12.09.2024 ruzzia attacked my city with 10 drones, 2-3 flew over 5 store building I live in. Fuckers destroyed electricity infrastructure with the first drone and in pitch black darkness we could only hear them explode in cities center. Once again this reminded me how in a matter of seconds you can just cease to exist. If this terror will continue I don't know what will happen to me and my mom. I'm tired ;c

I'm alive yall :p Been busy with some personal stuff and 2 commissions. Things are getting better little by little.

I'll post some of the personal stuff and sketches.

Btw summer ends soon and so are comm discounts :p

I'll just quote last post:

"I chose not to find a low wage job for this summer to instead draw comm's and self-development (good luck to me with that having only 6 hours a day with electricity). I missed Pride month... So I guess no comm's with flags related :d Anyways will appreciate it if you'd take some. Commissions will be cheaper this summer."

They'll indeed be cheaper like 5-10$ off. (Depends). I still don't have a price list because I can't force myself to draw one :<

Scrolling through my profile... Feel bad for posting some shitty sketches years ago :c Gotta clean up and sort posts

Will do tomorrow but you can send today :D Something simple as always


For those who don't like to read: I'm a dumbass
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(I know there's people who didn't get it on previous pole, but it's due to my little free time and me not knowing how to draw some things and traits right)

Submit your stuff will draw something real quick

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nikomura/
This ""creator"" is a fkn scam, posts YCH's that are literally drawovers of other people works and makes money by selling them. After me exposing them in the comment section they deleted it and blocked me. Even moved some of stolen stuff to Scraps.
ONE EXAMPLE (NSFW warn):

Original: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53233487/
Drawover: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53668978/

You can tell just by how "artstyle" differs everytime. If there's any way to report them please do.

What you fellas wanna see more often? :d Mb it's something you originally watched me for and never saw it again?

Once I pass my tomorrow exam I'll resume posting stuff and doing comms :d Been a while

Mb I'm a **lil** late, but if you guys are interested I can draw some comms :d

Me and my sibling  Bon_Lee looking for any comm. Will be glad for any request, ty.

Pricing: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51473960/

If the price is not satisfying, we can bargain :d

I'm kinda SICK today ahah... ha... :[

No schizo posts for this event, but congratulations on getting through this shit of a year anyway :]

Working on a pretty complex (for me) piece.
I think it will be ready by Friday if there wont be power outages for longer periods of time. (2 hrs every 2 hrs as for now).

Will try my best :d

Go crazy, go stupid

So how I see this... It'll be like a group photo with half-body's .

What I need:

-OC's ref sheet ( one OC per watcher )
-Their pose and emotion ( if you're not sure about the pose, don't worry, I can figure it out myself :p )
-They can ineract with each other ( you can ask about it eachother in comments )

I won't finish it even in a month, so I think it will be another side project of mine, but I think it will be fun :D

My gf asked me to draw a few NSFW sketches... and so I'm thinking... Should I post this kind of stuff on this acc or should I create one for this kind of stuff?

I just know there's people who watch me for edgy, cute or military stuff and I don't know how would you guys react to submissios like this...

When you started drawing, you also wanted to learn everything at once, right? I have this problem too and I just don't know where to start and what skill to develop first :d

I know that for some reason I'm being Watched by artists who are way better than me. If you are reading this Journal, what advice would you give and what mistakes did you make at first?


P.S : Since I mentioned watchers tell me exactly why you're watching me. I also want to apologize to people who started watching me after my few "Spec Ops" units concepts. There's just too much military stuff in my life. I'm trying to take my mind off this for a while, but will come back to it later, I promise :d

Here we go guys, the conflict that has been going on for 8 years has gained momentum and Russia has been shelling the regions of Ukraine since 4:00 am. According to the news, martial law was declared, and enemy equipment was seen at the borders.

I'm scared. My family is scared, and so are my friends families. Europe is silent and does not give hope. Who knows when a shell will land on my house.

This is not valediction, but I don't know what will happen tomorrow. Thanks to everyone who gave so much advice and motivation during this time I spent here. I appreciate it, really. Love you all :[

I sketched Horny Wolf Mommy on my desk in physics class... and forgot to erase it... <:] Well... I hope my teacher will like it <:P

How did yall guys continue to draw if you realized that you were not getting it? When every failure overshadowed all your elevations. When you really want to learn, but the understanding that you can't repels you away.

How did you overcome such frustration if you had one?