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Posted 17 years agoPretty sneaky, FA. Breakind down on the day that I decide to say "goodbye" to you. But you couldn't take it, so you broke down for about a month to show me that you couldn't live without me. You knew this was coming, FA.
Okay, enough joking.
Well, I'm gone. So...this is, like, my last journal I'll ever make. Now, you're probably asking why I'm here. Well, I guess I just wanted to take a look one last time before I walk out. You're all probably thinking I'm turning my back on furs, FA, and the fandom, or you're probably saying that I hate furs. Well, that's not true. I hate all and everyone equally.
Yeah, I've changed a lot since I made my last journal, to. Well, I'm more darker and more evil because I just am getting to a point where I can learn how to be more independent. I used to go on and on and on about wanting a boyfriend. Well, now, I couldn't give a fuck because it's not that big of a deal to me anymore. I mean, Christ, relationships are too much of a fucking hassle, anyway. I have to actually make an effort to ask someone out instead of the other way around. And then there's more, but I'm not going to discuss it.
If you want to contact me, then find me on my Myspace, YES, MYSPACE!!! YOU HEARD ME RIGHT! Don't like it, fine then, stay away...but for those who like it, here it is.
www.myspace.com/redhotkitchen88
or find me at devART.
lanedude.deviantart.com
I won't delete this account, so do with it what you will. This is my legacy, I guess.
So...I don't know what else to say. I guess this is it...You guys still rock and you were a part of my life for some time. Like Pink Floyd said, shine on you crazy diamonds.
Sibeling...out.
Okay, enough joking.
Well, I'm gone. So...this is, like, my last journal I'll ever make. Now, you're probably asking why I'm here. Well, I guess I just wanted to take a look one last time before I walk out. You're all probably thinking I'm turning my back on furs, FA, and the fandom, or you're probably saying that I hate furs. Well, that's not true. I hate all and everyone equally.
Yeah, I've changed a lot since I made my last journal, to. Well, I'm more darker and more evil because I just am getting to a point where I can learn how to be more independent. I used to go on and on and on about wanting a boyfriend. Well, now, I couldn't give a fuck because it's not that big of a deal to me anymore. I mean, Christ, relationships are too much of a fucking hassle, anyway. I have to actually make an effort to ask someone out instead of the other way around. And then there's more, but I'm not going to discuss it.
If you want to contact me, then find me on my Myspace, YES, MYSPACE!!! YOU HEARD ME RIGHT! Don't like it, fine then, stay away...but for those who like it, here it is.
www.myspace.com/redhotkitchen88
or find me at devART.
lanedude.deviantart.com
I won't delete this account, so do with it what you will. This is my legacy, I guess.
So...I don't know what else to say. I guess this is it...You guys still rock and you were a part of my life for some time. Like Pink Floyd said, shine on you crazy diamonds.
Sibeling...out.
A forewarning for the goodbye that's coming
Posted 17 years agoI originally did not want to do this until the week I turn 20, which is in about a week and two days, but I guess I should say something now just so people aren't surprised.
I've thought about it and decided that I'm going to leave soon. No, it's not because of drama, though we really jump to conclusions and think that it is. For me, it's more like a closing of a chapter; a realisation that I should go ahead and just pursue other things. I haven't done furry art in God knows how long (I guess you can check submissions for specifics), and to be honest, I can't say that I will go ahead and do it. Maybe once in a while, I will go ahead and do a pick, but right now, I'm more into a broader art term.
I realise that a lot of you may be a little hurt by this decision, and I understand why. But...well, after some soul-searching (I hate using that term), I've discovered I'm not a fur. In a way, being on FA and not being a fur is like joining a Native American Arts group and not have a drop of Native American blood in you.
There are some things I want to say to some people now...I might use your real name or your fur name, real if I just want to keep this between us.
Jesse- There are still times I think back to that day and wonder what we would've become or what would've happened if things were different, in fact, I'll just say that I still miss you sometimes. I learned later that it's natural to think that about your first. But, I realise that I doubt we could've been together, so I've just moved on...or at least am trying to, with that little though still lingering sometimes. I'm sorry about what you've been going through, and I hope it gets better. Maybe we can still be friends.
Kayes- Chatting with you was great because you were awesome to talk to and I'm glad I got to. You were always there for me. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to chat with you, but I hope that I can talk with you again sometime in the future. You are a really great guy and it's a shame that it goes unnoticed.
Xon- I'm sorry I hurt you. I know what I did wrong and it's just what I believe. You were still great to talk to and are a great guy. You will find one yourself, though it may not be where you currently are.
Eny- You were like a brother to me. I will admit, you do get condescending sometimes and it is irritating, but you're still nice, though. Hope that thing worked out with you.
Silverfenrir- You were an inspiration to me and I remember that one chat I had with you that got fucked up because I slipped out about problems with my first. I was too scared to talk to you again after that.
Dak and Meanbeard- You guys just rock. 'Nuff said.
Okay, I think that's everyone.
I will not delete this account, because I know everyone likes looking at my art. As they say in Hedwig, "In order for you to walk away, you have to leave something behind."
