...I had money to pay some bills.

But I probably won't get paid for another 3 weeks cause I'm starting a new job ;A;

-rocks back and forth and cries-

Just wanted to clarify that I don't feel invisible when it comes to my art. Like I don't care if people like my art or look at it or comment on it because honestly I'm not drawing for approval I'm drawing for myself.

I feel invisible when it comes to people I know. Like people used to talk to me all the time and then suddenly they drop off the face of the earth or get really short with their responses and I'm like WHAT DID I DO.

i feel so invisible

So Nyaasu and I are low on funds.

So we are opening up collaborative commissions.

There aren't much examples except the 2 auctions we did together:
http://d.facdn.net/art/sillydogtheg.....kitcommish.jpg
http://d.facdn.net/art/sillydogtheg.....orseandcat.jpg


They will be fully body, colored and shaded.

Ferals are $30

Anthros are $40

Each additional character is $10

Paypal only at sliceoflifedarkpassenger@gmail.com

Thanks so much for looking and we appreciate the business and signal boosts <3

Our heat doesn't work in the house and it's probably too expensive to fix. I am freezing all the time and would love a little heater for my room so I can sleep and not feel like an icicle.

If you could help me out that'd be awesome. Via commissions or donations.

PayPal is: sliceoflifedarkpassenger[at]gmail.com

We also have a few other stupid things coming up like car repairs and groceries and none of us get paid anytime soon. Like we are both broke since Nya spent all her savings on paying the IRS and I have $3 to my name and stupid Walmart doesn't pay well.

So yeah every little bit helps <3

shut up about IMVU no one gives a shit

So I did it.

I moved to PA.

It happened last Saturday and we just got internet installed tonight so here I am again.

I have orientation for a job on Thursday so hopefully I'll be making some money soon so that I don't lose my room hahahahaha.

My roommate is really awesome though and I like living with her and there are a lot of laughs.

And I have a cat who is a derp.

And rats that aren't cuddly like Castiel was ;A;

It's really quiet and super cold up here. A little bit lonely too because I don't know anyone in the area aside from my roommate. All my friends are 1.5 hours away in NJ but like it'd be tough to drive to see them all the time. Plus they're all busy with lives hahahaa.

IDK but I'm still happy to be out on my own. Yay.

I should be drawing again soon once I feel up to it (and once I find my damn tablet pen the stupid thing has gone missing). I might even upload some naughty naughties on my NSFW account because I've kinda been having a hankering to draw that ;D

Uhhhh... that's it.

Since I'm moving to PA it'd be nice to maybe have friends in the area.

Are any of my watchers from the state? Does anyone know of any PA furmeets?

Hey guys! Moving day is right around the corner but I'm running a little low on funds.

I DID FINALLY GET A JOB THOUGH! I'll be starting at Walmart on the 17th.

But until then I need a bit of cash to get some things to prepare for my move such as a GPS to get to work and a uniform. Plus a few more things I need for house necessities.

So if anyone could commission me that would be super awesome <3

Love you all :3

EDIT: THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED. OUR WINNER IS  Licky_Lucky_Latrans

Yes you heard right,  Nyaasu and I are collaborating on a commission. SO THIS IS LIKE A ONCE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE TO GET A COMMISSION THAT NYAASU TOOK PART IN.

Until she feels like opening them again, which she doesn't.

SO...

This is an auction which shall be bid for in the comments.

Each tier level will get you a different progression of how your commission will be finished.

Starting Bid is $10. This guarantees you a sketch.

Reach $20. Colored Sketch.

Reach $30. Line art with greyscale shading.

Reach $40. Flat color.

Reach $50. Color and shading.

This auction is for one character only. If you want additional characters they will be an extra flat $15 if the bidding reaches line-art level. Under line-art level, price is negotiable.

If the bidding goes over $50 we can negotiate extra characters if you want more than 2.

Bidding will end on Sunday, March 1st 2015 at 7pm EST.

Payment will be Paypal only, if you are the winner please make sure you can pay in full on that day.

We are willing to draw any "General audience" fetish work that you want in this commission. This includes paws, sticky, macro/micro, vore, pool toys, babyfur, bondage, etc.

This does NOT include: nudity, sex, gore (blood is ok tho).

Thank you and happy bidding!

 sillydogthegreat Nyaasu

LEADING BIDDER:  Licky_Lucky_Latrans -$60

Anyone on playstation network? Add me and post your name!

I'm SillydogTheGreat

Yes for one week only I will be taking NSFW commissions.

See my updated price sheet here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15511052/

BE SURE TO READ THE INFO SECTION FOR DETAILS.

Paypal only.

Thank you!

I ran out of Paxil about 5 days ago and my appointment isn't until next Tuesday.

I'm having withdrawal headaches and increased rage.

