I've got one more sex-art picture to do and then for a while you may not see sex-art from me probably due to new living arrangements that will commence in two weeks. I will still try to have art up, though.

No, this is not an April Fools. I would've done something even crueler and malicious if it were.

That's all for the update. Proceed to fondling yourselves.

Livejournal.

http://redhotkitchen88.livejournal.com/

A swift kick in the groin to those who don't add me.

Leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be one word. No more.

Even if it's offensive, I'd still like to hear it, and feel free to explain your answer as to why if you'd like.

GO FOR IT

OMG. I mean, c'mon. Really. Geez.

I mean, honestly, people. Seriously.

This is not funny. Very serious. Totally serious.

I mean, think about it. Do you see what I'm saying, now?

Take a look at it. Yeah, that's what I thought.

Livejournal.

I've deleted my Livejournal account because I only had one friend and it was too depressing :/ I might make a new one, and I'll let you guys now when and if I do.

Yahoo (Messenger)

I've had this thing for about four years now and it's about time I started using it. Add me if you want, my address is the same as my MSN.

the_noncliche7188[at]yahoo.com

I'll try to check it every now and then, but please notify me before you add me so I know who you are.

Also, tantric buttsex. That is all.

Which song would be the song that best describes you? It can be about you or it can be about what's going on around you.

No more than one. I know you're more complicated and cannot be described with just one song, but pick the one closest to you, or the one you're feeling right now.

What's mine you ask? "When I Grow Up" - Garbage

Now, your turn.

I hate you all.

I do not have a copy, that's why. My brothers just HAD to get an Xbox360 for Christmas for one game. One game. The Wii has thousands of games that are mindblowing. But no, spend it all on an Xbox360.

If I had the money to get one, so help me, I would. But I don't.

I'm going to dig a hole and die in it, now. T_T

...

What the fuck did I do this past week? I think I completely forgot this week happened!

D8

I swear to [whatever deity you worship] that I am not on drugs. I'd be a good candidate, though.

SO HOW ARE YOU?! 8D

My mother recently accepted me being gay. Not sure if she's fully accepted it or anything, but she at least understands some things. My grandmother is the same, and equally loving.

This song reminds me of them both. Haven't showed it to them yet, but I might.

Note: I don't wear cowboy boots =P

All the Good in this Life

Once when I was a girl
I could’ve given you a ride for you money
Oh but how times have changed
Although you do look cute in those red cowboy boots
No you don’t mess around
But you’re just a kid
You don’t know what it takes

No one can stop you now
Anymore than they can tell the wind not to blow
Who’s going to run you now?
With the riders in the dirt back on astelin turf
I can’t tell you what to do
You’re free as a bird
Go do what you’ve got to do

Don’t you worry boy
Life will come and find you
You’re going to blow their minds
Show them all a thing or two

Don’t you worry boy
Life will come and find you
You’re going to blow their minds
Show them all a thing or two

All the good in this life wish for yourself
All the good in this life wish for yourself
All the good in this life wish for yourself

All the good in this life wish for yourself

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQCc.....eature=related

© Garbage.

This is nasty, but you will laugh regardless.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxpI.....p;feature=user

Have you ever looked at one of your own art pieces and found yourself nearly in tears while looking at it? Or looked at someone else's art that made you feel the same?

If so, then go ahead and share either one or both, or share none if you think emotions suck.

Stolen from  deathklat

Fighting game intro, victory, and other lines:

~Sibeling~
Before Round 1- "Don't be afraid to beg at any time."
Before Round 2- "One beating isn't enough for you?"

~ Victories~
Perfect Victory- "Thanks for making this easy"
Victory 1- "Are you done yet?"
Victory 2- "Don't even bother getting up"
Victory 3- "Next time, you'll think twice."
Victory 4- "The best people to fight are those who are gluttons for punishment"

Time up (Win)- "I'm bored already"
Time up (Lose)- "You call that a victory?"

~ Versus~
Vs. Anyone: "Alright, let's get this over with"

~Losses~
Lose 1 - "Whatever..."
Lose 2 - "Goddamnit!"
Lose 3 - "Don't let it go to your head, asshole."

