Hey all... Been away from FA for a while... Busy with life, divorce, engagement, new children, moving... twice... just tons of stuff... anways, hope to be on more often again,

Wow, its been forever since I've posted or done anything here. Life has been extremely Busy. My Girlfriend, Nica, and I have had our First Son together. Kenshin Vayne Hinckley, Born October 27th 2010, 9lbs. And he had the Fullest head of hair I have ever seen. Been Working at a Casino for about a year and a half now. Still struggling through the divorce but hope it will be done soon.

And On a really fun note, I should be becoming a "Mass-Hole" again. My Girlfriend and I hope to b moving to massachusetts by July 1st. A fresh start and a new part to play in life. I've been away from my family for far too long.

i have posted a few designs that my girlfriend has drawn, and she has agreed to do commissions for those who may want something done. she is very talented at drawing designs for tattoos and would love to draw them for you. if you are interested please let me know and we can work out pricing and the details.

Well... it has been a horrible week for me...
My grandfather passed away on monday night (right at the beginning of my Vacation). He was a wonderful man, and I will miss him terribly. So I spent the past 5 days in Massachusetts, with my family, celebrating the life of a fisherman, and a Fisher of Men, as he was referred to as during the service. He was a strong Christian man and tried to lead many men to salvation in Jesus Christ (tho never pushed you to believe). I love him so much, and have so much still to learn from him even tho he is gone. Him being gone also leaves me as the oldest male descendant directly below him, so I must learn to be strong for my whole family and make him proud.

I am finally home and able to be with my Beautiful Love, and can be with her for her birthday, and to have a shoulder in order to Mourn his passing myself, as I have not been able to do that, while being strong for my mother, aunt's and grandmother, as well as the rest of my family, who all loved him...

anyways, I need food and to relax, so I will keep it short... be well all my Fur-iends, and here is to hoping I can turn my life and be more positive, and make my Grandfather proud.

Ok, so I am still in need of money, and putting some stuff up for sale... as of right now I have some RPG Books and some Video Games... If interested send me a Note and we can discuss a fair price. Also, I may be able to convince my Girlfriend to do some commissions... maybe she will let me post some of her artwork up...

FOR SALE

RPG BOOKS

WHITEWOLF
WW 2002: Vampire: The Masquerade
WW 2205: The Hunter's Hunted; Sourcebook for VtM
WW 2206: Vampire Player's Guide
WW 2227: Demon Hunter X; Sourcebook for VtM
WW 2301: Vampire Storyteller's Companion
WW 2305: Vampire Player's Guide
WW 3064: Project Twilight
WW 3075: Bastet; Player's guide to Werecats
WW 3079: Gurahl; Sourcebook for Werewolf the Apocalypse
WW 3600: Werewolf the Apocalypse
WW 6302: The Risen; Sourcebook for Wraith: The Oblivion
WW 6600: Wraith the Oblivion
WW 7300: Changeling the Dreaming
WW 8200: Demon the Fallen
WW 8800: Exalted
WW 8811: Exalted the Dragon-Blooded

Paranoia The Fifth Edition

Champions: New Millenium

Battletech Master Rules
Introduction to Battletech
Battletech Rulebook

Star Trek The Next Generation RPG: Narrator's Toolkit

D&D
Dragonlance: Tales of the Lance
Advanced D&D Monstrous Manual Accessory
Planescape: A player's Primer to the Outlands
Introduction to Advanced D&D: Player's Handbook
Introduction to Advanced D&D: Dungeon Master Guide
Dungeon and Dragons: Player's Manual
Advanced D&D: Player's Guide to the Dragonlance
Advanced D&D: The Complete Wizard's Handbook
Advanced D&D: The Complete Fighter's Handbook
Advanced D&D: Arms and Equipment Guide
Advanced D&D: The Complete Psionics Handbook
Dungeons and Dragons D20: Player's Handbook
Dungeons and Dragons D20: Monster Manual
Dungeons and Dragons D20: Dragonlance Campaign Setting

I'm in desperate need of financial help.. sadly I'm not a good artist so I can't offer commissions...

however I do have some things I am putting up for sale in order to make some money... I have some RPG books, some Magic Cards, Yugi-oh cards, and Video Games that I am willing to part with...

if you would like to donate, or would like to buy some of what I have, send me a mesage on here or hit me up on my messengers, my names are listed on my page...

