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Posted 4 years agoThe version of SAI I downloaded stopped working was wondering if anyone might have a version to send to me. Let me know please! I'm desperate!
-Very Important-Help me looking for a program.
Posted 4 years agoThe version of SAI I downloaded stopped working was wondering if anyone might have a version to send to me. Let me know please! I'm desperate!
Got my new computer! Art time!!!
Posted 4 years agoSooo that means I am back to art for you all! YAY
Great News!!
Posted 4 years agoI get my new computer October 4th so commission and some free digital art will happen again along with my streams!! I'm excited!
All my friends add me to discord I miss you! New friends ...
Posted 4 years agoCelestial Kitsun#5796
Don't be afraid I don't bite!
Don't be afraid I don't bite!
Saving for new computer
Posted 4 years agoSo working to get a new computer since mine is dead
Give me cute things to draw. Practicing till I get a comp...
Posted 4 years agoGive me your cuties!!!
I just got a new discord add me keep me from being lonely...
Posted 4 years agoMy Discord is.
Celestial Kitsun#5796
Celestial Kitsun#5796
Lonely and having a hard time looking for people to talk ...
Posted 4 years agoWhat is the messangers you all use seeing my computer died on me I want to download so we can talk. Old and new friends.
Happy to be back but... ( Free art offer)
Posted 4 years agoMy computer can't be fixed sadly. So got to save for a new one the it's back to my live streams! Till then working on my traditional work so feel free to ask I plan on doing a few for free.
Long time no see. (Explaining my absence)
Posted 4 years agoSooo last year my computer got fried so I currently don't have one right now so I'm using my phone. Which sucks!
On another note I wanna draw some character so please post them here.
I miss the community sooo much!
On another note I wanna draw some character so please post them here.
I miss the community sooo much!
Help me out! Opening up for art tomorrow Cheap! have a lo...
Posted 5 years agoI am going to be doing some sketches tomorrow to keep my mind off the wake of my aunt on Monday soo I am offering $4 commissions so if interested let me know help me out on keeping me busy! There is no limit I will do as many as I can get done in the day, just say me in the comment !!
Bad News......
Posted 5 years agoSo I have been working on some art just have yet to upload anything. Last night my aunt lost her batter to cancer.... Then I find out as well last night my grandmother is dying from cancer as well. So finishing the few works I have been working on are on hold for now.
I am going to miss her very much.
I am going to miss her very much.
In need of an font expert! For Tattoo writing!(Read insid...
Posted 5 years agoOk working on a memorial tattoo for my father to put on my forearm and I need help I am not good with digital writing and I need help I need it to be fancy and to flow with the stars that will flow from one of the flowers covering the moon and it will say.
" Dad I love you to the moon and back and I will always miss my miss you from the bottom my heart."
I want it to be elegant. Please let me know if you can do it and what we can work out. Streaming! offline
Posted 9 years agoStream happening tomorrow!
Posted 9 years agoWill be doing the stream tomorrow seeing SAI is giving me a hard time. Will link everyone tomorrow!
Six uploads a night!
Posted 9 years agoI will be uploading six images a night or will try to till all art commissioned and done by myself are up. I have more than I realized and some I thought I had uploaded but never did. So sorry in advance!
Mass upload of images coming your way!
Posted 9 years agoSo I will be fixing my page and removing all images and re downloading them seeing I was looking at my folder and some that should be on here aren't and so on so... I want to do a full cleaning and get everything into folder and so on for each of my characters. I will also be bringing back some old characters of mine that I haven't even uploaded on here yet to be ready for cute and sexy things! Will be putting up some old art from a few years ago. Then will be setting up the profile as well with more info. This should be fun and then will be setting up to draw more on days I am feeling decent. Found my animation program! One freebie! LOOK INSIDE!!
Posted 9 years agoOk so I am rusty on all fronts including animating so at some point today I want to play around with it and get some of the rust out with Sai as well seeing I have only been doing traditional doodles lately. I will stream everything! About the one animated freebie just post your characters below. It will be a very simple animation mind you. Just get to posting!
I hope everyone is doing well.
I hope everyone is doing well.
