*HYPE*
Going to take the train in.. 7 hours... man I need to go to sleep! xD




Where are you staying?
- Scandic Infra City (Main Hotel)

Means of transportation?
- Choo-choo!

Sharing a room with:
-   ChesireCG

What is your gender?
- Female

Relationship Status:
- <3

How old are you?
- 27

How tall are you?
- 1.55

Which languages do you speak?
- Swedish & English

Have you been to Sweden before?
- NEVAH

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
- oh I don't know. room-parties or the bar? lobby?

Who will you be with?
- No one mentioned no one forgotten <3

Do you do free art?
- Nah

Do you do trades?
- if you buy me a drink I'll buy you one? isn't that how it works?

Do you do commissions?
- hah. nah. I'm no artist.

Do you have prints/ CDs?
- no

What suit(s) will you have?
- Still haven't got one :(

Can I dance with you?
- If sober: no. If drunk: maybe.. yes

Can I touch you?
- this question is kind of creepy...

Can I talk to you?
- well sure :)

Can I hug you?
- if you ask first and you don't smell like shit.. then yes.

Can I take photos of you/with you?
- in the morning... no.. otherwise please ask first.

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
- ofs! :) keep em coming

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
- drink yes. smoke no,

Can I give you lots of money?
- why would you do that?. buy me drinks instead ;)

Can we hang out?
- why not?

Are you nice?
- :3

Other cons you may go to?
- none :( because $$$$$$

Attending any events?
- nothing planed. will decide when I'm there.

How can I find you at the con?
- look for someone short with blue hair :3

Can we go out for a dinner?
- Will most likely eat with people I know. but you can maybe join if you're not creepy.

Are you buying art?
- hopefully :3

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
- don't know? ... might be shy at first so you will be doing most of the talking :$

What is the best way to contact you?
- come to me and say hi might be the easiest? or else Telegram

May I kidnap you to my room?
- for what? sound interesting.. but also creepy :O

You look pretty tired, are you ok?
- yeah. have probably not slept yet or hangover/need food/need drink.

Can I invite you to parties?
- absolutley! :D

Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
- I'm terrible to remember names, Sorry!. Better with faces ^^

Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
-no random visits... nah.

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
- Sure! not sure if I will answer it though ;)

Can't sleep so might as well do this :P

Where are you staying?
First hotel! Party wing ^^

Means of transportation?
Train and Fuzzbus

Sharing a room with:
 renabastet

Gender:
Female

Relationship status:
<3

How old are you?
Old enough :3

How tall are you?
short! 155ish

What languages do you speak?
Swedish and English c:

Have you been to any other furry conventions before?
yep :) Nordicfuzzcon 2015

Have you been to Sweden before?
I live in Sweden. so yeah :P

Are you doing anything for the convention?
I will be there?

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
I will be where my friends are :)

Do you have a fursuit?
No :c saving money for one though :3

Who will you be with?
I will be like everywhere. so everybody who wants to hang out with me :3

Are you selling anything at the convention?
No.

Do you do free art?
I'm not really an artist. So no.

Do you do trades?
depends of what kind of trades it is.

Do you do commissions?
No.

Will you get anything commissioned?
Maybe :3

Can I touch you?
If you ask. maybe. sounds kind of a creepy question.

Can I talk to you?
Sure. But I'm really shy at first when I meet new people.

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Of course!

Do you smoke?
Nope. (might happen when I'm drunk)

Can I give you lots of money?
It would feel weird if you do that. Buy me something instead ;)

Can I hug or snuggle you?
Hugs are nice :) snuggles depends on situation

Are you nice?
well, I think so :3

Can I buy you food and/or eat with you?
It would be kind of weird if you buy me food and then don't eat with me :P

Can I give you presents?
sure! I love presents ^^

Can I hang with you in your room?
even I won't hang out in my room so you will be there alone :P I will only be there when I sleep. kind of.

Can I dance with you?
If you get me drunk first so yes. otherwise.. no. I'm not a good dancer xD

Can I invite you to parties?
Hell yeah!

How can I get your attention?
poke me or just come and say Hi ^^

What are you most looking forward to?
Parties, drinks, meet my friends that I haven't seen in a long time ^^

NFC booked and paid for!
super exited and super happy ^^

CAN'T WAIT!! :D :D
*happy dance*

It doesn't matter that I have to live on like... noodles and other cheep stuff this month xD
totally worth it!! :D

Everyday I feel more and more "home" in this fandom.

Today is the 4th day that I wear my tail in public and I love it :)
I don't know why it took me soooo long to get one.
Can't think about any reason not to ^^ so much fun ^^
Everybody just looks and smile :) I like to make people smile :)

The furmeet this Friday was awesome ^^
I was really nervous because I hadn't meet anyone else that was going on the meet before.
But after a while it was like we've known each other for a long time ^^
that's what I love about furries. It doesn't matter how long you known each other.
Everybody is so kind and friendly directly :)
Just after a couple of hours we talked about sex, pimples and poop just like we known each other for a lot of years. haha! so much fun! Can't wait unit next furmeet next month in Helsinborg :)

On Saturday I was out partying with my friends (who aren't furries).
before we went out we where drinking at my place.
"I thinking about wearing my tail when we get out"
"well do it!"
"but it somebody starts to givning me a bad time will you back me up?"
"fuck them! if you want to wear a tail then you should do it! we're your friend of course we will back you up"

omg! so happy! :)
I haven't kind of "got out" on the whole "i'm being a furry thing".
but well I have a feeling that they already know so there is no need ;)

And nobody gave me a hard time when we went to the pub either ^^


I'm sooo happy that I went with my friend to NFC this year.
If it wasn't for this I had not realized that it was here I belonged.
well. I think I have always know in some way.
But it was at NFC I got it kind of confirmed to myself.