I STG I am going to murder people in my house if I'm not out of here soon.

From now until March 31st people with rodent characters can take a $2 discount off my commission prices.

Badges are excluded from this offer.

Wheeeee.

So I made an account for when I start drawing NSFW and so I can upload NSFW commissions.

Feel free to follow me at  DirtyBlueDoge

ALSO I need an icon for that account. I want one of Sillydog making a sexy face. If anyone can draw such an icon give me quotes and perhaps I shall be commissioning YOU! :3

i have so much anxiety i just fucking can't

i just want to cry all the time

i just want to pay my stupid bills

i want to move out of here

i miss my rat

i want to get a job again

i just AUGH

feel miserable

It can be a significant other or a friend. If you do then why not show them how much you love them with a Valentine's commission!

Now until Feb 14, full body 2 character fully colored images are $25!

Hurry before time runs out on this special deal!

Paypal only. sliceoflifedarkpassenger[at]gmail.com

All proceeds go towards bills and moving expenses.

I'm so fucking lonely.

It's driving me crazy.

Like I know things will get better but in this moment I feel awful and insane and I just want to die.

I want to rip out my hair and cry I'm so alone.

-jigs up and down in her chair-

I'm basically all packed up and ready to get outta here.

But like, it's probably not going to be as soon as I want it to be.

-stares at bins-

I'M READY TO GOOOOO AHHHHH.

Hey guys I was wondering... if I offered NSFW commissions in the near future, would anyone be interested? Like is that something people would buy?

Idk I'm just trying to see what the interest level is.

So the Windows 7 on my Mac expired. Which means I can't use Open Canvas or Sai on there unless I get a new activation.

A new activation key costs about $35 apparently.

WHY DO THINGS KEEP COSTING ME MONEY FFS.

I'm getting kinda discouraged that I still can't find a job. I've been putting in applications every day and I've had interviews and such but I never hear back. And at this point I'm kinda thinking of giving up finding a job in NJ because I'm not going to be in this state for much longer anyway.

I didn't really want to tell anyone but I'm going to be moving to PA possibly within the next 2-3 months.

I'm really excited about it but I'm also going into panic mode because I realized I kinda need to have money saved up for the move for initial food items and such. I'll be living with  Nyaasu but I don't want to have to put strain on her and make her have to take care of me or have to depend on her until I do get a job.

I would appreciate being commissioned so I can save up. I really really look forward to the day where I can stop drawing for money but it seems I don't have that option right now.

I have an updated commission sheet right here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15511052/

I also have a Valentines Special going on where couples drawings are $25!!!!

If you could commission me that would be totally awesome. I hate having to ask for commissions all the time but I have no choice ;A;

Hopefully this move will be great and I'll get a job over there and not have to cry on here anymore for commissions xD

Has anyone ever had furry dreams? Has anyone ever had really really weird ones?

I had my first "furry" dream last night. I'm feeling pretty uncomfortable with myself. Especially since I woke up feeling a certain way after it.

Like I dreamt I had a giant fox. Like at first all it wanted to do was nap with me, and it kept trying to nip at me. Turns out it was trying to flirt with me. It was a boy and it could talk to me. He said he was in love with me and we had some crazy sexy things happen together that I won't go into. And like he'd worry about me and protect me and he liked to be laying on me all the time. And in the dream my family tried to go on vacation to some place that had a lot of rooms. And the fox and I tried to find the most secluded room so no one could hear us in our shenanigans. IDK IDK I FEEL SO WEIRD LOL

IDK I guess I just want to make sure I'm not the only one.

Feel free to talk about your weird furry dreams in the comments.

So I got my computer back from Apple store. Turns out they let me slide and repaired it for free which is awesome since my fundraiser didn't raise any money towards the computer. What I did raise was only enough to cover the expenses for Castiel.

It's nice having my computer back.

Commissions will be slow though because my parents broke my tablet pen. So that's something else I need to buy. I'm lacking $25 to purchase a new one.

I've gone on a few job interviews so I'm waiting to see if anything happens. Hopefully I'll have a job soon ;A;

I was watching an artist on DA who claimed to be professional, which is kinda what prompted this journal.

Let me give some background info.

This artist appeared to be really high maintenance and had a lot of self confidence in their work even though they weren't the best. The problem was they treat their watchers like crap. Like if you watched their work and didn't comment or anything they'd go out of their way to remove you. Like people don't always have something to say. I know I don't comment on everyone I watch but I do like to look at their work quietly. I know a lot of watchers are like me, silent lurkers.

Anyway I guess the point of this is, I just want to say how much I appreciate every single one of you watchers. I feel that just the fact that you like my work enough to watch me at all is good enough for me. I love you all even if you don't talk to me ever.

I never want to be ungrateful for my watchers, so thank you so so much for watching me. <3