Also, regarding Hedwig, I'll post a song up here. It's been a while, and I remember when I did that, but here is one I hope you guys like. It's dedicated to all of you.
WICKED LITTLE TOWN
Hedwig & The Angry Inch
You know, the sun is in your eyes
And hurricanes and rains
and black and cloudy skies.
You're running up and down that hill.
You turn it on and off at will.
There's nothing here to thrill
or bring you down.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
Oh Lady, luck has led you here
and they're so twisted up
they'll twist you up. I fear.
the pious, hateful and devout,
you're turning tricks til you're turned out,
the wind so cold it burns,
you're burning out and blowing round.
And if you've got no other choice
you know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
The fates are vicious and they're cruel.
You learn too late you've used two wishes
like a fool
and then you're someone you are not,
and Junction City ain't the spot,
remember Mrs. Lot
and when she turned around.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
by Stephen Trask
So there it is. I also want you guys to know that even though I won't be around, you guys always have my support, even in a world where people still don't understand.
I'll be gone July 1st on my birthday.
Shine on all you crazy diamonds 8D
_Sib
I've thought about it and decided that I'm going to leave soon. No, it's not because of drama, though we really jump to conclusions and think that it is. For me, it's more like a closing of a chapter; a realisation that I should go ahead and just pursue other things. I haven't done furry art in God knows how long (I guess you can check submissions for specifics), and to be honest, I can't say that I will go ahead and do it. Maybe once in a while, I will go ahead and do a pick, but right now, I'm more into a broader art term.
I realise that a lot of you may be a little hurt by this decision, and I understand why. But...well, after some soul-searching (I hate using that term), I've discovered I'm not a fur. In a way, being on FA and not being a fur is like joining a Native American Arts group and not have a drop of Native American blood in you.
There are some things I want to say to some people now...I might use your real name or your fur name, real if I just want to keep this between us.
Jesse- There are still times I think back to that day and wonder what we would've become or what would've happened if things were different, in fact, I'll just say that I still miss you sometimes. I learned later that it's natural to think that about your first. But, I realise that I doubt we could've been together, so I've just moved on...or at least am trying to, with that little though still lingering sometimes. I'm sorry about what you've been going through, and I hope it gets better. Maybe we can still be friends.
Kayes- Chatting with you was great because you were awesome to talk to and I'm glad I got to. You were always there for me. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to chat with you, but I hope that I can talk with you again sometime in the future. You are a really great guy and it's a shame that it goes unnoticed.
Xon- I'm sorry I hurt you. I know what I did wrong and it's just what I believe. You were still great to talk to and are a great guy. You will find one yourself, though it may not be where you currently are.
Eny- You were like a brother to me. I will admit, you do get condescending sometimes and it is irritating, but you're still nice, though. Hope that thing worked out with you.
Silverfenrir- You were an inspiration to me and I remember that one chat I had with you that got fucked up because I slipped out about problems with my first. I was too scared to talk to you again after that.
Dak and Meanbeard- You guys just rock. 'Nuff said.
Okay, I think that's everyone.
I will not delete this account, because I know everyone likes looking at my art. As they say in Hedwig, "In order for you to walk away, you have to leave something behind."
Also, regarding Hedwig, I'll post a song up here. It's been a while, and I remember when I did that, but here is one I hope you guys like. It's dedicated to all of you.
WICKED LITTLE TOWN
Hedwig & The Angry Inch
You know, the sun is in your eyes
And hurricanes and rains
and black and cloudy skies.
You're running up and down that hill.
You turn it on and off at will.
There's nothing here to thrill
or bring you down.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
Oh Lady, luck has led you here
and they're so twisted up
they'll twist you up. I fear.
the pious, hateful and devout,
you're turning tricks til you're turned out,
the wind so cold it burns,
you're burning out and blowing round.
And if you've got no other choice
you know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
The fates are vicious and they're cruel.
You learn too late you've used two wishes
like a fool
and then you're someone you are not,
and Junction City ain't the spot,
remember Mrs. Lot
and when she turned around.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
by Stephen Trask
So there it is. I also want you guys to know that even though I won't be around, you guys always have my support, even in a world where people still don't understand.
I'll be gone July 1st on my birthday.
Shine on all you crazy diamonds 8D
_Sib
Comment Thingy
Posted 17 years agoLeave me a comment and I will ...
a) tell you why I friended you
b) associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) tell you something I like about you
d) tell you a memory I have of you
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) in return, you must post this in your Journal
Deny Me and Be Doomed.
a) tell you why I friended you
b) associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) tell you something I like about you
d) tell you a memory I have of you
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) in return, you must post this in your Journal
Deny Me and Be Doomed.
HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH, MOTHA FUCKAS!
Posted 17 years agoGreatest.
Fucking.
Musical.
Ever.
And "The Origin of Love".
Greatest.
Fucking.
Lovesong.
Ever.
Hug yourself if you've seen this.
If not, then bitchslap yourself whilst repeatedly reciting "I am a cretan with no taste."
Fucking.
Musical.
Ever.
And "The Origin of Love".
Greatest.
Fucking.
Lovesong.
Ever.
Hug yourself if you've seen this.