Ok... so, it has been brought to my attention that I am just not someone anyone wants to be around...

Not that anyone cares or will even bother to read this...

I decided I am done... there is nothing more I can do... noone excepts me for me... and noone will ever bother trying to be there for me...

for those who claim to be my friends, but do nothing to even make an effort to contact me... farewell... I've been through hell as of late, and you have not been there... All I ever asked was to be an ear to listen, or a shoulder to cry on...

To the friend put in the middle... I'm sorry you had to be my friend, while others question how you can be friends with me after what I did.... I still know not what I did, nor shall I ever... so for your sake, I am making the decision easy on you... farewell... I hope that someday our paths cross again... but who knows...

To anyone else, who has no clue what this is about... well... be honest, we don't talk much anyways... should you wanna stop watching me, feel free... I haven't done anytinglately... have no desire or intent to do anything soon, and will probably strip down all that is already up...

Its easier this way... I'm better off in the end...

I'm coming dangerously close to the end of my ropes... Things just keep happening... I need help... I need to figure out a way to get some quick cash... I dunno what I'm gonna do... even considering selling games/DVDs...

I usually wouldn't say this, but if anyone wants to donate funds, I won't turn it down if anyone wants to help.

PayPal Email is LkSphere[at]yahoo.com

Let it b known I don't expect any help...

SO life doesn't seem to be getting any better. I have the Job at Target, but its not enough hours, too far of a drive and just not enough money to survive. I'm desperately seeking something else... I hope the Hospital or Radioshack calls me back...
On top of that, I feel like most of my friends are just out of reach... Most of them can't (or won't, I just don't know) come chill at my apartment... I'm tired of getting the same old excuses, and having our hang out time constantly interupted by outside sources. I'm starting to remember why I didn't have friends before...

Worse then all of this is the struggle of continuing to fight with my Ex-Wife... I never know if I'm going to get my girls like I am supposed to every other Weekend. Or if I'm gonna say something new that is going to make her Use my kids as a weapon against me...

Things are just harsh now... and I feel like I don't even have anyone to turn to for emotional support...

Ok, so I'm trying to start a new "Word Trend"
we have terms for people who have sex with different things...

We have Necrophyllia (dead bodies)
We have Zoophyllia (animals)

and now, with a little help from everyone...
We Can Have!!!

MECHAPHYLLIA: (v.) A term used to describe anyone who has Sexual Intercourse with Robots

Help spread the new Term!!!

I wanna feel special... :D

Ok... I need the help of an Artist who is good at drawing Mecha, or mechanized units. I am trying to make some things for RIFTs RPG... And as you all know, my art is horrible, I have a hard enough time drawing humanoids... no way I can manage a Mecha...

If you'd be willing to help I'd greatly Appreciate it...

Hey, just trying to get a feel for things, but is there anyone out there that does Tails? I'm thinking of buying some tails... reasons to not be stated for now... but I'd like to start costuming up a little.

And then EVERYTHING came crashing down... life has turned back to shit again... I'm very stressed... and desperate for work... and need mone for rent by next week... really stressed...

So like... did I win the Karmic Lottery or something? Now, not only am I home free from the Military... But I snagged myself a gorgeous little two bedroom apartment, with an awesome little creek behind it!! and only 525 a month... I'm happy as a pig in shit, lmao!! Plus, I've been hanging out with this uber cool chica!! got I feel great

I've returned from Basic Training a little prematurely...

I failed out... Inability to adapt... Inability to meet Marine CORP Physical Standards...

However, its not all bad... I'm a little bit stronger... and a little bit wiser... much more confident... and alot happier...

Downside of things... I'm homeless... living Couch to couch, and out of my truck for now... (Thanks snow and Xavier, you guys rock for giving me a couch to sleep on!!!)

Right now... I'm looking for some type of temp job to make ends meet until June where I'll be starting a job in Asbestos removal making 37 an hour... its dangerous... but can't argue with pay...

As for life... I am also currently in the market for a mate... Not looking for anything totally serious yet... but I'm keeping my options open, ;) :P lol... hit me up if you think we'd be a good "fit" lol... Anyways, guess thats it for now...

Good Afternoon Ladies, Good Afternoon Gentlemen... Oh yah... not at Boot Camp anymore... LMAO...

