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Posted 10 years agoI wish I had some money I would totally love art for my Myst and the Dragon girl that I created. If anyone wants to do a art trade I would love to work on something.
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Posted 10 years agoI don't care who reads this and I am not sure anyone will but I need somewhere I can vent that isn't going to ridicule or start some BS drama just for words.
Me and my fiance are in a big rig 99% of the time now and when we do get home it is like it is more of a burden then a nice to see you. Sometimes I wish that they just knew the half of the struggle that we both have to go through just to make it home in one piece. Not to mention that the little girl that we both love has turned into a whinny don't want a thing to do with us brat. Especially after fiance spent most of his money on her Christmas... it was like she didn't want no part of it. Like she is better then us and her toys and presents was no good for her. She has lost all her manners and all she cares about is did you get her something when you go to the store. Not to mention she don't want to listen to anyone and when you do tell her to do something to behave she throws a fit and runs off to find her laughing when you get yelled at about you getting on to her.
The mother-in-law to be well she is just as ungrateful all she wants is to make sure that she screws her own son out of money that he could have put back for his own means. She wants money for stuff that we don't even use and the only time we use it is when we are home which is not very often... When we are home we want to be left alone want to relax and all she wants to know is why we ain't cleaned the house or complain that she ain't got enough of our money.
The only ones that want anything to do with us is his father and his girlfriend. They seem to be the only ones that care that we have made it home safe. Want to know how we are doing.
I am so sick of being yelled at over finances that should have more then enough money to be taken cared of. I am tired of a toddler ruling the house when in fact the parent needs to be getting a tighter hold onto her. I am tired of coing home and instead of how was the trip and I am happy that you are home safe it is What do you want and why are you here? Idk maybe I don't have the right to say anything or even care about what is happening but damn it I am sorry but this is stressing us both out.
Me and my fiance are in a big rig 99% of the time now and when we do get home it is like it is more of a burden then a nice to see you. Sometimes I wish that they just knew the half of the struggle that we both have to go through just to make it home in one piece. Not to mention that the little girl that we both love has turned into a whinny don't want a thing to do with us brat. Especially after fiance spent most of his money on her Christmas... it was like she didn't want no part of it. Like she is better then us and her toys and presents was no good for her. She has lost all her manners and all she cares about is did you get her something when you go to the store. Not to mention she don't want to listen to anyone and when you do tell her to do something to behave she throws a fit and runs off to find her laughing when you get yelled at about you getting on to her.
The mother-in-law to be well she is just as ungrateful all she wants is to make sure that she screws her own son out of money that he could have put back for his own means. She wants money for stuff that we don't even use and the only time we use it is when we are home which is not very often... When we are home we want to be left alone want to relax and all she wants to know is why we ain't cleaned the house or complain that she ain't got enough of our money.
The only ones that want anything to do with us is his father and his girlfriend. They seem to be the only ones that care that we have made it home safe. Want to know how we are doing.
I am so sick of being yelled at over finances that should have more then enough money to be taken cared of. I am tired of a toddler ruling the house when in fact the parent needs to be getting a tighter hold onto her. I am tired of coing home and instead of how was the trip and I am happy that you are home safe it is What do you want and why are you here? Idk maybe I don't have the right to say anything or even care about what is happening but damn it I am sorry but this is stressing us both out.
So....
Posted 11 years agoRight now I need some cheering up...
Lately I been feeling really depressed and down because well because my fiance has been chatting with another girl and I am jealous... I guess that is what you can call it. I am saddened because I put a lot of effort and time into it and just feels like the world is crumbling around me brick by brick. The shelter around my heart that was once gone is being rebuilt each passing day. I feel like I am fading away into a darkness that I once surpassed is swallowing my soul again. I fight this darkness but should I just let it consume me and become something that I just been fighting back for all these years.
I am also depressed because two people that I used to work with in Florida passed away and well I was close to my best friends mother, she was the first that seen the good in me, to see that I am passionate about making my life something better. I know it has been tough for my best friend being that she just lost her mother so I am trying to stand strong but mentally in my head I can't gather my thoughts.
I have no idea what to do anymore... my father has gotten on my nerves so much that I don't want to answer his phone calls. My mother is sick but she lives in FL and well me and my parents never had a great understanding.... I can't stand either one of them at all. My relationship seems to be on a rocky edge and I have no idea if it is me mentally allowing it or if it is actually on a rocky edge....
I have never thought of suicide and I am not about to but sometimes it feels like people just like me from a distance they meet the real me and they seem to just bail when they get to deep....
I found myself earlier today thinking this is not where I want to be... I am not happy anymore i snap back to reality and I see a smile that makes my world melt away a laugh that makes me pause and a hug that reassures me that it is all ok, but suddenly as soon as it happened I feel the void wash over me....
Anyhow that is my comments for the day....