If not, then bitchslap yourself whilst repeatedly reciting "I am a cretan with no taste."
PEOPLE SUCK
Posted 17 years agoI'm going to sail out to the middle of the ocean, dump large barrels of oil, then when I get back to shore to be prosecuted, I will just say "I'm an alcholoic" then get off the hook.
Small things must die due to my anger. Especially things that have no face.
^#$%$#^$&$^&%ERROR%^^$^$%
So, how are you?! 8D ANSWER ME! D8<
(This journal brought to you by soothing green tea with a hint of jasmine, passionfruit, and orange.)
Small things must die due to my anger. Especially things that have no face.
^#$%$#^$&$^&%ERROR%^^$^$%
So, how are you?! 8D ANSWER ME! D8<
(This journal brought to you by soothing green tea with a hint of jasmine, passionfruit, and orange.)
First Pride Parade, today
Posted 17 years agoFo sho.
La la la, Flash My Tits, La la la
Posted 17 years agoUpdated userpage with my brain on hold.
My brain needs an ejaculation of comedy, so say something funny.
My brain needs an ejaculation of comedy, so say something funny.
BLOCK OF AGES
Posted 17 years agoI have been massively blocked for the past week or so on art. And I have to draw. There is no "I can't draw because I'm not in the mood", no, I NEED TO DRAW. Do not argue with me, the urge will not be satisfied. I at least have to get something down on paper, er, graphic file every now and then. The problem is, I really don't feel comfortable with anything that I'm releasing.
Maybe it's because I'm starting to doubt my abilities, or getting more conciouss about my art. I haven't done anything for HM in a while, and I think the reason is because that we sometimes forget that art is meant to be visually appealing, so a little mistake every now and then is fine and I usually don't harp on it. If it is an obvious mistake, I understand, but anything else that you don't notice until you look really deep into the picture is sort of not mean to be said.
Nevertheless, nothing I've been drawing lately has met my standards. And I can't finish anything for the life of me. It's not shit, it's just...well, I can't feel for it. It goes nowhere. Like a sick dog with an incurable disease, I sadly have to let each piece go...if text could cry tears, they would for that remark.
So, I guess I'm going to ask for ideas, on a few conditions.
1 - Nothing furry or human exclusive. It has to go both ways.
2 - Living arrangements prevent me from doing something pornographic, so butt-fucking no on that question.
3 - I will not do your character/fursona/anything related to either one. I also will not do commissions, trades, and especially not requests, so don't ask.
In general, general art ideas. Any help appreciated.
ALSO
I would like you to not respond unless you do have a suggestion. No random comments on asses or fuck-knows what other ridiculous banter goes on in my journals. Not that I don't enjoy it, it's just that this is too serious for any of that silly shit.
I'M DONE. SO HELP ME.
Maybe it's because I'm starting to doubt my abilities, or getting more conciouss about my art. I haven't done anything for HM in a while, and I think the reason is because that we sometimes forget that art is meant to be visually appealing, so a little mistake every now and then is fine and I usually don't harp on it. If it is an obvious mistake, I understand, but anything else that you don't notice until you look really deep into the picture is sort of not mean to be said.
Nevertheless, nothing I've been drawing lately has met my standards. And I can't finish anything for the life of me. It's not shit, it's just...well, I can't feel for it. It goes nowhere. Like a sick dog with an incurable disease, I sadly have to let each piece go...if text could cry tears, they would for that remark.
So, I guess I'm going to ask for ideas, on a few conditions.
1 - Nothing furry or human exclusive. It has to go both ways.
2 - Living arrangements prevent me from doing something pornographic, so butt-fucking no on that question.
3 - I will not do your character/fursona/anything related to either one. I also will not do commissions, trades, and especially not requests, so don't ask.
In general, general art ideas. Any help appreciated.
ALSO
I would like you to not respond unless you do have a suggestion. No random comments on asses or fuck-knows what other ridiculous banter goes on in my journals. Not that I don't enjoy it, it's just that this is too serious for any of that silly shit.
I'M DONE. SO HELP ME.
Travis Grady (SH0) Fanart
Posted 17 years agoI am absolutely disgusted that there is no hawt fanart of Travis Grady, the Silent Hill - Origins protaganist. And don't tell me I'm a lone voice because I know I'm not the only one who would love to get into his pants.
Okay, lets pretend that the bad ending never happened. In fact, it didn't. The good ending was supposed to be the right one since it ties into the first game.
My point is Travis is hawt and we need more fanart of his sexiness. He's hotter than James Sunderland; there, I said it.
Does anyone know where any fanart (hawt or even adult) is of him? I'll suck you off via text if you show me.
Okay, lets pretend that the bad ending never happened. In fact, it didn't. The good ending was supposed to be the right one since it ties into the first game.
My point is Travis is hawt and we need more fanart of his sexiness. He's hotter than James Sunderland; there, I said it.
Does anyone know where any fanart (hawt or even adult) is of him? I'll suck you off via text if you show me.
Cleaning Out MSN
Posted 17 years agoDeleting some contacts for one or more of these reasons, depending on the person.
