I have Telegram and would love people to talk to. My name on there is SillydogTheGreat



ALSO STILL OPEN FOR COMMISSIONS: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18832215/

Sorry I'm being a pain about it but I'm desperate and the job hunt is not going so well.

I finally finished everything I owe so I'm open again!!!

Here are my prices, if you want something but don't see it ASK ME.

http://img02.deviantart.net/92de/i/.....at-d9anyqo.jpg

Commissions I Owe:



If I am missing anyone let me know.

Commissions People Owe Me:
Mokitten
Dilydu

So I was fired from my job last Friday because my number percentage was low. I hate the numbers game that they play in retail. I have a hard time as it is speaking to people because of social anxiety, now add in trying to push at them useless magazine subscriptions that no one wants. Plus it didn't help that your percentage is based off how many transactions you ring at the register, and that the other employees shirked register duty and instead made me ring all day. Of course my numbers were shit.

But whatever, back to the job hunt bull.

I am going to open commissions right after I finish up these 2 that I have to do from last time. I am looking for a job, but I do need something to hold my bills over until I find one. So all this free time in between applications would be perfect for getting things done.

If you want a commission after I'm done with these 2 let me know! I'll greatly appreciate it!

Commissions I Owe:
Lance-C-Bones
Nakasisa

If I am missing anyone let me know.

Commissions People Owe Me:
Mokitten
Dilydu

Ask me anything. No question is too extreme. :D



...i have gas

Working the holidays in retail sucks ass. I've worked 8 days straight with some 12 hours shifts thrown in.

Tonight when I get home though I should be able to start working on owed commissions again.

Also tomorrow is my birthday and I finally have off so I'll be working on them tomorrow too.

Also thanks to everyone who donated to Glenn. He had pneumonia but he's doing a lot better now. He's still in isolation but he's very active and happy again. <3

I don't think I'm going to try YCHs anymore because I'm not well known enough to have the attention pull to draw people to them.

Like if it weren't for like 2 of my good friends I'd get nothing on here.

Reminder that 2 hours are left on this bidhttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/18203347/

Just a reminder that the YCH ends today.

I'm extending the end time to 10PM tho cause I'm stuck at work.

Link to bid:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18203347/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18203347/

If anyone would like to get a commission now would be a great time.

I have a few bills coming out this month that were timed wrong and I'm just panicking about overdrafting.

Hnnnggg and the person I live with always seems to just take take take from me.

Like I'll seriously draw anything from humans to nsfw.

I've been kinda in an art slump where I don't even want to draw my own characters. I want to draw though.

Commissions are open as well, so if anyone has ideas they want to run by me I'll be sure to give you a good price.

It's a win/win, you'll get your idea drawn out and I'll get some drawing in (plus a little bit of much needed funds hahaha).

;D

Stolen from  Licky_Lucky_Latrans

A- Age: 25

B- Big fear: Never finding someone I can truly be happy with.

C- Current Time: 7PM EST

D- Drink you had last/having: Diet Coke

E- Easiest Person to talk to: Probably  Nyaasu or Steve my ex.

F- Favorite Song: Either Don't Stop Believing or Carry On Wayward Son

G- Ghosts real or fake?: Could be real.

H- Heritage: Cherokee, German and Costa Rican

I- In Love with: someone I can never be with.

J- Jealous of: Nya's madd art skills.

K- Killed anyone? Not that I know of.

L- Last time you cried: Uhhh not sure but I almost cried today because Grey's Anatomy feels.

M- Middle Name: Samantha

N- Number of Siblings: One

O- One Wish: to be happy

P- Person you last called: County Waste because they didn't pick up the trash.

Q- Question you're always asked: "Can you draw me." NO STAHP

R- Reason to Smile: My friends are supposed to be visiting me in a week or so.

S- Song last sang: Game of Thrones theme song.

T- Time you woke: 8AM ;A;

U- Underwear Color: It varies.

V- Vacation Destination: I'd like to visit California again.

W- Worst Habit: PROCRASTING

X- Xrays you had: Too many haha

Y- Your favorite food: Asian food

Z- Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius because I'm wild and freeeee.

So even though I love the place I live now it was short lived. Nya and I are being kicked out and have to leave by the end of October. She'll be heading back to NJ but I'm staying in PA because I have a job here and stuff. Also I can't really move back in with my parents because I have animals and I don't want to live there again hahaha.

I'm also in the middle of a job transition which will hopefully cut down my travel time and make me feel better about working haha.

I could really really use commissions though so I can put that money towards moving expenses, plus I need to buy a new cage for my rats because the one they're in now doesn't belong to me haha.

If anyone would want to get a commission from me I'd be so happy. I promise I won't use the money for dumb stuff, it's exclusively for moving and such.

Thank you!

I'd love some votes if you could!

https://gleam.io/g/08ohq/ylgv

Hey everyone. I'm thinking of opening some full body sketch commissions.

I'm having a transitioning period in my life and need some funds so that I'm not drowning.

I might not take everyone but I'll see what ideas are given to me and go from there.