I kind of wish I could change my name from Sibeling to RedHotKitchen. Don't ask (  enydimon will know what I'm jazzing about...if he doesn't, then rain feces on him D8! OH NO! POOP JOKE!)

Phil: HA HA! Fecal Matter...

...

I'm not sure what else to say now. I was going to put up a journal about the seventeenth Garbage song I love, but I won't, so you all owe me from sparing you D8<

One last thought, READ MY HEADER AND FOOTER! 8D

Before you go, I want you all to say something random. Anything. I don't care.

Of all of the little furry movies you guys had to make porn of, why this one? That was, like, one of my favorites. I don't look at it, but the thumbnails do show it. Also, the thought, though natural as it may be, is kind of....*shivers*

Oh, well, can't stop you from doing it.

Just know that there are other movies you guys haven't done yet that need to stay that way ):<

Don't you dare lay a hand, paw, whatever on 101 Dalmations!

Anybody know of any good free personals sights that aren't a scam or in any way shitty?

My last resort is that gawdawful MYSPACE.

In the human life cycle, people have to do one of these three things.

1. Have sex
2. Do drugs.
3. Rob something.

You only have to do one of them, preferrably have sex. If you do all, then you're probably greedy. If you don't do any one, then your world is small, or you're dead. Two out of three means you're an overachiever.

...so, uh, yeah, this is my opinion, does not reflect everyone else's, blah blah blah. And yes, I know I'm completely dubious.

And just for the record, the weather today is a good chance of sexual frustration.

I just discovered it today, on the so-called day of love.

YOU LOOK SO FINE

(I highly recommend watching the video)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WM1vOzjQK4

You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane
You've got me tethered
And chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over

I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't share it like the other girls
That you used to know
You look so fine
Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through bleeding for you

I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We'll waste some time
You're the only one for me
You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
Leave her behind
If you want to show me

You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over

Drown in me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend we get a happy end
Let me know let it show
Ending with letting go
Let's pretend
Happy end...

MILK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DI5MuRF0Tk

I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean

I am lost
So I am cruel
But I'd be love and sweetness
If I had you

I'm waiting for you

I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears
To bring you home

I'm waiting for you

I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean

I'm waiting for you
I'm aching for you
I'm waiting for you...

Both songs © Garbage

It's Valentine's Day...er, Singles Awareness Day, so it's only natural I get one here. Yes, men get them, to. Just one a month, that's all we ask.

Anywho, aside from the fact I would like to fuck things up on the count of my ManPeriod, I've decided that I am going to do some human art. I may go ahead and put some pieces up here, or I may just put up a different account to put human works there. The reason I won't use D.A. is become some of these human works will be pornographic...because that rocks.

Drawing human art will sort of be a break without actually leaving FA. So far, just doodles, or maybe a coherent work, but either way, human art just because. I think it will help me hone my skills.

So hopefully this should work out.

As for Singles Awareness Day, I've got every weapon in the Halo catalogue and a fortress located strategically in Wisconsin.

Come and get me, love....

1. Are you single or taken?
Single, you dick.

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Both, more flowers than chocolate

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Feel slightly less motivated to get out of bed.

4.Do you like anyone?
Only a few. Everyone else can piss off.

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No.

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Boyfriend. Perfect. Having fun and sex, only the boyfriend will actually stay with me afterwards.

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Like all single people do, I protest it.

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
We call those stalkers today, and no.

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I'm belligerant enough to do it.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Might as well.

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
I refuse to let them.

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Bite my shiny, metal ass.

13. Do you like candy hearts?
You mean the legal acid?

15. Is Valentines depressing?
Does a bear shit in the woods?

16. How do you feel about PDA?
Pissing Due Airborne?

17. How is your love life?
Fucked. Up.

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
That's like a kick in the crotch.

19. How many roses would you want?
Enough.

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I only hope so.