-If I don't talk to you
-If we've never talked
-You never discussed anything with me
-I just flat-out don't want you in my MSN
-You fill me with disgust (only one applies to this one, and he knows who he is)
-If I don't talk to you
-If we've never talked
-You never discussed anything with me
-I just flat-out don't want you in my MSN
-You fill me with disgust (only one applies to this one, and he knows who he is)
Just Something To Say
Posted 17 years agoI really don't care if I get featured or not, to be honest. I'm not that popular and I don't plan on being any more popular, here or on DA. It's not like popularity gets you anything, other than screaming fans.
I take that back, actually, thanks to commissions. If anything, I think popularity comes from that. To sit and cry about not being popular is rather naive. I also feel I don't have to explain myself, but I did anyway, because, I'll be honest, I sort of do care about what people have to say about me...or at least I used to. I'm not sure about that, anymore, since I've changed since earlier this year.
I actually find comfort in typing this because I know it won't be read. I'm not complaining about that, because, ladies and gentlemen, I don't read but maybe one or two journals out of the 50 journals I get in a day. And everyone is guilty of it. In fact, by typing this, I'm contributing to a seemingly endless pile of journals on the topics of "popularity". The same old song and dance. It's a doleful topic, really.
I should explain myself as to why I'm typing this. Well, as I said before, I don't think I have to, but I will anyway. There's just something futile about posting, even if you are doing it for yourself. Actually, no, it isn't. I posted human art, and by doing so, rediscovered myself as an artists. None of them really recieved any attention, but it didn't bother me, because I actually felt good. I was drawing what I wanted.
Also, I gues it points back to my furdom-thing, or moreso me not being one. Part of it had to do with a few experiences with a few furs, two out-of-state in two totally different situations, and two local. Being with them made me realise "this isn't for me." I mean no disrespect to them (except one...you're still immature), but...perhaps this was a chapter, or in some case, a side-quest in a video-game, which I still have not completed.
Anywho, I'm done. Label this as drama, if you will, since that words seems to be thrown a lot like a drunkard hurling a whiskey bottle at the wall. It's tragic that so many actually resort to that.
So, I'm fucking done being all introspective and shit, and need to go make love to myself.
Cheers, my bithces 8D
I take that back, actually, thanks to commissions. If anything, I think popularity comes from that. To sit and cry about not being popular is rather naive. I also feel I don't have to explain myself, but I did anyway, because, I'll be honest, I sort of do care about what people have to say about me...or at least I used to. I'm not sure about that, anymore, since I've changed since earlier this year.
I actually find comfort in typing this because I know it won't be read. I'm not complaining about that, because, ladies and gentlemen, I don't read but maybe one or two journals out of the 50 journals I get in a day. And everyone is guilty of it. In fact, by typing this, I'm contributing to a seemingly endless pile of journals on the topics of "popularity". The same old song and dance. It's a doleful topic, really.
I should explain myself as to why I'm typing this. Well, as I said before, I don't think I have to, but I will anyway. There's just something futile about posting, even if you are doing it for yourself. Actually, no, it isn't. I posted human art, and by doing so, rediscovered myself as an artists. None of them really recieved any attention, but it didn't bother me, because I actually felt good. I was drawing what I wanted.
Also, I gues it points back to my furdom-thing, or moreso me not being one. Part of it had to do with a few experiences with a few furs, two out-of-state in two totally different situations, and two local. Being with them made me realise "this isn't for me." I mean no disrespect to them (except one...you're still immature), but...perhaps this was a chapter, or in some case, a side-quest in a video-game, which I still have not completed.
Anywho, I'm done. Label this as drama, if you will, since that words seems to be thrown a lot like a drunkard hurling a whiskey bottle at the wall. It's tragic that so many actually resort to that.
So, I'm fucking done being all introspective and shit, and need to go make love to myself.
Cheers, my bithces 8D
A Question You Will Answer Or Be Raped
Posted 17 years agoSo, someone featured my shit on DA and they didn't cite anything, like my name or account. They just stuck it in a journal amidst talk of other things, and then my picture at the bottom.
I asked him politely to put my name up there and he said "that's not how a feature works"....
Well, is that how it really works, or is this weird? Maybe I'm being too picky about it, but for some reason, it just seems more polite to. I would.
Also, on a related topic, I'm about to delete my DA account.
In fact, all other art is currently being posted on my Myspace, where no one can see it.
I will still post here, but right now, I'm not in the mood. It's not furry, anyway, which is taboo.
But I digress.
Anywho, answer the DA question be dommed. Not by me, but by Richard Simmons. And yes, he will, even if the universe does explode afterwards. *OH, SHIT, LAWSUIT*
Why can't we all just get along? Or at least get a fuck?
I asked him politely to put my name up there and he said "that's not how a feature works"....
Well, is that how it really works, or is this weird? Maybe I'm being too picky about it, but for some reason, it just seems more polite to. I would.
Also, on a related topic, I'm about to delete my DA account.
In fact, all other art is currently being posted on my Myspace, where no one can see it.
I will still post here, but right now, I'm not in the mood. It's not furry, anyway, which is taboo.
But I digress.