Update on results from surgery
Posted 9 years agoI have been thinking of how to word what I need to say. It’s not an easy conversation even for me but I feel that some people who may not know and care about me should. First off I had called my doctor for a consultation for a hysterectomy and they found something they didn’t like the look of. So we decided to go through with trying the iud birth control and when my results came back from the biopsy they took it came back as having cancerous cells. That was when the hysterectomy was the option seeing I don’t want kids anyway. After the surgery they sent off everything to be tested and they were found to be cancerous. Was advised to see an oncologist which I will be getting everything together and try to get an appointment ASAP. It is in the first two stages which is good that they caught it now. So it’s just a matter of deciding what to do from here. I’m personally having a hard time processing this it really seems like a dream. I know it’s hard for those who love me as well. I am going to fight this no matter what.Would be a bad idea to let this beat me when I have spent the last few years in the hospital and didn’t give up. So no worries right now; I still need to see the oncologist to see what can be done. I figured I would let everyone know so that they didn’t find out about it by someone else.
Surgery update.
Posted 9 years agoThe 16th I will be having surgery. For those who don't know I found out that I had cancer on july 7th. It is in it's early stages and my doctor said that a hysterectomy would be the best course of action. That is what I originally called to book a consultation for one. My doc felt with my age that I should try the skylar birth control implant incase I change my mind and want kids seeing I'm only 30. I have another condition that make it when I get my monthly I can at times getting it for months and when I do I can't leave the house it's so bad. Why I wanted the hysterectomy and I don't want kids and never have wanted kids. Don't get me wrong I do like them just not comfortable around babies till they can tell me what they want... I don't do diapers either I threw up on a friends baby when I was asked to change them.... Yeah not how I thought it would turn out at all. Also when doing the procedure to put the skylar in they did it at the hospital and put me out so they could look around and that's when they found 1 big mass that looked funny and about 20 others that looked like they were off as well. So they did the biopsy and it came back that I had cancer and it was in the early stages. So now they will be removing everything but my ovaries to keep me from experience menopause from this. Was also informed that will have to cut me open opposed to doing it laparoscopically seeing that I have never had kids that it would be harder to do it that way. They will also be looking to see it's spread to any of the other organs and if they see something they will do a biopsy and then get me in the proper direction. Also found out if I never went for a consultation and had the first procedure that they never would have found it. Funny how things can work out isn't it. Hopefully this will make my health a bit better and they also said with how sick I have been for the last few years this could have been the cause this whole time. Seeing I was found to have gastroparesis and it wasn't my type 2 diabetes was not the cause seeing I am no longer a diabetic. They are sure it was either from me having lyme or the cancerous mass that they found or both together. I am scared out of my mind but I trust my doctor 100% it's just the surgery in general seeing I have had other surgeries but never had to be cut open like they will be. Every other of my surgeries have been done laparoscopically.I might decide to do a few freebie to help keep me busy during my recovery. Will keep everyone updated about the surgery and when I will work on the freebies. What my phone thinks of me.
Posted 10 years agoThe fact I can see you soon enough for you and your friends are like that you are so cute I can't even see it as an excuse for not having to wait until you have a great way for me and I don't think that it was not immediately available to all of them in my head and shoulders and a lot more fun if I was a great way for me and I don't think that it was not immediately available to all of them in my head.....
So my phone did that... Awesome haha.
So my phone did that... Awesome haha.
Engaged!
Posted 11 years ago I am engaged to the most worderful white tiger in the world! 
I love you sweetie sooooo much thank you for picking me to spend the rest of your life with. I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you with all my heart my darling tiger.
Words of encouragement! We Can!!
Posted 11 years agoOur lives are what we make of them. We can strive to better ourselves which in turn can make our lives better. You want happiness in your life then keep those in your life that make you happy. We all have choices and sometimes more than we can handle and as humans we always second guess our choices. If the choice we made brings us pain or unhappiness; we can always change and learn from that choice. Always pick the road that will make you happy and never forget it is something we all deserve at some point in our lives, no matter the hardships we may face all we have to do is keep on moving and living and eventually it will find us. Strive for imperfection because that is what makes life truly wonderful.
————- With love your Shy Panda
Just a little something I wrote the other day after reading a few things. This is for my Family, friends and myself just a bit of encouragement. Thinking of you all and love you all.