Yep I'm feeling like writing and have started a bit so I figured, Fuck it, and decided to live stream it for all to see my method of madness =D...I will begin in...10 min or so...once I do I will edit this journal with the proper link to the channel, so check back, join in, chat, hang out and watch stuff happen =D

Ok, I'm ready so here's the link to start viewing me

http://www.livestream.com/webcaster.....nerofsomething

Ok, after going through and making some changes I am now up and running...so come on down and check it out =D

Taken from  firefly8083

We've all seen what you can do, now lets see what makes you tick :) Answer the following questions (honestly!) and share with the world who you really are. Ready? Go!

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
I know I'm suppose to answer honestly but quite frankly I don't want others to know my name....no point in being called "SilentFox35" if I blab to everybody everything about me

2. How tall are you?
6' 1"

3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Blonde...well it's a dirty blonde now

3. What about eye color?
Hazel

4. What orientation are you?
32 deg. N by 42 deg. SE....oh oh oh Sexual Orientations....straight

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken

6. What do you do in your spare time?
Video games, writing, surfing the web, watching T.v., P.T.,......you know, normal things

7. What's your job?
PFC in the US Army, my Job is part of the 35 Series (Google it!)

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I'm generally a nice person

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I have a temper and once angered I can't keep my damn mouth shut....which gets me in trouble.....a lot!

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I was really quite at first...but once I warmed up they couldn't shut me up lol

Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
I was raised as a Christian but now that I've grown up I'm currently Agnostic

12. Do you drink?
Not as much as I used to, but I do have an occasional drink or two

13. Do you smoke?
Yep, Cigarettes, Cigars, and Pipe Tobacco

14. What are your fears?
Heights, Spiders, and the what the future holds for me

15. What are your dreams/goals?
To one day have a family and have a job that pays well and I enjoy...the true American Dream if you will lol

16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yeah....doesn't every person from time to time?

Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D

17. Who's your best bud?
Oh God I have quite a few...Rickie, Jason, Ferguson, Ellis, and Van Emden...you guys are awesome....to bad only one of them is a furry...I'll let you try to figure out who.

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Those giant soft pretzels, Swedish Fish candies, and 3 16 oz of Red Bull

19. Favorite drink?
Red Bull

20. Favorite color?
Red

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
....Invisibility...hands down....because sometimes I just need to disappear for a while...especially if there's a detail involved

22. Favorite movie?
Revolver

23. Least favorite food?
Onions

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
A Bacon Double Cheese Burger from Wendy's with fries and a Chocolate Shake

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Well I don't currently own a car but I would love to have a 2008 Dodge Viper

Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.

26. Most disliked bug?
SPIDERS!!!!

27. Most hated pet peeves?
Repetition, Redundancy, Stuck up douche bags, Stupid people, Hippies, and Asshole who think they know whats best for everybody and push those ideas onto everyone else.

28. Dislike in life?
Way to many to go into without getting on a soap box

29. Most annoying?
Refer to #27.

30. Most disliked TV show?
Jersy Shore!!!!

Well I've been in-processed and am starting my duty's. God Damn it's fucking cold as shit out here in AF...Christ all mighty turn on the fucking heater lol. Internet is unpredictable out here so and notes/comment/shouts/ may not be replied to right away. Hope you guys are doing good

Signed
Kojack "the Popsicle"

Update: Not 20min after posting I began to start coughing really bad, I've caught what's been called "The Kabul cough" I guess that's what I get for being deployed to one of the most polluted part of AF

So I was chatting with one of my NCO's a few days ago and had a funny conversation that went like this

NCO: Hey Kojack check this chick out (opens up FB pic) I used to hang out with her.
Me: Not bad...so you gonna go home and hit that?
NCO: Nah, but I could if I wanted to.
Me: But Sergeant (name omitted) you must slay and conquer, as is your Warrior way!

Gotta love Military humor!

Yep, I'm heading down range again...next week in fact. I'm off to go fight the great war (brownie point if you guess the reference) so wish me luck and I will be back in 6 or so months.....hopefully in one piece.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all you guys/girls, hope you guys/gals had a good Christmas this year!

Say this on a buddy of mine's FB profile and wanted to share it.