Anywho, answer the DA question be dommed. Not by me, but by Richard Simmons. And yes, he will, even if the universe does explode afterwards. *OH, SHIT, LAWSUIT*
Why can't we all just get along? Or at least get a fuck?
Today's victim of my soapbox: the Lifetime Channel
Posted 17 years agoMan your stations, boys! It's gonna be a bumpy ride!
Okay, seriously. The only time I ever fucking watch that channel is for Will & Grace (you heard me). But other than that, I would sooner watch a full-length episode of Grey's Anatomy than watch two minutes of a Lifetime feature film.
THE RUNDOWN OF A TYPICAL LIFETIME FILM:
Cast:
Single-White-Female-Mom-with-tons-of-kids-looking-for-love-recovering-from-an-abusive-relationsip-and-getting-tons-of-support-from-other-wives-while-she-cheats-on-her-husband-because-it's-not-"love"
Bastardhole-Husband-who-plays-the-typical-pig-male-role-and-is-usually-very-mysoginistic.
---(Captain, I'm detecting trace amounts of exaggerations and sexism in the atmosphere.)----
THE DIALOGUE:
Female: BASTARD, GO TO HELL!
Male: *growl**snort*groooowwwl* *fucking noises with other girls* *growl* *snort*
---
Before I go any further, I would like to say I have nothing against women. I may be gay, but I do not hate women. What I'm complaining about Lifetime is the fact that they are the most unoriginal and probably the most cliche'ed channel of all history in television. And yes, they exaggerate a lot of stuff. Now, I realise that it is for the sake of drama, but my point stands valid because that's ALL THEY SHOW! God forbid they should ever show a movie that's more down-to-earth on the typical female life. (On that note, I actually like the movie Because I Said So. You can go straight to Hell in a SUV if you say one goddamn word). It's not really good unless the woman has some vicious struggle with her husband or another man in the film.
Anywho, I'm done. When you watch the previews for Army Wives at least 70+ times during commericals during Will & Grace, this is what comes out.
Now fuck yourselves politely, please.
Okay, seriously. The only time I ever fucking watch that channel is for Will & Grace (you heard me). But other than that, I would sooner watch a full-length episode of Grey's Anatomy than watch two minutes of a Lifetime feature film.
THE RUNDOWN OF A TYPICAL LIFETIME FILM:
Cast:
Single-White-Female-Mom-with-tons-of-kids-looking-for-love-recovering-from-an-abusive-relationsip-and-getting-tons-of-support-from-other-wives-while-she-cheats-on-her-husband-because-it's-not-&qu
Bastardhole-Husband-who-plays-the-typical-pig-male-role-and-is-usually-very-mysoginistic.
---(Captain, I'm detecting trace amounts of exaggerations and sexism in the atmosphere.)----
THE DIALOGUE:
Female: BASTARD, GO TO HELL!
Male: *growl**snort*groooowwwl* *fucking noises with other girls* *growl* *snort*
---
Before I go any further, I would like to say I have nothing against women. I may be gay, but I do not hate women. What I'm complaining about Lifetime is the fact that they are the most unoriginal and probably the most cliche'ed channel of all history in television. And yes, they exaggerate a lot of stuff. Now, I realise that it is for the sake of drama, but my point stands valid because that's ALL THEY SHOW! God forbid they should ever show a movie that's more down-to-earth on the typical female life. (On that note, I actually like the movie Because I Said So. You can go straight to Hell in a SUV if you say one goddamn word). It's not really good unless the woman has some vicious struggle with her husband or another man in the film.
Anywho, I'm done. When you watch the previews for Army Wives at least 70+ times during commericals during Will & Grace, this is what comes out.
Now fuck yourselves politely, please.
Journal.
Posted 17 years agoMOTHERFUCKER.
FUCKING READ IT.
Posted 17 years ago(stolen from 
alphachimaera
I don't usually post stuff related to animal rights.
But it's something you should consider.
In ABSOLUTLY ALL countries with Sea access, no one does nothing to contain the savagery and slaughter of Dolphins in their oceans.
Not one.
So what do you say??
Just a fish huh?
Why would you care you say?
Well, besides humans and of course, related species such as primates.
A Dolphin's brain has the Ability of being SELFCOUNCIOUS.
What does this mean?
It EXPERIMENTS EMOTIONS such as fear, happyness, anger, depression, sadness, envy and even nostalgy.
Let's sat a Dog or a Cat can go thry PANIC and DESPAIR at the face of DEATH. But it can't use it's INTUITION in an emotional way and trigger that side of SADNESS about such event.
YES.. THIS MEANS THAT A DOLPHIN KNOWS THE TRAGEDY IT MEANS WHEN IT'S DEATH ARRIVES.
Evidence of TEARS, crying and that perticular emotional despair (only though in humans) in the animal eyes or brain activity, reveal the state of absolute TERROR AND SADNESS when it's being BEATEN, CLUBBED and DISMEMEBERED ALIVE by the crews of human seavessels who take this as "A SPORT" or a "PASTIME".
Also, other dolphins who are emotionally related to the ones being killed, experiment and show their anger, sadness and frustration as they ARE AWARE of the horrible event their "friends" go thru.
WHY WOULD YOU RELATE TO SUCH A THING?