Well... its upon us... This is my final farewell for a while... I will be leaving today at 5pm est. I won't return until May.
I'm going to miss everyone until I get back. But when I get back I will be a Member of The US Marine CORP, and a much stronger person.

Well... in crunch time now... got a little more packing to do to move the last of my stuff out... and I leave Sunday night in 3 days... Pray for me, or whatever, lol..

Its just about that time. I leave this house forever as of Sunday 2/22. My staff sergeant picks me up at 6pm, and takes me to the hotel in Syracuse. then I get up the following morning and got to the MEPS office, and we go through a few more tests and they toss me on a plane to Paris Island, SC for basic Training.
So if anyone would like me to write to them while I am gone, feel free to drop me a note with your address in it.
I'm gonna miss you all when I leave. And I'm really going to miss my kids. Please, keep me in your thoughts/prayers whatever your beliefs are.

Well, with everything going on as I said in previous journals My life has changed alot due to many many factors.
Well, as of 18:45 on 01/30/2009 I swore into the US Marine CORPs. I will be shipping off 02/23/2009 to Basic Training for 13 weeks, where I will have no contact with the outside World other than Snail Mail. so sadly I will be out of contact with most of you until after my training. if any of your information changes within that time PLEASE send me a note with the info so I can make updates. And please keep encouragement in your thoughts for me, I know encouragement from my friends will reach me even without Mail, email, or phone calls.

So, since my Marriage is completely over, and my life is falling apart. I decided to step forward and make a change in my life that will help turn me into a better person... I'm going to Join The Marines. Its the hardest decision I've ever made, but I'm still young enough to make it a good choice for my future. I hope I can make things better for my family, and take the step of bringing my children to live with me when I am stable enough to. Who knows, but for right now, I will take the first step in the right direction.

Well The Worst has happened...
Without going to deeply into details... My wife has told me that She no longer wants to be with me... So my marriage is over... and now... I have to make arrangements to move out, leaving her and my kids... so I'm trying to find a situation here in Town...

For the time being, I won't be on as often, or doing much of anything... I'm having family problems at home, and not sure where things stand... as things go now I'm expecting to have to leave my home in the next few weeks... unless some miracle happens...

on top of that, because of my home problems, I have had no appetite, and haven't eaten in three days... its hard enough trying to force water into myself to stay hydrated... which I'm also failing at... soo.... no idea... may be hospitalized soon... may be moving soon... may be no where soon...

uhm...hmmm not much to say... but I figured I should get the depressing Journal off my top page...
lol so feel free to ignore this, lmao

I've decided to take a leave from everywhere... somethings wrong... and I just don't know what it is... and until I figure it out... I just dunno... maybe eventually something will cause me to reappear, but for now... I just don't know...

>>>Edit<<<

Not fading away... but I have made a decision that'll make my life easier... albeit more depressing for me...

OK... So there's a 15 year old Swedish Boy who had Seizures and shit from playing WoW (World of Warcraft)... Very sad... granted, its his own stupidity for playing for 24 hours straight... But, whatever, now parents are up in arms against the video games again...

OK... So... First of all... WHAT THE HELL was the 15 year old doing playing WoW... Uhm, It REQUIRES A CREDIT CARD FOR AN ACCOUNT!!! so... if he's addicted to this game, then ITS HIS PARENTS FAULT!!!! they have to be allowing it... GODDAMN!! I wish parents would get a Clue, and learn to MONITOR what their kids play... and on top of that, learn to tell the kid NO... "Mommy I wanna play this game for adults, but I need a credit card, can I use yours?" ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT!!! Its not rocket science... if it requires a credit card, then it is meant for ADULTS!!!

Yes... I know, they have time cards as well that one can purchase... but ya know what? It's STILL a game for ADULTS... And Parents would know this if they took a moment to know what their kids are doing...

I think it were be perfect if Blizzard would rate the game ADULT, instead of Teen, so that way Parents would HAVE to buy it for their Kids... then Get rid of the WoW Time Cards, and completely require a credit card... any 18+yr old can get themselves a Credit/Debit Card... If Kids could no longer get on the game the number of Immature RETARDS would be cut in half, at least... Then if Blizzard could put a ban on anyone under 18 playing it, that would be great too... I mean, at least then maybe less kids would play it...

I dunno, just my opinion, especially since they make ya Pay for it... and personally I have been playing LESS and LESS because of the IDIOT FUCKTARDS...