I'm sorry, I dunno who's gonna hear this and I hope the right people do, however I need to clarify something right here and right now.
Firstly, Artists!, There is no reason to commit war on ai, because of two things, one the people who plan to profit off it already are,
two, the best thing people can use AI for is generic images anything highly complex will take time and energy that's better spent on hiring you, the artist to work,
and basic character conceptualization, consistency with ai is still rather poor, three, to even use ai properly you need to understand machine learning, and how to talk to the ai bot, meaning just jotting something down won't neccesarily give you exactly what you want,
I understand the frustration you have, however, you won't really lose money to ai, people who want their art drawn by a specific artist will message and comission the artist, ai mostly benefits those who can't afford highly priced comissions and want to put their own character and ideas out there without spending what they can't.
I want to end this war on ai, because, unfortunately, just like the rise of digital art, it's here to stay,
Of course I don't just speak from ai's side with this,
I strongly believe there should be a clear difference, and any work made with ai should be clearly presented as such, ai art and hand drawn art should be seperately identified, yes I believe the arts should be seperated and classified to match what art they are, however, I never condone hate towards anyone, I may have had friends in the more recent years but I spent alot of my life as the person people tolerated, no real friends or group, maybe once or twice have I ever really felt like I belonged somewhere. But that's not the story, the statement is don't hate on people using ai, Maybe someday I'll be able to convince the high end artists and the ai directors to work together to make something truly magnanimous, however, until that time, I just ask that you don't feed the hate.

I can't really think of a good title but it should work,
I've started to focus on ai generation, I however also respect that ai generation and drawing images should remain as seperate things, Therefore in a mix of both respect for the artists and a slowly increasing interest in ai generation, I will be posting alot of images to E6ai, when able, and will have all my generations posted on Civitai
I have no interest in Monetizing this hobby, but if it happens it happens. However I am open to suggestions and ideas for the time being to those who want to see certain things,
https://civitai.com/user/Silencien

My name won't change, and I'll remain fairly open about my process so you'll likely be able to play with the scenes yourself,
I encourage ya to look, however I do understand if you won't.
(it's basically all porn so, you know,) I appreciate you hearing me out and wish ya all a fantastic day.

I'm seeking someone willing to pay for a story commission, I'm looking to do a fair trade, at least as far as I've seen, I am willing to work 10 dollars per 1000 words, or 150 for 20k , it can involve any OC characters interacting. I don't normally put up commissions however, I want to offer this as a way to raise money due to tough times. I'm not gonna give a long story but right now things are tough and I feel I can put this skill to work.
I'm well versed in most kinks and species biology to an extent. So I'm open to work with any kink even the nasty ones.

I'm pretty open minded and figured I would throw my hand out in this area. Seeing a moderately literate partner who can work both a creative and kinky way. I'm primarily Submissive but open to weird and unusual kinks moreso then basic ones. Anyone willing can send me a dm.
https://www.f-list.net/c/Silencien
Open to all kinds of weird stuff, have a discord, and honestly just looking for consistent partners.

Another birthday passes and I'm reminded of everything i've done. Anyways y'all have a good one I'm gonna go sob in a corner. Maybe that might finally get things to be more reasonable.

Let me clarify a few things, if you want to see what I've made thats fine, I can't post it here nor would I claim much credit for it, some of the stuff is a bit odd and unusual. However I've been more focusing on chat completion ai and creating AI roleplay characters.
I found a way to create characters in most genre's of fetish or interest. I wanna offer to teach this to others. (It's not hard after you get everything in order. And afterwards its honestly as easy as changing things slightly for newer characters. I wanted to offer to share this knowledge with anyone willing to learn these things. )) Make your OC and use the info to try and write out a story, or just enjoy a private chat for ...personal reasons. Send a dm if interested.

Heres the thing, I'm still mostly uncomfortable with it and can't promise anything too complex yet so, will only be charging 15 per commission. And will only be accepting 5 comms, They are Simple 1 character sheets. Still uncommon with background but want to learn more variety of character types so will do single nude characters for now. Ferals preferred, but anthro is fine, its just a single character no background no clothing. Genetalia optional. Understand this is low quality and an attempt to gain experience in different or improve existing art skills references will be greatly appreciated.