Let's say aliens come to earth.
Let's say they think you are as primitive and unworthy of understanding, as one the very COWS you eat.
Let's say they start killing everyone around coz they are USELESS.. Who cares for a species that is not amazing, right?
YOU KNOW YOU ARE SELFCONCIOUS
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A PERSONAL STORY
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE MEMORIES AND EMOTIONS
YOU KNOW YOU'D CRY WHEN DYING COZ ALL OF YOUR PRECIOUS LIFETIME HAS GONE TO WASTE
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO KEEP ON LIVING
They know that too..
And now that you see thru those eyes, would you agree to kill one, or let it be killed??
Do you think this is EMO?
One last thing:
Dolphins are of the very few animals in this world with THE GIFT of selfconciousness, which is the TRIGGER for any intelligent lifeform to a possible important evolution path, and to be worthy of PROTECTION of it's peers (WE humans).
If you are touched, even in the slightest, DON'T LOOSE ANY CHANCE TO WRITE, TELL, SHOUT or DEMAND to any autorities, governments, agencies and even your fellow friends and PEOPLE...
To issue laws of protection to this species and penalize harmful action against Dolphins.
Specially from these ignorants SONS OF BITCHES.
One more note:
If you lack the BALLS to do something and you migth want to jumpstart them.
Go to a Dolphin training facilty.
Ask for a week of sharing your time with one.
You'll see how your heart bonds with them.
And don't ever forget that a DOLPHIN CAN CRY.
Proof that it owns a personality and the curiosity to exist.
More than enough requirements for US to protect them.
Thank you.
alphachimaeraI don't usually post stuff related to animal rights.
But it's something you should consider.
In ABSOLUTLY ALL countries with Sea access, no one does nothing to contain the savagery and slaughter of Dolphins in their oceans.
Not one.
So what do you say??
Just a fish huh?
Why would you care you say?
Well, besides humans and of course, related species such as primates.
A Dolphin's brain has the Ability of being SELFCOUNCIOUS.
What does this mean?
It EXPERIMENTS EMOTIONS such as fear, happyness, anger, depression, sadness, envy and even nostalgy.
Let's sat a Dog or a Cat can go thry PANIC and DESPAIR at the face of DEATH. But it can't use it's INTUITION in an emotional way and trigger that side of SADNESS about such event.
YES.. THIS MEANS THAT A DOLPHIN KNOWS THE TRAGEDY IT MEANS WHEN IT'S DEATH ARRIVES.
Evidence of TEARS, crying and that perticular emotional despair (only though in humans) in the animal eyes or brain activity, reveal the state of absolute TERROR AND SADNESS when it's being BEATEN, CLUBBED and DISMEMEBERED ALIVE by the crews of human seavessels who take this as "A SPORT" or a "PASTIME".
Also, other dolphins who are emotionally related to the ones being killed, experiment and show their anger, sadness and frustration as they ARE AWARE of the horrible event their "friends" go thru.
WHY WOULD YOU RELATE TO SUCH A THING?
Let's say aliens come to earth.
Let's say they think you are as primitive and unworthy of understanding, as one the very COWS you eat.
Let's say they start killing everyone around coz they are USELESS.. Who cares for a species that is not amazing, right?
YOU KNOW YOU ARE SELFCONCIOUS
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A PERSONAL STORY
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE MEMORIES AND EMOTIONS
YOU KNOW YOU'D CRY WHEN DYING COZ ALL OF YOUR PRECIOUS LIFETIME HAS GONE TO WASTE
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO KEEP ON LIVING
They know that too..
And now that you see thru those eyes, would you agree to kill one, or let it be killed??
Do you think this is EMO?
One last thing:
Dolphins are of the very few animals in this world with THE GIFT of selfconciousness, which is the TRIGGER for any intelligent lifeform to a possible important evolution path, and to be worthy of PROTECTION of it's peers (WE humans).
If you are touched, even in the slightest, DON'T LOOSE ANY CHANCE TO WRITE, TELL, SHOUT or DEMAND to any autorities, governments, agencies and even your fellow friends and PEOPLE...
To issue laws of protection to this species and penalize harmful action against Dolphins.
Specially from these ignorants SONS OF BITCHES.
One more note:
If you lack the BALLS to do something and you migth want to jumpstart them.
Go to a Dolphin training facilty.
Ask for a week of sharing your time with one.
You'll see how your heart bonds with them.
And don't ever forget that a DOLPHIN CAN CRY.
Proof that it owns a personality and the curiosity to exist.
More than enough requirements for US to protect them.
Thank you.
FIRST GAY BAR
Posted 17 years agoOne of the queens last night did Marilyn Manson's cover of "Sweet Dreams" and she/he was fucking awesome. Tipped her twice. She gave me this sinister look and I just glared at her back all dark and shit. Didn't dance until near closing time, though. Talked to one guy, but he didn't want to be spoken to, apparently. His loss.
Then, they were showing PORN on the screens. PORN! They didn't show naughty parts, but it was there!
...Muscly gay dudes scare me.
And the porn star Sebastian Rivers looks like one of my college professors. Hot.