Full body sketches will be $12 and can be digital or traditional.

If there are enough digital ones I'll make a stream so you can watch me draw them.

Paypal only of course.

Thanks so much for sticking around and helping me out :)

So I'm fostering a rat and he hurt one of my rats, Rick.

I'm thinking of doing like a commission sketch stream in order to buy the meds and for the follow up vet visit but I'm not even sure people would even buy/donate.

Cause you know everyone just likes my streams when they're free haha.

I don't want to do art anymore.

Everything is meaningless to me.

I'm leaving and I don't plan on coming back.

Unless a miracle happens and I suddenly love art again maybe I'll be back.

Otherwise I just want to minimize my online interaction and just be no one.

Also I'm trash and a shitty person so you're not missing anything.

Bye guys.

P.S. to be clear I don't think I'm trash at art I'm ok with my art level, I could be better sure but I'm ok with my style. I just meant I'm trash as a person.

I've been avoiding a lot of places online such as DA, FA and Skype. They all stress me out too much and I feel better when I don't look at them. There are constant notifications and as soon as I clear them the number rockets back up and it's so time consuming and annoying.

I will get art out. Eventually. Bear with me I'm having personal issues and being pressed only makes me want to disappear more.

TTFN.

Sometimes I think about how if I were to die no one online would know because who would tell them and it makes me sad.

Tagged by  rjfan

RULES :
1. Pick a character you've created.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were that character.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal



Character picked:
Sillydog


1. What is your name?
Sillydog

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Because when my creator was a child she liked dogs and my colors are silly.

3. Single or taken?
Single for now.

4. Have any abilities or powers?
I'm a shapeshifter and I have electric powers.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
No you.

6. What's your eye color?
Bright green.

7. How about hair color?
Blue, and it's fur ok.

8. Have you any family members?
I have a sister who is a small red evil dog.

9. Oh? How about pets?
Yes many rats :D

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
I don't like pressure.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
I like to bite people and sleep.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Yes, but they deserved it.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Yes.

14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a shapeshifter so I am no specific type. My favorite form though is that of a canine.

15. Name your worst habits.
Procrastination, I can be needy, I eat too much.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Does senpai  Nyaasu count :3

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I'm dual loving.

18. Do you go to school?
Lol what is school.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I would enjoy a mate. Spawn are out of the question though eww.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
No one likes Sillydog :P

21. What are you most afraid of?
Being attacked when I'm not looking especially in the dark.

22. What do you usually wear?
Uhhh my fur. Unless I'm trying to blend in there I wear jeans and a shirt/hoodie and sneakers/boots.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
MEAT. Or hot pockets. OR ASIAN FOOD.

24. Am I annoying you?
Yes. Everyone annoys me.

25. Well, it's still not over!
I will bite you.

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
I am a royal bitch if that counts.

27. How many friends do you have?
Well there is senpai but I don't have a lot of friends because I'm mean and chase them away. ;A;

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
I like pie.

Where is #29?

30. Favorite drink?
CHOCOLATE MILK

31. What's your favorite place?
In bed.

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
My tail wags for a few people :0

33. That was a stupid question.
You are a stupid question.

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I'd rather not swim in unclean water thanks.

35. What's your type?
I like tall fellows with blonde hair and light eyes.
Or tiny females that look fragile.

36. Any fetishes?
Biting. And I do like being tied up sometimes when I'm really feeling it.

37. Seme or uke?
Switch

38. Camping or indoors?
Indoors cause I don't like bugs.

This is random but does anyone have one?

my anxiety is off the charts right now

i feel so jittery and my head hurts and i'm panicking for no reason

i need someone to just hold me and calm me down

i want to sleep but i can't i'm too AUGH

I have some commissions that I still need to finish so I plan to finish a few on a stream this coming Thursday, June 4th. I plan on streaming around 4pm EST if anyone wants to come watch. I will play a movie while streaming, thinking of doing Jungle Emperor Leo, and then possibly depending on hpw many commissions I finish I might take some freebies.

Keep an eye on my page the next few days so you know the status on the stream.

 Nyaasu and I will be attending this con this upcoming weekend. CloverCon is a small, very affordable anime con that Nya has been to before.

This is the first time I'm going. We will be sharing a table and selling some pretty sweet things. I'll be wearing my Sillydog tail and not sure if Nya is wearing anything spiffy.

I'll also be doing on the spot sketch commissions while I'm there.

If you're attending stop by and say hello!

Hey there. I know I owe a few people commissions and I am working on them. I've been feeling sick and down lately and things have been happening with me starting a new job tomorrow and such.

But I am working on them. I'll get them done as soon as I have a chance to breathe a little haha.

 Licky_Lucky_Latrans I haven't forgotten your commission, it's in progress but I will get it done x3

I can't remember if I owe anyone else art? I have a vague idea but if I haven't mentioned you feel free to remind me.

Thanks for understanding!

my lungs feel like crap

everytime i cough it feels like i'm bleeding inside, it tastes like it too but so far i haven't actually coughed up blood so that's good

-curls up and dies-