I have never been more disgusted in my life. It just shows me how evil mankind is and how some people can never change. I don't even think I call these people even human. I spit on there face if i could. Please if you have a heart sign this petition to save animals in China.

WARNING The video is VERY hard to watch. I started to cry.

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well, LESHA IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESHA .. YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEh! ~

.. screw my life. In case you happened to be at MTAC, I was a crap TYL!Kyouya Hibari with a chirping Hibird and borrowed tonfa. Then again, I wasn't there until 3:00pm 'cause I was at a job interview, so there probably wasn't a chance for anyone to see me all "jazzed up". For once, I really need to suck it up, be a man, and just explode with confidence. ~SHIxCHAN might post up some pictures from some of her photoshoots with EuroTrash, but go check her page out anyways because she's awesome. I guess there's always AN, but that's so far from now... the end of the day was alright, aside from forgetting about Hibird on the train with ~SHIxCHAN and Johanna. I really want him back now.

Now, I'm off to go shoot people muhahaha! "paintball party"

Yes, I have accomplished to waste yet another couple of precious seconds from your life. Aside from being a usual retard, I've been pretty damn busy with school = no updates. For that, I apologize...? Plus, I feel uninspired to work on anything and it takes a miracle to have a reasonably good idea to stab me. I'll go die now.

I asked a couple of friends where/who can make me a swallowtail coat. I have about a couple of weeks before M-TAC, and I need that stupid thing for stupid cosplay-reasons. Here were my answers:

"Ask your mom!!"
The lady works her ass off and needs her weekends for rest.
"Ask your grandma!"
That would be good... if they weren't both dead.
"Ask your aunts!!?!"
Refer back to "Ask your mom!!"
"Ask your uncle...?"
The man can cook, but he can not sew.. I think.
"Ask a friend, GOD!!"
A vast majority of my lady friends can't sew, and I already bugged Julia to make a frickin' eye patch.
"GO TO A SECOND-HAND STORE!!"
I tried that. It was an epic fail, because I only managed to find waste coats. Screw your Hollister.
"Order online."
I'm broke. I really want that job to call in taxis for people. Sounds cool.
"HTFU."
No, YOU harden the fuck up. I need a coat.

Swallowtail coat: where for art thou difficult to find... I'm going to bed. More Shakespearean talk in the next entry. Hope you guys can understand crazy, because I'm pretty damn fluent.

Cheers to sexual-related journal titles that totally waste your time.

Exams are a bitch, just like peer pressure, karma, and life in general...

wait, that's a little too pessimistic. Life isn't that bad, I guess. Sure,
teenagers of this rather chaotic generation tend to be melodramatic, horny, conceited, and have long since mastered the art of jackassery, but people change (well, if they're actually committed to or they just naturally grow out of dick-hood). Just two more exams to go... I'm so gonna fail them both 8D

Caught your attention? Good, because I accomplished to waste a shitload of your time... anyways, I've been pretty uninspired to work on anything at the moment, so sorry if my gallery is full of fail and shit. I'll try sneaking some sketches in if I'm not too busy working on my ISUs and studying for exams:

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Ok, I found this somewhere.

Rules: Take the first 15 songs from your music player and add "in my pants" after the title.

Yes, I know that this is childish, but it looks funny as hell! XD

1. Welcome To The Black Parade…In my pants.
2. So Cold…in my pants.
3. Black Hole Sun…in my pants.
4. Yout Star…in my pants.
5. Ride The Lighting…in my pants.
6. Tainted Love…in my pants. <---- Best one right there!
7. I Want To Break Free…in my pants.
8. Tomorrow…in my pants.
9. Golden…in my pants.
10. Motherland…in my pants.
11. El Tango De Roxanne…in my pants. <---- That one is pretty good too.
12. Overrated…in my pants.
13. The Howling…in my pants.
14. This Could Be Anywhere In The World…in my pants.
15. The Show Must Go On…in my pants. <---- OMG!! WINNER!

Well, that was delightfully dirty.

Still bored...

So yeah, I'm pissed off. Well, not really. More like disappointed you know? Here's the story, and try not to judge me.

I had a two meetings today, back to back. A Homeroom Rep. meeting and then a Council meeting right afterwards so we could settle out the twelve days of Christmas crap. So after the Homeroom rep meeting one of my friends goes, 'Oh yeah we're going to see Twilight'. So I tell them all that I can't get out of the meeting until four. I don't hear from anyone until like, 3:30 when one of my best friends comes in and tells me that she's leaving to see the movie. I get kinda upset but I'm not about to ask her to leave. Then I get a call at four. The same friend who told me about the event is calling. I pick up and she tells me that I can still come to the movie. I explain that I have no money to go, and I won't be able to get there for the 4:15 showing. It took me twenty minutes to get home and it's another fifteen-twenty to get to the theater. They continue to call and tell me that I can make it. FInally I was all like, 'Yeah, there's only so much disappointment I can stand kay? I don't want to rush over to stumble over people's legs in the dark and have missed like half an hour of the movie.' I know I sound like a selfish twit, but I'm really feeling like crap about this move.

I mean like, come on. How hward would it have been to just reschedule the movie? Not very, we could have gone another day so that I could go to. And now I know that they're all going to be like, 'Oh but we can all go another time.' but that's not the point. I don't want to guilt them into coming to the movie with me, that would make me feel even worse then my current super shitty state of mind.

Now, before you go along thinking that I'm this self-centered bitchy baby, hear me out. I have a crappy family. I know that I'm really lucky and yadda yadda, but it's not the best one going, you know? Now, I have... kind of abandonment issues I guess. So I've come to rely on my friends to be there for me, they're like my primary family for when my biological one sucks. So stuff like this... it's like your mom telling you, 'Oh, we're all going to see that movie that you wanted to see but you can't come. Maybe next time.'

I probably explained this in a really crappy and not-understandable way but it's the best way I can do it. So yeah, any advice?

And the first person to suggest talking to my friends will be shot. I have never cried to one of them about something and I'm not about to start now. I'll just keep telling them that it's fine and put on a smile, no matter how superbly emo that sounds.

On another note, thanks for letting me rant and if you're reading this you probably care about me more then I know. So, thanks