thing's
Dislike's:Bulling,Axe body spary's,Hatefull bitches
Music:scream o,industrial,tecno,dubstep

Lore Behind Toxic Ravat: Dead T Brib or other know as dripping mist is just a normle Ravat with a twist, hes a bit obsessed with all things medaeivl torcher (iron ma din plague masks ect.) and rainbow spikey things hes fully into the emo,steam punk, bondage seance wile stills omehow being more femanen then most females hes extremely flamboyant and gay, you will normaly find him drinking a green monster wile singing to Hollywood undead by the beach chilling and being hella lazy

Art of:https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23867484/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23879538/
Photo of:https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23868338/
Ref:https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23868378/
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Breed:PenArck
Song That describes personality:https://youtu.be/ih2xubMaZWI
Name:Unknown
Nick Name:Flipper's,shug,cutie
Age:Unknown
Hair:White with faded black tips
Eye's:sea blue wit purple
Like's:SLaping things with her liper's,hugging
Dislike's:Anyone hurting there frainds
Music:she likes anything as long as its not jazz or contry

Lore Behind PenArck: has anmisha
Art Of: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23371131/
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Breed: Wolf

Song That describes personality: https://youtu.be/1NHV6NUEKNU

Age:22
Name Spiral Essence's
Eye's: Left emrled green right ruby red
Hair:Neon green black highlight's
Like's: shopping,teasing,getting thing's
Dislike's:Being denied,being rejected
Music: club music something to dance to show of there sexy body

Lore behind Spiral essence's: this 22 year old wolf love's to go cubing never has any money of there own on himself but that's ok plenty of fur's to buy them drink's and food for a bit of "fun", spiral loves to live the night life the dangerous is know to do alot of thing's for attention mostly dancieng and showing off there "good's" and sometimes a bit of "fun" on the side

Art Of: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24602847/
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