Then, they were showing PORN on the screens. PORN! They didn't show naughty parts, but it was there!
...Muscly gay dudes scare me.
And the porn star Sebastian Rivers looks like one of my college professors. Hot.
---->Iron Man + Me = No.
Posted 17 years agoMovies. They rock. Some more than others. But there are times it bugs the hell out of me.
For now, it's Iron Man. I mean, yes, Robert Downy Jr. is sex on a pair of legs, and I haven't seen the movie, but when movies get over-hyped, it makes me want to see them less. I love special effects...at least when used in modesty. It is a super-hero movie, therefore it has to have special effects, I know. Perhaps it is because I have to sit around all day listening to my brothers going on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about it.
In conclusion, I am a non-comformist punk when it comes to film. FUCK THE ELITISTS!
...
I have no right to say that when I'm fucking jumping out of my skin to see The Dark Night, but purely because Heath Ledger fucking nailed the Joker like no other.
For now, it's Iron Man. I mean, yes, Robert Downy Jr. is sex on a pair of legs, and I haven't seen the movie, but when movies get over-hyped, it makes me want to see them less. I love special effects...at least when used in modesty. It is a super-hero movie, therefore it has to have special effects, I know. Perhaps it is because I have to sit around all day listening to my brothers going on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about it.
In conclusion, I am a non-comformist punk when it comes to film. FUCK THE ELITISTS!
...
I have no right to say that when I'm fucking jumping out of my skin to see The Dark Night, but purely because Heath Ledger fucking nailed the Joker like no other.
Disregarding the last two journals on complete stupidity, so
Posted 17 years agoThis is serious this time. Seriously.
Anywho, most of the art I'm doing is human art, and if you guys are interested, say yes. If not, then I'll take it elsewhere.
I know that it's my gallery and I can post whatever I want, but I also don't want them to fester.
Anywho, most of the art I'm doing is human art, and if you guys are interested, say yes. If not, then I'll take it elsewhere.
I know that it's my gallery and I can post whatever I want, but I also don't want them to fester.
NEW JOURNAL.
Posted 17 years agoMENSTRUATION.
<DAMNIT!> :In need of help:
Posted 17 years agoI was using this add for Manhunt.net and this fucking gorgeous man was in it, so I had to use the add. It was a flash so I couldn't save his picture on there.
I've used his reference pic for about two weeks now (the add was on Myspace), but now I can't fucking find the add! And I've used google to look his picture up, but to no avail can I find that pic!
GODDAMNIT! I WASN'T DONE WITH THE PICK! AND HE WAS A SEX GOD!!!!!
Anyone know a way to locate this pic?
I've used his reference pic for about two weeks now (the add was on Myspace), but now I can't fucking find the add! And I've used google to look his picture up, but to no avail can I find that pic!
GODDAMNIT! I WASN'T DONE WITH THE PICK! AND HE WAS A SEX GOD!!!!!
Anyone know a way to locate this pic?
:::::::NOTICE:::::::
Posted 17 years agoThe pic "Mutualism" will be deleted later today (April. 24).
I have my reasons.
I have my reasons.
Updateness--------->::::::
Posted 17 years ago--->+<---
Okay. Update. I don't know what to update one. In fact, does anyone really read a journal when it says "update"? Normally it's just someone discussing their live, when really nobody cares. It's the art.
True, true, I've been guilty of it in the past, but Hell....that's why I got a Myspace. Yes, you goddamn heard me straight. I don't understand why people hate it so much. I mean, for the love of God, it's a friend forum. If you don't like it, don't get one, but don't sit around and bitch and moan about it like it were a corrupt politician. I like it, and if you have a problem with that, then go make another journal about. And I won't read it.
Also, to make that one journal clear, I'm not a fur, or I've killed my fursona. Sibeling's dead. Yes, I know I have an account on here, therefore I am a fur, but I've decided I'm an anthro artist. I won't be yiffing in Hell, but I'm going there anyway in a limousine. You guys can ride with me if you want. I'll see if death will save some room in it for those that want a ride. Who doesn't want to go to Hell in style?
---> But I digress. The thing is, I don't feel like a fur, I do not associate with animals, but that doesn't mean I hate the fandom. I'll still do anthro art, but I can't guarantee that it's going to be the only thing I draw. Some people need versatility. I need versatility. I need sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. shoes. sex.
ERROR----=--=-=-==-=->
...Anywho, me no furry. I'm sorry if I let some of you down, but I need to be honest with myself, blah blah, self-discovery shite. Anthro art is still on the platter, though.
So there. An entire update without me mentioning one sprig of my personal life. Except for the fandom thing. No, wait, it doesn't count. I don't want it to count, therefore it won't. I am right. Shoes. Playstation. Fiscal Responsibility. Tom Scarrett (is that his name?).
REACH FOR THE STARS, BUT NOT FROM UNDERNEATH BECAUSE THEY CAN TAKE A SHIT, TO.
<ENDING>
Okay. Update. I don't know what to update one. In fact, does anyone really read a journal when it says "update"? Normally it's just someone discussing their live, when really nobody cares. It's the art.