Twas the night before Christmas, and he lived in a crowd, in a 40 man tent, with warriors so loud.
I had come into the tent with presents to give, and to see just who in this rack did live.
I looked all about, and a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stockings were hung, just boots close at hand, on the locker hung pictures of far distant lands.
He had medals and badges and awards of all kind, and a sobering thought came into my mind.
For this place was different, it was so dark and so dreary, I had found the home of a Soldier, this I could see clearly.
The Soldier lay sleeping, silent and alone, curled up in his rack, dreaming of home.
The face was so gentle, the barracks in such good order, but not how I pictured a United States Soldier.
Was this the hero whom I saw on TV? Defending his country so we all could be free?
I realized the families that I've seen this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight.
Soon round the world, the children would play, and grownups would celebrate a new Christmas Day.
They all enjoyed freedom each month of the year, because of the Soldiers, like the one lying here.
I couldn't help but wonder how many lay alone, on a cold Christmas Eve, in a land far from home.
The very thought brought a tear to my eye, I dropped to my knees and started to cry.
The soldier awakened and I heard a rough voice:
"Santa, don't cry, for this life is my choice."
"Defend my country this day, the peace do I keep."
The soldier then rolled over and drifted to sleep, I couldn't control it, I continued to weep.
I kept watch for hours so silent, so still, and we both shivered from the night's cold chill.
I didn't want to leave on that cold, dark night, this guardian of honor so willing to fight.
Then the Soldier rolled over and with a voice soft and pure, the Soldier Whispered:
"Carry on Santa, it's Christmas ... all is Secure."

EDIT: Found this video about the poem above, it's not the exact wording but it's still pretty good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWExFTFAQzA

Stolen from  RedMP

1. How old will you be in five years?
26

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
no one

3. How tall are you?
6' 1"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Going home for Christmas Leave!!!!

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Green Lantern

6. Who was the last person you called?
No one

7. Who was the last person to call you?
My Girlfriend

8. What was the last text message you received?
"I'll be there at 2015"

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
No one

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Neither one but I suppose text...both irk me

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Skyrim mutha fucka!!!

12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Happily Married for...God forever I guess

13. What time did you wake up today?
0825

14. What color are your eyes?
Hazel....I think

15. What are you wearing right now?
ACU's

16. What’s your least favorite part of sex?
The fuild...it's so damn gross

17. Do you like Christmas songs?
Meh depends on how much caffeine i have in me

18. Do you have a favorite place or places?
Parks and cabins

19. Do you have a least favorite place or places?
Work, Afghanistan, California (some parts), and some others too

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Home

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Anywhere but the friggin' Army

22. Do you tan or burn?
Tan like leather lol

23. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Depends on if i've had sex or not

24. Would you ever wear a thong?
Nope

25. How big is your bed?
Twin, God bless our cheep ass Army lol

26. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Giant ass Spiders O__O

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop

28. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Don't remember

29. What color are your sheets?
Red

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
1

31. What is your favorite season?
Winter

33. What do you like about winter?
The snow =D

34. What do you like about the summer?
That I can sit outside and smoke a cigar

35. What is your favorite aspect of spring?
.....nothing really

36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
6 CA, MO, GA, OR, Stuttgart and Kabul

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Waaaaaay to many to count

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Shoes or socks, I hate bare feet

39. Are you a social person?
Meh it depends on my mood

40. What was the last thing you ate?
2 cans of Red Bull and a PX sandwich

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Route 66

42. What is your favorite kind of ice cream?
Mint Chip

43. What is your favorite dessert?
Can't decide

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Chicken Noodle

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Hate PB&J

46. Do you like Chinese food?
Fuck yes!!!!

47. Do you like coffee?
Oh God yes!!!!

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
Not enough lol

49. What do you drink in the morning?
Red bull or coffee...it depends on my mood

50. What church/temple/synagogue/other do you attend?
None, I'm Agnostic

51. When was the last time you went to church/temple/synagogue/other?
Uhhh....when i was.....13 i think

52. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not really meant it?
Yep

53. Do you like to cuddle?
Meh not a fan

54. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
yep, which ever side is against the wall

55. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
That I'm not dead

56. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Waaaay to often

57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Sure

58. Do you know how to play poker?.
Yes but I suck at it

59. Do you want kids?
Eventually, but right now the worlds not ready for more me's running around lol

61. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
Nope

62. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
nothing really, I'm a creature of habit

63. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
Hell no

64. When flying, do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
Window

65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
Fuck no i don't

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Booze and Smokes

67. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
Debit

68. What is/are your favorite TV show/s?
Too many to count

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Can I what?

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Too many to count

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Nope

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
the default one that came with my phone

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
nope

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
My computer mouse

75. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
Yep, the Magic Bullet one

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Neither one thanks

78. Do you flirt a lot?
Nope, I never ever flirt and as a consequence I can't tell if someone is flirting with me

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
A mayo mustard mix

80. What are you most afraid of?
The future

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
I don't even own a car

82. Have you ever run out of gas?
Read #81

83. Sum yourself up in 10 words or less.
Neurotic, shy, weird, goofy, crazy, annoying, spaz

84. If you were an evil bastard, what would you be doing?
Unscrewing the caps on salt shakers

85. What was the last book you read?
Alice in Quantum Land

86. Do you read the newspaper?
From time to time

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Yep, Mental Floss

89. Do you watch soap operas?
Nope

90. If you were taking a poop and eating a bowl of cereal at the same time and you dropped the cereal, which would you do: finish pooping then clean up the cereal or clean up the cereal then finish pooping?
WTF neither that's just fucking disgusting dude!!!!

91. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
There isn't one by me

92. Jane Austen, yea or nay?
....Who?

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
The number to and office in our unit

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Cinnamon Apple

95. What is your favorite board game?
Don't have a favorite

97. How is your relationship with your mother?
Awesome =D

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Mr. Shane, the Psychology teacher

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
A week

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
My Girlfriend

I would just like to thank all those who've thought about all those who have raised their hands to defend their countries, for there are Vet's not on from America but other countries as well. I would also like to thank my fellow brothers and sisters in arms, what we do isn't easy and we've lost friends, brothers, sisters, wives, husbands, cousins, daughters and sons for this war but we keep fighting for them and for the and for the people back home and for whatever reason you may have joined you still fight for freedom and for that I thank each and everyone of you, past and present.

Sorry for not posting these earlier, work has been zapping my energy but i feel fine for now so I'm starting these up again

"Of all the animals, man is the only one that is cruel. He is the only one who inflicts pain for the pleasure of doing it." Mark Twain

"Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth." Oscar Wilde

"The basis of shame is not some personal mistake of ours, but that this humiliation is seen by everyone." Milan Kundera

"We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light." Plato

And finally

"It's not so important who starts the game, but who finishes it." John Wooden

"The human mind is a channel through which things-to-be are coming into the realm of things-that-are." HENRY FORD

"The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend." ROBERTSON DAVIES

"The will ... is the driving force of the mind. If it's injured, the mind falls to pieces." AUGUST STRINDBERG

"Dispositions of the mind, like limbs of the body, acquire strength by exercise." THOMAS JEFFERSON

"Just as dogs love to chew bones, the mind loves to get its teeth into problems. That's why it does crossword puzzles and builds atom bombs." ECKHART TOLLE

and finally

"Those who exert the first influence upon the mind, have the greatest power." HORACE MANN

Well I was going through my old voice recordings and decided to so another Q&A to which this weekend I'll get drunk and answer them...so ask your question(s) on this journal and I'll credit you in the recording.

12hrs into my 24hrs duty: I'm strung out on Red Bulls & Cigerttes, I feel like a damn zombie, I'm bored to tears, I feel like a zombie and the god damn phone has been ringing off the hook and it's driving me nuts!!!!!!!....please, please!!!!!! let the next 12hrs go by fast T^T


Also i've had 8 Red bulls and 3 Rockstar hydrates @__@

Murphy's Law: Law Enforcement II

You can never drive slow enough to please the citizens who don't need a cop, and you can never drive fast enough to please the ones who do.

Any suspect with a rifle is a better shot than any cop with a pistol.

When a civilian sees a red light approaching at a high rate of speed, he will always pull into the lane the cop needs to use.

On any call, there will always be more `bad guys' than there are good guys, and the farther away your back-up, the more there will be.

And finally

The better you do your job, the more likely you are to be shot, injured, complained on, sued, investigated, or subpoenaed on your day off.

Murphy's Law: Law Enforcement I

The bigger they are, the harder they fall. They punch, kick and choke harder too.

High speed chases will always proceed from an area of light traffic to an area of extremely heavy traffic.

If you have `cleared' all the rooms and met no resistance, you and your entry team have probably kicked in the door of the wrong house.

Bullets work on veteran cops too. They also work on weight lifters, martial arts experts, department marksmen, Narco Investigators, S.W.A.T. jocks, and others who consider themselves immortal.

The number of people who lock their keys in their car is directly proportional to how bad the weather is.

Dogs do not see the badge as a person of authority, they see lunch.

And finally

Your Right, there is no Justice, Just Us.

Murphy's Law: War II

Five second fuses always burn three seconds.

Killing for peace is like screwing for virginity.

The most dangerous thing in the world is a Second Lieutenant with a map and a compass.

The complexity of a weapon is inversely proportional to the IQ of the weapon's operator.

The newest and least experienced soldier will usually win the Medal of Honor.

And finally

A Purple Heart just proves that were you smart enough to think of a plan, stupid enough to try it, and lucky enough to survive.

Bonus:
To steal information from a person is called plagiarism. To steal information from the enemy is called gathering intelligence.

Murphy's Laws: WarI

If it's stupid but it works, it isn't stupid.

Never forget that your weapon was made by the lowest bidder.

The easy way is always mined.

If you are short of everything but the enemy, you are in the combat zone.

Tracers work both ways.

Military Intelligence is a contradiction.

And Finally

Never stand when you can sit, never sit when you can lie down, never stay awake when you can sleep.