Hello everyone! It's been a while
I can't believe I created my previous journal like a year ago???
How are all of you? Did you miss me?

So, I don't have much time to write it. I have been thinking about writing this journal for about a week 😭 I just don't have time for anything, unfortunately
So, about a week ago an HDD on my computer suddenly died. With all my works, all my art, sketches, and personal stuff like photos. I went to a computer repair shop and the worker who consulted me told me it couldn't be repaired 💀 So all information that was on the disk is gone forever. And it's really f*cking sad.
I still have 3 commissions to finish, but all I have left are the png sketches I sent to the commissioners . One of the pictures was almost ready, and two more had line art in progress 💔
I hope you understand. I am very sorry that the remaining customers have to wait so long. Thank you for your patience, I hope to finish everything as soon as possible.

I hope the time will come soon when I can draw more for myself and I will just have more free time
Thank you for being with me, love you all 💖😭

Hello everyone!
I have important news
As you can see, I've started uploading less often. Unfortunately, I don't make enough money freelancing. So now I have a job. Now my schedule is 4/3, so on weekends and before work, I will draw the remaining commissions.
I don't know when I will open commissions again and how much I will take if I do open them.
This doesn't mean that I say goodbye to you!
And I want to say a huge thank you to all of you!
Maybe someday freelancing will be my full-time job again. But now a new stage in life has begun!
Let's be in touch!

With much love and gratitude, Soko!✨💖

GENERAL COMMISSIONS
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51514291/

SKETCH COMMISSIONS
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51460102/

Hi!
Just a little update
Today (19.02) is my birthday and now i'm 24 %)
and i'm sick probably with omicron (｡T ω T｡)
nothing serious i'm JUST TIRED. I don't have the strength to get out of bed
so I will return to work as soon as possible. I'm feeling better every day

also I made a little b-day tweet
so if you want you can rt it
also maybe you don't even know about my twitter so feel free to follow :"D
https://twitter.com/sikiliya/status.....87895982989313

with big love, soko
xoxo ✨💖

check out a page of my friend Mitsu
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mitsuhiroend/
she is new on FA so let's welcome her here! She already has a few NSFW YCHs on her page! You also can check her Twitter page, there is more of her works
https://twitter.com/mitsuhiroend_

Let's show her our support guys!

Hello everyone!
SO I have some news and questions for you.
I have some issues with my new PayPal account (the old one i deleted)
So, firstly, cause my account is new all my payments are on hold for 21 days…. And for getting my future payments I need to complete some things, one of which is “have no disputes for 60 days”
It’s A LOT of time!

But my friend told me how to receive money without holding it! Through patreon or ko-fi!
so I'll be taking commissions via ko-fi until mid of October!
Also the important thing about commissions, I raised the prices. I did not want to do this since the beginning of the war. But I realized that is very difficult for me because prices have risen everywhere, especially for rent. Therefore, I really hope for your understanding! 💖

And here is a question for followers and people who love my art. I’m thinking about opening a patreon page. So I need to know what YOU are interested to see from me. So it would be very helpful if you answer! Also, I would love to hear any opinions about tiers and prices!

[upd] Payments are on hold through ko-fi too...
i will try buymeacoffee

Thank you very much for reading!
stay safe, with love soko ✨💖

https://easystaff.io/

Found this one, but never heard about it before.
So maybe someone has some information or tried it o:
Please, let me know!

Hello everyone! ✨
Sketch comms will be open on Monday
Also, I will open a many slots because I won't be taking new sketch orders until the end of summer (maybe until august, not sure for now!)
And last but not least, payment will be via BOOSTY!

Bye! 💖

Hello!
I'm open for halfbodies and fullbodies commissions
all info here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46833077/

and new YCH here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46835395/

Hello everyone!
I want to open a commissions soon. And I'm interested what you guys want
Or maybe ych's?

with love, soko ✨💖

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Hello everyone
I really need your help. What alternatives to PayPal do you know?
As you may know, I am a Russian citizen.
Payoneer, BuyMeACoffee also don't work for us.