Lately I been feeling really depressed and down because well because my fiance has been chatting with another girl and I am jealous... I guess that is what you can call it. I am saddened because I put a lot of effort and time into it and just feels like the world is crumbling around me brick by brick. The shelter around my heart that was once gone is being rebuilt each passing day. I feel like I am fading away into a darkness that I once surpassed is swallowing my soul again. I fight this darkness but should I just let it consume me and become something that I just been fighting back for all these years.
I am also depressed because two people that I used to work with in Florida passed away and well I was close to my best friends mother, she was the first that seen the good in me, to see that I am passionate about making my life something better. I know it has been tough for my best friend being that she just lost her mother so I am trying to stand strong but mentally in my head I can't gather my thoughts.
I have no idea what to do anymore... my father has gotten on my nerves so much that I don't want to answer his phone calls. My mother is sick but she lives in FL and well me and my parents never had a great understanding.... I can't stand either one of them at all. My relationship seems to be on a rocky edge and I have no idea if it is me mentally allowing it or if it is actually on a rocky edge....
I have never thought of suicide and I am not about to but sometimes it feels like people just like me from a distance they meet the real me and they seem to just bail when they get to deep....
I found myself earlier today thinking this is not where I want to be... I am not happy anymore i snap back to reality and I see a smile that makes my world melt away a laugh that makes me pause and a hug that reassures me that it is all ok, but suddenly as soon as it happened I feel the void wash over me....
Anyhow that is my comments for the day....
Why Me
Posted 11 years agoSo like lately I been having feelings of life been sucked out of me, Me wishing that there was something better that the love that was once between us starts to fade fast and there is nothing more I can do as I fight a losing battle. I have no idea what I can do anymore what I can say to make things right. I feel walls rebuild themselves and I hurt when I smile. I feel as if I have found myself in another misfortune and now it lies here in front of me.
I trust him with my heart and I feel it being slowly crushed by the weight of the feelings of lost.
I feel the tides of emotions flood over me when I think of impure things that you hide.
Worlds seem far apart even when I am sitting right next to them.
Life seems faded and less vibrant.
When I once flied as high as a bird to fall flat on my face as I was a boulder.
I trust him with everything he is my best friend and lover. He made and makes my life complete, I feel as if he pushes me away as if I am discarded clothing that he once liked. I feel as if he finds this job that he will soon find another lover and I start to doubt myself. I love him with all my heart, I would sell my soul to make things better to make things better then what they are right now.
I feel lost and hurt and at this point I am just rambling. I hope I am looking too deep into this.
I trust him with my heart and I feel it being slowly crushed by the weight of the feelings of lost.
I feel the tides of emotions flood over me when I think of impure things that you hide.
Worlds seem far apart even when I am sitting right next to them.
Life seems faded and less vibrant.
When I once flied as high as a bird to fall flat on my face as I was a boulder.
I trust him with everything he is my best friend and lover. He made and makes my life complete, I feel as if he pushes me away as if I am discarded clothing that he once liked. I feel as if he finds this job that he will soon find another lover and I start to doubt myself. I love him with all my heart, I would sell my soul to make things better to make things better then what they are right now.
I feel lost and hurt and at this point I am just rambling. I hope I am looking too deep into this.
Commission Infos
Posted 11 years agoI know I don't have many followers but I need to sell some art like it was yesterday so right now Comissions are open and I accept both points and Paypal.
Please let me know!!!!
Comission Prices are:
Sketch:
FREE cause it don't take long to sketch a idea.
Lineart:
$6.00USD
Flat Color:
$10.00USD
Backgrounds are gonna be $5.00
Shading is $5.00
Additional Characters depending will be $5.00
I am doing this to move and find a place of my own. I also will be taking donations here is the link
to donate I take paypal
email address is HPrice0889au[at]hotmail.com
Please let me know!!!!
Comission Prices are:
Sketch:
FREE cause it don't take long to sketch a idea.
Lineart:
$6.00USD
Flat Color:
$10.00USD
Backgrounds are gonna be $5.00
Shading is $5.00
Additional Characters depending will be $5.00
I am doing this to move and find a place of my own. I also will be taking donations here is the link
to donate I take paypal
email address is HPrice0889au[at]hotmail.com
Opening Comments
Posted 11 years agoSo I am new to FA and I am trying to upload all my furry art and also some Pony work I have done.
I have a story idea I am working on so I am trying to finish it up it is about a Elf and Orc lover and they are shunned from their societies and engulfed in a war that they have been fighting for years.
Anyhow there is more art on www.sigdryfa-mist.deviantart.com
that is where I upload everything and well right now I am in the process of uploading all my stuff here.
Hope you all enjoy
Myst!
I have a story idea I am working on so I am trying to finish it up it is about a Elf and Orc lover and they are shunned from their societies and engulfed in a war that they have been fighting for years.
Anyhow there is more art on www.sigdryfa-mist.deviantart.com
that is where I upload everything and well right now I am in the process of uploading all my stuff here.
Hope you all enjoy
Myst!
New to the furry community
Posted 11 years agoHello I am Myst I am new to the furry community I would love to make a character but i am conflicted. I wounder if anyone would be interested n helping me out.