I always was kinda amused by the names like Drew P Weiner, or Mike Rotch, so funny idea, play along and link it in the comments if ya like but make a character using one of the hillarious fake names. Make it whatever species you like, whatever gender you like. Overall just enjoy it, whether its drawing a simple image, creating a goofy character sheet or even small stories, have your fun with it and think of it like a fun little side thing. Only limitation is the name has to be a Prank call name,

The truth is this question has been on my mind for a while. I feel like I don't know. I always felt I was too soft to be evil. But at the same time I feel im too needy to be good.

Ive always been lonely and when people help with it I go and turn my back on them when they stop. I should understand people have busy lives and not live afraid of abandonment. However it keeps creeping on me. This little voice that says people are better off without you. Or you'll always be alone. Haunting me and my psyche. I find it hard to talk about my problems because there's no answer to them. They just exist. I'll always be alone. I'll always be scared that in the end ill be by myself. I chose ninetales as my Pokemon because in the end...no matter how much I want...it will just be me...all alone wishing for anyone to ease the pain.

Who knows anymore, am I wrong for craving attention the way I do? Is there a better way? Am I just destined to suffer?

It's probably my own fault, and I won't argue if it is. I admit I've felt forgotten for the longest time. Sure I have a great partner who gives me all the affection I could need. Most of the time. However, it doesn't change that I guess I always feel like I blend in or the world forgets that I exist.

And those that did try I pushed away. Truth is I always feel alone, and no matter how hard I try unless I have others who can spend at least some of their time with me I can't bring myself to spend time with them. It's not that I think any of them are bad people, honestly if anyone is bad it's me. I just, I need more attention than anyone can really offer and in the end that means I feel abandoned and sad no matter what.

Which then follows with the issue I'm awkward with small talk and terrible in conversation, so rp has always been my go to because then I feel less awkward.

I generally feel misunderstood or confusing and I try my best to be as transparent as possible. So I need to emphasize, no matter what I say or how I feel, just because someone can't spend time with me or they just can't bring themselves to approach on their own, whether because introverted or other, or if you are incredibly busy and it's hard for me to try and spend time with you. So I find it hard to bond and in the end I feel abandoned, and I hate that I can't just sit quietly and stare at an empty message list for days on end without any messages. Then just stay quiet.

Hello, bear with me for a moment or two. I know this one might get a bit long. However, I don't expect this post to get noticed or even read.

However, the truth is I want to share something that I hope might help others. Truth is for a long time I've known I can come off as needy or desperate. Truth is, I was and still am. However, I never could find the right way to say it. I dunno if this is the right way. . I'm the guy people ignore or push to the back of the room. I figure most people who talk to me do so out of pity rather than wanting to know me. I could be wrong however that's not the important part of this. I understand what it's like to stare at an empty discord or chat room. It can be rather devastating. Realizing you have to try and reach out and hope someone replies. Acknowledging that despite your many efforts you'll likely spend the whole day staring at an unread message. Feeling as if you don't hold any value because no one seems to want to even say hello. Then when someone finally does talk it's only for a bit because they're busy or something else came up. When you ask others say I'm antisocial and I don't like messaging others. (which I get.)

However, that's why I want to bring this up. Because it's the antisocial people who need it the most. A simple hello, with nothing behind it. A funny meme or even a how's your day. It doesn't need to be much but it can be the difference between a miserable day and feeling like you can do it. I don't say this because I want people.to message me. (even tho I do and would appreciate it) I say this because there are people who want to be messaged but don't want to say anything. (congrats if you made it this far) they fear their inadequacy. You could likely make the difference in someone elses life and all you have to do is say hello. Make them feel you appreciate their company. Anyways I've said what I said. And I appreciate anyone who has made it to the end.

Thank you and have a good night.

I suppose it's only fair I share the truth about myself, I'm not saying or using this to cover the fact I may have been mean or disrespectful. Whether or not most of you believe me. I have a few problems I wanna make public which will hopefully make it easier to understand why I have issues. The first is that, I have aspergers, a mental condition that makes socializing much harder. (also gives me a half assed understanding of emotions.)
The follow up is kinda my bad luck with socializing or seeming creepy or clingy unintentionally. Has led to people blocking or ignoring me. And has caused a bit of an anxietal trigger. Whenever someone remains quiet for too long I begin to panic and worry I'm being abandoned again. Due to how often this happened over my life I ended up with a trigger that makes me nervous about approaching others. However, due to most people not wanting to approach me, that sometimes makes me a bit more pushy at times. I promise I never mean any harm but it doesn't change the fact it has happened and hurt many people I knew and cared for. So this is an honest to god appology to anyone I've hurt with this.