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Hello guys!
I'm with not happy news, I have a covid (omicron)
My whole family is vaccinated and some have already been revaccinated.
I and my husband thinking, what we have a covid from his coworker. Cause this coworker came to work with a fever and a strong cough. And now almost all of my husband's colleagues are sick. Omicron is highly contagious.

Because of that, I'm taking a little break for recovery. Hope I get better asap

Thank you all, stay safe and healthy!
with love, soko ✨💖

Hello! I decided to try a new format of accepting sketch commissions
1) Now I will accept fullbodies sketch commissions via a google form. As before I will open them around the end of each month.
2) I will choose the ideas I like that I want to draw! I will choose 4 or 6 commissions. I will write to the person to confirm the commission.
2.2 But if there are ideas that I liked, but didn't choose, I can add the commission to the waiting list. The form will have the option to add a commission to a waiting list.
3) Form will be open for about a few hours or a day. For now, I'm not sure, because I don't know how many people will fill it.

SO
A form will be open on Monday (24.01.2022) at 18:00 by Moscow time (7:00 AM by server time)
I will upload a post as before, but now it will have a link with commissions form

If you have any questions you can leave a comment or note me!✨💖

Hello!
Commissions will be open on Sunday at 20:00 by Moscow time!
Will be open GENERAL and FULLBODY SKETCHES commissions

All information will upload at 20 pm by Moscow time!

Thank you all, stay safe and healthy.
✨💖

UPD!
time changes by 22 pm by Moscow time

Hello!
Long time no see.
So, I feel much much better and I'm ready to open commissions
Only general commissions, NO SKETCHES commissions!
I'm going to take 5 orders in total. Because I am not yet confident in my abilities. Hope for understanding!
All information will upload at 20 pm in Moscow time!

Thank you all, stay safe and healthy.
✨💖

English is not my native language! Sorry for the mistakes if there are any.

I will not open commissions in April. I am very ashamed to write another journal that I feel bad. But I think it's time for me to admit that I am sick, and I need to be treated, and there is nothing to be ashamed about.
In the fall of 2019, I was diagnosed with chronic fatigue. The tests alone would have cost me 300 dollars, and then I moved to Minsk, so I did not have the money for the tests. And I put it on the back burner. I still haven't done anything about it ... In the fall of 2020, I went to online psychotherapy, where I found out that I have depression and I need to visit a psychotherapist in person, but this therapist was in another country. I needed to find a new psychotherapist. You can guess that I also did not start doing this. And here I am. Spring 2021. I can't get out of bed for days, I can't even go out to eat on my own. I sleep more than 10 hours a day, but I feel overwhelmed all the time. My body hurts so badly, my arms and legs feel so heavy. And it's not just laziness, I don't do what I like, I just survive every damn day. And due to hypotension, I have frequent headaches, which also worsen my condition. I'm at a critical point. I've wanted to write it all for so long. But I am so afraid that they will start judging me. "she complains again, she does nothing."

I will not take new commissions until I have done everything I have now. I do not know how long it will take, but I will try to do everything as quickly as possible. I have already signed up for a psychotherapist and I hope that she will advise me of a psychiatrist or another doctor who will help me relieve the symptoms of fatigue. I don’t know how much I will spend on treatment. Perhaps I will spend all the money that I have been saving for the move for so long.

If you feel that you feel bad, please contact a specialist if you have the opportunity! I know that treatment is expensive. But I think that life is the only thing we REALLY have and it needs to be protected. You need to take care of your physical and psychological health. Do not think "it will pass by itself!" Do not drive yourself to such a state, as I did.