I went to panels and I remember that EosFox (I think it was) where talking about when she know she was a furry.
and it was like it was me talking. I recognized my own feelings in everything she said.
All this little "sighs" just told me that it was here I belong :)



Sometimes I start to think that I'm to old to be all new to this.
when others talk that they been a furry for XX years and so on.
but hey! better late then never right? ;)

Soon I'll be out drinking beer with my neighbor and as I said before I'll be wearing my tail ^^

Yesterday I had my tail on in public for the first time alone.
well.. not really alone. I was out with my friends.
but alone without other furries.

I usually only wear my tail when I'm home or lite take out the trash and so on.
but yesterday I felt like to try it out. :)
I only wore it in public once before and it was on the last furmeet in Gothenburg.
so I was a little nervous to do it without other people wearing tails.
but I thought "what the hell! what would be the worst that could happen? that some kid would start to ask awkward questions? My friend would back me up if that would happen. Or I'll just walk away if they bugging me to much ^^"

Anyways ..

I met my two neighbors at the central station after they quit working and we had something to eat and some AW beer. ^^ Vingårda on Malmö central is awesome! ^^
and nobody seemed to care that there was somebody with a tail. puh! no awkward questions so far.
but that's kind of a Swedish thing though... you just stare and whisper.
but I didn't had somebody doing that either. that I could notice. I was busy talkning with my freinds anyway :P

The only thing was when we where taking the bus home there was a group of girls (around 12-14 years old. It's hard to tell now-days) who was walking behind my when going on the bus who was giggling och whispering stuff not so discreetly. but hay. I don't blame them ^^ not everyday you see somebody with a tail on the bus ;)

That was the "worst" thing that happened. And that wasn't really bad at all I think.


Now I'm going to sleep. Time for Furmeet here in Malmö tomorrow ^^ :D

Hangover Sunday. Meh.
I've looked at a lot of making fursuit tutorials on youtube.
and I really really want to have money so I can get my own :3.
But the thing is that I don't have the money right now for like anything.
I will be working all summer but that will go to bills and that boring stuff.
In August I will be back to school and then I will have a lot less money.

I heard that it will be cheaper to make your own.
But ... I really don't have the patience :/
If something would go wrong I would be angry and like throw everything away :P
Haha. anger issues? maybe xD
sooo... If I would do my own I would never be finished xD
The best thing and much more faster will be if I just order one :P

I tried to google prices but that is so hard to like get a "standard price"
Anyone of you know?
Just so I know how much I have to save ^^

I'm thinking about begin with a partial though.
Because I'm trying to loose weight.
So when I reached my goal weight I can order a full suit ^^

I'm making progress though ^^
No soda for seven days.
I know it isn't a lot of time but for a sugar addict like me it reeeeeeally hard.
but I will get there ^^
I cheated yesterday though...
BUT HEY! Sweden won the Eurovision!! :D So I was allowed ^^

Rain, rain and wait .... more rain. :(
Grey and boring weather today.
I've just laid in bed all day watching random stuff on youtube.
Don't feel like doing anything.
Even though I have a lots of stuff to do.
So stressed.


Missing my fluffy friends :(
Why you sooo far away? *sad kitty*

First of all. My English kind of sucks and I can't describe thing so good but I have to get this out of my head.

The thing is this. I volunteer at a cat shelter.
and I like it very much. It's kind of the funniest thing I do in the whole week.
I'm only there once a week.
but the woman who is in "charge" it such a b**** sometimes.. or actually quiet often.
she write one loooong email every day about things that she's unhappy with.
sometimes things that I don't have to do with. but I get them anyway just because she send like a group mail.
and it's so small things like. "somebody have put the plates in the wrong place or the litter boxes where not all the way next to the wall"
really? is it necessary to write one page long email about it?
and text me when I'm in school. one time she even called me during class and yelled at me.

I really like the place. and I have make so much progress with one cat that is my "responsibility cat"
(everybody gets a couple of cats that you have to make sure they get extra attention and have to check up when the have to take their trips to the vet and so on)
and he was really scared when he came to the shelter. he basically attacked you when you got in his cage.
but now he eats candy from my hand and last time I was there i could pet him for a short time on his head.
I sit with him at least for 30 minutes each time I'm there.
(we are there 4 hours and during that time we have to take care of 30 cats litter boxes and give them food and medication. and also have time to play with them. and it takes about 4 hour to do all those things)
and for that I don't get any credit. and that makes me really sad and frustrated.

I don't get paid for this. I do this on my spare time.
because I want to help the kitties.
there are so many cats that people just throw out like their trash :(

but i'm getting really annoyed on this woman that is in charge.
I haven't meet her so many times but I kind of get the impression that she is a control freak.
And it "her way or you can find some other place".

I get really sad when I think about it.
Sometimes I just want to call her and say everything that I think about and then get the fuck out of there.
But then on the other hand I really want to be there just because of the cats we help to get new homes.
I don't really meet the woman in charge face to face that often. I'm so torn.

some of my friends that I talked to say that I should just quit because I don't get any money from this.
but I just want to help.
aaaaahhhh