I can't be something I'm not... not can I pretend I can start anew and try to abandon everything. I'm returning to my silence account and deleting the old one. Still planning to do stuff but I don't want to start new

I wanted to post this journal to let y'all know that I'm moving character pics and a few stories I intend to continue from to my new account so they will be repeat posts. However I will be linking to the original post.

Will be starting to migrate to a new account   Sir_Borkien I dunno if I plan to move any of my works from here, however, I do plan to permanently move myself this direction. So if you wish to stay in touch please find me there. All my newer things will be on that account.
I do want to clarify if you meet me on that account, I plan to leave anything that happened with this account in the past. So when you see me there treat it like a new encounter. Sorta owo. Anyways I hope to see people there.

I suppose it was inevitable. The truth is that I look back and I realize life doesn't sit still and things change. So I'm working on anew fa account. I wanna get a few pics of varying styles for what is both a new and an old character. I'm willing to pay commission (no more then 100) all I want is a thievul with a monocle and top hat in the same cor palate as my current image. Truth is it's just gonna be silence turning himself into a thievul. I don't want any lewdness from the image but if you decide to add the parts he does have both. However he's unlikely to reveal his femme gender. So unless you see behind him he's likely to look male.

Send like a dumb way to look but I've taken a fancy to monster hunter and I'm looking for new allies. I'm a hunting horn/ hammer user and I play around with dual blades and Lance. Need a handful of little to play with and improve my gear

I know I've said this before but I'm planning to restart my writing. Hopefully soon. Life has been interesting to say the least and even though I know most of you are gonna ignore this. Or not really say much I wanted to announce this to maybe help self motivate as in all honesty motivation has been really hard to come by.

After some time we had agreed. Due to some sneaky actions from my father. Well in short I'm now engaged to the cat of my dreams and couldn't be happier. OwO

Seeking a semi active team for pokemon unite, I have a semi consistent tank in my brother who uses snorlax, I use Eldegoss,(for support) and my partner uses Cinderace, We need two spots filled. If interested send a boop with your preferred mons.

I really enjoy rping with others, but have found my search to be rather difficult for a good consistent rp partner. If anyone would be open, it can be clean dirty, etc, I just have to warn, I mostly don't do humans or bara. and I'm more requesting a non vanilla theme if erotic rp is requested. If you wanna try please pm me and we can try to set something up.

I'm thinking of doing a type of commission work where I take someone's rp and stretch it out. In a sense a simple rp would be made more detail oriented and create a better scene. The rp itself would still belong between the two and would likely only be posted upon request. But I figure I'd charge 5 bucks and see what happens. Not expecting much from this so don't fret either way.

The midnight fox slowly climbs onto the rather cheap green milk crate. His tails draping behind it as he settles for a moment. Soo giving his body a light shake before his fur puffs out making him look rather thick, he opens his mouth and clears his throat before going "bork bork yip bork Yap bork bark bork yip" wiggling in place the whole time he continues "bork bork Yap yip bark bork bark, whine, bork bork bork" he pauses for a brief moment before remembering "oh yeah and happy holidays I hope your new year is better then the last one.

Guess i finally cracked, anyways i have deleted the works on my page from or for former friends as it doesnt feel right keeping hild.of them anymore. You can still.find the originals in their proper location.

There really is nothing else to say, I've pushed everyone away who tried to help. I've been nothing but a pain. It's a bloody miracle anyone still talks to me. I'm sorry to those who I've hurt and I've got no excuse for how I've acted. Just selfish reasons. I was lonely and expected others to come to me. Hoping that would prove I wasn't as worthless As I felt and in the end I hurt and was mean towards those who did want to help. Becuase :they didn't want to make the effort" I knew they had reasons and I still was so mean. I deserve what I've gotten. And there is no way around that. To those stlil listening I am sorry.