And of course, I want to say thank you very much to everyone. Thank you for your favs, for your comments, and your support. I don't always answer, but I read all the comments! I just often don't have a resource to answer you. I would like to say special thanks to my customers. Freelancing is my only job, thanks to this job I can live. And without you, I could not have done this. I invest my maximum in every art, and I am very pleased when you are happy with the result. I hope, with my arts, I can make someone happier.

Thank you all, stay safe and healthy.
with love, sikiliya

Hello!
This journal for everyone who wants commissions from me! And some news about my life!
So, they will open on Monday 8th of February at 21:00 in Moscow time.
I will open all types of commissions, sketches, and regular. One more important thing, I will open more slots than usual! I take commissions for February and March because my husband and I are finally moving to Russia. Hope we will find a new apartment quickly!

If you have any questions comment down below or note me!

Thank you all, stay safe and healthy.
with love, sikiliya ✨💖

Hello everybody! I have some news about my life. First of all, I wanna say thank you for your waiting, for my commissioners, watchers, and just lovers of my arts!

How you can know, about 1,5 years ago I moved to Minsk from Moscow. In the beginning, all was perfect. But as you can know coronavirus started last winter and in the summer there were presidential elections in Belarus. And now here fucking horrible. And in the spring I lost my grandmother. Also, this autumn I found out that I have depression for many years. I will not go into details, but I think that you understand that my condition is terrible.

I and my partner thinking about moved out from Belarus many times, but we couldn't because of coronavirus. The only way to move out from Belarus together is to get married. Because we are citizens of different countries. And since I am a citizen of the Russian Federation, he, as a member of my family, can leave with me to Russia.

So 11.12.2020 we are married. And finally, we can move to Russia together. We rented an apartment before but now living with my husband's parents.

We thought about a move-out in the middle of December. But we haven't enough money, and I'm scared about prices for apartments in December because of New Year very soon. I hope we can move out in the middle or end of January.

I hope now you understand why I'm not very active in drawing. I could write more details about these situations, but for me, very difficult to write a long text in English. This language is not my native, so I can make mistakes. But I try my best!


Thank you all, stay safe and healthy.
with love, sikiliya

Hello everyone
I'm open for December commissions!
All information you can find by the link down below
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39387942/

Hello everyone. How you can know, I live in Belarus now and there are terrible protests.
We have disabled the Internet, I use a proxy and VPN, but it not help. Telegram works for me, but it only loads text and is very slow. My partner and I are thinking about moving to Russia for a while so that later we can leave from there too.
If you ordered a commission from me, please be patient. Now I really need time to make important decisions

Thank you for your attention and understanding
Please, be safe


update(11.08.2020). me and my partner can't leave Belarus together because of coronavirus. I can because i have russian passport. But i don't want to leave Belarus without him.

Hello everyone
I want to say what I'm open for august commission slots
All information you can find by the link down below
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37503933/

So
Hello everyone
We need to talk a little. How you can see I rarely upload artworks.
It's because of my mental health is not the best. I'm crying a lot. Nearly every day.
My grandma is gone. My partner lost work because of coronavirus. Protests in many countries. I'm so tired of all of these. But also I feel so guilty because I'm working not enough. I also saving up for an iPad for almost a year now. I wish that we could draw together. We have only one laptop and one tablet. I hope that by the end of September I will be able to collect the required amount.

And I want to say thank you. Thank you that you still with me.
Thank you for waiting for new artworks.

(I hope my English is okay)

All information by link down below
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36990949/

I don't know how to start this journal. I can't believe in that
So, yesterday (22.04.2020) my grandmother died
She was a wonderful and very kind person. She was 80 years old.
Grandma was a very close person to me.
She died due to heart problems and blood pressure. And also, over the past few years, she developed Alzheimer's.
When we last saw each other, she no longer recognized me.
And now she is gone.

I hope you all will understand if my activity will be a little lower. I need time to accept this fact.
I will try to draw at the same pace. And finish all commissions as soon as possible.



Thank you all, stay safe and healthy.
with love, sikiliya