VALENTINE'S DAY - A PERFECT STORM OF EMO

I feel like I'm missing people I should be watching for the Hurt Me networking. Is there a list of people somewhere where I can watch them, or can someone part of the group show me who they have watched that is a part of Hurt Me?

NEWBORN

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QY4.....eature=related

Newborn
For the first time
I'm not born again
I have never lived at all
I've opened up my eyes
Now I hear the world talking
Opened up my eyes
I've just started walking
I've just started walking

I've got someone who cares for me
Someone who believes in me
I've got someone understanding me
Someone crying over me
For all the right reasons
For all the right reasons

Newborn
For the first time
I'm not born again
I have never lived at all
I've opened up my eyes
Now I hear the world talking
Opened up my eyes
I've just started walking
I've just started walking

I've got someone seeing grace in me
Someone respecting me
I've got someone who's there for me
Someone saying prayers for me
For all the right reasons
For all the right reasons

-M. L. Gore



Sometimes...

This journal has been posted by countless people and still no one seems to get the message.

If you cannot type a coherent sentence or even use punctuation or capitalisation when typing, I want you to slap yourself with a shovel or a brick. I swear, it's like dyslexic people are typing. Allow me to demonstrate:

omg thats like the best i luv that band i luv u so much dave andt that pic is so nice rawk on

OR

hahahahah i pwned u noob

Everyone is guilty of typing like this once in a while, but if you do it constantly, then perform the aforementioned slapping to yourself. Now, I rarely face comments like this (I thank you all), but I have seen these before and they are everywhere and to look at them is like looking at an unfinished building leaning at a 75 degree angle.

Stop it. Just stop. Dictate to someone if you cannot seem to muster up the strength to type coherently.

And that's all.

I'm sure everyone's heard on the news about Heath Ledger dying. I originally heard it in one of my college classes today and though "you're so full of crap" because I didn't think Heath Ledger would be the guy to do that. But then I saw some journals about it here with links to it. I haven't checked the links because this is one of those things I refuse to believe.

Heath was one of my favorite actors, especially because he had no problem stepping up to the plate to play a gay cowboy. Some people label that movie as a brand on him, but I think of it more as an honor.

What's strange is, in the media, how all the drug-infested, sex-crazed low-lifes are still around and then the good actors that work hard and do good end up dying. It's unreal...or I should say unfair.

But, I guess we need to move on. Here's to you, Heath. I'll definately see your new Batman movie, as I'm sure everyone will.

Car broke down today.

Missed a class, and if I miss two more, they will withdraw me (one class).

If the car doesn't start, we will be down to one car, therefore, more school missings because of an unbelievably hectic schedule everyone has.

...

2008 sucks. I'm sick and tired of this shit.

I wish the sky would explode already.

So...yeah, post-fandom-problems journal.

With everyone's responses to that journal, I kind of feel that posting it was sort of a rite of passage of some sort, because everyone goes through these feelings.

I still feel somewhat distanced from the fandom though. I've heard people recommend a break, but because with what little time I have on here, I think a break would only end up with me never coming back. I'm not sure.

I feel confused, to be honest. I feel like I'm a part of it all, but I still feel outsider-ish. I really don't have anywhere else to go, and everyone loves to feel they are a part of something. Maybe this is it because I feel I'm losing touch with reality in general, except when I'm at school...actually, yeah, I feel the same there, sometimes.

...I won't leave you all. In fact, it would hurt me if I did. I don't know what it is about you guys that keeps me coming back, other than the art. I love anthro art, and I think I'm starting to discover the difference between anthro and furry. I know it's hard to tell that there is a differnce, but I feel there is. Or maybe that's just me. I don't know.

Right now, I feel like I am just rambling on and on without making any sense. It could be real life, but I will post that on my livejournal because I know no one wants to hear it here.

The bottom line is I like it here, but I'm not sure why. It's like an infatuation (I go through those almost monthly).

For those of you who read this, I appreciate you holding my hand or just putting up with me in general. I'm the first to admit that I am a handful when I start feeling like this, so...if you've been there, thanks.

Though I question whether I deserve this.

_Sibeling.