True, true, I've been guilty of it in the past, but Hell....that's why I got a Myspace. Yes, you goddamn heard me straight. I don't understand why people hate it so much. I mean, for the love of God, it's a friend forum. If you don't like it, don't get one, but don't sit around and bitch and moan about it like it were a corrupt politician. I like it, and if you have a problem with that, then go make another journal about. And I won't read it.
Also, to make that one journal clear, I'm not a fur, or I've killed my fursona. Sibeling's dead. Yes, I know I have an account on here, therefore I am a fur, but I've decided I'm an anthro artist. I won't be yiffing in Hell, but I'm going there anyway in a limousine. You guys can ride with me if you want. I'll see if death will save some room in it for those that want a ride. Who doesn't want to go to Hell in style?
---> But I digress. The thing is, I don't feel like a fur, I do not associate with animals, but that doesn't mean I hate the fandom. I'll still do anthro art, but I can't guarantee that it's going to be the only thing I draw. Some people need versatility. I need versatility. I need sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. shoes. sex.
ERROR----=--=-=-==-=->
...Anywho, me no furry. I'm sorry if I let some of you down, but I need to be honest with myself, blah blah, self-discovery shite. Anthro art is still on the platter, though.
So there. An entire update without me mentioning one sprig of my personal life. Except for the fandom thing. No, wait, it doesn't count. I don't want it to count, therefore it won't. I am right. Shoes. Playstation. Fiscal Responsibility. Tom Scarrett (is that his name?).
REACH FOR THE STARS, BUT NOT FROM UNDERNEATH BECAUSE THEY CAN TAKE A SHIT, TO.
<ENDING>
Moving------------>
Posted 17 years ago"I won't be the one to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
The trick is to keep breathing."
- S. Manson
So my family starts moving today. I'll be spending the night in the new house, so conveniently across from some yokels. They burst Nascar and the rock station up loud and it's really irritating. The only thing I have a problem with them is, well, the gay. But, I won't associate with them. True, I've been one to be pre-judgemental, but first impressions say alot.
Anywho, as I said, furry sex art, or furry art in general, may be propped down to a minimum because the comp will be in the living room. I will try to do some, but I can't guarantee it will be constant. I will get some up, though, guys.
In the summer, it will probably stop, but I'm going to start saving up for a laptop. And, one thing I would like to do most of all is to start working out. The only problem is though is I don't know where to start, what excerises to do, as well as I don't have enough money for a membership to a gym or the money for a personal trainer. I do need muscle, though. In fact, I at least want to get up to maybe 175 or so lbs. Can't guarantee, that.
This moving, when my mom finally gets a job for the first time in a year, will leave the load of helping pay bills get off of my chest, meaning more money to myself. When summer comes around, more time to myself.
In a way, things are looking out for the better, even though we have to sacrifice some things. Oh, well. I hopefully transfer to OSU in August and I only pray that I get one of the suites and not the shitty rooms.
Anywho, this is all from me. The internet and phone should be hooked up tommorrow at the new place.
I find it weird that this will be the last journal I post sitting in this spot in this house. Oh, well.
Take care, guys.
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
The trick is to keep breathing."
- S. Manson
So my family starts moving today. I'll be spending the night in the new house, so conveniently across from some yokels. They burst Nascar and the rock station up loud and it's really irritating. The only thing I have a problem with them is, well, the gay. But, I won't associate with them. True, I've been one to be pre-judgemental, but first impressions say alot.
Anywho, as I said, furry sex art, or furry art in general, may be propped down to a minimum because the comp will be in the living room. I will try to do some, but I can't guarantee it will be constant. I will get some up, though, guys.
In the summer, it will probably stop, but I'm going to start saving up for a laptop. And, one thing I would like to do most of all is to start working out. The only problem is though is I don't know where to start, what excerises to do, as well as I don't have enough money for a membership to a gym or the money for a personal trainer. I do need muscle, though. In fact, I at least want to get up to maybe 175 or so lbs. Can't guarantee, that.
This moving, when my mom finally gets a job for the first time in a year, will leave the load of helping pay bills get off of my chest, meaning more money to myself. When summer comes around, more time to myself.
In a way, things are looking out for the better, even though we have to sacrifice some things. Oh, well. I hopefully transfer to OSU in August and I only pray that I get one of the suites and not the shitty rooms.
Anywho, this is all from me. The internet and phone should be hooked up tommorrow at the new place.
I find it weird that this will be the last journal I post sitting in this spot in this house. Oh, well.
Take care, guys.
My Fursona
Posted 17 years agoHere it is.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1140625/
I'm sorry, but it has to be this way. I have my reasons why.
I'm still doing the art, I'll try to make it to the cons (can't make that promise, though).
SEX YOU...ER, LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS! 8D
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1140625/
I'm sorry, but it has to be this way. I have my reasons why.
I'm still doing the art, I'll try to make it to the cons (can't make that promise, though).
SEX YOU...ER, LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS! 8D
Hee Hee
Posted 17 years ago 8D ONLY HAPPY WHEN IT RAINS 8D [I]
I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And, though, I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
Why I feel so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour your misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains
I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour your misery down on me
And you can keep me company
As long as you don't care
I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
© Garbage